choose another day to go back

Ever since Xiaoji returned to Akitagamo, he had inexplicably more drunk experiences.The university and Donggua Feifei stayed together, and Xiaoji never participated in such activities as drinking. I don't know when it started. Drinking has become a necessary part of socializing.

Xiaoji became a puddle of drunkenness, and the weight of his whole body was on Jiang Linlin's body.Jiang Linlin helped Xiao Ji stumble back to the room, already sweating, and running around during the day, he couldn't take it anymore and wanted to take a shower.Standing on the edge of Xiaoji's bed for a while, making sure that it's nothing serious, he picked up the clothes from the luggage bag and went into the bathroom.After taking a shower, Jiang Linlin patted Xiaoji's face and asked him if he wanted to take a bath, but Xiaoji didn't respond at all.Jiang Linlin reached into Xiaoji's clothes to feel them, it was a little sticky, he must have sweated a lot today.Jiang Linlin pulled Xiaoji up, stripped off his clothes, threw him into the bathtub, adjusted the water temperature, and rushed towards Xiaoji.

Xiao Ji was woken up, waving her hands wildly.The nozzle in Jiang Linlin's hand was thrown far away by Xiaoji, Jiang Linlin was splashed all over by the water, and had to take off the clothes he had just changed.

This bath must have been very difficult, Jiang Linlin was mentally prepared, and simply took off his pants, leaving only a pair of underwear, picked up the nozzle again, and walked into the bathtub.

Jiang Linlin held Xiaoji's hands, not letting him move.Xiaoji really stopped moving around and looked at Jiang Linlin quietly.

Jiang Linlin asked Xiaoji softly, "Do you want to take a bath?"

Xiaoji nodded and said, "Yes."

"Then be obedient and don't move around, okay?"

Xiaoji nodded again and said, "Okay."

Jiang Linlin raised the nozzle, and the water fell on Xiaoji's head. After the hair was wet, he applied shampoo to Xiaoji, lathered it, and said to Xiaoji, "Close your eyes."

Xiaoji closed her eyes obediently.

"And a mouth."

Xiaoji shut up.

The water fell from the top of Xiaoji's head again, washing away the foam on Xiaoji's head, and flowing into the bathtub along the body.

Jiang Linlin squeezed some more shower gel and wiped it on Xiaoji's body. Xiaoji will still have the same expression as before. Jiang Linlin said, "You can open your eyes."

Xiaoji opened his eyes.

"You don't have to keep your mouth shut."

Xiaoji opened his mouth.

Jiang Linlin smiled, put his hand on Xiaoji's chin, and Xiaoji's mouth closed again.The foam from his hands remained on his chin, a white mass that looked a bit like a beard.

Xiaoji was annoyed: "Do you want me to open my mouth or shut up?"

Jiang Linlin didn't stop moving his hands, and asked Xiao Ji, "Do you want to open or close?"

"I want to open it."

"Then keep it open."

"I want to close."

"Then close it."

Xiaoji got up endlessly, opening and closing, Jiang Linlin patiently played with him while washing off the foam on Xiaoji's body.

"Stand up and dry yourself off." Jiang Linlin said.

Xiaoji's legs slipped and he couldn't stand up.Jiang Linlin had no choice but to do it himself, dragging him up.Just about to leave to get towels, Xiao Ji fell back into the bathtub.Jiang Linlin had no choice but to hold Xiaoji steady, and then got up to fetch the towel after Xiaoji sat still.While wiping Xiaoji's hair, he said, "Why are you so uneasy."

Xiaoji said: "I know, I have always been a burden."

"No one said you are a burden, you are very powerful, Xiaoji."

"I'm not good. If I was good, how could I not find him?"

"Who?"

"A fortune teller."

"You don't need to look for him."

"why?"

"Because the result is the same, I will stay by your side."

Xiaoji shook his head, "It's not that simple, it's not that simple."

Jiang Linlin picked up Xiaoji again, Xiaoji couldn't stand still, Jiang Linlin couldn't move his hands to wipe his body, so he had to carry him out of the bathroom wetly and put him on the bed.Turn around and go to Xiaoji's luggage to find clothes.

As soon as Xiaoji touched the bed, he began to roll around, and all the water beads on his body rubbed into the quilt. Xiaoji smiled: "Look, it's done!"

Jiang Linlin found the clothes, saw that the surface of Xiaoji's quilt was wet, stroked his hair and said, "That's it, how do you sleep at night?"

Xiaoji propped herself up, got out of bed, swayed to another bed, and said, "I'll just sleep here."

"Where do I sleep then?"

"You sleep here too."

Jiang Linlin walked over, "You kid seduced me." Jiang Linlin said.

"That's right!" Xiaoji lay down directly on the quilt, turned over, sighed that it was so comfortable, put her hands on her head, and closed her eyes.

The temperature of the air conditioner was a little low, and Jiang Linlin could clearly see a layer of tiny goosebumps blowing on Xiaoji's body. He leaned over and rubbed the goosebumps on Xiaoji's skin. Own goosebumps.

"Don't sleep, put on clothes." Jiang Linlin patted Xiao Ji's bare buttocks, full of elasticity and crisp tone.

