if there was you in the past

11 In fact, I also have a secret, what?

They wandered around the neighborhood after eating, and they didn't have any goals. Anyway, they were just walking casually on the street.Lin Xiyao has been thinking about one thing for a long time, which is about himself. He doesn't know whether to tell Situ Yunjie.Situ Yunjie is his best friend now, and he is also the best to him. Because of this, Lin Xiyao's heart is even more entangled.Speaking of which, he was afraid that Situ Yunjie wouldn't be able to accept it, and that even his only friend might leave him. Not to mention, he didn't want to hide it from his best friend all the time.

"What's the matter, you look sullen." Situ Yunjie didn't pay much attention to the other party at first, he was looking at himself, but when he was walking, he suddenly felt that the person next to him was depressed, so he looked at the other party and asked.

"Ah? No, how can there be?" Lin Xiyao said unnaturally, and Situ Yunjie saw through it at a glance.

"I still said no, am I so easy to deceive? I don't even think that my expression management is so bad." Situ Yunjie said with a smile, although Lin Xiyao usually looks cold, but he is relatively good at it The kind of person who pretends to be.

Lin Xiyao glanced at him, didn't speak, then continued to walk forward, walked past a court, where a group of people were playing basketball, Situ Yunjie immediately stopped, and stood outside the fence watching with great interest. .Lin Xiyao was not interested in playing basketball, so he found a chair beside him and sat down.

"Oh, it makes me really want to fight!" Situ Yunjie came over and sat next to Lin Xiyao, but Lin Xiyao still looked so absent-minded. "What's the matter with you?"

"Last time, didn't you tell your secret? At that time, I said, I also have a secret, but I was interrupted and didn't continue." Lin Xiyao didn't look at Situ Yunjie, he lowered his head, as if Talk to yourself.

Situ Yunjie saw that he seemed to be quite serious, so he didn't dare to talk nonsense, but just waited silently for the other party to speak.

"Actually, I'm also hesitant. I don't know whether I should tell you, because I don't know what will happen after I tell you." Lin Xiyao paused, looked at Situ Yunjie, and saw that the other party had no intention of talking, so he continued go on. "That friend I keep telling you about...not me...my best friend...he's my ex-boyfriend..."

"I met him in the previous high school. We have been together for more than half a year, and then we separated, and then I transferred here." Lin Xiyao's voice was a little unnatural, and Situ Yunjie couldn't guess that he was hugging him now. What emotion speaks. "Actually, I thought I liked boys when I was young, and I don't remember when I discovered it. Anyway, it has been a while. Then gradually, I don't like to make friends with people. I am afraid of being discovered. Although I have no official I said something to my family, but I think they should feel something, since I was with him, my ex-boyfriend, I always felt that my family knew something, so I didn't have a good relationship with them Well, I often read books in the park by myself."

"I thought about not telling you and letting you continue to be my friend. It's really good, but at the same time, it's because you are sincere to me, so I want to tell you even more. I don't want to suddenly you I found out, and then felt that I was an abnormal person, and then alienated me. I think that is what I cannot accept. Although you may not be able to accept it now." Lin Xiyao dared not look at each other from the beginning to the end, just I'm afraid that the other party's eyes reveal disgust and disgust.

"I... I don't discriminate or anything... It's just... I think I need some time... to tidy up..." Situ Yunjie's words surprised Lin Xiyao, he thought the other party would accept him, but he didn't expect Situ Yunjie to Saying such a thing, although he himself had made a long mental preparation before deciding to tell the other party, he always thought that the other party would accept it without hesitation.

Situ Yunjie was also flustered at this time, but it was different from what Lin Xiyao thought, it wasn't that he couldn't accept that the other party liked boys, but what he was struggling with was something completely different.