Han Yanru

In the evening, Xiao Lin was driving, and Zhao Xiaolong and I appeared at the entrance of the hotel where the celebration banquet was held.

This hotel is magnificent and resplendent, with a raised three-story hall, a huge Chinese painting, and white light bursting out from the rest area of ​​the hall: "Yan Ru, are you here?"

It seemed that he was waiting for me with trepidation.

"Where's Dongzi? I miss him." Teased him deliberately.

He jumped up and put his arms around my shoulder; "With me here, don't even think about flirting with Dongzi."

Looking at my face, he suddenly came up and kissed my cheek.

I turned my head and shook him off: "What are you doing?" I walked towards the elevator.

He followed up shamelessly, and said with a smile, "I can't hold back, looking at your skin, I just want to lick it.

I'm already like this, you said that Dongzi couldn't help but see you. "

I had nothing to do with him, and said helplessly, "Bai Guang, Dongzi and I grew up together, and our friendship cannot be broken just by saying it.

It's just that when I was young, I didn't figure out whether it was friendship or love, so they broke up.

After I came back, I experienced some things and understood the feelings at that time, but I grew up.

It turns out we're not a good fit. "

A few people got on the elevator; "He needs someone who can help his career, and obviously, I'm not.

I don't want to bury his ability, I sincerely hope he can have his own career.

It is impossible for me to stay with him 24 hours a day, cook for him, get the script, check the lines, develop contacts for him, and write the script.

What about me?You can't find a lover who spends all day filming and can't stay home.

So, Bai Guang, don't worry.

I'm not 17 anymore. "

There is love to drink enough water, so pure and clean without a trace of worldly pure love, after that age, it will naturally be mixed with many other factors.

Saying that it is secular maturity and reality, it doesn't matter, but I actually understand it.

"It's just you, don't fool Dong Zi, just dodge him halfway."

Bai Guang said: "Look at what you're saying as if I'm so bad, Dongzi's best age is from 38 years old, I won't let go.

By the time he turns 38, I will be old.

Besides, Dongzi is a very kind person. At that time, even if he doesn't love me and I don't love him, he won't abandon me and leave me alone.

There is no love, but family affection. "

"You are really accurate in seeing people. Dongzi is a person who values ​​affection. Just because you have helped him in the past few years, he will never forget you in his life."

Bai Guang raised his head and looked at me gratefully, "Thank you, Yan Ru. You don't know, there are a lot of little bitches in our circle who love to snatch other people's boyfriends, and they hate it." Come over and hug.

I sighed helplessly, and raised my hand to touch his hair: "Little Baiguang, please stop being nervous about me and Dongzi, okay?"

Bai Guang nodded vigorously.

After getting out of the elevator, he suddenly stopped being grateful, pulled me and said, "Oh, I forgot to tell you something.

For the sake of being so kind to me, let me tell you a big gossip about Xiao Yu. "

Before I said whether to listen or not, he dragged me into the bathroom of a private room:

"Let me tell you, something happened to Xiao Yu at school.

And it is the most sensitive teacher-student issue.Besides, he is still a man.

Xiao Yu is a man among men, how could he find a girlfriend?Those pig brains don't even think about it.

One of his students posted on their school's posting board looking for someone with a stag's head tattoo on their calf.

Said that the man slept with his man, and offered a reward of 1 yuan, and he must avenge his love.

【It's me, I know who that student is, the one who smashed me and Xiao Yu that day. 】

I don't know how it was such a coincidence, but there must be a brave man under a heavy reward. He really found it, and now everyone loves to gossip.

Then, one evening, he stopped the kid with a knife, regardless of 21, knocked him down, tore his pants, and sure enough, he had a tattoo of a deer head. Come at one place, and stab it with a knife.

Fortunately, in the campus, the wailing sound of that person quickly found someone, pulled the two of them apart, and the unlucky guy had already been stabbed three times.

【Buddha, I'm sorry, let you suffer for me】

The stabbed person was sent to the police station, and the stabbed person was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.

Then, Xiao Yu was called away.

Finally, things were cleared up. When a student was being bullied, Xiao Yu happened to pass by and helped him out.

That student has always been in love with Xiao Yu secretly, and his parents also came to the school to find Xiao Yu and asked Xiao Yu to care more about his son.

