fingertip quicksand

The random waving of hands, and the familiar or unfamiliar hi, with a bright and charming smile, why did the air suddenly become a little hotter, and why people couldn't move their eyes away from her? I can't help it

Some things can blind the eyes, so at that moment Nan Jiu couldn't notice her change, nor could she see the darkness under her smile. She was more joyful about her sudden approach. Apart from joy, there was also heartbeat.

In fact, Bai Bai's attitude towards Nan Jiu has always been alienated. Although Bai Bai has an understanding attitude, she has always behaved cautiously and will not have too much physical contact. Even if she is walking on the street, she will deliberately Divide a distance, not too far but never close

Nan Jiu has always been watching these things. Nan Jiu understands that some people are doomed if they can't pull them over, so she never thought about taking that step, and just stayed by Bai Bai's side as a friend , talking to her occasionally, chatting, not crossing the line and there is no crossing the line

Nan Jiu is also very satisfied with this state. It’s good to be friends. If you don’t get it, you won’t lose it. If you like someone too much, you will have these thoughts, you will be afraid or dare not, but when Bai Bai said When she was about to get married, there was still a hint of loss in her heart. When the words of never seeing each other again came out of her mouth, the loss became more intense, and even brought a slight pain

At that time, Nan Jiu was fortunate, really fortunate, fortunate that he was not so serious in this relationship, so he hurt for a while, lost for a while, and then he would eventually return to peace, with a cold heart It's cold, just like the wind on the roof that day, it will stop one day

At that time, Nan Jiu realized that the so-called fear of heights was just because there was no one to rely on. When Bai Bai was standing beside him, on the rooftop, listening to the music in his ears, he was not afraid, and his breathing did not change. In a hurry, when I bent down to look down, my mind was open

happy new year and happy wedding

When that text message was sent, my heart also sank, do not disturb, and since then put a terminator

Although occasionally I would look at the IOU under the paperweight on the desk in a daze, and look at the words Bai Bai, a warm current would still rise in my heart, but after the warm current passed, there was nothing left.

What exactly does it mean to like someone, is that all?In fact, it’s not necessary for her, you can love or not, just like Xiaohui back then, let go when you’re tired, and give up when you’re tired. Nan Jiu has always felt that these feelings can be manipulated at will, so she has always been very happy. Handle this feeling peacefully, neither anxious nor irritable

But everything ended at the moment when Bai Bai took the initiative to approach. At that moment, Nan Jiu admitted that if he liked it, he really liked it.

She didn't know why Bai Bai suddenly showed a little unusual enthusiasm. She hated having intimate behaviors with Nan Jiu very much before. Why is it like this now?At that time, Nan Jiu couldn't figure it out, and never thought about it.

Because of being trapped in a feeling that can't think, in the chess game, only the bystanders are always sober, but in this game, Nan Jiu is the only one who is in it from the beginning to the end. Man is also just a bystander

Bai Bai took the initiative to hold Nan Jiu's hand, Nan Jiu's heart skipped a beat, very slight and even imperceptible, it seemed to be recovering a little bit, Bai Bai's hand was very soft, with distinct phalanges, in fact it was like this uncomfortable to hold

Nan Jiu stopped in her tracks, looked at the hand that was being held over, with a trace of inquiry, Nan Jiu actually wanted to ask

Do you know what it means to hold hands like this?

Can not ask, is it uneasy or cowardly, or afraid that the answer is no

After probing, nothing can be found, Bai Bai still has that playful smile, it seems that this is just an ordinary hand-holding between friends, which makes people a little disappointed

Bai Bai was also aware of Nan Jiu's probing gaze, and she raised her hand slightly, which seemed to increase the strength, not very heavy, but enough to make Nan Jiu feel

Is it a hint?or just random

"Can't you hold hands?"

It was not a question sentence, but an affirmative sentence, as if it was predicted that Nan Jiu would not refuse. Nan Jiu couldn't understand her sense of self-confidence for no reason, but she didn't go into it. She only knew that she liked this feeling very much. It feels good to wear it, as if that way, the right hand that was always aching at that time will no longer hurt.

In the days that followed, Bai Bai appeared in Nan Jiu's sight more frequently. He would often come to Nan Jiu's office, as if he had entered a no-man's land. At first, there would be people blocking him, but he got Nan Jiu several times. With Jiu's approval, no one from the staff stopped him.

But although it will not be blocked, it is not because of Nan Jiu's special explanation, but the result obtained by the secretaries themselves. From the beginning to the end, Nan Jiu has an attitude that is neither salty nor dull

However, these attitudes contain too many other elements. Bai Bai's intentional approach and approach made Nan Jiu a little flustered and even scared. It seems that it is imperative to use a disguise.

