Have you ever seen such a heartthrob?

102.

Although I really want to be coaxed by others, no matter what Zhengyang said, he seems to be coaxing me, and he seems to be scolding me. In his opinion, am I...

bother.

I sat obediently.

Zhengyang washed the towel and wiped my hands.

I asked him, "Why do you have to wipe your hands?"

Zhengyang was puzzled, "I just wiped it off."

Zhengyang speculated on me, "What are you doing? Looking for something to talk about?"

Zhengyang was very proud, "Now I know how embarrassing it is."

Who is embarrassed, I don't, I just annoy him, annoy him.

Zhengyang didn't know if he didn't want to comfort me, "It's actually okay, it's like this when everyone is sick."

I chased him away, "I'm fine now, aren't you going to drink? You haven't had a drink for a long time."

Zhengyang didn't leave, "I'm just talking about it, I have to protect you, a little drink is enough."

Zhengyang asked me to sleep for a while, and he squeezed in to sleep with me. He fell asleep as soon as he came up, but I couldn't fall asleep anyway. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that I had done something stupid today.

Back in the Demon Realm, I'll give the information to Si Yan.

Si Yan told me that he had talked with my senior brother. My senior brother didn't want me to rely on him all the time. He felt tired, so he insisted on me calling him Yiqing.

Of course I feel a little uncomfortable. I regard him as my own brother, but now he doesn't want to care about me.

Si Yan looked at me, "Stop thinking about it, he just wants you to be on an equal footing with him."

I asked, "Equality?"

Si Yan smiled, "He used to think that you were a child, just like you looked at Zhengyang, so sometimes when we found problems, we would hide it from him. But after your senior brother told you what he was most worried about, You accepted it, so your senior brother thinks that you have grown up. When he grows up, he doesn't want to spoil you all the time. He thinks you are the same as him. "

Si Yan asked, "What is your brother worried about?"

Although I told my senior brother that I should tell my pain, but when I faced Si Yan, I didn't want to tell him that no matter what we did, we would not be able to obtain happiness in the end.To put it bluntly, in case Si Yan dies before us, when I want him to die, I think the three of us can live a good life.

I shook my head, "He's worried a lot, he's worried about the world's worries. Don't talk about him anymore."

Si Yan asked, "What's wrong with you?"

I was annoyed, "I don't know, I don't want to face my senior brother, nor Zheng Yang."

Si Yan asked, "What happened to Zhengyang?"

I blamed him, "It's all you, you don't know what to say to him. He's talking weird now."

Si Yan was puzzled, "I just taught him to be gentle with others?"

So he is very good now, sometimes he is gentle, sometimes he is a child, and sometimes he imitates my brother's language. Now, I don't know how to face him now.

I asked, "A Yan, you have, have you ever liked anyone?"

03.

Si Yan dodged his eyes, "Why did you suddenly ask me this?"

When I saw him avoiding me, I knew he had someone he liked.

I was melancholy, "I don't know what it's like to like someone."

I don't know if I'm liking that person.

Si Yan asked, "Then you have a direction?"

I nodded.

Si Yan was shocked for a while, but he still told me, "When you like someone, you worry about gains and losses, and sometimes you do some stupid things, and you feel stupid afterwards. You can't help but observe him and see what he's doing. What, guess what he's thinking. Will want to make him happy, even though making him happy might make me unhappy."

I was very confused, "It sounds like falling in love with someone doesn't make you happy, but makes you upset." So why do you like to come and go.

Si Yan is gentle, "No, if the other party loves you, he will do the same for you. If you love each other, you will be very happy."

It would be nice if it were that simple.I still think it's so awkward to feel happy, angry, and sad for others.

I asked, "Then the person you like doesn't like you? You are so nice."

Si Yan said, "I didn't tell him."

That's why, I didn't understand and asked directly, "Why didn't you tell him? Don't you want to be with him?"

Si Yanzhi said half, "I don't know when I left."

Also, the one who stays will be sad.You see, if you like someone, you can't die just because you want to, and you have to take care of that person.I didn't really feel reluctant to part with this world, and then it was really unpleasant.

Si Yan comforted me, "It's okay, you guys succeeded in saving me, I'll confess to him."

Then let's work together!

Then I went to see my senior brother, and I called, "Yiqing."

My brother said, "If you don't want to shout, just call me brother, and you don't understand the meaning of Yiqing."

I tried, "Now I can stand side by side with you at the same height, right?"

The senior brother smiled, "It's good that you understand the meaning."

The senior brother struggled, "Why don't you still call me senior brother? I've heard it for more than ten years, but I'm not used to changing it all at once."

The senior brother is serious, "But don't really treat me as a senior brother."

I understand, he doesn't want to spoil me unconditionally.Then I will stop acting like a baby with him in the future.Cut, stingy.

I pretended to be happy, "Understood! Brother."