【Could it be that he gave it to Xiao Yu Bulgari? 】

In terms of life and study, maybe Xiao Yu paid more attention to him than ordinary students, which made him misunderstand that Xiao Yu also liked him.

Until that day when he went to Xiao Yu's dormitory to look for him, he found that there was another person in his dormitory having sex.

It is conceivable that the little subject received a critical hit of [-] points.

After a breakdown, this happened, and it turned out to be the wrong person, Xiao Yu and that student did not know each other at all.

The little shou's parents were very powerful, and they got angry. After getting the little shou out, they found the teaching office and made a big fuss.

Xiao Yu was punished by the teaching office.

Xiao Yu taught until the end of this semester and resigned on June [-].

I heard that he and several of his students are working on a financial project.I don't quite understand either. "

No wonder when I saw Xiao Yu recently, I felt that he had lost weight. He must be very busy and tired after so many things happened.You have to coax me.

Bai Guang's eyes were full of gossip; "By the way, you don't have a deer's head tattooed on your calf, do you?"

After speaking, I bent down and lifted my trouser legs.

Fortunately, he didn't lift up the skinny trousers I was wearing today.

I jumped out.He chased after me, reached out to pull me, and the two twisted together.

My arm was suddenly grabbed by someone. When I looked up, my national husband Lin Ye was looking at me with a smile: "I can meet you wherever I go."

Bai Guang rushed over, hugged his legs, and pushed up his trouser legs, "Let me see, let me see."

I tried my best to break free from Lin Ye's iron claws: "Let go of me, I have something to do."

Lin Ye didn't let go, "I like watching the excitement of your house the most, how can I let go?" The smile on his face couldn't be hidden.

The bodyguards and assistants of each family watched their masters mingling together, and no one got started, they all stood by.

Some were fiddling with their mobile phones, and some pretended to look away.

Two people pinched me, I sat on the carpet, grabbed Bai Guang's hand with one hand, and tried to break Lin Ye with the other hand.

Lin Ye grabbed my arm and pressed it to the ground, causing me to lie on my side on the carpet. He leaned on my waist and asked Bai Guang with a smile, "What are you doing?"

He also saw that the two of us were joking.

Bai Guang said excitedly: "He has a tattoo on his calf, but I'm not allowed to see it, but I want to see it."

Bai Guang is small, his hands are small, his strength is weak, and his trouser legs are tight. He has been doing it for so long, but he still can't get it on.

I kicked my legs hard, and the white light yawed at my legs. After struggling, a section of my shirt was exposed. Can others see my skin?

Lin Ye's big hand moved there intentionally or unintentionally. It was humid and hot, like an electric iron, and his scalp was numb.

He shouted urgently, "Bai Guang, let me go, we are still good friends. I will show you alone."

Bai Guang was happy, "Really?" He was about to let go.

When Lin Ye stretched out his hand suddenly, the trousers were si opened from the bottom of the trousers, and the whole calf to the knee was exposed to the air.

Fair, smooth, delicate tui, being seen naked.

With the sound of tearing the cloth, the entire long corridor fell silent, as if everyone was shocked.

Lin Ye's gaze seemed to gain substance, it was burning, and my skin was red from looking at it.

Embarrassed to death.

The torn trousers didn't fit together at all because they were tight.

Suddenly, a long leg kicked Lin Ye over, and Lin Ye rolled to the side with a scream.

Bai Guang was pulled aside by the big hand, and the little one was able to withstand this somersault and fell to the ground.

Xiao Yu's face appeared in front of me, angrily scolded: "How can you bully one person together?"

Pulling it up, staring at Zhao Xiaolong, Zhao Xiaolong looked at me innocently and helplessly.

Lin Ye's bodyguards had already rushed over, Xiao Yu put one arm around me, and as soon as he raised his long legs, he kicked me out.

The action is crisp and neat, unrestrained, with a strong sense of violent aesthetics.

He still has these two skills.

Lin Ye's bodyguard was about to charge up, but Bai Guang hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Misunderstanding, we are all friends, just kidding around."

Lin Ye also covered his mouth and stood up, "Stop beating, stop beating, we are all friends."

Xiao Yu looked at Lin Ye with both eyes: "There is a lower limit for joking around, and what you are doing now has already constituted obscenity."

