Han Yanru

Chapter 14

On Sunday, finally hang out with Bai Guang.

About a scenic spot in the suburbs with beautiful mountains and clear waters, the small asphalt road is the most beautiful April day in the world in late spring and early summer.

The sun is shining warmly, but it is not as poisonous as in summer, and the air is warm and full of flowers.

On my carbon fiber bike, I added a frame at the back and put a baby chair on it so that Yuer could sit on the back.

Both are wearing white helmets, he is wearing a dark green tracksuit that matches the spring, and I am wearing a black tracksuit.

Xiaolin drove to the countryside near the scenic spot. Seeing the beautiful scenery, he got down and took Yu'er to ride a bicycle.

Kobayashi and the prince followed behind.

Yu'er was very happy to go to the field to have fun, "Little Daddy, look there is a little bird over there, he is wearing your favorite black and white outfit."

I looked: "That's a magpie."

"Little Daddy, there are butterflies over there."

I will stop, let him watch the butterfly, wait for the butterfly to fly away, and then ride forward.

"Look at those flowers, they have all fallen."

"Yeah. Fallen flowers are colorful."

"Where are the eagles?"

"Ying is the ying of dandelion, which means beautiful flower."

"Daddy, I think it's so beautiful."

The two of us stopped under the tree on the side of the road, and the breeze blew by, and a rain of pink petals fell down, and our hearts felt beautifully sad.

So beautiful, so fleeting.

No wonder people commit suicide in Japan every year when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom.

Yu'er can feel so beautiful at such a young age. I stroked his head, "The flowers are so beautiful that they can be broken. Don't wait until there are no flowers to break the branches."

"What does it mean?"

"The meaning of cherishing the time."

"What does time mean?"

"Time is time, but time is too precious."

"Little Daddy..."

"Ok?"

The weather was fine, and there were cars slipping by the side of the road from time to time.

Chatting all the way and riding all the way, when we arrived at the entrance of the scenic spot, we saw Lincoln parked in the square with a white light at a glance.

Ride up to him, and he's sitting on a picnic chair under the hood stretched out, playing on his phone.

Dongzi didn't come, he and Aaron were being used by me as Yang Bailao, and they were doing national publicity activities.

Besides, Bai Guang guarded me like a thief, how could he let Dongzi meet me?

When I pressed the crisp and loud bell, he was startled and really jumped up. Yu'er laughed out loud seeing how he looked.

The childish and childish laughter blown away the anger that Bai Guang wanted to be angry with me, and happily came over and hugged him: "Yu'er."

dear.

I took off Yu'er's helmet and locked the bike: "Let's go, let's go in."

Bai Guang teased Yuer; "It's fun inside, there are small fish, flowers, swings, slides, do you like it?"

Yu'er was about to come down and run to the door by himself, but Bai Guang held him back: "Wait, there's another brother, he's already here, he just went to release the water."

I tidy up the backpack full of Yu Er's daily necessities; "Who is it?"

Bai Guang secretly said to me, "I'll introduce you to a friend. We made an appointment last week. Aren't you busy?"

"I've also been in a lot of trouble this week, and I'm forced to squeeze it out today.

I'm almost exhausted, so I quickly give myself a vacation.

Let me tell you, don't introduce anyone to me, I have high eyesight, and ordinary people don't fall into my eyes.

Don't shake people around, I don't have time to dismiss those boring people.

I don't have time to go out with you all the time. "

Just as he was talking, a tall man came over: "Hello. I am Bai Guang's friend, Xiao Yu."

Slightly embarrassed, he lowered his head and smiled, he heard everything I said just now.

Stretching out his hand: "Hello, I, Han Yanru."

Still couldn't help admiring, so tall, "How tall are you?"

"192."

My God, I can only look up.

Xiao Baiguang was even younger, and I couldn't help laughing when I looked at him: "How did you two become good friends?"

It is simply the realistic version of Fat Toutuo and Thin Toutuo.

"We are two classmates. He is troubled because he is too tall, and I am troubled because he is too small, and we are both too smart, so we become good friends."

Bai Guang never knew what modesty was.

A group of people chatted into the scenic spot while walking, this combination is really eye-catching, a giant handsome man, a petite hobbit, a silver-haired elf prince, wow, and an elf, I want to faint.

