Han Yanru

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There was a white light in front of my eyes, and my body was like a heavy garment, which finally came off.

The whole person is so relaxed, so comfortable, and the mood is extremely comfortable. Lying on a white cloud, I have never felt so comfortable.

A voice sounded: You haven't come back yet, why did you come back?

I think that voice is very kind and familiar, but I can't remember who it is at the moment.

"I'm too tired to live. The two of them are fighting each other, and I always have to let one down. It's so hard to choose."

"You came back because it was difficult? What will An do in the future?"

One word awakened the dreamer: Yes, I still have Ann.What about Ann?

The man chuckled: Since you're here, just stay a little longer and let the brothers think things over for themselves.

You don't want to see your and Xiao Yu's baby?

real?Me and Xiao Yu's baby?

A pair of twins appeared in front of me, in a gentle and comfortable womb, sleeping peacefully with their little feet and hands curled up.

I was so touched, I couldn't hold back the tears.

Suddenly, like a drowning person, he suddenly took a big breath and woke up all at once.

Breathing hard, my heart hurts.

There were shouts of surprise all around: "Wake up, wake up."

Opening his eyes, he saw the familiar sterile room, surrounded by Kim, Xiao Yu, Xiao Lang, and doctors he didn't know.

This is all right, all right.

a celebratory admiration

Soon, the doctors and nurses withdrew, leaving only the three of us, one on each side, with different looks and the same expression.

Thank God for giving me another chance.

"Yan Ru."

"Zhong Yan."

He took my hand and sat on both sides of the operating table.

"I'm not dead yet," the pain tells me that I'm still alive, and it's very comfortable after death. How can it be so tiring?

The two people had red eyes: "The doctor took out the bullet just now."

"You know how amazing it is?

Because you nailed your name to the rib outside the heart, the bullet just hit the titanium alloy name, blocked it, was blocked by the rib again, and got stuck in the rib, less than half a centimeter away from the beating heart. "

"The rib was broken, Xiao Yu's name was torn apart, it was taken out, and a new steel nail was driven.

The broken rib almost pierced the heart. "

"I want to sleep, I was too tired last night." Anyone who walks through the gate of hell will be tired.

"Okay, go to sleep. We won't bother you anymore."

"Are you two still fighting?" Another thing came to mind.

"No more fighting."

"If you die, none of us will be able to catch it. No more fighting, no embarrassing you."

"An, I want to sleep next to him."

"Okay, let's go right away."

Finally, fell asleep peacefully.

This time, there was no injury or pain in the dream, only peace and tranquility, going through all kinds of calamities, far away in the rivers and lakes, hidden swords, and retreating to the ordinary.

Xiao Yu finally understands my heart, even though I love him, even if I donate eggs for him, even though I have hurt him like that, even if I have blocked bullets for him, I still choose to be with Xiao who has a relatively stable relationship and has not hurt him too deeply. Long together.

Such a deep wound and such a strong relationship between Xiao Yu and Xiao Yu is scary even thinking about it.

To use each other's lives to make a bet is as decisive.

When the cracked mirror is reunited, there are also cracks, reflecting the hearts of two people.

Xiao Yu left and returned to China after my condition stabilized, and I gave him his name, titanium alloy name, and copper bullets that were taken out of my body and embedded with bullets.

Death, life, him, me.

Hug for the last time; "Bring Yuer here sometime, I miss him."

"Okay, after our children are born, you will come to see them too."

"Okay. Definitely."

Seeing him leave, this time it is really a complete breakup, and we will only be friends and relatives when we meet again in the future.

Goodbye, Xiao Yu.

Xiao Lang strongly condemned me for donating eggs to Xiao Yu in private: "You are so courageous, you have done such a big thing without telling me."

At this time, you have to be soft, don't admit your mistakes, two people fight?

He said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't tell you, just because I was afraid that you would lose your temper like this now."