Such a powerful momentum, the air of an emperor, domineering, and domineering.like.

Xiao Yu saw my adoring gaze from the corner of my eye, and was secretly proud of myself.

"You kicked me, it's enough to cause personal injury." Lin Ye is not a fuel-efficient lamp either.

Bai Guang pulled Xiao Yu and said: "It's all my fault, you two don't get angry. I insisted on seeing Yan Ru's tattoo."

Xiao Yu looked down at my leg, and I couldn't help laughing and whispered in his ear: "It's not this leg that made a fuss for a while."

Xiao Yu couldn't help but laugh, "Let's go change clothes."

Lin Ye started to look at me strangely.

"Hey, you just left like this? I was kicked in vain?" He saw that we were about to leave, and called.

"You still looked at my little master's legs, is it for nothing? If it's evened, you're still stained." Xiao Yu replied.

Ignore a group of people in the corridor, go back to the car and get spare clothes to wear.

Xiao Yu stuffed me into his Infiniti, he went to get spare clothes from my car, opened the door and came in.

Throw the torn pants to him, and he puts them away.

"You don't avoid me when changing clothes now." He said with a gentle smile.

"Old husband and wife." Barefoot, I kicked my legs into my trousers and kicked them in front of his face.

"There are still a lot of them that I haven't tried, why are you an old couple?"

As she said that, she kissed her; "Don't wear it now, to save trouble."

The temperature in the car rose instantly. I knew why he asked me to change clothes in his car. There was a lot of space and it was hard to drive.

The eyes received the blue light from him, and the blood in the whole body seemed to start to flow backwards.

The warm and sensual lips are fascinating, no matter how much you bite, you will not be satisfied.

He let me move towards him, sweet and entangled, feeling my impatience, he gave a deep and violent kiss, and his tongue and mouth became a place of indulgence.

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"Miss me to death, my big wolfhound."

"Me too, my little master."

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"Seeing you being pressed to the ground by them and struggling hard, I was shocked,"

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The SUV began to heave up and down in the underground parking lot, and the inside of the car was so foggy that I couldn't see anything clearly.

Sometimes it was gentle, and sometimes violent. It lasted for about half an hour, shaking violently like a storm, followed by boundless tranquility.

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By the time Xiao Yu and I appeared at the celebration banquet again, everyone was already eating.

On the rostrum, the main creators were talking about the interesting and embarrassing things that happened to them in the wild, and the atmosphere was already very exciting.

Smiling and interacting on and off the stage, it was very relaxed and enthusiastic.

Some people blush when they drink, some have thick necks, and those anxiously persuade people to drink with pale faces.

Bai Guang waved to me, he reserved a seat at the same table for us, the two of us sat down.

On the contrary, Dongzi was not as excited as Bai Guang. He glanced at me with a smile, and then at Xiao Yu behind him. They had known each other for a lot longer than they had known me. They nodded and greeted each other.

"Dongzi has become thinner and darker." I said.

Sitting next to Bai Guang, of course I can't sit next to Dongzi, wouldn't Bai Guang kill me?

Bai Guang turned to look at Dongzi and said, "This is more manly."

I smiled, "I don't care how I look at my man. If my man is fat, he is rich, and when others are fat, he is a bloated pig.

My man becomes more manly when he loses weight, and he becomes more like a tree, while others become bamboo poles when they lose weight. "

Bai Guang pushed me, "How about your man? Do you think your man is also like this?"

I lowered my head to eat and didn't speak, but he clung to me and asked in a low voice, "What's going on?"

"Why do you love gossip so much?"

"I'm a writer, and other people's lives are my material."

I whispered in his ear; "He is very gentle."

Xiao Yu is very concerned about my feelings, not impatient, very patient, very enjoyable, the gentle process, not forceful, step by step guide, in the end it will happen naturally, a match made in heaven.

Bai Guang stretched out his head to look at Xiao Yu in surprise, as if he was looking at his tenderness?Said to me: "You're the first person to say that about him."

"Huh? What do others think of him?"

"Domineering! With that height and education, it's hard not to be domineering.

Killing and decisive, courageous and resolute, those students adore him. "

Let me laugh, he is just a big wolf dog.

