Showbiz Prejudice

"Cheng Anyi."

The other party called him.

Cheng Anyi looked at him, almost speechless in shock, and it took him a while before he realized it.Countless memories hit him, he hoarse, and slowly called out that person's name:

"Brother Zhao..."

The other party looked at him with a smile on his face, as if there was something on his face that made him happy.Cheng Anyi looked at him, a little flustered: "Brother Zhao, why are you here?"

"I'm coming to find you."

He said, these few words are very simple, but he understands what these short four words mean.

These two years of sadness, these two years of exhaustion, these two years of missing...

There was finally an outlet.

He thought so, looked up at the other party, and asked, "Can you give me a few minutes?"

Cheng Boyi looked at him, seeming to be in a dilemma: "Brother Zhao, I'm still busy."

The look in the other party's eyes seemed to fade away, Cheng Anyi thought for a while, and then said: "Otherwise, I'll be off work right away, can we talk about it after I finish work?"

"Yes, no problem." Zhao Jinglan nodded, and then said to him, "It doesn't matter how long you wait."

When he said this, the other party kept looking at him. He was a little embarrassed and turned his head: "Go find a seat first. I'll come to you when I'm done."

Zhao Jinglan nodded, found a place closest to him and sat down, watching him all the time.The other party seemed to have not recovered from the shock, and there was an inexplicable blush on his face.He started to move quickly, as if he didn't want to keep himself waiting too long.

Even if I did such an excessive thing, even if the other party made up his mind to leave him, but when we met again, the other party did not drive me out of the store, and he couldn't even say a word of cruelty.

This is Cheng Anyi.

Soft hearted and kind.

There are many people like this, but before he met Cheng Anyi, he didn't know how precious such a quality was.

He just thought about it and kept staring at the other party.The other party seemed embarrassed by his look, and the blush rose again on his face.

He couldn't help smiling.

The business in the store was very busy, Zhao Jinglan waited for several hours, and did not close until nine o'clock in the evening.Zhao Jinglan watched as he cleaned the noodle cooking utensils and cleaned the shop again before finally finishing his work.Then he took a deep breath and came to Zhao Jinglan: "Brother Zhao, let's go."

Zhao Jinglan nodded and closed the shop door.The two walked towards the streets of the small county town.

All the way to the stars, at the beginning, neither of them spoke.

In the end, it was Cheng Anyi who spoke first, and he asked him, "Brother Zhao, where do you live?"

"Stay in a hotel." Zhao Jinglan said, "I've opened a room. How about you?"

"Oh, I live at home." Cheng Anyi smiled sheepishly: "I live with my parents."

"Are your parents okay?"

"Very good, they are both healthy and healthy." Cheng Anyi replied: "The key is that the two of them are very affectionate, sometimes they dislike me when I'm at home, it's unnecessary, but they sometimes quarrel, but they reconcile quickly..."

Listening to him talking endlessly, Zhao Jinglan suddenly cherished this time very much.In the past, Cheng Anyi would talk to him about family affairs, but he never cared about it, but now he felt extremely interested.

He was never eager to get to know a person.

in every way.

The other party was still talking endlessly, Zhao Jinglan had been listening silently.He talked for a while, but Zhao Jinglan suddenly interrupted him, and he asked, "Why did you choose to open a noodle restaurant?"

The other party froze for a moment, as if stumped by this question: "I don't know either..."

Seeing his embarrassed look, Zhao Jinglan suddenly asked, "Is it because of me?"

"Ah?" Cheng Anyi looked at him, a little dazed: "No, my family used to run a noodle restaurant, and I can be regarded as inheriting my father's business..."

Zhao Jinglan coughed embarrassingly: "I'm just pretending to be sentimental."

Cheng Anyi shook his head and comforted him: "No, Brother Zhao..."

He wanted to continue explaining, but the other party didn't seem to care much, he looked at himself quietly, and then asked: "Then do you still like me?"

This question came out of nowhere, and Cheng Anyi was frightened, and the memories from the past came back again.He didn't know how to speak for a moment: "Brother Zhao...I..."

Unexpectedly, the other party quickly changed the subject: "It's okay, I didn't come here to catch up with you."

Cheng Anyi's eyes dimmed instantly.He knew that he and Zhao Jinglan had no chance of getting back together again, Zhao Jinglan was too egoistic, he couldn't feel the other's love, he didn't dare to block him again with his sincerity, he was afraid of being bruised all over again.But when the other party made it clear that he didn't mean to get back together, he felt his chest was tight.