"Okay, then you don't owe him anything at all. You are not allowed to have any private exchange with him in the future. "

Xiao Lang understands very well that now Xiao Yu's child has been in the womb for two or three months, it's too late to say anything, and if we pursue it, it will hurt our feelings.

"Thank you, good husband."

When Xiao Lang heard the word "good" from her husband, his expression immediately lost control, and all the displeasure disappeared and disappeared in a flash; "Do you know that I am your good husband?"

Leaping over and kissing vigorously, rubbing against the bed, hugging: "Baby, look, Ann is alone and has no playmates, let's wait for you to recover, and then ask for another one."

My God, it really depends on the timing. This is planned, right?

First, they questioned me about egg donation, which made me feel guilty and apologetic, and took the opportunity to have a second child. How should I answer?

Hit east and west, surround Wei and save Zhao.

"When next spring, my body will fully recover. When the time comes, come, we will, and if you don't come, don't worry, okay?"

Because I donated four eggs to Xiao Yu, with my special constitution, no one can tell when the next egg will be released.

Just like little daddy, he also had a second child 17 years after he gave birth to me.

So, it depends on God's will.

His eyes were bright: "As long as the baby agrees, I will leave the rest to me."

"Children are bestowed by God. You have to do good deeds before you can give them to your children. In the future, you should do less things that harm the evil spirits."

He agreed without a sound: "Yes, yes, everything is up to the baby. Isn't it all related to the affairs between the gangs?

At that time, I was young and ignorant.

Now I am a regular company, and I have completely said goodbye to everything before.

Actually, to be honest, since I have you and An, I have become less timid.Not as aggressive as before.

It was the two of you who treated it. "

I understand what he said, he is no longer alone when he has a family, and he has to think about the safety of his family in everything he does.

In winter, when snowflakes fell, Bai Guang flew over from China with Yu'er.

The news that I was still alive, Xiao Yu still told these few close friends, and these few people knew that I could not return to China for the time being, so they came to see me when they had time.

Xiao Yu can't come, our twin sons have already swelled up in the surrogate mother's belly, the whole pregnancy is a disaster every day, he dare not leave.

When the baby is born in early summer next year, you can breathe a sigh of relief.

I haven't seen you for almost two years. Yu'er has grown taller and looks more handsome. Bai Guang is in the fashion circle. He dressed Yu'er in a fashion-forward yet classic look, with a small windbreaker, jeans, and a classic scarf. The manliness is increased, and the pigtails are longer.

When he saw me, the two of them stared at each other, a feeling of strangeness and familiarity, I opened my hand, and he came to hold me and did not let go, as if he was afraid of losing again.

I hugged him, and the two were silent for a long time, feeling each other's mood and breath just like that.

"Little Daddy misses you very much."

"I miss you too. I cry when I think about it."

"Me too."

"I'm afraid you'll forget me."

"No. Little Daddy will always love you."

"I love you too. Daddy."

"We sleep together at night, and An."

"Okay, let's go play together."

"An also has the same braid as you."

"Great."

"Let's go see him together."

The bastard Bai Guang, who was already in tears at the moment, finally returned to normal, came over and patted me on the shoulder: "You are a bad guy."

Hugs, bro needless to say.

"I heard that you died, and Dongzi was almost stupid. The movie has been changed. Because he can't control his emotions.

I am also angry, you are dead, and you are interfering in our relationship.

You are such a badass. "

"My jewelry design studio in Milan customized a special brooch for you, red coral, gemstones, diamond-studded feathers,

The cost is expensive, and I will apologize to you. "

Thank you for taking care of Yuer when I was away.

Bai Guang went to Milan to attend a fashion party, spent a few days at the winery, brought him home-brewed red wine, and sent him away.

Yu'er is 7 years old and is in the first grade of elementary school. She can only come out to play during the winter and summer vacations.

We have been together this winter vacation.

When the weather is fine, let's go for a stroll in the fields together. Any little thing can arouse our interest, and we can play happily for a while.