Bai Guang leaned on me and smelled it vigorously: "Yan Ru, what kind of perfume do you use?"

"I don't use perfume."

"Then what's the smell on you? It's a little sweet, and a little floral."

Xiao Yu suddenly smiled inexplicably and mysteriously at the side, pulled me over, and whispered in my ear: "You are sweet."

I was stunned for a moment, and looked at him puzzled. He saw that I didn't understand, and continued to bite his ear: "I ate yours just now, and it was sweet."

Then just looking at me like that, my old face suddenly turned red up to the ears.

"I'm going to the bathroom." It must be that Xiao Yu's tongue was not washed clean just now, leaving the smell.

He looked at the shy and slightly embarrassing me dotingly and sweetly, his gums were exposed in a boundless sweet smile.

I rushed into the bathroom, took out the baby wipes, washed them under the tap, washed off the fragrance and chemical components on them, and then took them to the single bathroom, closed the door, wiped carefully, and cleaned.

Take it to the tip of your nose and smell it, and sure enough, there is a sweet smell, slightly sweet.

Shame to death.

"Zhao Xiaolong, go home and get me a pair of pants." I said to Zhao Xiaolong outside the door.

"what would you do?"

"And Xiao Yu. It's okay, you can go."

Zhao Xiaolong said goodbye and left.

After a while, the bathroom door was suddenly closed with a clatter, and was bolted from the inside.

Then there was Zhong Heng's exasperated voice: "Han Yanru! How far are you going to push me! Will you give up?"

I threw away the wipes, and while tidying up my clothes, I said, "Mr. Fang, we have nothing to do with each other except that you own 12% of my company's shares!"

I opened the door and met his gaze: "So, don't say it so seriously, I never forced you!"

He raised his hand and pressed on the door frame next to my shoulder: "Have you been loved by him just now?"

I was speechless, how did he see it?

"Look at your face, it's flushed in the white, and your body exudes the smell of hormones that only you—afterwards.

Trying to trick me?who I am?

I am the one who loves you to the bottom of my heart, how can you do this in front of me?

Where have you put me? ’ He was hysterical, his furious eyes bulging, and a volcano erupted.

"I did not see you."

"Of course you won't see me! You only have Dongzi, only Xiao Yu, and only white light in your eyes, and you don't see me at all!

How far have you ignored me? "He bowed his head and kissed her suddenly, furious, restless, restless, and hasty.

Just like before, a loud slap was slapped!

"I won't let you touch me again! Zhong Heng! You will always be five meters away from me in this life! Don't come close!"

There was despair in his eyes, "Yan Ru, how could you treat me like this?" His voice was like a roaring lion.

He grabbed my arm as soon as he reached out, like a pair of steel pliers, he felt like his flesh and blood were being separated, and he struggled even harder to break free!

The two have scuffled together! "Let me go! We've already passed! There's no going back!"

"Yan Ru, I miss you, I miss you..."

He grabbed my hand, pressed it against his chest, and pressed me against the wall, "Yan Ru, I really don't think about you for a day."

I was also completely angry, "I know how much you miss me! Don't say it, because I haven't forgotten you for a moment in these years!

You can't forget me, not because of me!

But because of yourself!

When we broke up, you didn't say goodbye first, you dumped me first!

Everything you do is for the moment when you break up, you say to me: Break up, I have always been playing tricks on you, everything is my plan.You little fool.

You just want to see how I collapse, all kinds of unbearable, you will be complete, you will be satisfied!

You just want to see how sad dad and little daddy are!

And you didn't have time to do this, it's like you made a sword specially to deal with me, and I escaped before you had time to kill me, you feel sorry!

So don't say you miss me!

I'm not that kid anymore! "

Zhong Heng's eyes were filled with pain, despair, and sadness: "Yan Ru, that's not the case.

At the beginning, I really didn't know these things.

I admit, I wanted to have fun at first.but then.

Once love is given, once love is received, everything is different.

Yan Ru, what can I say so that you can understand my heart?

Yan Ru, don't force me, I'm in pain.I've never been in such pain because of you.

Are you and Xiao Yu just playing around?ah?Yan Ru, you said it, you never forgot me for a moment, come back to me, Yan Ru. "

At this moment, Lin Ye's voice sounded outside the door: "Han Yanru, are you inside?"

