My father mother

, why do you have to beat around the bush?However, I carried out my thoughtfulness, and still didn't say it.

I remembered yesterday, when I was being beaten, I heard a voice: "Let go of my son!" This voice belonged to Shen Manqing.

"Thank you."

"I said it was to help me." Shen Manqing was a little uncomfortable.

"No, I mean, all the time, the things you bought me." Yes, there are times when there is a pile of my favorite things in the living room at home.Where it came from, I have never been very clear.Dad never said it, and neither did He You.Their faces are always very bad at that time, so I didn't ask.In fact, there has always been speculation about whether my mother bought it.

"Do you like it?" Shen Manqing's voice was soft and gentle.

"Thank you, I like it very much, and today's dish is the same. I really like it." I leaned into her ear and called softly: "Mom."

She blushed because, I could see, there were tears in her eyes. "Silly boy, don't say 'If you have milk, you are a mother'. Not all people who give you food are good people."

"I know! Of course, what my mother gave me couldn't be something bad! Even if it was something bad, I'd still eat it!"

In this way, the relationship between my mother and I has a great turning point.She worked as a school nurse at my school all the way through my high school graduation.It wasn't until I went to university that she was hired as the chief physician with a high salary by a very good hospital.This hospital has invited her to visit many times, but she declined all of them because of her excuse: she wants to take care of her son.

This is what I learned from other people after I became a doctor in this hospital, and there are more than one hospitals that hired her. The reason why she chose this hospital is very simple-this hospital promised her to wait for her. After her son who studied medicine graduated, she hired her son to be a doctor here.

Of course, it is impossible for Shen Manqing himself to tell me this.Whether it was at school or in the hospital, she refused to disclose that I was his son.So, when someone told me this, I was moved without words.

She is also in love with me, but her method is different from that of Dad and He You.

During the three years we spent together in high school, my mother told me many things.There are many things that I have never heard her say or that I have not felt before.For example——

She loves my dad.

That same fall when my dad built her form, she fell in love with my dad.The only man he ever liked in his life was Ling Han who had already fallen in love with someone else.Moreover, Ling Han still doesn't know how deeply his ex-wife loves him, so much so that until now, she hasn't changed.

And there is--she loves me very much, and loves her only son.

As I said, her thinking logic is somewhat different from ordinary people.

I am still responsible for this.

My mother told me that love doesn't have to be monopolized blindly.This, I understand.That day, I remember the sky was very blue, so blue that it reminded me of my father's eyes.Mother also said a lot, and said a lot of things that I didn't quite understand at the time.But now, I understand what she means.

What you like, no matter what means you have to get it.However, if it is someone you like, then it should be another matter.If you like that person, as long as the other person will be happy, it doesn't matter if you are misunderstood or resented. As long as the person you like can be happy, it doesn't matter if you bear all the burdens.Let the person you like be happy without any worries. Seeing that kind of smile, even if it is not shown to yourself, as long as you can see it, you will feel more gratified than anything else.

In this case, since I was in high school, I just feel that it is ridiculous and I can't understand it.However, I know that my father also misunderstood my mother to a certain extent.He felt that his mother was very indifferent. At that time, he also felt that my mother had an invisible terror.

But now, I understand.The reason why mother is indifferent to father is because she knows that one day, He You will come to find father.And her existence—an existence that loves her father deeply will make her father give up He You again, and her father will probably never have a happy day in his life.The reason why my mother makes me feel terrible is a kind of sadness under the deep hiding and sorrow.She is a very smart woman, and she also knows that once she divorces her father, it will be a pain if my father is not by his side.Therefore, she made me not love her, not get close to her, made me a child who didn't feel sad because of "mother's not around", and let his most beloved person have a happy family.

She also endured everything, for her love.

My mother said she has no regrets.Because the two people I love are very happy.She was able to look at us from time to time and felt very happy.

Then, I passed the college entrance examination and also entered the university.