The ticket sales lady called his colleagues over to watch.I was pointed at for a while.

"Why haven't you two succeeded in so many years?" I secretly asked Bai Guang.

Bai Guang was helpless: "The model is too different, and the hardware is not standard. Let me tell you, this is my collector's edition good friend, and it works well.

Generally speaking, the third person in the world, here you are.You have to cherish it.If it weren't for you, I wouldn't care about this matter if I were someone else. "

That is, if you want to be stable with Dongzi, you must first solve my problem.

In my opinion, Xiao Yu looks good, quite masculine, with sharp eyebrows, piercing eyes, and a good spirit.

He was looking at me too, with gentle eyes and a smile on his face.

The first time I saw him, I was attracted by his height, but the second time I saw him, I found that he was too good-looking.

The oval face is long, the facial features are well proportioned, the facial lines are smooth, the nose is high and straight, and the lips are well-defined.

Clean-shaven and comfortable, well-fitting, casual baseball uniform.

It's hard to hate it.

Because it is too tall, Yu'er can only reach his knees, such a cute height difference, Yu'er wanted the flower, and he took it off easily with his hand.

Surprise: Are you a gibbon?

Seeing the creek, Yuer wanted to play in the water again. Standing on a rock in the shallow water, playing with the water, he found that there were many small tadpoles in the water.

Excitedly shouted: "Little Daddy, little Daddy, look, there are so many bugs. They are queuing up to swim."

I squatted on the shore: "That's a little tadpole, they are looking for their mother."

"Where's his mother?" He turned his head and asked me, his little face was shining in the sun, my Yu'er is so cute.

"His mother is catching pests in the field. When the tadpole grows up, he can go to the field to find his mother."

Xiao Yu asked, "Do you want to touch them?"

Yu'er's eyes widened: "Is it okay?"

Xiao Yu said: "Of course, I will hold you."

He raised his long legs, stepped on the shore with one foot, and stepped on the stone with one foot, hugged Yuer, and approached the water,

Yu'er stretched out his hand, and the little tadpoles swam back and forth in his little hand, and Yu'er kicked his legs, "Haha, it's so slippery."

Like a little monkey on a swing.

Watching them play, Bai Guang told me that Xiao Yu is a Chinese of rice origin. He went to university in China and holds a double doctorate in financial management and economics. He is now a teacher in our school.

Because I grew up abroad, I am very interested in traditional Chinese culture, so I have stayed in China for more than ten years, teaching in normal times, and traveling around during holidays.

They haven't bought a house yet, and their philosophy is different from that of young people in China. They don't want to be tied down by a house. Life is not only about the present, but also poetry and the distance.

I just live in the dormitory of the school, and I have a million-dollar Infiniti, which I drive all day long.

No wonder he is also an unruly boy who can play with Bai Guang.

"There are many people who like him, right?"

Bai Guang said: "You asked this, it's a deep hole. I said that he has a lot of people chasing him in school, you will think too much.

I said he was not chased, is this possible?

Just looking at his appearance and height, even an idiot handsome man can fascinate a bunch of idiot girls. "

Seeing my calmness, Bai Guang refueled: "Don't try to find a perfect lover, there is no perfect person in this world.

If you want a friend without flaws, you have no friends.

Friends, do it and cherish it.After passing this village, there is no such shop.

You have to believe that the person you meet for the first time is the most suitable one, and the next one is not as good as the other one. There is a law behind this. "

I don't care about his laws.

At noon, I sprayed insect repellant on the grass under the shade of the trees, laid out picnic mats, sat in the shade of mottled trees, and had lunch with the breeze and the fragrance of flowers.

Yu'er and I both belong to the kind of physique that loves to attract insects, and we are attacked by the oncoming insects whenever we move.

After spraying a floral-scented insect repellant, I confidently took out the picnic box in my backpack.

Three layers, the top is homemade seaweed sushi, wrapped chicken tenders, and cucumber strips.It's convenient for Yu'er to eat.

Underneath is chicken stew with mushrooms, and a layer of white rice.

The chicken is for nourishing Qi, and the mushroom is for improving immunity. The two are on the best side, and Bai Guang tasted it, and he smiled happily after eating it.