At this moment, Bai Bai's eyes are too hot, it has been like this for nearly half an hour, and he has been staring intently, which makes Nan Jiu always be disturbed by such eyes even though he is busy with the work in hand

"If you are bored, go out for a stroll, I still need a long time here"

Recently, Bai Bai seems to come to her very diligently. Sometimes she comes very early, and Nan Jiu has not finished her work, so she has to sit on the sofa and wait. Usually, Bai Bai stays honestly. Then play with your mobile phone and read books, you won’t stare endlessly like this time

"I'm not bored"

Bai Bai lay down on the back of the sofa, supported his head with his hands, changed his posture and continued to look at Nan Jiu

Being stared at by such eyes for a long time, I can't work with peace of mind, but I didn't say anything to stop Bai Bai from stopping the strange eyes, but soon the locked eyes disappeared, Bai Bai stood up, and walked to Nan Jiu lightly. Behind the seat behind the seat, Nan Jiu has been watching Bai Bai carefully. Naturally, she knows that Bai Bai is making trouble behind, but she continues to work pretending not to know.

But the people behind are getting closer and closer, I don’t know if it’s an illusion, Nan Jiu’s back is facing Bai Bai, so I don’t know what Bai Bai is doing behind, but there is a feeling that there is a slight heat coming from the neck breath, again and again, hot and humid

This feeling made the hand holding the pen pause, and her brain was in chaos for a moment, and she didn't dare to turn her head back, but the slightly warm breath was always there, and it breathed on the neck from time to time, and that piece seemed to be It became a little fiery, and the breathing gradually became a little heavy

Nan Jiu pretended to be calm and continued to sign and write documents, but the grinding feeling did not dissipate. Nan Jiu seemed to have made up her mind, and turned her head slowly. Sure enough, the feeling was not an illusion. zoom in, close at hand

This turning back was not so thorough, just a slight sideways nod, so although the distance was very close, it did not touch Bai Bai's face.

Just looking at each other at such a close distance, it seemed a little ambiguous, Nan Jiu withdrew her gaze, and turned her sideways head back

"What are you doing so close"

Nan Jiu said this with some reproach

There was a hint of a smile on the corner of Bai Bai's mouth. In addition to blame, this tone of voice also contained obvious shyness. Maybe the speaker didn't notice it, but the listener really felt it. It is exactly this sentence The words immediately confirmed Bai Bai's uncertain heart, and he became more courageous.

The revolving seat was turned vigorously by Bai Bai, and Nan Jiu's center of gravity was unstable for a while, and she almost fell out. Bai Bai was very skillful, leaning over and clamping Nan Jiu with his hands. The second is to control the movement of people. This is the first time Baibai has done it, but he is surprisingly proficient. Maybe some things are innate.

Seeing Bai Bai's face coming from above, constantly oppressing her down, Nan Jiu's heart became even more flustered

"I... what are you doing"

There was even a pause to complete a sentence.

"Guess why I was so close just now"

Bai Bai was very close to Nan Jiu, so close that he could feel the breath she exhaled when she spoke, Nan Jiu turned her head away, avoiding her eyes

"how could I know"

Speaking of which, Nan Jiu wanted to push away Bai Bai who was pressing on the seat, but Bai Bai was very tough and did not give in at all. In other words, Nan Jiu didn't actually use much strength, so of course he did not succeed in pushing Bai Bai away. white

Nan Jiu looked at Bai Bai angrily.

"I still have to work, don't make trouble..."

Before he finished speaking, Bai Bai suddenly stretched out his hand and straightened Nan Jiu's sideways head. His fingers were very slender, and he pinched the chin very gently, but he didn't feel any discomfort. His eyes were close again. Given the relative distance, Nan Jiu swallowed almost subconsciously, Bai Bai looked at Nan Jiu's reaction and smiled even more intensely, as if he was very satisfied

"I was waiting for you to turn around and kiss me accidentally, who knew you were so careful when you turned around"

As soon as the words were finished, the face quickly approached, and the lips were imprinted on it almost instantly. The lips were soft, and the touch was very soft and warm. Just touching it, Nan Jiu's body shook slightly like an electric shock. trembled for a moment, then became too stiff to move.

Bai Bai likes her reaction very much, it is in stark contrast to the previous calm, desireless and hopeless appearance, as expected, her body is more honest than anything else

Bai Bai just kissed lightly and then moved his lips away, but he didn't distance himself. After a brief gaze stop, his lips kissed again. This time, it wasn't just lightly like before. With some strength, Bai Bai put his hand on the back of Nan Jiu's head. Nan Jiu didn't resist, but he didn't respond, but the lack of resistance is enough to explain a lot

Bai Bai stuck out his tongue restlessly, sucking and licking, and soon the closed jaw was also pried open, Bai Bai slipped his tongue in without hesitation, Nan Jiu's stiff body began to relax , his hands naturally hugged Bai Bai's neck