can you tease me

Outside the door of the emergency room, Jane's mother sat sadly on the bench, staring at the emergency room where the lights were still on, afraid that she would miss a second.Jian Chen paced back and forth outside the door of the emergency room, as if wantonly venting his worries.Zhang Ming sat next to Jian's mother and comforted Jian's mother.

For a long time, for a long time, as long as a lifetime.

Suddenly the lights in the emergency room went out and the doctor came out.

Jian Chen rushed over, "Doctor, how is my dad?"

The doctor said to Jian Chen while taking off his mask: "The patient is out of danger and will be transferred to the general ward later. You can go see him."

It was obviously a cold and formulaic sentence, but at this moment, Jian Chen felt incomparably warm in his heart, slowly calming his restless heart.

"Mom, Mingming, you guys go back, I'm here to guard my dad." Jian Chen looked at the two important people in his life, and forced a smile because he didn't want them to worry.

Looking at Jian Chen's appearance, Zhang Ming felt as if his heart had been stabbed several times with blunt scissors, a long torture.

Zhang Ming knew that even if he said that he was here with Jian's father, Jian Chen would not agree, so he finally agreed with Jian Chen's idea.

Jian's mother was desperately unwilling to leave, and finally stayed behind.

In the middle of the night, Jian's mother was lying on the hospital bed next door, she could not resist the temptation of the Sandman, and fell asleep with the moonlight.

Jian Chen still didn't fall asleep, went downstairs, leaned against a tree, lit a cigarette, and watched it burn silently.

Perhaps it was because of a tacit understanding, Zhang Ming, who was lying alone on the bed, did not fall asleep, and stared at the ceiling stupidly, not knowing what he was thinking.

A sudden vibration interrupted Zhang Ming's conjecture. Zhang Ming looked at the glowing mobile phone screen at night, was stunned, and still picked up the phone.

"Xiao Ming, I'm leaving." Fu Zixu's voice had a thick retroflex, as if he was drunk.

"Fu Zixu? Where are you going?" Zhang Ming raised his voice suddenly, his pupils shrank suddenly in the darkness, and sat up from the bed.

"Well, I'm going to study abroad." Fu Zixu's voice gradually became softer, with an uncontrollable cry.

"Brother, going abroad is a good thing. It can broaden your horizons." After hearing what Fu Zixu said, Zhang Ming was very happy for him.

But after hearing Zhang Ming's words, Fu Zixu on the other end of the phone gave a wry smile, picked up the beer on the table and took a few gulps down his stomach.

"It's a good thing, but that's without you." Fu Zixu murmured in a low voice.

"We're brothers for life, we don't care about these things. Don't stick to trifles." Zhang Ming's hearty laughter hit Fu Zixu's heart directly through the sound tube and through Fu Zixu's ears, and he collapsed instantly.

"Zhang Ming, do you know, do you know me..." The voice slowly choked up, do you know my feelings for you?But Fu Zixu didn't say this, because he knew that according to Zhang Ming's character, if he said it by himself, he couldn't even be a friend.

"What do you know, where are you?" Zhang Ming was a little curious, wanting to know what the second half of the sentence he didn't hear was.

That's all, let me go with this secret alone, it's better to suffer alone than two people, and take a few sips of wine, maybe forget it after leaving.

"It's nothing, I'm at home." Fu Zixu's voice seemed to have returned to its original calm, short and refined voice.

"It's late at night, go to sleep, I'm just a little drunk." Fu Zixu defended himself.

"Well, I know, sometimes I do the same. Remember to tell my brother about something in the future, brother is not called for nothing." After Zhang Ming knew that Fu Zixu was fine, he lay down on the bed again and relaxed his body.

And Fu Zixu held the wine bottle tightly where Zhang Ming couldn't see, "Well, I know. Go to sleep." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

Zhang Ming, you regard me as a brother, but I have never regarded you as a brother.You know don't you know I've always wanted to know what it's like to / you.Fu Zixu took a few more sips of wine.

