My father mother

Rong laughed at himself: "There is still a boring curiosity."

"You... do you love Ruhiko?"

As soon as the question came out, Yu Liuyan's mother regretted it.She is already at such an age, why would she ask such meaningless questions like an ignorant girl.But she really wants to know the answer.

"Mrs. Yu, although I haven't tried it, according to theory, I'm also confident that I should be able to like girls."

Ling Nianyou's answer was out of question, which surprised Yu Liuyan's mother.But she didn't say anything, waiting for Ling Nianyou's next words.

"So," sure enough, Ling Nianyou continued: "I will be with Yu Liu, regardless of the fact that we are both gay - I am not, I think you should be confident that Yu Liu is not either. And , my premise is naturally not for money - I said, I have never been short of money, and after removing all kinds of external forces, the reason is understandably because I love him." After a pause, Ling Nianyou said The smile is more gentle than before, "But I will leave him because I love him. If letting go of him is a good thing for him, I will definitely let him go. If he is happy, everything will be fine."

Such a poignant smile reminded Yu Liuyan's mother of herself in those days - when she faced her lover who ruthlessly abandoned her, she cried and made a fuss; Had a curse.She can't be as chic as Ling Nianyou.

"Liu Yan...is an illegitimate child...you can't imagine the cold eyes and cold treatment our mother and son have received, as well as the unequal treatment from his father's family...how did we survive...such pain...because of the Pain...and everything now is too hard to come by... Liu Yan...he absolutely can't give up..."

When Yu Liuyan's mother said this, she was already unknowingly crying.Recalling all the things at the beginning, she finally realized what it means to "can't bear to look back on the past".She didn't want to think about the miserable life in the past.

She was hugged into a warm embrace, which had a temperature that was unmatched by ordinary people, as well as a reassuring atmosphere.All of this makes this strong woman who doesn't cry easily unable to stop crying.

"I don't know what kind of pain Yu Liu and you have experienced, but from Yu Liu's few words and the loneliness between his brows, I can probably feel some—it may not be as much as half of what you have endured, but it is just Such a pitiful amount of pain makes me feel so sad that I almost suffocate... So, you and Yu Liu have more right to demand happiness than I do..."

Yu Liuyan's mother felt at ease, in the embrace of this young man, accepting his comfort. She had almost never felt such a solid feeling in decades.She understood why her son, who would never open his heart to his family, would show a defenseless happy smile beside this young man.She didn't know if it was right for her to insist on separating them.

"I'm sorry." Letting go of his embrace, Ling Nianyou's eyes showed sadness - was it for himself, or for his beloved?

Like a mother, Yu Liuyan's mother lovingly stroked Ling Nianyou's cheek. "Son, the one who should apologize is..."

"No, Mrs. Yu." Ling Nianyou shook his head, smiled and continued: "You are not wrong, the maternal love for Yu Liu will let you do this. So, you have nothing wrong... Before I tell my father When I was with Yu Liu, my father told me that there will definitely be such a day, but although I tell myself every day to prepare for such a day, but the mental preparation... seems to be lacking a little..."

Looking at Yu Liuyan's mother, Ling Nianyou said seriously: "Yu Liu will definitely hate you because of me, so I apologize to you. When that day comes, please tell him: don't love anyone very much." Our people, because of them, suffer more than we do."

Tears welled up from Yu Liuyan's mother's eyes again, she couldn't believe this young man's tolerance and forgiveness.She was also crying for this young man, how much pain she endured when forgiving others - after all, he was about to leave the person he loved deeply.

"Son...why aren't you a woman...if you are...even if you have the wrong family background...no matter what, I will let Liu Yan and you..."

Showing a slightly cheerful smile, Ling Nianyou's eyes curved up. "Mrs. Yu, I'm really happy that you can say that."

With some guilt, Yu Liuyan's mother forced a smile.

Glancing at the clock, Ling Nianyou said with some embarrassment: "It's getting late, no matter what, Yu Liu will probably be back soon. I think I... can I see him again..."

Ling Nianyou's voice was flat, but the deep sadness in his eyes made Yu Liuyan's mother almost shed tears again.Holding back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes, she nodded: "Son, then I won't disturb your rest...I'll go first..."

She couldn't know what kind of expression would be on that beautiful and elegant young man's face when the door was closed.

