Is the protagonist reborn today?

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When Su Zijue returned to Rongji Peak, Yue Qingchi hadn't woken up yet, so he packed him up and brought him back. When he put him on the bed, he realized that this person had fallen into a demon again!But looking at the situation, it is much better than before, but his face is a little paler, and his mind is fine.

Five days later, Yue Qingchi woke up again. This time, he was much calmer than before. He didn't cry or fuss, and he didn't panic. He just kept staring at Su Zijue, as if he was afraid He seemed to run away.

Su Zijue was very uncomfortable being stared at, but he didn't organize Yue Qingchi, and he didn't even show any abnormalities. He couldn't explain why. He just felt that Yue Qingchi's physical indicators were normal now, but he was extremely fragile. Yes, there was a hopeless silence.

He didn't quite understand these, so he did his best to let him go.

But this situation lasted for about a week, Su Zijue really couldn't calm down anymore, such gentle pampering did not make Yue Qingchi feel better at all.

"What did you see in the inner demon this time?" Su Zijue couldn't help but asked, he felt that the second time was different from the first time.

"It's not a demon." Yue Qingchi said very quickly, his eyes were still fixed on Su Zijue, and he was ruthless.

With such a sentence, Su Zijue understood seven thousand seven hundred and eighty-eight, what is a heart demon, that is a kalpa drawn out of the darkness in the heart and lying in front of Yuan Ying.In the inner demon, it must be the truth, or the experience that I didn't want to look back on, or a kind of allusion to the future.The first time Yue Qingchi saw the past was undoubtedly the past, and the fear he felt at the moment when he woke up and saw him was real.At that time, he died there almost unconsciously without refuting that he was a demon.But this time it can be said that it was easy and unscathed, but he denied it with a self-deceiving attitude.

Then this time is the future.

It was still a future that Yue Qingchi would never want to admit.

So he really raised a little white-eyed wolf?

Su Zijue brought a cup of tea to the little white-eyed wolf, no, to the little apprentice, watching him drink it in small sips, the little turmoil in his heart disappeared little by little with the tea.What can I do, this is my own child.Do you want him to kill the weeds now?Or do you want him to stay away from him now?But now is the critical time for him to break through the Nascent Soul, and he really can't do it.As long as it can be done, it will not be brought back to him back then and received under his own sect.

They come, the security.No way, he still has setting three.

He tried to use words: "At this time, the inner demons are beginning to appear, and it is not far away to break through the Nascent Soul. You have never disappointed me as a teacher."

"I don't want to break through Yuanying." Yue Qingchi always liked to be praised by him the most, but at this moment he lost control. By Master's side, I will never leave Master in this life."

These words are almost exactly the same as when Su Zijue erased his memory many years ago, Su Zijue sighed silently, he could erase the memory, but after all, he couldn't erase the thoughts in his mind.

"Stop messing around." Su Zijue knew that Yue Qingchi couldn't be allowed to play tricks at this time, so he also calmed down, "Yuanying is the only thing you can't say? Could it be that you practiced for 16 years in vain?"

Sure enough, Su Zijue's voice cooled down, and Yue Qingchi's heart disturbed by the inner demons gradually became silent. He lowered his head slightly, looking a little guilty.

"The future shown by the heart demon is not unchangeable." Although there is only a slight chance to change a little bit, it can still be changed. Su Zijue raised his hand and rubbed his head to comfort Yue Qingchi, "You don't want to face it?" If you are right, go and change him, there is no need not to admit it.”

Yue Qingchi obviously listened to it, and no longer looked at Su Zijue persistently, but just huddled himself under the quilt.

"Let me tell you something about your last demon." Su Zijue said in a soft voice. "Actually, you should have noticed it too."

"Master...you..." Yue Qingchi raised his head and looked at Su Zijue with an extremely wronged expression, "I..."

"You have experienced those things before." Su Zijue said, "You used to be with me..."

Yue Qingchi had already entered the inner demon twice in a row, and Shen Ke also told him that Yue Qingchi had two short-term inner demons before that, but Yue Qingchi had no memory of those two times after waking up.The four times are too frequent, Su Zijue will not take chances, he must explain the whole story as soon as possible, otherwise Yue Qingchi will know nothing about the inner demon, and he will be completely passive.