His father is a writer and He You is an electronic engineer.I told them that I don't want to have the same life as them.So, I chose to study medicine.

None of them knew that I lied to them.I chose a path like someone else's - that person, my mother.Without the experience of being able to take care of my beloved son growing up, without the memory of spending a happy life with him, such a life is sad and painful.

I have nothing to repay my mother, even if I wanted to call her "Mom", she would be upset because I called He You that.So, I have always called her "Man Qing", and now when I am in the hospital, I call her "Dr. Shen".

After my mother found out that I wanted to study medicine, she just said that if I wanted to cure diseases and save lives, it didn't matter which subject I studied.If it is to repay her, there is no need to do such a stupid thing.

I didn't tell her what I really thought, because she silently did a lot for me and my father, and I didn't have the right to say anything because I did a little like this.

After that, my mother agreed to the employment of the hospital where we worked, and started working there.

Then, I graduated and worked in the same hospital as her.It should be said that she also has selfish intentions. She asked me to work with her so that she could see me every day.During the internship, I lived in her house, just like a mother and son, living a very ordinary life.However, as soon as the internship period was over, she drove me back to my father's house.Because she said that she is used to it alone, and my father is not used to the days without me at home.

By the way, I studied surgery like my mother.

I want to walk around the same life as my mother and see that there is nothing I can give her in return. I just think that even if she keeps it in her heart, she can feel that my only son is the continuation of my career. Take the same path, at least in terms of life and work, we are together, we are the closest.

However, I don't know what my love should be like.

It doesn't matter, as long as you are yourself, knowing that you are loved by your father, mother and many, many people is a happy thing.

Extra episode "Nianyou Pian-Smile"

"Will you fall in love with me again?" Yu Liuyan stared straight at the person in front of him, the person he wanted to see through, but had never seen through.

"Maybe." Ling Nianyou's eyes moved away from the falling ginkgo leaves, and moved to the place where Yu Liuyan's eyes met, and raised the smile on the corner of his mouth, forming a somewhat playful smile. smile.Maintaining a smile that made Yu Liuyan both love and hate, he spoke leisurely again:

"Or maybe not... who can say for sure? In the future..."

His white fingers lightly slid across the paper, and he put his slightly longer curly black hair behind his ears.The sun shone through the dense layers of leaves and shone on the young man's face, forming an elegant silhouette.

Cheerful forehead, long eyelashes, a straight bridge of nose slanting down from the face at a perfect angle, and the lips below that have a beautiful arc.Her beautiful eyes stared at the paper in her hand, full of concentration, and her expression was full of endless happiness and warmth.It seemed that even the surrounding air became softer along with that faint smile.

The ginkgo leaves fluttered down, like a mother's hand, caressingly falling on the young man's dark hair.

Looking at the young man in front of him, Yu Liuyan couldn't help stepping forward, brushing off the golden leaves on his head before him.

Seemingly taken aback, the young man raised his head and looked up at Yu Liuyan who appeared out of nowhere.

The big eyes that hang slightly, the color of the pupils is actually azure blue like the sky washed by rain, these blue eyes are shining with captivating charm, and they are a little hazy.The thin cherry red lips are slightly parted, as if they are provocative intentionally or unintentionally.Tilting his head slightly, his slightly curly black hair hung loosely over his shoulders, showing a bit of laziness.

All this made Yu Liuyan intoxicated.Indulge in the blue eyes of the youth, and also be intoxicated in the pure vision of the youth.

The leaves on his head were brushed off, which slightly surprised Ling Nianyou.

Looking up, the handsome face in his eyes reminded him of the sun god in Greek mythology.His bronze-colored skin seemed to contain endless life force. His high nose and deep eyes, as well as his firm jaw, all made such facial lines sharp and angular.And this face that should have been cold, but because of the warm eyes and the gentle smile on the corner of the mouth, it became restrained and soft.

the sun shines on the man