There is still some vacuum food in the bag, take it out: "Eat it all, save the time to go back and carry it on your back."

Xiao Yu looked at me; "Why didn't you say that just now? So many things are heavy, I'll carry them on your back."

"Wait a minute, if Yu'er is tired, just carry him on your back."

Sure enough, Bai Guang brought a bunch of unnutritious children's food, potato chips, biscuits, spicy sticks, jelly, and fruit juice.

"Bai Guang, do you still have a child younger than Yu'er living in your heart?"

Bai Guang's eyes lit up: "How do you know? He's only five years old. He's as old as Crayon Shin-chan."

After dinner, Bai Guang and Yu Er went to play on the swings and slides in the children's playground.

After I packed up the picnic mat, Xiao Yu went to throw out the trash and fetch water by the way.

I've been really tired these past few days, mainly because I'm too nervous. I'm afraid that something that I can't control will happen in the next second. fear.

I lay on the picnic mat and signaled to the prince in the pavilion not far away to sleep. He nodded to indicate that he understood, and then fell asleep.

In the dream, the breeze is blowing, the petals are falling, the birds are singing, the butterflies are flying, and the flowing water is gurgling. . . . . . . . .

The melody of Kosuke Naka's classic song "Xia Xikong" echoed in my ears, relaxing and distant. . . . . . .

I haven't had such a solid sleep in a long time.

Suddenly I heard Yu'er crying: "Little Daddy."

He opened his eyes suddenly, and there was a handsome face in front of him, with deep emotions hidden in the dark eyes.

He's been watching me sleep?

The four eyes meet, the feeling of not knowing where you are for a while, the feeling of inexplicable familiarity, there is no time to think about it.

The cry of Yu'er in the distance woke me up completely, and I hurriedly got up. Although I was awake, my muscle groups were not yet awake. I staggered, and a big hand entangled my arm all at once, and shouted eagerly: " careful."

Then the two ran towards Yu'er.

Bai Guang had a rascal expression on his face: "Yu'er, you are cheating, you lost the game, and you are still called an adult."

Yu'er pointed at him: "Little Daddy, he played a game of guessing stones with me, saying so, so, but, he..."

Immediately speaking incoherently, and Bai Guang called him cheating, he felt aggrieved, so he started to cry.

Hey, for such a naive game, both of them still took it seriously, one called the adults with a pale face, and the other called for injustice.Really speechless.

"Yu'er, come on, brother Bai Guang has a child younger than you in his heart, as I said just now, you have to take care of him.

Let's go play something else.We haven't been there yet. "

Yu'er pouted and said, "I won't play with you anymore."

Bai Guang said shamelessly: "But I want to play with you." Yu'er turned her head arrogantly and ignored him.

Xiao Yu took Yu'er and said to me: "You didn't sleep well just now, go back to sleep, and I will take Yu'er to play."

"No need, I slept soundly just now, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep any more, let's go to the bamboo forest to dig bamboo shoots."

Bai Guang can't be allowed to take care of Yu'er anymore, one is half hanging and the other is immature, the two of them will definitely be messed up together.

Yu'er forgot what happened just now, and he and Bai Guang were digging bamboo shoots vigorously in the bamboo forest.

On the return journey in the evening, Yuer took a white car, fresh, his car can transform, and there are many beautiful snacks that children like.

Xiao Lin and Wang Zi drove ahead in a car, and I took Xiao Yu's car.

"Yu'er is really good, you taught me well."

"Thank you. He is the only relative in the world who is related to me by blood."

I was silent for a while, watching the burning clouds outside the car window come to pick up the sun from get off work, a brilliant sky.

The crimson of the sunset is reflected here.

"Do you know the purpose of Bai Guang's introduction to our acquaintance?"

"Yes, he said he has a good friend who has always been single. He is a nice person and it's a pity to be single, so he introduced him to me."

"That's good." If Xiao Yu thought that we were just friends who just came out to play together, then I don't need to say what I said next.

"So what do you think?" I asked.

"It's better than what he said. He said he was a handsome young man with red lips and white teeth. I feel that you are an exile. I don't know why you fell into the mortal existence."

It's a lot of pressure to be praised in person like that.

I smiled: "Then I would like to thank my little daddy for giving birth to me so beautifully."

Then he said seriously: "My inside is not as good as you can see."

