There are tears in the beads [derived from the history of martial arts]

Before leaving, Bailong stared at her for a long time, finally he just kissed her lightly on the forehead, then turned and left resolutely.

Bai Feifei looked at his back, feeling sore in his heart, and finally couldn't help but say "Treasure", but Ling'er never looked back.After all, it was she who broke his heart. She had hoped for his growth, but she was also afraid of his growth.

She knew that Ling'er would not dislike her, but he was still restrained by his elders.In her previous life, she had carefully tried it, but it almost caused a catastrophe. If Mingzhu hadn't moved her compassionate heart to deal with it in the end, she would have been wiped out long ago.Now that she has recognized her fate, she dare not challenge that elder's bottom line anymore.

Bai Feifei stood facing the wind, looking at the wilderness in front of him, and recalled that he had angered his mother Bai Jing because of Shen Lang.

At that time, none of them were mother's opponents, and they were obviously unable to resist, but she insisted on forcing it.A small yin and yang evil planted the seeds of misunderstanding, and since then it has been wrong step by step.

She wants to fight for the one she loves, but she is abandoned by the other party, and her self-esteem and reserve are completely crushed under her feet, and she has nothing but hatred.

And what Zhu Fugui said made her finally figure it out.She was originally a ghost girl who everyone scolded, her mother didn't love her, and her father hated her.It can't be compared to Zhu Qiqi who was born rich and noble, and has been loved by thousands of people since he was a child.

Since you are born in this way, you should accept your fate, don't always be overwhelmed, Xiao thinks about things that don't belong to you.No matter how far she fell, she was to blame...

[If you want to know what will happen next, let’s break it down in the next chapter]

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Note:

Baizhao, also known as Baisui, is a celebration banquet held on the [-]th day of a baby's birth, wishing the child a long life and a safe growth.

Test day, also known as "catch week", "test week" and "test child", is held on the day when the baby reaches one year old, so as to account for his future ambitions.

wind without trace

【Nine Picking One】The wind passes without trace

Linglong handed A Fei who was holding onto her sleeve to her junior brother, pulled Bai Feifei to sit on the grass, and put her head on her lap.

Bai Feifei combed her temple hair with her fingers. When Linglong was young, she liked to cuddle up against her and act like a baby. The two of them talked intimately.

Enjoying Bai Feifei's comfort, Linglong closed her eyes and fell asleep for a while.After hesitating again and again, he still mentioned to her that Biyun sent Sun Jing to Jingnan last night.Although Linglong didn't know what it meant, she also knew that the only use of the sun mirror was to open the desert's scorpion.After leaving this time, she will send Jing Nan to the Golden Summit of the Sea of ​​Clouds in the middle of Sichuan to clean up. The land of Shu is far away from the customs. Who would climb to the top of the world just for a mirror?What's more, she didn't want this senior who had been trained for a long time to get involved in the world of mortals again.

Bai Feifei comforted Linglong a few words, secretly guessing in his heart, but Biyun has always been too lazy to pay attention to matters that have nothing to do with him. He thinks that this move should be entrusted by others, and most of it has something to do with Wang Lianhua who is stranded in Mohua Village.

Wang Lianhua not only has both civil and military skills, but also dabbles in poison and medical skills.And the feng shui in this desert is peculiar, not only is it full of exotic flowers and plants, but also has bred many heavenly and earthly treasures.The spring pool behind the waterfall alone can condense the seven-color crystal mother with yin and yang magnetism, and once forged two peerless magic weapons.When the Sifang City was still there, Bai Hong had seen it with her own eyes, the soul of the dragon, the blood of the phoenix, the sword and the sword had feelings.

Bai Feifei recalled the scene Qin Nanqin mentioned to her yesterday when Wang Lianhua came out of customs. It was like a phoenix nirvana and a silkworm breaking out of its cocoon. It was really reborn. Not only did her skills improve, but her appearance also changed.Regarding the martial arts that can change the appearance, she also heard from her aunt about some strange things in the world. There was a heartbroken person who learned the Jade Goddess Kungfu, and his face peeled off and his appearance was completely changed.

Wang Lianhua is not a fuel-efficient lamp, Bai Feifei can imagine that after he returns to the arena, the situation will definitely change again.If there is no new chivalrous man born in the rivers and lakes by that time, then the disaster he caused will definitely fall on Shen Lang again.

——The spring scenery in front of the curtain should be cherished, and the flowers and branches upstairs sleep alone.

Bai Feifei remembered the picture scroll he had seen in Pu Tu Zhai. On it, his aunt's critique of Wang Lianhua's vermilion pen and red, could this be his destiny?It shouldn't be, she clearly remembered that he was married, so how could she sleep alone?

That's right, Wang Lianhua in the painting is Wang Lianhua from the past.Now he has been reborn from the ashes, breaking the old fate and starting a new life.As for Wang Lianhua's marriage, I also learned about it during his retreat, so it is naturally his future marriage.

If she hadn't been pregnant with Ah Fei at that time, she might have been able to break her original fate... As expected, her fate was determined by God, and her fate was already doomed.