He came to his hometown, left the entertainment circle, and fled far away from him. He only thought that he could forget him, but when he really saw the other party, he realized that he hadn't really gone out.No matter how many times he was hurt, no matter what kind of person the other party was, in his heart, he still... loved him.

He can't let him go.

Zhao Jinglan looked at him, and quickly explained why he came here: "I have a script here, which is very suitable for you. You have been away from the entertainment circle for two years, I don't know if it is for me, but I think you are a good actor. It's a pity that it's broken, you don't have to stop acting for a scum like me..."

"Brother Zhao, don't say that..." Cheng Anyi felt distressed for a moment when he heard the other party say that about himself.Zhao Jinglan glanced at himself, and then laughed at himself: "What should I say? I know how much I have gone too far. It is normal for you not to forgive me. I will blame myself for everything."

He said, with a gloomy expression on his face, Cheng Anyi looked at him, not knowing what to say for a moment.

The other party shrugged, and continued the topic: "Anyway, you can think about it and return to the entertainment circle. You have a good foundation. It's a pity not to continue acting..."

Seeing his self-blaming appearance, Cheng Anyi couldn't help comforting him: "Brother Zhao, it's okay, I'm actually not interested in acting. The reason why I entered the entertainment circle is..."

His words were swallowed as soon as they reached his lips, Zhao Jinglan looked at him strangely: "Why?"

Cheng Anhan smiled and fooled: "It's nothing, haha."

The other party didn't ask any more questions, and the two continued to move forward. Cheng Anyi looked at the other party's profile under the starlight, and thought that it was a good thing he didn't say what he just said.

How could he tell him that he entered the entertainment industry...in fact, it was all for him.

But now, the two of them have nothing to do with each other, and there is no need to say this sentence anymore.

The two of them walked slowly for a while, and Cheng Anyi also arrived home.Zhao Jinglan sent him up, and when he left, he told Cheng Anyi about the audition, repeatedly emphasizing that he must try.

Cheng Anyi listened to his words and nodded.

He went upstairs, at the moment his mother was watching TV, she didn't know what she saw, his mother wiped her tears vigorously with a tissue, turned around to see him, and asked: "Cheng Cheng is back, are you busy in the store today? "

"Mom, I'm not busy." Cheng Anyi changed her shoes and walked to the living room: "What are you looking at?"

"Look at the TV show you played two years ago!" His mother said happily, with pride that couldn't be concealed in her words: "You played so well! I was tortured to cry!"

Cheng Anyi was a little amused: "Mom, where did you learn the word abuse?"

His mother was still wiping her tears: "It's just distressing."

Cheng Anyi gave her a funny look, but she was staring at the screen intently.His parents are very open-minded people and never interfered in any of his affairs. At first he said he wanted to act, and the other party supported him unconditionally. Later, he stopped acting and went home to open a noodle shop. His parents didn’t say anything, and they didn’t even ask why. , but to support him unconditionally.He looked at his mother's moving profile while watching TV, and couldn't help but ask her, "Mom, do you think I'll go back to acting, okay?"

The other party was very excited when he finished speaking. She nodded exaggeratedly: "Okay, okay! I really like your play!"

After she finished speaking, she immediately turned her head to watch TV. Cheng Anyi looked at her for a while, and then asked, "But... I won't be able to take care of you guys..."

Maybe this question was too serious, his mother finally turned around.She touched her son's head and said, "Fool. What do you want to take care of?"

As she spoke, there was a loving light in her eyes, and the next second, Cheng Anyi heard him say, "Just be happy."

At that moment, he couldn't help but shed tears.

A few days later, he flew back to Beijing.

When he returned to Beijing, he felt familiar but unfamiliar. He found a hotel to stay in. The next day, he received a text message from Zhao Jinglan, which showed the time and address of the audition: 13:27 tonight, Yingbin Building, [-]th floor Room [-].

He came to the Yingbin Building, and when he reached the 13th floor, there was already someone waiting at the door: "Is that Cheng Anyi? Please come with me here."

He followed the man, passed through a dark corridor, and came to a hall. Cheng Anyi found that it was a huge stage, which seemed to be the place where stage plays were usually performed. There was a huge black curtain on the stage, which seemed to be an acting stage time to use.

Could it be that you want to audition here?

As he thought about it, he heard the receptionist say to him: "Mr. Cheng, please wait here, the judges will be here soon."