He shook his head; "Bai Guang is very accurate at seeing people, and he said good people must be good."

I tried my best to say seriously: "What I'm going to say next may make you uncomfortable. But it's my true thoughts.

Please allow me to finish speaking, then think about it and give me an answer. "

He turned to look at me, then nodded.

"Bai Guang's boyfriend was born to me when I was a child. We used to be very good until the eve of my going abroad.

After I returned to China, I quickly contacted Dongzi for work.

But my existence has seriously threatened the relationship between him and Dongzi, and Bai Guang has no sense of security.

Think I'm a public enemy, so I introduced you. "

Xiao Yu's handsome face listened to me seriously, nodded, "I know Dongzi, they have been together for five or six years."

I thought about how to speak, it was the first time for this kind of thing: "Xiao Yu, I am quite satisfied with you overall.

In terms of height, appearance, and work, the overall performance is not bad.

And Bai Guang hopes that I can find someone to stabilize and relieve his crisis.

I'm also very busy with work, so I really don't have time to go out all the time and meet people on blind dates and fall in love seriously.

However, people have seven emotions and six desires, and everyone in their twenties has physical needs, and you understand that.

I've said this, don't be angry, I'm just asking for your opinion, you think about it before answering. "

When Xiao Yu heard me praise him, he also nodded lightly, expressing that he was listening to me carefully.Later words made him more serious.

"I have suffered a lot of emotional injuries, and it is difficult to establish close relationships with people in a short period of time.

Our time is precious again.

My trust in people is gone, and there are no more than five people around me that I can trust.

And I am the president of a group, this number is far from enough for me to manage a company.

I am very anxious, uneasy, nervous, uneasy, and now that I am quitting smoking, I feel very uncomfortable when I am addicted to smoking.

I also need a channel to relieve stress and a way to vent my physical needs.

I don't trust people, I don't believe in love, and it's hard for me to form close relationships with people.

I think you're fine, so can I take care of you? "

Xiao Yu spat out a mouthful of old blood!Infiniti braked suddenly on the road and stopped on the side of the road with a squeak.

I jumped forward and almost hit the front windshield, looking at him in surprise.

My proposal is beyond the thinking of normal people, so you don't have to be so surprised, aren't you a teenager who pursues individual freedom?

So I said, "This is just my offer, you can refuse."

Xiao Yu turned his head and looked at me seriously, our eyes met, he was puzzled and a little angry, I responded frankly, and he confirmed that I was not joking.

The prince drove their car for a while and found that my car had stopped, and the prince ran over immediately: "boss, what happened?"

Xiao Yu waved to him: "It's okay."

The prince looked at me again with questioning eyes, and I replied: "It's okay. You can go."

The prince left with suspicious eyes, and Infiniti continued on the road.

Xiao Yu looked serious, and I said, "If you get angry, just pretend I didn't say anything about it."

He didn't answer, but drove silently, and I said, "Don't think too much, I didn't mean to look down on you or humiliate you.

It's just that I can't give others the same emotion. "

Saying such a thing makes me feel sad for myself.

Thinking of that winter afternoon, I happily skipped class to meet my first love. In the bus under the sun, that innocent boy could no longer come back. He never came back.

That kind of injury, even after six years, even under the current sunset, is still as fresh as ever.

"If you gave me unequal emotions, I'm sorry, it's not fair to you.

However, love is two-way, communication, convection, and I can't give it.

So, this is the only way.

If you don't agree, we don't need to make an appointment in the future. One is that we don't have time, and the other is embarrassment. "

He said seriously: "You don't want to be responsible for our future, even if it's not the days of love."

"You're right, I can't afford it anymore. So, it's better to balance it with money."

Xiao Yu waved his hand: "Don't say any more, I understand what you mean."

So I stopped talking, just looking at the green mountains, green waters, fireworks and willows speeding away outside the window.

He was silent, obviously his head was in a violent storm, no matter how you look at me, I don't look like someone who keeps a lover.

When he was about to get home, he said, "If you want to keep me, what are your conditions? Let me see. If it's tempting, maybe I will agree."

I couldn't help a smile: "Okay."

Xiao Yu seemed to have figured it out completely: "How much money do you pay me a month? Is it [-] lines?"

