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"I'm that kind of person. I love the other when I see someone different. I don't have feelings for you. Do you understand? I've changed my mind now. It's up to you whether you want to beat me or scold me, as long as you don't follow me."

Nan Jiu's body trembled slightly, which was caused by crying, and the pitiful look made people feel a little urge to hold her in her arms to comfort her, which is exactly the same, so Bai Bai always I dare not look at her, maybe because I am afraid that my heart, which is always wavering, will start to waver again

I hate this endless thing, there is no end, it makes people disgusted and boring, I have decided not to go on, the thought at this moment is just to simply want to be clean and tidy

Nan Jiu seemed to have calmed down her emotions, stood up straight, wiped away her tears, but still stood there stubbornly, unwilling to leave

Bai Bai's beautiful eyebrows frowned slightly, pretending to be impatient and saying

"Isn't that enough reason, then what reason do you need, what reason do you hope it is?"

Bai Bai seemed to be really a little irritable. One thought was wrong, but there were so many entanglements. At that moment, Bai Bai really started to get tired of Nan Jiu. Seeing her grievance and seeking perfection, she was a little irritable. growling

"Okay, if you think this reason is not enough, then let me tell you a real reason, okay?"

The real reason, as soon as this sentence came out, Nan Jiu almost subconsciously wanted to back up, and even moved her footsteps back for a while, feeling uneasy and fear wrapped around everything.

"I've been playing with you since the beginning. They're all girls. Are you serious?"

When people are in a state of rage, they often say some involuntary words, and they can do whatever they want to hurt others. Although there will be a trace of regret mixed with the emotions after the words are finished, those words that have been said can no longer be taken back. , like water that has been spilled, there is no taking it back and there is no taking it back

Nan Jiu smiled lightly, as if she was relieved. Fortunately, she just said such a sentence. Fortunately, she did not say that thing. Fortunately, the last trace of dignity and hope remained

Bai Bai looked at her, sighed, and stopped talking, it wasn't that he stopped talking, but he didn't know what to say, he had nothing to say, and the atmosphere fell into a stalemate again, until Nan Jiu turned around, ready to leave with a little sadness

Bai Bai relaxed as if he was relieved, as if he was relieved, he felt very relaxed, but at this moment Nan Jiu suddenly turned around again, Panasonic raised his anger again

Nan Jiu has a panoramic view of these expressions, but deliberately ignores them, and doesn't care about them, for fear that he will become more desperate after thinking about them

"Almost forgot"

Speaking of which, Nan Jiu rummaged through the bag for a while without haste, and took out a small square box from it. The packaging of the box is very simple, without patterns or styles. It is just a monotonous ordinary small box. , she handed the palm-sized box to Bai Bai. Bai Bai looked a little serious, but he still took it with some hesitation, and said

"what is this?"

Looking at the box, Nan Jiu twitched the corners of her mouth to smile, but found that she couldn't laugh at all, and was unable to laugh, so she had to put away those hypocritical smiles and said

"It's nothing, I just wanted to give it to you a long time ago. I didn't have a chance before, and I won't have a chance in the future, so I will give it to you now."

Without waiting for Bai Bai to react, he strode away after finishing speaking, his steps were like running away, he just wanted to escape here as soon as possible, Nan Jiu who turned and left like that, was just as Bai Bai expected, unrestrained and unrestrained turned back and left

Baibai held the box with slightly trembling hands, thinking whether to open it, and finally opened the box with a heartbeat, but after seeing the contents of the box, his expression changed unpredictably, and his hands trembled even more, as if It's like I can't hold the box

The boy who had not made a sound all this time watched such a big show inexplicably, and became a silent audience very tactfully, but the silence seemed to have a limit, after all, he was impetuous, so he joined in curiously at this moment. Looking back, wanting to see what was in the small black box would have elicited such a big reaction from this person

"what?"

Bai Bai glanced at the boy coldly, looking gloomy and cold, completely gone from the playful smile before, replaced by unconcealable disgust

"What does it matter to you?"

Although the boy is a shy person, he is not stupid at all. He consciously guessed that he was being used by the girl in front of him. Seeing the girl's swearing, even the pretty face felt displeased. There is no politeness at all

"You are really good at crossing rivers and tearing down bridges. Just now you lied to me that I don't have a boyfriend."

"I don't have a boyfriend, but I didn't say I don't have a girlfriend, but I didn't even have a girlfriend just now, you are satisfied"

The boy curled his lips, and wiped the place where Bai Bai had just kissed with his sleeve in a naive manner. He looked so disgusted that he did evil, which made people laugh and cry, and the boy didn't want to ask this girl for any more petty favors. , made a disdainful cut and walked away.