Moonlight came in from the half-covered blue curtains, and Fu Zixu's appearance was softened by the moonlight. The beer bottles on the ground gleamed under the reflection of the moonlight.

After Zhang Ming heard Fu Zixu's words, he was very happy for him. He lay on the bed, hugged Jian Chen's quilt, smelled Jian Chen's smell, and soon fell asleep.

Early the next morning, Zhang Ming went to the hospital with breakfast.

"Auntie, Jian Chen, come and have some breakfast." Zhang Ming walked into the ward, saw Jian Chen looking at Jian's father motionless, and immediately lowered his voice.

It has to be said that the father and son look very similar, perhaps because with their eyes closed, Father Jian, who is lying down now, lacks a sense of oppression from a superior.

"Mingming, you're here." Jian Chen turned his head slowly, and smiled at Zhang Ming with a hoarse voice.Jian Chen's eyes were red with obvious dark circles, and his lips were wrinkled from not drinking for a long time.

This was the first time Zhang Ming saw Jian Chen look so lost, like a child lost his way.

Zhang Ming frowned slightly, and walked to Jian Chen's side, "Jian Chen, come on, drink some water first. I don't think your dad wants to see you treat your body like this."

"Mingming, I..." Because Jian Chen was sitting, he immediately hugged Zhang Ming's waist.

"Stop talking, I know. It's okay, I'm here." Zhang Ming stroked Jian Chen's hair, very gentle, "Where's your mother?" Zhang Ming looked around, but there was no shadow of Jian's mother , a little worried.

"My mother felt a little uncomfortable seeing my father like this, so I asked her to go for a walk." Jian Chen's heat fell to Zhang Ming's waist through the skirt of his clothes.

"Oh, I'll go find my aunt, you should hurry up and eat."

Zhang Ming saw Jian's mother in a corner downstairs, she was secretly wiping tears by herself.Zhang Ming turned his head away from Jian's mother and leaned his back against the wall.The woman who used to have a happy family and a good life is because of herself, now. . . . .In this way, I am really a heinous person.

Zhang Ming slipped down on the floor, feeling the coolness coming from the floor, feeling inexplicably bitter in his heart.

After a while Zhang Ming heard footsteps approaching him, Zhang Ming hurriedly got up, pretending that he just came here.

"Auntie, it's time to eat."

Jian's mother didn't speak, she didn't even look at Zhang Ming, she walked past Zhang Ming.

It took Zhang Ming standing here for a while before he came to his senses, watching the back of Jane's mother gradually going away.But this is not to blame for Jane's mother, Zhang Ming still remembers the last life, when Jane's mother fell in love with him when she first met him, she always thought about herself.But now, he became a man and the person who angered Jian's father, everything changed.

However, he should think about his own situation now, Zhang Ming twitched his lips, and followed Jian's mother.

"Jian Chen, go to work, I'll watch over here." Zhang Ming walked into the ward, and saw Jian Chen still sitting in front of the bed, his mouth still motionless, and he frowned.

"It's okay." Jian Chen shook his head, rejecting Zhang Ming's suggestion.

Suddenly, Father Jian's fingers moved, his eyelashes trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes.

Jian Chen, who always paid attention to Jian's father, immediately noticed the changes in Jian's father, "Dad, do you feel uncomfortable in any way?"

Jian's father was obviously still angry and did not speak to Jian Chen.Just struggling to get out of bed.

Jian Chen saw what Jian's father was thinking, and slowly helped Jian's father get out of bed and went to the bathroom.

Later, because Jian Chen answered a phone call from Xiao Yu, the company was in a hurry, so he finally left here.

"Mingming, I'm sorry to trouble you." Jian Chen glanced at Zhang Ming gratefully.

"It's okay, go get busy, I promise to take good care of your dad."

But how can such a thing as estrangement be easily eliminated?

At the beginning, Father Jian didn't let Zhang Ming touch his body at all, obviously he didn't want to see Zhang Ming.