I nodded: "Yes." Not much.

"How many times do we have sex in a month? Is it a fixed time, or a temporary time? How many times at least, how many times at most?"

"It's hard for me to arrange time. When the time comes, let me know the time and place."

"Then if I don't work for a month, will you pay me back?"

"Give."

"Then you are not at a disadvantage?"

"Giving you money is to ensure your loyalty. Whether I look for you or not, when you are with me, you can't be with others. This is the bottom line."

Xiao Yu nodded: "I know, this is the most basic thing to be someone's lover."

"After you think about it, go to the hospital for a comprehensive physical examination. You can't have infectious diseases, sexually transmitted diseases, or skin diseases."

He raised his hand and knocked on my head: "What do you think I am? A gorilla? There are so many germs."

"You don't know, there are more than 160 types of STDs, it's scary to think about it."

I am more and more fortunate that during the few months with Zhong Heng, I did not get infected.

Later, I learned about his promiscuity, confusion, and no taboos. I knew that he had promiscuity with many people, and those people were promiscuous with other people. Suddenly, it felt like everyone in the world had promiscuous sex through me, as if they were with everyone in the world People are chaotic*, and you feel blocked and you can't breathe.

When I went to the hospital to do the checkups, when they were all minus signs, I was so lucky that God once again favored me, but not every time I will be so lucky!

That was the mistake I made on impulse when I was young and ignorant, and I will never make the same mistake again, but this time, is it too calm and too impersonal?

"I will also give you my medical examination certificate." I solemnly said to him.

Xiao Yu said, "I haven't agreed yet."

I sigh. "Then there's no need to meet again, it's so embarrassing."

He smiled, with brilliant white teeth: "I've thought about it, the conditions you gave are really good, okay, I agree."

I turned my head: "Think about it and don't regret it."

He nodded: "I will be a good lover." His eyes were firm, cheerful, very happy.

"You are very happy."

"Of course, because your salary is much higher than that in school."

The two looked at each other and laughed.

We broke up happily, because I never let outsiders enter the side street, so I strolled back with Yu'er in my arms, and bought some vegetables for dinner.

This week, as busy as usual, I took time to go to the hospital, had my blood drawn, and checked again, including hepatitis A, hepatitis B, sexually transmitted diseases, and AIDS.

In the end, you have to wait in person, because you can't let others know such a private thing.

You can pick it up tomorrow, but you have to make another trip.

The jewelry design office went to participate in the exhibition. At the exhibition, they reported back to the company and had a big upset.

The batch of jewelry drawings we discussed and finalized half a month ago were released by other companies at this international jewelry exhibition.

The jewelry of our batch of blueprints is still being processed, and it has been determined that the style of this group of jewelry will be the focus, and more jewelry will be designed and produced around.

That is, someone who participated in the last meeting sold his company!Or did someone steal it?

"Why, our drawings haven't been finished yet?" At the meeting with the directors of the design office and the production department, I had a cold face.

"According to the manager of the production department, because the beeswax and pink diamonds used in the drawings, there are no suitable raw materials in the warehouse, and they are being purchased internationally, so the construction period was delayed."

I have seen that drawing, it is made of complex and gorgeous Southeast Asian-style hollow pattern silver, wrapped with a large piece of pure yellow beeswax,

Dotted with small pink diamonds of extremely high purity 4C grade, it looks like a tear, extremely beautiful.

But it was stolen.

That blueprint was designed by a small designer who came to the company for three or two years, Joe, who is timid and cowardly, cowering, as if he was frightened.

Wearing big black-rimmed glasses, her face looks smaller. When looking at people, she is too timid to look them in the face.

However, the blueprint that was designed, I got the truth, it is a spiritual one.

But it happened to him.Isn't this just picking soft persimmons?

"The procurement department gave me written materials to explain why I couldn't purchase large pieces of beeswax and South African pink diamonds.

You can't buy anything with money!

The design office checked themselves and each other to see who leaked the drawings.

Remember, I am the only one who will read your materials, and hand them over to me one by one!

If you can't find the culprit in this leak, you don't have to do it.

I warn you, it is best to write materials honestly. If everyone does not write, I will call the police and let the police file a case, and then you will wait to go to jail for commercial leaking.