Bai Bai didn't care about the boy, he looked at the things in the box in a daze, his brows became more and more tightly frowned, and finally he took out his mobile phone, the beeping sound rang, and he was connected after a few rings

"What do you give me this for?"

It seemed to be questioning, and other emotions were mixed in the questioning. Nan Jiu put the mobile phone to her ear and listened quietly. At this moment, she had already hidden all her emotions, and just replied lightly

"Give as much as you want"

"This is your mother's relic, you can take it back, there is no need to give it to me, didn't you say it was important to you before?"

Nan Jiu slightly raised her head and looked at the sky. There was no cloud in the sky, and the smog was a bit heavy, hazy, not very beautiful, and she replied

"Actually, I lied to you. It's not my mother's relic. She didn't die at all. She left me behind just like you, but she didn't even want to say goodbye to me."

After finishing speaking, Nan Jiu hung up the phone resolutely, and at the same time withdrew her eyes looking at the sky, while Bai Bai on the other end of the phone dropped the box in his hand with a bang, and fell to his feet. The necklace with the ring on the black rope fell out, and fell on the ground alone, out of the black box

Bai Bai seemed to still feel uneasy, so he raised his foot, exhausted all his strength, and stepped on the necklace countless times, and did not stop until he was exhausted.

"That's right, get out, get out of here"

The people passing by all looked sideways, looking at this almost crazy girl with appraising eyes, and being annoyed by these eyes, Bai Bai shouted angrily.

"What are you looking at, I haven't seen anyone messing around."

Passers-by shook their heads and left, Bai Bai seemed to have calmed down, looking at the necklace on the ground that he had trampled beyond recognition, maybe it shouldn't be called a necklace, but a ring, but the ring was surrounded by a black rope, So I named it a necklace

Bai Bai stared at the necklace intently for a while, then smiled and said

"Money is really a good thing. I bought my dad's life before and now I'm selling myself."

In the hospital ward, a middle-aged woman was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, and the corners of her mouth were chapped. Although she was lying on the bed, she still wore a wool cap on her head. There was actually no hair under the cap, and the main purpose of wearing the cap was nothing more than Just to cover that bald head

She struggled a bit to sit up, but after a few failed attempts, she gave up in frustration and frustration. Her voice was very small, but she could barely hear it clearly in the quiet ward.

"Where did the surgery fee come from?"

"You don't have to worry about it, I have my own way"

The answering voice was cold, and he didn't want to talk about this topic, so he pretended to be indifferent and wanted to skip this annoying topic

Middle-aged women obviously don't believe this narrative

"Did you ask for it from the Nan family? I saw you getting very close to that daughter of the Nan family before. Did you..."

Before the voice fell, it was interrupted

"That's right, I just asked her for it. Anyway, she has money, so it's understandable to help poor people like us."

The middle-aged woman shook her head and wanted to speak, but she coughed violently because of her emotional agitation, and her whole face turned red when she coughed, which added a bit of anger to the pale face, and Bai Bai hurriedly got up to help She calmed down, and it took a while to slow down.

"Do you still hate me?"

Bai Bai didn't want to talk about this topic, so he changed the topic on purpose

"Okay, stop talking, just go to bed if you feel uncomfortable"

But the middle-aged woman didn't want to give up, so Bai Bai could only answer this question patiently.

"If you want to hate, you also hate myself. I have no money and no skills. My mother is sick and can't even afford the medical bills. I'm just a little angry. I'm angry because you spent all the money on me, and I'm still so useless. Exhausted, nothing can be done”

The appearance of giving up on herself made the middle-aged woman not approve, so she refuted it

"Why is my daughter so worthless? You won No.2 in the piano competition before."

Speaking of the piano, the face of the middle-aged woman who was originally ashen ashes suddenly glowed, and the glory that belonged to her daughter was as if it belonged to her

"No.2 is not No.1"

The middle-aged woman obviously wanted to say something, but she couldn't hold on any longer due to her physical strength, she closed her eyes drowsily, and fell asleep in a short while, Bai Bai would become extremely disturbed at this moment , fearfully put her hand on the place where her nose breathed, and felt the faint sense of breathing, which would calm her heart down. Looking at the weak person, this precarious life should pass away at any time, fear of losing but powerless to stop it

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This is the first time I post here, my brain is still in a muddy state, but I still have the cheek to ask for support!