Xiaoji twisted her body and ignored it.

Jiang Linlin had no choice but to unfold Xiaoji's underwear, and put it on Xiaoji in a lying position.The journey went smoothly, but it got stuck at the base of the thigh. Jiang Linlin squeezed one hand between Xiaoji's leg and the quilt, and pulled it for a long time. With the cooperation of back and forth, the pants were put on smoothly.He took out the hair dryer again, and dried Xiaoji's hair in the posture of lying on his stomach, and finally got him into the quilt, and finally finished.

Jiang Linlin let out a long breath, and went to the bathroom to tidy up for a long time.Looking at the time, it was already past one o'clock in the morning, and suddenly felt sleepy, Jiang Linlin got into the quilt, stayed in the dark for a while, and fell asleep.

Xiaoji woke up very early the next day, opened his eyes to see a chest, looked up, and saw the sleeping Jiang Linlin.Xiaoji gently pulled out of Jiang Linlin's arms, stepped across Jiang Linlin, got out of bed, and walked into the toilet.After coming out, I went to another bed, covered myself with a quilt and continued to sleep.

The outdoor temperature is getting higher and higher. Pedestrians avoid the sun on the road and do not miss any shaded corners. The ground seems to be covered with a layer of smoke. Today ushered in a high temperature.In the house, it was completely the opposite. The air conditioner continued to blow out cold air, and the temperature was suitable. People slept in the quilt until noon.

Jiang Linlin's biological clock was completely disrupted in the past two days. He slept until eleven o'clock. When he woke up, he found that he was alone on the bed.Jiang Linlin sat up, shook his head, the drowsiness caused by too long sleep had dissipated, and he felt much refreshed, so he got out of bed and took a shower.

Jiang Linlin came out of the bathroom, but there was still no movement from Xiaoji's side, not even the sound of breathing, it was quiet.Jiang Linlin walked over, lifted a corner of the quilt, and got in.The bed was stained with Xiaoji's body temperature, and Jiang Linlin suddenly felt surrounded by a mass of warmth. He reached out and hugged Xiaoji tightly, sighed that it was comfortable, clinging to Xiaoji and fell asleep unconsciously.

The two finally woke up at twelve noon.Xiao Ji looked at Jiang Linlin who was hugging her tightly, and became confused, and said, "Didn't I sleep in another bed?"

"Why are you running, afraid that I will eat you?"

"It's crowded."

Jiang Linlin increased his strength, and the two got closer, airtight. "That way it won't be crowded."

Xiaoji was not used to it, so he twisted his body and hid to the side, but as soon as he moved, Jiang Linlin immediately followed him. "Move any further and you will fall." Jiang Linlin said.Because of the close distance, his breath hit Xiaoji's face.Xiaoji broke away from Jiang Linlin, sat up, and said, "I'm going to get up." Just as he was about to put on his shoes and get up, Jiang Linlin suddenly threw Xiaoji back on the bed.

"What are you doing!" Xiaoji yelled.

"What do you think I want to do?" Jiang Linlin turned over and sat on Xiaoji's body, bent down, and looked at him quietly.

Xiaoji thought that Jiang Linlin was going to kiss him, so he kept his mouth shut, thinking that the man had recovered for a while and started to fall ill again.

Seeing Xiaoji's appearance, Jiang Linlin guessed what he was thinking, smiled, and said, "I won't kiss you, you didn't brush your teeth last night."

Xiaoji blushed.Pushing Jiang Linlin away, rushed into the bathroom.

Jiang Linlin maintained the posture of being pushed away by Xiaoji, smiled for a while, and walked into the bathroom wearing slippers.Looking at Xiaoji who was brushing his teeth in the mirror, Xiaoji looked away.Jiang Linlin hugged Xiaoji from behind, stared at him from the mirror, and said, "Brush your teeth in such a hurry?"

Xiaoji held the water glass in one hand and the toothbrush in the other, not daring to use force, and twisted it twice as far as possible.Jiang Linlin seemed to be stuck to him, unable to break free.Xiaoji simply gave up, and began to rinse his mouth with a flushed face.Jiang Linlin felt bored, let go of Xiaoji, and went about his own business.

Xiaoji suddenly understood how to deal with Jiang Linlin.

After washing his face, Xiaoji said, "We're going back to Akitagamo this afternoon, can you drive?"

"You drank so much yesterday, stay another day."

"I'm ok."

"Stay for a day if you have nothing to do."

Seeing Jiang Linlin's tough attitude, Xiaoji didn't say any more, and bent over to rummage through the clothes in the luggage bag.Xiaoji, like Jiang Linlin, only wore a pair of underpants. Jiang Linlin sat on the bed and watched Xiaoji squatting on the ground flipping through his clothes. His back was smooth and his skin was fair. This body slept next to him all night. Jiang Linlin knew it all too well. its feel.

Xiaoji took out a T-shirt, stood up and put it on, and her upper body disappeared.Jiang Linlin said, "What's for lunch?"

Xiaoji squatted down and continued to flip through his pants, and replied, "Ask Donggua and Feifei later."