Also, you are not allowed to leave the city until the problem is revealed, otherwise, I have the right to suspect that you are suspected of running away, so don't make the mistake of not having 300 taels of silver here! "

Chamberlain still had that expression of indifference, no one in the world is important, I was upset with the most important expression, and turned his eyes to Joe, who immediately lowered his head when he saw him looking at him.

I don't care about their eye and eyebrow lawsuits, I throw the table and leave!

Back in my office, my whole body was trembling, and I couldn't help but Shen Bing followed me: "What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"They bully people too much."

"Don't worry, I will let someone investigate secretly."

"Thank you." I looked at him gratefully. Fortunately, there are Shen Bing and Zhao Xiaolong. I can't imagine that if even the two of them betray me, I can still live.

The body began to feel that the whole body was not good, uncontrollably uncomfortable, and began to tremble slightly.

I shook off him, rushed into the bathroom, turned on the hot water, took a shower, and brought some heat to my cold body.

Betrayed, betrayed again, stabbed in the back again, this feeling like being in an ice cave, cold.

The cold feeling in Milan has come back again, I can't feel the warm feeling in the early summer sun, lonely and cold.

I couldn't help shivering because of the cold.

I really want to have green sleeves, she accompanied me through that difficult time, but now, I searched the whole bathroom in a hurry, there was nothing.

The ground was in a mess, soap, shower gel, shampoo, all fell on the ground.

Going crazy, going crazy.

Give me a green sleeve, I can't stand it, and finally understand why so many drug addicts relapse, because it's too difficult.

The mobile phone on the hanger rang, and when I opened it, it was the photo of the medical examination report sent by Xiao Yu, and there was a big smiling face:

The product has passed the inspection and is waiting for your personal inspection.

Me: Do you have time now?

He replied: free, in the hospital.

Me: Come to my company's office immediately.

He replied: What's wrong?So impatient?

Me: I told you to come here, so hurry up!

Why so much nonsense?

Give the secretary's office an order: a guest named Xiao Yu will come over later, you bring him up immediately, and no one is allowed to disturb our meeting!

Probably the news of my losing my temper in the conference room has spread throughout the company, and the assistant in the secretary's office immediately replied: Yes!

Putting down the phone, trembling, I poured shower gel, too much, I applied it all over my messy hair, and leaned on the wall with my hand, letting the scalding hot water wash away.

The scalp was numb from the hot water, but it gave me a relaxing experience after excessive stimulation.

Standing like that, I used my whole body's willpower to resist a kind of torture called smoking addiction, and let the hot water pour over my whole body.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Bing knocked on the door: "Yan Ru, Xiao Yu is here."

"Let him in."

Shen Bing hesitated, but still carried out my order. He rarely came in the private area of ​​my office.

But Xiao Yu can do it, as smart as him, he knows that Xiao Yu and I have an unusual relationship.

Xiao Yu quickly stood outside the bathroom: "Are you okay, Secretary Shen said that you have been inside for a long time."

"Come in." I put my hands on the wall and turned my back to him.

Xiao Yu pushed the door lightly, and then his breathing became heavy.

I looked up at him and said weakly, "Take me to bed."

I have exhausted my energy and spirit to fight against the addiction caused by the betrayal, and I have been drenched in hot water for so long, my whole body is so weak that I have been soaked in vinegar, and I have no strength at all.

He walked over steadily, closed the valve, pulled the towel to wipe my body, and noticed that I was shaking, "Hold on, it will be fine soon."

Pull off the bath towel, wrap it around my waist, and hold my body horizontally with both hands.

Lay gently on bed, pull over thin comforter, wrap hair in towel and dry gently.

Kiss the forehead lightly, gently and softly.

I begged: "Hold me." I really need a warm embrace, please give me some popularity.

He took off his shoes, squeezed into my single bed, and put his arms around me. He was wearing a pure cotton checkered shirt, which was placed on the back, and he felt very comfortable.

His breath was in his nose, a completely unfamiliar and different breath.

He bowed his head and kissed me, I didn't have the strength to respond to him, he kissed his lips lightly, without lingering, and said, "You have a good rest."

I changed into a comfortable position, completely curled up in his arms, closed my eyes and said, "Call Yu'er, I can't go back tonight. Ask Aunt Li to come up and stay with him."