I yelled: "Call Xiao Yu over here!"

As soon as Lin Ye heard that my voice was wrong, he hurriedly agreed and ran away.

When Zhong Heng heard that I called Xiao Yu over, he became even crazier, his eyes were bloodshot, he opened his mouth and bit my neck, his teeth penetrated the white and thin skin, pierced the blood vessels, and the burning sensation hit me.

Shaking his head desperately, trying to shake off his blood-piercing teeth.

"Zhong Heng! You hurt me back then! I was young and innocent! I didn't hurt you!

Want revenge, want to vent, also me!not you!

I've tried my best to suppress myself not to get the situation out of hand, and I've saved enough face and a way out for you!

If you want to do this again, don't blame me for being rude! "

Being suppressed by him, he prevented me from removing his arm, and kept pressing my hand tightly, and I kicked him hard.

Like a big fish with its head suppressed, only its feet are flapping, and it can't change the status quo of being sucked blood.

The vigorous struggle and the rushing out of blood consumed my physical strength and I began to feel dizzy.

He suddenly let go of his mouth, with fresh blood hanging from the corner of his mouth, and an inexplicable comfort in his eyes: "Your blood is sweet, with a tempting fragrance."

I raised my hand to cover the arteries in my neck, feeling hot blood flow out between my fingers.

He looked around and found an unfinished bottle of Baisui Mountain that was abandoned on the sink. He unscrewed the lid and poured out the water.

I took it over and pushed my trembling hand away, and pressed it on my wound. The artery was punctured, and the blood gurgled into the transparent bottle.

I struggled not to let him do it, but he held my head with his big hands, my snow-white hair was stained with bright red blood, and was firmly pressed against the wall.

"Zhong Heng, what do you want?" I grabbed his hand with blood stained hands and asked desperately, "How can we end it?"

"Unless I die!" Zhong Heng looked at the blood flowing into the bottle, said paranoidly and resolutely.

die?I'm the one who really wants to die, right?I'm the one who really died, right?

"Zhong Heng, let me tell you, I once had a child of yours, it was mine and yours."

His eyes turned to my face, unexpectedly.

"But, on Valentine's Day that year, I rolled down the steps of the movie theater and it was gone.

Zhao Xiaolong, I didn't lie to you, your son is long gone. "

Suppressing the twitching of his heart, after he finished speaking, tears welled up in his eyes, big and big tears slid down his face and fell on the white ground.

Then he couldn't control the violent ups and downs of his chest and howled.

Startled, he raised his hand to cover my wound, "Hey again?"

That night, he saw with his own eyes Xie pushing me from behind again, and saw me being sent to the hospital with his own eyes, Shen Bing told him at that time:

Everything you do now will be punished on you in the future.

I was so sad that I couldn't speak, and my body began to lose support slowly, and I slid to the ground.

He grabbed the bottle of blood and hugged me hard: "Yan Ru, Yan Ru, my heart hurts so much."

"Zhong Heng, so, I'm dead long ago, and I'm not Han Yanru long ago.

So, don't come, we can't go back. "The despair and sadness are indescribable.

The bone-piercing pain, such a huge pain, tore apart my life. I can't let it go in this life. How can I have a chance to get back together?

"Where is Yu'er? Whose child is Yu'er?" His eyes were so red that they were about to bleed.

"Yu'er has nothing to do with you."

I saw the alloy bathroom door kicked open, and with a loud noise, the inlaid frosted glass shattered like diamonds and rained down, just like the broken relationship between Zhong Heng and me that couldn't be dealt with.

He opened his mouth and called: "Xiao Yu." Seeing him rushing in, he was shocked by the blood flowing everywhere.

It's good that you're here.Eyes closed heavily.

He called anxiously: "Yan Ru, what's wrong with you?"

Regardless of questioning Zhong Heng or Lin Ye, "Yan Ru, don't sleep." The busy voice gradually faded away.

Completely lost consciousness.

So tired, so tired, I can finally sleep soundly.

The early summer birdsong came to my ears first, jumping happily in the sun, singing about the beautiful days.

The sycamore trees have fallen, and the lotus flowers are slightly blooming.

A chubby little hand touched my face: "Why isn't Daddy awake?"