……

"Lingling, I'm back. I'm sorry, I wanted to come back earlier, but the company suddenly has something to do."

As soon as Pu entered the door, Yu Liuyan kept apologizing.He tried every means to find time to come back and take care of Ling Nianyou who had a fever, but just as he was about to leave work, something happened that had to be resolved.

Ling Nianyou, who was dressed neatly, came out of the living room, looked at Yu Liuyan, and showed a slightly dazed smile.

"Is it still burning?" Yu Liuyan went over and touched Ling Nianyou's forehead, and found that there was still a high temperature on his fair skin.Then, he saw that Ling Nianyou was neatly dressed.Somewhat strangely, he asked, "Lingling, are you cold?"

Unobtrusively pulling away from Yu Liuyan, Ling Nianyou's expression was the same as usual.With a relaxed smile, he said, "The hospital called just now, saying that there is an urgent patient who needs me to go there immediately. I was afraid that I would be worried if you didn't see me when you came back, so I waited for you to come back and let you know."

"What patient? You are still a patient yourself!"

"Compared with my illness, of course the patient's is much more serious. And I'm also much better - as soon as I get busy, I will forget everything." As he spoke, Ling Nianyou smiled gently, It's just that there is an imperceptible sadness hidden in that tenderness.

Seeing Ling Nianyou going out with a briefcase, Yu Liuyan's eyes were filled with worry.

Ling Nianyou smiled again, looking at Yu Liuyan, the deep affection in his eyes was undisguised.

"Don't worry, I'm fine. But you, you don't eat well when I'm not around, and you don't always sleep well. Also, if you run out of the shower without drying your hair, it's easy to catch a cold. And , when you eat by yourself, don’t just eat greasy food, and eat more vegetables...and, and..."

Before she could finish her instructions, Ling Nianyou's lips were blocked by Yu Liuyan domineeringly.

"I know, you're just going to work overtime, why do you look like you're going away?" Pecking and kissing Ling Nianyou's hair, Yu Liuyan's tone was full of pampering.

Burying her head on Yu Liuyan's neck, Ling Nianyou greedily breathed in the breath that she might never be able to smell in the future.

"Yu Liu, are you happy?"

Although he was surprised by Ling Nianyou's question, Yu Liuyan still replied gently: "I am very happy to have you."

"Me too... I am also very happy!"

"What's wrong with you? Do you speak strangely?"

Pushing away Yu Liuyan, the smile on Ling Nianyou's face became more playful. "It's nothing, just talk casually, let's be coquettish! Okay, I'm leaving! Bye, Yu Liu!"

At that moment, Yu Liuyan was almost stunned - Ling Nianyou's smile was so indescribably beautiful, it seemed that there was sunlight reflecting on it...

12

"Miss, please help me find Dr. Ling Nianyou."

"Okay, please wait... Isn't Dr. Ling on vacation?"

"Yes, he did take a vacation a few days ago, but he heard that there was an emergency, so he went to work after only half a day off. He should be in the hospital now."

"No, there are indeed emergencies in the past few days, but the doctors in the hospital can already handle them. Moreover, Dr. Ling is on a long vacation, and he hasn't been to the hospital for a long time."

The phone was hung up by Yu Liuyan.

He is sure, his love, is gone.

When he saw Ling Nianyou's clothes disappear from the closet, he felt that the blood in his body seemed to be drained in an instant.But at that time, he could still lie to himself - Ling Nianyou just wanted to go out for a while.But when he couldn't hold back anymore and dialed Ling Nianyou's cell phone, the only response was the notification sound of shutting down the phone.He is still lying to himself, he comforts himself, Ling Nianyou is undergoing surgery, he can't answer the phone - everything, he hopes to be able to deceive himself.

However, he still called and asked the hospital what kind of patient it was, which made Ling Nian, who was still a patient, not come back for a long time.

He asked, so he destroyed his last self-deception with his own hands.

Ling Nianyou left him, and the person who would hug him and kiss him left.The person who would gently tolerate him left, that... the person who would gently bend his eyes and say "I love you" to him with a smile, left him, left.

He knew, perhaps, that person would not come back...

Leaning against the wall, Yu Liuyan slid along the wall and sat on the ground little by little, as if he couldn't exert all his strength.

Burying his head deep between his knees,