An's eyes also followed the elder brother, constantly watching what he was doing. Babies have very keen senses, but they can't express them. They have a very strong ability to imitate.

This is why there must be a small partner in childhood, imitate each other and learn from each other, and progress faster.

Yu'er is at the right age, and he knows the pride of being an older brother, and he knows how to take care of his younger brother. If they are too young and only two or three years younger, these two children will be very difficult to control.

When it’s good, they can’t be separated, and when it’s troublesome, they really do it, and after a while, they play together again, which is very worrying.

Yu'er likes this white-haired younger brother very much, and is extremely rare.

Like a little pet of my own, hugging on the sofa, two people can look at each other, babble and talk, and spend an hour quietly without bothering adults.

Sometimes I enthusiastically watch me change An's diaper.

"Is it like this when I was a child?"

"Yes, the same."

"Ah, it stinks. It's dirty."

"Haha, didn't you think you stink when you were young?"

"I forgot." She ran away shyly.

We spent Christmas, New Years, and the important Spring Festival together.

During the Spring Festival, Lin Ye and Joe flew over to see me, brought their children, bodyguards and nanny, a large group of people, and the villa on the quiet field suddenly became lively.

The little squirrel on the oak tree also poked its head out to see what happened.

Stya was extremely busy arranging living rooms for the staff, preparing meals, and young people still like to be lively.

Hugging their little babies, a pair of beautiful babies, or twins, Lin Ye's is a daughter, Joe is a son.

"You guys are so bold. You are only a few months old and dare to take a plane? They let you sit too."

"There are also those who give birth on the plane, what are we?"

Lin Ye said carelessly, and Yu'er happily went over to hug her thigh: "Godfather."

I was taken aback, "When did you become a godfather?"

"It wasn't after your accident that you died, the boss's company left a child, and I, the biggest shareholder, came out and recognized Yuer as my son.

Who dares to bully Yu'er?Anyway, there is still my godfather!Who dare not sell me face? "

"Thank you, Lin Ye. You really surpass my understanding of you, and you are so kind and righteous. Joe entrusted you, so I can rest assured now."

Lin Ye laughed loudly: "It turns out that I was just unrestrained, and others couldn't see through it. I just waited for Joe to appear, and I discovered the prototype."

Joe and I hugged, "Yan Ru, I am happy now. I have twin sons and a sensible husband. I hope you can be happy too."

Lin Ye said, "I've heard about you too. If you want me, I'll accept both."

Joe immediately threw the sofa cushions over: "How dare you."

Lin Ye immediately shrank back and hid under the sofa cushions: "I dare not, I'm just talking, don't take it seriously."

I laughed: "So, I don't dare."

Xiao Lang is a person who licks blood from the edge of a knife, drawing a gun is his habitual action, it is impossible for him and Xiao Yu to work together.

It's impossible to think about toes.

It's still the little daddy of the law-abiding Dang An.

I know that this ordinary and peaceful life is not easy to come by.

Don't need any more blue-faced confidantes, confidante, flowers blooming inside the wall, fragrant outside the wall, a branch of red apricot coming out of the wall, just thinking about it makes me feel tired.

In the evening, Xiao Lang made time to come over to meet my friend.

He told me about the things he and I met in Milan one by one, emphasizing sovereignty. He and I knew each other first.

Drinking, chatting, and arguing with Lin Ye until late at night.

The next day it was three poles before getting up.

Lin Ye and his wife stayed with me for a few days and said they were going to visit Milan, Rome, and Paris.

It's inconvenient to bring twins, so you have to stay with me and let me take care of them.

"You two are really big-hearted."

"You don't know, since there are two children in the family, Joe doesn't have me in his eyes, he only cares about them.

I miss the days of two people.

It's still good for two people. "

Joe was dissatisfied: "You have been a father for several months, are you still not used to it? Still a little boy? No sense of responsibility!"