I woke up, but didn't have the energy to open my eyes yet.The eyelids seem to be ten centimeters thick, as heavy as a stone slab.

I can only snort with my nose to show that I heard it, Yuer, I heard it.

The smell of disinfectant came from the nose.

Hospital.My least favorite place to come.

Yu'er pinched my nose: "Little Daddy, you're already late. It's already eight o'clock. Won't you get up yet?"

Opening his eyes with all his strength, Yu'er's small face appeared in front of his eyes, and he couldn't help smiling.

Yu'er saw me open my eyes and let go of my little hand: "Are you awake?" she smiled happily.

"Yu'er didn't go to kindergarten?"

"I want to accompany little Daddy."

"So nice."

Seeing Zhao Xiaolong and Xiao Yu beside the bed, he gave them a smile.Tell them I'm fine.

"Does the wound hurt?" Xiao Yu asked while hiding her inner anxiety.

"Fortunately, it's not as painful as last night."

If I can use my own blood to solve the problem between me and Zhong Heng, it will be worth paying such a blood chip in exchange for peace in the future.

"What happened yesterday?"

Zhao Xiaolong "I'm sorry, Yan Ru." He looked apologetic, "I've never fulfilled my duty as a bodyguard."

"It has nothing to do with you, don't I love smug beauty? It would be great if I don't let you go home to get clothes. You have done a good job these years."

Look at Xiao Yu, he has the aftereffects of staying up late, his hair is messed up, his eyes are dark, and his beard grew tall overnight.

"Where's Zhong Heng?"

Xiao Yu froze for a moment, he didn't know that Fang Zhuo was Zhong Heng, and the name Zhong Heng, I unconsciously called out the name Zhong Heng when we first met, I'm afraid he has already firmly remembered Zhong Heng in his heart.

Zhao Xiaolong said: "After attacking you last night, he disappeared and didn't come to the hospital with him. He didn't go to the company this morning either."

Xiao Yu looked at me, questioning. "Zhong Heng is Fang Zhuo." I said.

"However, you can rest assured that he was completely solved last night, and he will not come again in the future."

Getting over an ex who was like a lunatic like that felt like taking a hot shower.

I understand the feelings of those actresses who meet a stalking ex.

Said to Zhao Xiaolong: "You see, I have successfully quit smoking."

Zhao Xiaolong showed an ugly smile on his face that was about to cry. "Yan Ru, whatever you want to do will definitely be done."

The door of the ward opened, and Bai Guang was holding a large bag of lilies with a bright smile: "Little Yanru, are you awake?

You don't know someone was worried to death last night.

I want to keep waking you up, or me, telling you to sleep well with anesthetics. "

Dongzi followed behind, "How do you feel? I know you are afraid of pain, but do you still feel so afraid of pain when you grow up?"

Shaking his head: "I'm not afraid anymore."

I have never lost that baby, the kind of pain that tears the body like a knife, the pain that stabs people to death, I have never experienced such pain in the future, so I am no longer afraid of it.

"Don't you have some opening ceremony?"

"The boss has granted permission to come and visit."

Bai Guang pulled Yu'er to put the lily in the water cup beside the bed.

The early summer morning sun shines into the ward, full of sunshine, friends, laughter, what a beautiful day.

With a gauze wrapped around his neck, he went to the cultural market with Yuer, passing by a stall selling small fish.

Through the glass, Yu'er looked at the colorful little fish swimming among the green aquatic plants.

"I want it too, I want it too."

"There are already Xiaobai and Xiaohuang at home."

"But, Xiaoyu is so cute." He looked up at me, with big eyes, black eyeballs, and a childish expression, crying cutely.

I clicked the forehead. "There are so many cute little animals, the cutest is the one with pigtails in front of me.

Daddy is very satisfied and happy raising this one. "

"Where?" He turned his head to look around.

I picked up his pigtail: "This is it."

Yu'er knew that I was talking about him, so he smiled. I knelt down and watched Xiaoyu with him. He put his arms around my neck: "Little Daddy, look at this fish's mouth has hemorrhoids."

"On the □□, sores are called hemorrhoids. Sores on the mouth are called aphthous ulcers."

"Oh, how to treat him?"

"Well, give him some anal Thai."

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First revision on May 5