Cheng Anyi nodded, and found a place to sit down. There was only one lamp in the room, and the light was very dim.He just wanted the receptionist to turn on the lights, but the receptionist had already left.He thought for a while, got up and wanted to look around for a switch, but with a snap, a light in the middle of the stage suddenly turned on.

Then he discovered that what was on the stage was not a black curtain, but a projection cloth.

Behind the projection cloth, there is a person standing.

He hadn't realized what was going on, but the other party suddenly cleared his throat, as if he was about to perform a stage play later, and then he heard the other party announce: "Movie prejudice, the first scene."

He was very familiar with this voice.

The other party started acting like no one else was watching, or "talking about drama", he heard the other party's deep voice:

"I didn't like him the first time I saw him."

"At that time, he was in the crowd, unattractive, wearing cheap and low-quality clothes, and carrying the name of the Academy of Fine Arts. I admit that I looked down on him from the moment I learned about his school."

"Everyone says that the Academy of Fine Arts is for sale. I think this statement is biased, but when he appeared, I couldn't help but believe it."

"I have been in the entertainment industry since a very early age. I heard people say that this industry is like a dyeing workshop, no matter what color it is, it can be dyed pitch black. I am not completely sure about this sentence, but I have been in the entertainment industry for many years. I have met a lot of people here, they are stalking people, pretending to be snakes. And I also began to become sophisticated and smooth, everything is about profit. Slowly... I no longer hold the sincerity.

I no longer believe in the sincerity of others.

"So, when a pure, unrequited sincerity is presented in front of me, my first reaction is to not believe it."

"I doubt it. I don't think it's true. Everyone pursues benefits. Why treat you well if you don't have benefits? But I'm attracted to him unconsciously, so while I like him, I'm wary of him at the same time. I'm worried His sincerity is not true, I thought I was a self-interested person, and everyone would be like me."

When the people behind the curtain said this, they paused for a moment, and then Cheng Boyi heard his clear, protracted tone:

"But I didn't expect... I was wrong."

"I kept testing him. Finally, I hurt him. He was lying in the hospital that day. I heard his heart-piercing sound. He seemed to swallow a blade in his throat. He cried and asked me... How can I trust his sincerity?"

"At that moment, I realized how wrong I was."

"I was heartbroken and flustered. I knew I had done something wrong, and I begged him. But he was unwilling to turn back. The next day I learned that he had terminated the contract with the company. When I arrived at the villa, he It's gone."

"That day, I looked at his empty room and never felt such heartache."

"I said to myself, look, this is how you make him feel, and now he gives you back everything, is it good? Is it good?"

The words he said were like knives, cutting Cheng Anyi's throat, and he couldn't help crying slowly.

The people behind the scenes seemed to hear his cry, he paused, and then called his name: "Cheng Anyi."

Then, he heard his drawling tone.

"You're right, I'm not Li Jian."

"You always say I don't believe you love me, but you don't believe I love you either."

"I'm a selfish person, I can't be as selfless as Li Jian, but I also have the right to love."

"I love you."

This sentence seemed to be a gap, and Cheng Anyi's tears burst fiercely.At this moment, the other party had already come out from behind the curtain. He walked in front of him, hugged himself tightly, tears fell from the other party's neck, and he heard the other party say: "Don't cry. I just swore that I would never make you cry again. "

Cheng Anyi cried even harder.

Zhao Jinglan raised his face, kissed the tears on his face non-stop, the next second, he heard him say: "I love you, do you love me?"

Cheng Anyi hugged him forcefully, his whole body was trembling because of being too emotional, he forcefully said those few words: "Brother Zhao---I love you---"

The other party's lips have fallen down fiercely.

He responded forcefully, and the breath of the other party invaded between his lips and teeth, almost making him dizzy.

This feeling is really too good.

Leaving the other party's mouth satisfied, Zhao Jinglan looked at him, wiped away his tears, and said, "I actually started writing this book two years ago."

"I didn't tell you at the beginning, just to give you a surprise. So I don't let you pick up sex, because I don't want you to stay in the past with only Li Jian, I want to give you a new future."

"A future that belongs only to the two of us."

Zhao Jinglan said seriously, Cheng Anyi looked at him affectionately, the other party held his hand, and pressed it against his chest, as if making an oath, he asked him: "Are you willing?"

Cheng Anyi looked at him, tried hard to hold back the tears that were about to burst out, he nodded:

"I am willing."