Lin Ye pursed his mouth aggrievedly; "Have you seen it? This is him now, with only children in his eyes."

I laughed: "Isn't that your child? It doesn't hurt others."

"Yes, I just feel uncomfortable."

Joe said: "Really, there is no one who is still jealous of children. No one is arrogant." He waved his hands: "Okay, Yan Ru will help us take care of the children. I am most at ease. For the rest of the time, I will go wild with you!"

Lin Ye's eyes disappeared with a smile, "Okay, let's go to the Czech Republic to see the castle, go boating on the Danube, and then go to the Netherlands to get the certificate."

After sending them away, Xiao Lang and I walked along the path of the vineyard to the beach.

The distant fields make people feel comfortable, and the air is particularly fresh and cold.

"Zhong Yan, why did you choose me in the end?" Xiao Lang held my hand.

"I thought you'd never ask."

"I can't help it too." The pampering in his eyes is accompanied by the helplessness of having nothing to do with you.

"I grew up in a family that loved me very much. My grandparents, my little daddy, my dad, they all loved me very much.

When I grow up, I have experienced some things, and I understand more how important it is for a child to have a family that loves him.

The foundation of a lifetime.

Childhood experience is too important. Self-confidence, independence, strength, bravery, self-discipline, and optimism are all cultivated before.

After the age of 20, people are basically stereotyped, and it is difficult to change if there are any defects or personality disorders.

Those childhood loves, when you grow up, become self-confidence in your heart, making you strong, no matter how hard it is outside, there will always be a ballast stone in your heart, which will not be overturned and sunk by the storm.

You know what you want to do, have goals, and will not get lost, because there is a sample in your heart, you know what happiness is, and you will not be confused.

love.When I was young, there were always a few people I liked, and I loved them to death.

As the years go by, what about love?

The harmony between the two of them gradually turned into a family relationship.

Those who don't get along well, encounter big and small twists and turns in life, and those who gradually fade away with trivial daily life, turn against each other halfway.

In the end, it all comes down to ordinary.

You said that there are so many people who love me, I can’t respond to all of them. Passion is actually the most affectionate. I love you and him. To me, it is affectionate, but to you and him, it is affection.

Since I am doomed to let others down, then minimize the damage, that's all I can do. "

Xiao Lang stopped, took my hand with both hands, and smiled with relief: "I saw the right person."

Kiss him and continue; "Ann is also an important reason. Because I have lost a child, so I don't want to lose again.

Since I gave him life, I don’t want him to live with his parents divorced, follow his father or follow his mother. I’m not saying that such a family is absolutely bad, and such a family can also produce excellent children.

However, Ann is my child, and I just want to give him a healthy and complete family.

Like me when I was a child, I was happy foolishly and grew up without worry.

When he grows up and is busy in this world, he will have confidence in his heart,

A fortress where you can rest, where you can escape from things you don't like.

I think so. "

Xiao Lang hugged me: "Thank you, I think so too. I grew up in that kind of family, and no one desires to have a normal and healthy family more than me.

Thank you for fulfilling my expectations. "

Let go of me, staring at each other in the sun, Xiao Lang said grandly: "Tell me, I will give you whatever gift you want."

It's as heroic as if you want to give me the whole world.

"I am going to set up my own jewelry design studio. Otherwise, it would be too boring to be idle."

"I've seen the idea in your Zhong Yan Jewelry Design Office. It's too avant-garde and too individual. Are you sure it can work?"

"Hehe, I just designed a set of couple jewelry with bullets and bullets, do you want to see it? Shoot your heart!"

He has a pampered and helpless expression; what will he do with you?

"Try it, if you don't try it, how will you know?"

Be brave, be brave, go forward, just go forward like this, always have to give up, there are always difficulties, but my heart is solid, no matter what I do, because I know that there are people who love me behind me, there are people who love me people.

And this love is not just the love of love in the narrow sense.

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