"I..." Yue Qingchi panicked again, he didn't know where to put his hands.

Su Zijue grabbed his hand comfortingly, and pressed it on the quilt that was now wrapped around his waist: "I'll tell you when you think you're ready. You have to tell you these things before Yuanying, Otherwise, how would you overcome the inner demons? Others are breaking demons and barriers, but you don’t even know the demonic barriers themselves, so how can you break them? Now that you have stepped into the demons one time in advance, even if I don’t mention it, it’s already gone. If you have doubts about this matter, just blindly suppress it in your heart, or if you are lucky, you will definitely not be able to get through the demon tribulation."

What followed was a longer period of silence. Su Zijue knew that he should go out to give Yue Qingchi a few days of buffer time, but now that he has fallen into a demon, he may break through the Nascent Soul at any time. He must break through before Yue Qingchi Yuan Ying had made it clear to him before, and gave him time to prepare, and let him decide for himself whether to leave, stay, forgive, or take revenge, all up to him.

"Master..." Yue Qingchi spoke again, it was already evening, and there was still a hint of hope in his tone. "Did everything you did back then really want to hurt me, or, or was it just...a test?"

He has been following Su Zijue since he was four years old. He spent the first 20 years of his life chasing in the footsteps of his master. In his heart, Su Zijue can almost be called faith. Now you tell him that this person is not How could he accept such a vicious and despicable person who was not as ordinary as he showed to him?He actually didn't want to know the truth, even if he already knew all about it in his heart demon, but he wanted it to be just a nightmare, and he could completely get rid of it after waking up.It's not that he wants his master to tell him that those are true.

He hoped that Master could deceive him once, so that he could have the last chance.

But this is exactly what Su Zijue could not agree to, and this fluke may eventually prevent him from breaking through the Nascent Soul forever.Su Zijue didn't say anything to reprimand him, but just sat quietly on the chair and looked at Yue Qingchi like Yue Qingchi looked at him a few days ago.He wanted to force Yue Qingchi to accept the truth in a non-tough way. He didn't come here to whitewash the peace, but to solve the problem.

The two looked at each other for a while, Yue Qingchi was finally defeated, and said like a deflated ball, "You... tell me..."

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"When I saw you at your house, I had actually been insane for many years. Before that, my father suppressed me and kept it hidden from the outside world. But at that time, the cultivation world was in chaos and no one was guarding me. I took the opportunity I ran out." Su Zijue was embarrassed for a moment by saying these things that were a bit like black history, he fumbled in his arms randomly, took out an orange, subconsciously froze for a moment, then peeled it slowly, "I walked randomly all the way, and finally arrived at Huajian Town somehow."

"When I saw you, my father's suppression was almost gone. On the one hand, I wanted to kill you, but on the other hand, I wanted to get away from you as soon as possible. But at this time, you asked me for help..."

If we talk about the narration of "Qingluan Chiyuan Letter", no one is more qualified than him as the author. He is not only familiar with every plot in the book, but also knows the key points and some things that are not written in the text.Although this book is narrated from Yue Qingchi's perspective, Su Zijue knows Su Pei's psychology better, because he put himself into the role at that time to write this sad article.He knew Su Pei's depression and madness, which was almost the magnification of his mood during that time, and he became more arrogant, narrow-minded and cruel after that. These are all behaviors that evolved naturally from Su Pei's experience, and even many times he was Jealous of Yue Qingchi, because the person who has been by his side is better qualified than him, luckier than him, and even healthier than him. At such a high-spirited age, facing him like this, Su Pei just wanted to destroy him.

But on the one hand, Su Pei wanted to destroy Yue Qingchi, on the other hand, he cherished his talent, and at the same time, out of the dark thoughts of not wanting him to be freed early, he tortured and rescued him at the same time.And sometimes, when Su Pei is sober occasionally, he will feel guilty, but often at this time he will comfort himself with the excuse that he gave him the chance to leave at the beginning.Then continue to keep Yue Qingchi by his side, because after he vented some negative emotions towards Yue Qingchi, the raging madness in his meridians will become softer, making him less uncomfortable.

In fact, in Su Zijue's eyes, Yue Qingchi was no different from the flowers and plants around him, and his conscience became more numb in the end, and in the end both sides got used to it.

