Dawn Redemption

It was the same morning as when we left for Dachau that day.According to the previous agreement, Finn left the dormitory with his suitcase when the sky was still bright and foggy.

The difference is that this time he doesn't need to deliberately suppress the sound of his footsteps so as not to disturb others.When he got up, he found that the other five people also got up from the bed.There were not many words of farewell, which actually made Finn feel a little more relaxed.They hugged Fern one by one, and finally walked out together, standing at the door of the building to watch him leave.

He arrived at the train station, and the train that was about to take him to Berlin hadn't arrived yet, but he saw a person on the cold platform in the morning fog.

He was not surprised that Noah would come to see him off.It wasn't until this moment, the last moment that he felt that so much time together was wasted, there were still many things he wanted to do with him, and many things he wanted to say to him, but they were all stuck in his chest in front of him Can't express it.

"You came."

"Ah."

Finn responded lightly, and the hand holding the handle of the suitcase tightened.He knew that this time as he wished, Noah would finally not help him carry things.

There will be no more in the future.

"I've already arranged for you where to live over there." Noah handed a small note to Finn, and Finn glanced at it hastily, and saw a line of address on it.Noah continued, "On Haresher Street, it's closer to where you work. I thought... I wanted you to live with me. Greta and Ilsa are still there, even though we divorced Yes, but I still can’t let a woman wander outside with her children. But I’m afraid that some people will make irresponsible remarks and even suspect you and me, so I helped you find another place for insurance. If you understand……"

Finn nodded immediately, knowing Noah's intentions, he folded two stacks of notes and put them in his pants pocket.

"Be more cautious when you get there." Noah repeated this matter again, but Finn didn't feel bored.He would never tire of Noah, and would listen to him for the rest of his life.

"I believe in you, this should not be difficult for you." Noah said softly.Thick fog surrounded the entire train station, as if it was separated from the outside world and formed a separate world. The train tracks stretched straight into the distance and finally disappeared into the haze. What will his future be like when he gets on the train and goes to another place.

Noah paused, and felt that it was necessary to say the following words, so he continued: "You usually do a good job, but don't be impulsive, you don't think about the consequences when you get emotional, and I don't expect How much will you improve after I say this." As expected, Finn showed a frustrated expression after hearing this sentence, Noah looked at him with a smile, and continued after a while:

"What I hope is that before you have big emotional ups and downs and want to do something impulsively, you can think of these things I have nagged with you, think about it more and then decide what you want to do. In this way, I will I won't worry too much about you being there alone."

Finn nodded, he naturally didn't want Noah to worry.Seeing that there was no one around, and the train hadn't disappeared yet, Noah stroked Finn's hair and quickly took his hand away. This was probably the most intimate move he had ever made with him outside.

"You too." Finn blinked and looked at Noah, "If you don't have my help, take care of yourself."

He actually knew that Noah's life didn't need to be taken care of by himself, and he was more busy with work during the days when he was by his side.But Noah still nodded with a smile, his voice calm and reassuring: "Okay, I will pay attention, don't worry."

The two looked at each other, and their figures were clearly reflected in each other's eyes.It seems to be drawn in through the clear pupils, and each other's figures overlap infinitely.

Time seemed to freeze at this moment as one wished, and the lingering mist was like the cold air emanating from solid ice, freezing the two of them in the ice layer forever.Until the whistle of the train whistled from a distance, and when it stopped slowly in front of the platform, it brought the last gust of wind, blowing Finn's sideburns that were not under the hat.

The moment the car door opened, Finn suddenly turned his head and looked at Noah.He has never been willful, and has always acted according to what Noah said.Noah asked him to still get along with superiors and subordinates outside, and he never exceeded the rules.

But at this moment, he really wanted to ignore what Noah said, other people in the car who would look out the window, and the whole world to hug him.

But he held back.He raised his hand, but finally held back.

He can hug other people at will, his friends, his good brothers, but he dare not have any intimate contact with Noah, the only man he ever loved in his life in broad daylight.

I don't know if Noah saw his little action just now, anyway, whether he saw it or not, it will be like now, without any reaction.

"Then, I'm leaving." Finn sighed softly, "Goodbye."

He was about to turn around, but was grabbed by the wrist.Turning his head, he saw Noah's face suddenly approached, so close.

"Fin." Noah's voice was very low, but he could hear it clearly.

He didn't know what Noah was going to do, he just knew that no matter what he was going to do, he would never avoid it.

But Noah just looked at him quietly like this, to be precise, looked into his eyes.Those light blue eyes were crystal clear and shone with a moist luster, like ice cubes just fished out of a wine glass.

"If it really comes to the day when all this ends," Noah gently put a folded note into Finn's breast pocket, "wait for me."

He slowly let go of Finn's hand, his fingertips reluctantly ran across his cuff, touched the back of his hand, and finally his fingertips.When Finn wanted to hold the protruding hand, which had been roughened by the years, it had already withdrawn.

"I'm waiting for you."

Finn's voice was so hoarse that even he couldn't believe that the person who spoke just now was himself.He made up his mind not to look up at Noah, but turned around and walked towards the door, and took out the ticket from his pocket.

When he heard the goodbye from behind, he only responded lightly.He is used to doing this kind of thing, by pretending to be an indifferent person, to dilute all the emotions he feels, so that all interference from the outside world will be excluded by the cold body, so that his behavior will not be affected.It's been like this for so long before, and it's okay to return to that state.

The conductor was just as indifferent as he was. When checking the ticket, he returned it to Fern without even looking at the words on the ticket. It seemed that this was just a program he was designed by someone. That doesn't matter.Finn doubted that even if a stowaway handed him a blank sheet of paper, he could get on this train and go wherever he wanted.

He found his own seat and sat down. Not surprisingly, he saw Noah outside the glass window. He didn't leave, but was still standing on the platform, standing under his own window.

The train hasn't moved yet.Finn stared at him, and after a while, he suddenly stroked his chin with his hand, and told Noah silently with his mouth: "It's time to shave when I go back."

Noah reached out and touched his chin and cheeks. When he realized that his beard had indeed grown a little too much, he smiled lightly, showing a rare and somewhat embarrassed expression.But his eyes kept looking at Fein, and he didn't even want to move.

Just staring at each other in silence, until the train whistle sounded again, and the platform in the field of vision began to retreat with the regular sound.

At first Noah followed the train at a brisk pace, using this method to keep Finn in his eyes for a while longer.Finn pressed his forehead against the glass and watched as he was slowly unable to keep up with the speeding train, and finally stopped and stayed where he was, letting the shadow reflected in Finn's pupils gradually disappear.

After a while, until the exhaled water vapor condensed on the glass window, completely blurring the desolate scenery in front of him, he came back to his senses, slowly swung his stiff neck, turned his head back, and stared blankly at the chair in front of him. backrest.

It doesn't matter.Finn closed his eyes and let out a long breath, and when he opened them again, his usual sharp look was restored.

When he thought of meeting him again, it would be in an era without gunpowder and war, and he was fearless.

The author has something to say:

The fourth act ends here, thank you little angels! ~

In the next scene, the emotional line will be slightly weakened, and the plot will be more compact

With the auspicious words of all the little angels, parting is for a better reunion next time.

Act.5