"You, get out!" Father Jian couldn't stand seeing the people swaying back and forth in front of him.

"President Jian, I'm sorry to interrupt you." Zhang Ming didn't get angry at all, and left here with a smile.

Zhang Ming understood their feelings very well, since it would make them feel better, that's fine.

The phone vibrated, "Obviously, I may not be able to come at night. My business is a bit tricky. My parents didn't make things difficult for you, did they?" Jian Chen was standing in front of the office window, holding a cigarette in his hand, It is hard to hide the tiredness between the brows.There was distress for Zhang Ming in his voice.

"No, your parents are fine. You should work hard."

For several days after that, Jian Chen didn't come because of work.Zhang Ming still helped Jane's father and mother as always.

After all, people's hearts are fleshy. Zhang Ming's hard work and Zhang Ming's kindness to them are all in their eyes, but what about forbidden love. . . . .

"Son, come in." Jian's mother glanced at Zhang Ming who was sitting outside the door of the ward, and said in a low voice.

Worrying about her husband and her son made this woman look haggard.

In fact, Zhang Ming also felt that Jian's mother and Jian's father's attitude towards him had changed a lot, but he didn't figure out what it was that made them call him in.

"Son, you're a good boy. Uncle Jian and I can see this." At this point, Mother Jian paused, showing distress, and then said, "Although I have seen it on TV. Homosexuality and stuff like that, but why is it that remoteness happens to my son, the only wish of our old couple is to want a grandson. Why is it so difficult. Hey, it would be nice if you were a girl, if that If that's the case, Jian Chen's father and I must have no objection to your matter." As Jian's mother's tears flowed down, they also flowed into Zhang Ming's heart.

"Uncle Jian, Aunt Jian, I... I may not promise you this matter, Zhang Ming paused, resisting the fact that he is He Qing, and then said, "I have made many concessions in my life, I I don't want to let go of my feelings now.I love Jian Chen very much, and I am willing to give everything, I hope you can understand me." Zhang Ming showed pain on his face, and he couldn't bear to treat the two old people like this.

"Get out, get out, and don't appear in front of me in the future." Father Jian's fingers trembled slightly because of anger, pointing at Zhang Ming, urging Zhang Ming to leave.

After listening to Father Jian's words, Zhang Ming knew that he might be kicked out too, so he gave a wry smile and withdrew anyway.

Jian Chen who disappeared for several days suddenly appeared in front of Zhang Ming.Jian Chen was still wearing the clothes he wore when he left that day, he hadn't shaved, and he looked haggard.Zhang Ming looked at it, feeling very distressed.For a clean-loving person like Jian Chen, with his current appearance, the company's affairs must be very tiring.

"Jian Chen, you've worked hard." Zhang Ming felt sorry for this man who was working for himself, the company and his family. He stretched out his arms and hugged Jian Chen's waist, and put his head on Jian Chen's chest. Jian Chen's heartbeat was steady. But forcefully, it slightly calmed Zhang Ming's bad mood.

"It's okay, why did you come out, and my parents are okay." Jian Chen held Zhang Ming's hand, and tightly held his hand again.

"They are all fine. It's okay. Jian Chen, I think I may not be able to take care of your parents anymore." Zhang Ming took a deep breath of the familiar scent on Jian Chen, with bitterness in his voice, and because of Jian Chen's arrival, the inner feelings The grievances erupted together.

"What's going on? Did my parents make things difficult for you?" Jian Chen pulled Zhang Ming out of his arms and looked at him blankly.

"No, maybe we are really not blessed." Zhang Ming's eyes were red, and he smiled wryly, not looking into Jian Chen's eyes.

"No, I will never let you go, even if I have nothing." Jian Chen immediately kissed Zhang Ming's lips, not caring about the eyes of the people around him.He was very irritable in his heart, afraid that Zhang Ming would leave, and eagerly asked for Zhang Ming's sweetness.