This led to Yue Qingchi's tragic experience.You can't live, you can't die.

Although Su Zijue knew that he only came through a book, this book was born from his hands, and Yue Qingchi's fate was also arranged by him alone, and his dark and repressed emotions were effectively vented on Yue Qingchi , so at this point he will not feel that he is separated from Su Pei. Although he does not have Su Pei's experience and emotions, he fills Su Pei's shortcomings—it can be said that the only person in the world who is qualified to be Su Pei Only him, because Su Pei is the truest reflection of his heart-will be responsible for their actions, whether it is inside or outside the book.

That's why he said his name was "Su Pei" whether he was in the realm of comprehension or when he talked with Yue Qingchi, this was not to distinguish him from the original owner.He has never had the name "Su Pei", and his ID card only has the name "Su Zijue", but he is willing to recognize it here, not to mention that this is what he should bear.Although the name is often used here, the more formal name is always used, and in a sense, he and Su Pei are one person.Regarding these decisions, he may have hesitated before, but since he planned to enter the WTO, he has thought about these things clearly, and now he is more calm when things come to an end.

Su Zijue told Yue Qingchi from the beginning to the end. He was extremely objective, and he didn't give him any excuses. After all, there was indeed nothing to explain. In the current situation, he only said that Quan regards it as "rebirth". This is the second time Su Zijue has mentioned this term to Yue Qingchi, but Yue Qingchi has no memory of the last time. He has shown great strength this time. interest.

In the end, the story stopped when Yue Qingchi's bones were scattered in the mass grave, and Su Zijue, who had forgotten everything, passed over his head with a sword.

After the story was finished, the two of them were silent, but Su Zijue was more relaxed besides uneasy. Such a big secret has been kept in his heart for many years, and he even once thought that it would be kept forever. Speaking out, he gained unprecedented ease.

Looking at Yue Qingchi's expression, although he was a little dazed, he didn't have any hatred. He seemed to be immersed in the story just now and didn't come out. Su Zijue had stopped for a while before he noticed.

Yue Qingchi blinked a few times, thinking of the last scene of General Su Zijue's story, he subconsciously said, "After I die, what happened to you, Master..."

This question was beyond Su Zijue's expectations. He didn't expect Yue Qingchi to ask such a question after being stunned for a while. Shouldn't the focus of normal people be "the main character is dead, the story is over"?

But fortunately, Su Zijue also had some assumptions here: "I returned to the sect, became obsessed and recovered without treatment, and forgot all the previous things. After that, I will live a normal life and practice."

"Master, have you...forgot me?" Yue Qingchi asked.

"Yes, I don't know why the Lingzhi I got from Moxiu before was cured of the insanity and also took away the memory." He really didn't know this. He really didn't think so much about the dramatic ending of a story.Now in front of the suffering master, Su Zijue felt how cruel the ending he set was. He tortured his whole life, and finally returned to his original life brightly, forgetting all his evil deeds , no guilt left.It seems that Yue Qingchi's existence is only to help him overcome his obsession... "I'm sorry, Qingchi..."

This apology completely called Yue Qingchi back, he was obviously at a loss: "No, no, master, I didn't mean that...I..."

"I know." I have to say that many of Yue Qingchi's subconscious actions can always warm Su Zijue, they are just apologizing for doing something wrong, but Yue Qingchi's behavior seems to be wronged by his master, How should I put it, there is a feeling of being regarded as a treasure. "It's just that I did something wrong, and I really want to apologize."

Yue Qingchi was silent for a longer time now, and Su Zijue really felt that he seemed to be a bit of pressure on the other party here, and judging from Yue Qingchi's reaction, what he said was definitely more exciting than what he was like at the time. , has completely stunned the person: "Then I'll go first, you think about it yourself?"

Yue Qingchi looked up at him, pursed his lips and nodded lightly: "Master, go slowly."

Su Zijue stood outside the courtyard, it was already night, and the sky was full of stars, he really wanted to find a cigarette and take a couple of puffs, nicotine always calmed him down better than his Taoism.

[Congratulations to the host for helping the protagonist complete the plot]

The system prompt popped up suddenly, Su Zijue closed it with some lack of interest, and looked up at the sky.

Well, the moonlight is so beautiful tonight.

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