Linglong spent a long time by Bai Feifei's side, and finally it was time to leave. She was nostalgic for this moment but couldn't help herself.Linglong got up on her knees, and a light kiss fell on Bai Feifei's cheek, she couldn't hold back her tears anymore.

Bai Feifei watched Linglong cry and get up and run away, her hands trembling and clenched on her chest, she knew she couldn't keep her.If she keeps her, it's just to attract Mrs. Yinxie or Yun Xiaozi to arrest her, so why bother to gossip.

Taking a few deep breaths to calm down his bitter mood, Bai Feifei got up and went back to the bamboo house.

Ah Fei was lying in the rocking car and playing with his sword, Jing Nan sat on the bamboo chair next to him, and turned his head when he heard the sound.

Bai Feifei said a few polite words to Jing Nan, then handed over the things that had been prepared to her, and asked her to bring back a jug of wine, this kind of monkey-brewed wine is really rare.

The things she gave away were all selected by her aunt, which would be of great benefit to the people she gave them.Counting these things, they were obtained when she was taken by Linger to travel around the world in her previous life, and they almost filled the Tongtian Cave.Later, my aunt couldn't stand it anymore, so she ordered someone to build a new Liuguang Pavilion on the island, and decorated it with treasures so as not to get dusty.Over the past few hundred years, although it has been used as a gift by my aunt from time to time, there are still many treasures left.

She doesn't care much about those things, it's just things outside of her body, how can she compare to her aunt's kindness in her upbringing...

A slight force came from his right arm, and Bai Feifei realized that he was in a trance. Looking down, it turned out that it was A Fei who was pulling her sleeve.

Bai Feifei leaned over and hugged her son upside down, A Fei pulled her hair by the sideburns and smiled happily, her heart couldn't help softening.

From childhood to adulthood, her mother gave her more pain than intimacy, and she never enjoyed half a share of family happiness.At that time, her mother was her only relative, and she always obeyed her until she met Shen Lang.

Her mother lived a miserable life, rejected by her husband, and survived by hatred.She thought she should take this as a wake-up call, and shouldn't give up easily, adding to the shackles from then on.She knew it would be painful, but she did it anyway.

Fortunately, although her love life was not as she wished, it was at least much better than her mother's. She did not regret leaving A Fei.

She still remembers her joy when she learned that the child existed.The child gave her great courage to rely on even when she was suffering.The child in her womb belongs to her completely, and she wants to give birth to him.

However, when she thought she had lost her child, she hated it.He hated his mother's indifference, hated Shen Lang for allowing the misunderstanding to exist, and hated the pain Chai Yuguan brought her.She lost her love, her child, so she can only hate.

How much she loved Shen Lang once, and how much she hated him later, but even so, she still seemed reluctant to see him die.So she blocked the arrow, and her body acted on its own before she could react, and by the time she realized it, the arrow had entered her body.

However, before she died, she felt that this was good, then she could see the child...

But she did not die after all, and the child survived.

After fulfilling her mother's last wish, she left with A Fei.Shen Lang was something she couldn't force, but A Fei was something she could grab now.This child belongs to her completely, and it is all she has now.

She knew that A Fei would grow up one day, and sooner or later he would go back to the rivers and lakes where his father was.But at this moment, Ah Fei is nestled in her arms, completely dependent on her, so pure trust and dependence, natural intimacy.

After more than 20 years, she finally has the warmth that she can hold in her hands, a relative who will not be harsh on her or betray her, even though this relative is just a weak child.

Bai Feifei hugged A Fei, feeling the warm life in his arms, and the bamboo shadows in front of his eyes were vivid.

——The wind passes through the sparse bamboo, and the wind blows away the bamboo without leaving a sound;Therefore, when things come, the gentleman’s heart will appear, and when things go, the heart will follow the emptiness.

She thought that her life should be like this.

[If you want to know what will happen next, let’s break it down in the next chapter]

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Note:

[Goose] It is recorded in "Wedding Essays": "Wedding geese with poultry and deer skin." In ancient times, many live geese were used as a gift, so the dowry gift is also called "commissioning birds".Because wild geese are migratory birds, they never break their promises, which symbolizes the unswerving commitment of both men and women.In the Han Dynasty, the dowry became more complicated, including the geese that had existed since ancient times, and the number increased to as many as [-].In the Tang Dynasty, due to the integration with ethnic minorities, the dowry was reduced to nine items, and at this time the wild goose became a particularly important thing. From the beginning of marriage proposal, every time you go to the woman’s house, you have to bring a wild goose. If the wild goose is not easy to carry, you can change it. replaced by other poultry.

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[Special episode] When will I find it again

[Special episode] When will I find it again

——Look at the flowers without words and tears, how many spring breezes complain about love.I don't know the road outside Yumen Pass, and I went to the border town last night in my dream.

The wind and sand are all over the sky, and under the reflection of the setting sun, the sky and the earth seem to have turned into a melancholy dark yellow.

"Bailongdui" is the first desert to leave the customs. It is difficult for horses to move here, and today there is another desert.