"I woke up after eleven o'clock. Dong Gua called. He and Fei Fei have something to do in the afternoon. They went out and probably won't come back until evening."

"Then let's go out for a while and make a decision."

"The sun is so bright, you can order takeaway."

Xiaoji stood up: "Takeaway? You come here to eat takeaway?"

"If you don't eat takeaway, go out and buy it for me."

"Then let's eat takeaway." Xiaoji walked to the bed, picked up his mobile phone, and searched for takeaway, forgetting that he hadn't found his pants yet.

Jiang Linlin smiled slightly, picked up the cigarette case, and smoked.

Xiaoji walked over, sat down beside Jiang Linlin, and moved the phone screen to Jiang Linlin, "Is this okay?" Xiaoji asked.

Jiang Linlin looked at Lao Zhu's Zhajiang Noodles, and the food displayed on the page was Zhajiang Rice Noodles. "You really like to eat this."

"I can eat this for two meals a day." Xiaoji said, adding, "When I was in college."

"Aren't you tired of eating?"

"I can't get tired of eating."

"You drank wine yesterday, so you can eat something light at noon, drink some porridge, and I will take you to eat rice noodles with fried sauce in the evening."

Xiaoji was obviously unhappy, and said, "Sometimes you are like an old lady."

"Mother?" Jiang Linlin pinned Xiaoji down and pinched his neck with both hands. Seeing Xiaoji's expression was calm, he changed to tickling.Xiaoji was afraid of this, and the more he was afraid, Jiang Linlin became more energetic, so he simply put down the cigarette in his hand and concentrated on dealing with Xiaoji.

Xiao Ji begged for mercy while laughing.

"Do you still dare to say that I am like an old mother?"

"Don't dare, dare not." Xiaoji laughed and burst into tears.

Jiang Linlin let go of Xiaoji, and the two sat up. "Look for a porridge shop." Jiang Linlin said.

"I know, I know." Xiaoji sighed, "If I can't eat rice noodles with fried sauce, I will have a hard time all afternoon."

"Why are you so greedy, the fat on your stomach is coming out." Jiang Linlin stretched out his hand and poked Xiao Ji's fat.

Xiaoji felt itchy when poked, and said, "Itchy."

The itchy sound made Jiang Linlin's heart itch.

"Let's be together." Jiang Linlin said, "Promise me and I'll give you rice noodles with fried sauce."

"I'd better drink the porridge, and save the rice noodles with fried sauce for next time." Xiaoji said.

"What are you afraid of?" Jiang Linlin asked, "What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of killing me? Don't think that you are the only one who has done fortune-telling, and I have done it too. The fortune-teller said that I am lucky and I can live to be 90 years old in this life. You can't kill me."

"You..." Xiaoji was stunned, "How do you know?"

"Don't worry about how I know. You just love to think too much, and you believe in fortune-telling. People die every day on the earth, and we are one step closer to death if we live for a second. From the moment a person is born, he must go to Death. Many people bother to find the meaning of existence. The meaning of existence is to live until the moment of death, and death is the truth. Do you still think that everyone lives a long life?"

"But my parents had an accident the next day. People have the same ending, but there are different ways and causes of death."

"This is purely a coincidence. If you want to say whose fault it is, your parents turned on the highway and had an accident because they picked me up. I can't escape responsibility. But Xiaoji, it's been so many years. My dad, I , and you, we have been trapped by the past for too long."

"I haven't found him yet, I want him to tell me it's okay." Xiaoji said, "I know that people around me, including you, including me, will have such a day. I dare not think about the future, but what I can lose now Running out."

"Stupid, you will not lose me, nor will you lose your uncle and aunt. Even if something happens to us one day, it will be our own fate, and it has nothing to do with you."

"But..." Xiaoji said, "Du Xia, my college classmate, he..."

"I know, he was in a car accident. The driver of the black car has no safety guarantee at all. It is overloaded, and he has to guard against the police. He also wants to finish his business quickly. He drives like hell. It's strange that nothing happens." Jiang Linlin said, " Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal, if you carry the accidents of everyone around you on yourself, will you not want to feel at ease for the rest of your life?"

Jiang Linlin looked at Xiaoji, who frowned and remained silent.After a while, he said: "We are different. You can date women, find a woman to marry, and have a child. But I can only like men. You have a choice, but I have no choice. Now you give up for me. I can't feel at ease when I make a choice."

Jiang Linlin sighed and said, "Marrying a woman and having children is a life arranged for me by the world, but I want to choose my own life. When I asked you if you want to be with me, I didn't give up the choice, but made a choice." .You only like men, I am a man, do you like me?"

Jiang Linlin suddenly remembered that he and Xiaoji were now in a foreign land [-] kilometers away from Akitapo, but they couldn't get rid of Akitapo's chores. No matter in terms of distance or time, they were deeply defeated by the past.

Jiang Linlin supported Xiaoji's face, but Xiaoji just looked at Jiang Linlin without saying a word.

Jiang Linlin raised his hand to rub Xiaoji's hair, and said, "Okay, let's eat rice noodles with fried sauce."