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There was a person squatting in the middle of the rushing road. His figure was petite and thin. Nan Jiu seemed to be getting thinner and thinner in the past three years. Always blocked by the car in front of me, unable to walk through, can only shout eagerly there

"Don't move, I'll go"

Apart from anxiety, there was a hint of pleading in those words. Nan Jiu just squatted there and turned a deaf ear, and picked up the necklace wrapped in black rope on the ground. The black rope seemed to be broken, which is why it fell here

Nan Jiu just wanted to pick it up blindly, ignoring that it was in the middle of the road, maybe not ignoring but indifferent, the more people want to die, the more they can't die, since they can't die, why should they care

After finally waiting for the green light, the vehicle stopped, God favored her to stay there safely, Bai Bai ran over in three steps, pulled up the man who was squatting on the ground, and suddenly became a little furious

"Are you crazy, do you want to die?"

Nan Jiu smiled blankly and said,

"Well, it seems to be"

That soft "um" made the hearts of those who heard it sink to the bottom of the valley for a moment, Nan Jiu explained as if realizing that he needed to take care of Bai Bai

"No, just kidding, this one fell off"

Speaking of which, Nan Jiu dangled the ring hanging from the black string in front of Bai Bai's eyes, and continued

"This is the only thing my mother left me, and I can't lose it"

Nan Jiu gently rubbed the ring with her hands, as if it was a treasure. Seeing her acting like this, Bai Bai felt relieved after listening to these explanations. He put away all his emotions, calmed down and said

"If you are angry, you can scold, if you are sad, you can cry, don't hold back like this all the time, okay?"

"I'm not angry, I'm not sad"

Nan Jiu said this seemingly casually, if people who don't know her well would believe it, but the more stubborn she is, the harder it is for people to let go

The ticket office in the cinema hall is overcrowded, or because of Saturday, it is always a bit crowded, but there are not many people queuing at the box office, and the tickets can be bought in about four to five minutes

It’s not yet time for the movie to enter, and the rest area is already full of people, almost all of them are waiting to enter to watch the movie. Laugh out loud, or when angry, reach out and slap your fellow companions to express dissatisfaction. Does it look lively?

Bai Bai just glanced around casually, and found that there were no vacancies. He looked at the entry time of the tickets in his hand and found that he only had to wait for ten minutes, so he led Nan Jiu to a relatively open place beside him. The province is constantly being crowded

I don’t know if it’s because I’m in a bad mood, or because the surrounding environment is too noisy, Bai Bai’s heart can’t calm down, even a little bored, but Nan Jiu is very happy, and even snatched the ticket from Bai Bai’s hand took a look and said

"How did you come up with this idea?"

It was the words in his ear that brought back Bai Bai's thoughts, and he was stunned for a while before he realized what Nan Jiu was talking about

"Well, you can choose whatever you want"

This statement is not false, I have always been absent-minded, even choosing a movie at random

Hearing such an answer, the smile on Nan Jiu's face faded a bit, Bai Bai thought she didn't like this movie, so he quickly said

"Don't like it? Then I'll change it"

As soon as the words fell, Bai Bai raised his foot and was about to walk to the ticket office, but Nan Jiu hurriedly stopped him.

"No, this is fine"

Hearing these words, there was no sense of disobedience, so Bai Bai didn't insist anymore. After a while, Nan Jiu pointed to the promotional poster about the movie in the distance, and pulled Bai Bai to trot over

On the poster, there is a woman with long straight white hair, her complexion is a little pale, but she has a kind of expression that has been hurt by love and turned white all night. The expression on the poster is always not pleasant, maybe it is because of a tragedy , so even this promotional poster is sad for the spring and autumn, and it makes people feel panicked when they look at it.

"Do you think I would look good if I had white hair?"

Nan Jiu stood in front of the poster, gesticulating, blocking all the characters, leaving her hair, and motioned Bai Bai to look at it. Bai Bai didn't seem to like Nan Jiu making such comparisons, and always felt that the poster The fate of that woman is too tragic to make people happy

She pulled Nan Jiu away with some perfunctory, so that she could no longer continue to do this unpleasant action. Seeing Bai Bai's reaction, Nan Jiu's eyelids drooped indistinctly. At this time, the broadcast came news of entry

The sound of the broadcast is loud and quiet, making people hear it not very clearly, but it is still barely distinguishable

"Come on, you can go in"

In the past three years, Bai Bai rarely took the initiative to pull Nan Jiu. Usually, Bai Bai would go straight forward by himself, but Nan Jiu always took the initiative to catch up with her, and then held her hand. The two were considered side by side. while walking

But today is a bit unusual, Bai Bai always takes the initiative to come to pull Nanjiu, so active that people feel the calm before the storm, there is no warmth in the palm, and there is no sense of security, it just deepens the heart anxiety and fear

Lead by Bai Bai, led by her into the theater, the location is not bad, it is in the middle, it is the best place to watch the movie

There are quite a lot of people outside the theater, but it seems that the inside of the theater is a bit deserted. After being seated, some people come in one after another. But after looking around for a week, you will find that the seats are not full, but they are still empty. dozens of locations

The crowd is concentrated in the middle, and everyone chooses a more suitable seat on purpose, but pay attention to find a relatively lonely figure sitting in the corner, just sitting there alone, it seems a little lonely

Nan Jiu couldn't help but look at that person a few more times, a very thin girl reminded Mu Ran of a person

I don't know whether it's the thin figure that looks lonely, or Nan Jiu's own heart is lonely, or when people are sad, everything is sad, so that's why I feel that figure is lonely, just like her own loneliness

At the beginning of the movie, the sound of the movie was high and low, and the people in the movie were laughing and crying. Bai Bai really wanted to concentrate on watching it, but it was in vain. How could he calm down when his mind was in a mess?

Nan Jiu sat on the side, although she looked normal, she took a sip of the drink she bought before, and her eyes stayed on the screen, but she always glanced at Bai Bai next to her from the corner of her eye. In fact, Nan Jiu knew that Bai Bai has been in this state since last night, this state of separation

She has something to say, and Nan Jiu guessed what she wanted to say. Nan Jiu was just afraid, just avoiding it. In order to avoid it, she has been reluctant to give her a chance to say it.

Always avoiding her words in various ways, Nan Jiu thought that those things would not happen if she kept avoiding like this, but the fact was just telling Nan Jiu cruelly again that some people really couldn’t stay live

"that……"

Her voice came to Nan Jiu's ears, hesitant and tangled, Nan Jiu turned her eyes away pretending to be puzzled

"how?"

"I……"

Bai Bai's words were still hesitant. At that moment, Nan Jiu was already ready. Even though he was avoiding in behavior, he had actually accepted it.

She has always been like this, accepting everything that shouldn't be accepted, and without a trace, seemingly indifferent

"I'm going to the bathroom"

In the end, Bai Bai just said such a sentence, and then without waiting for Nan Jiu's answer, he got up and walked out of the theater. Nan Jiu looked at the figure, and the dim expression in his eyes deepened a bit. The door of the movie hall opened, and the dark hall The light from outside the hall came from the center, and the figure suddenly became blurred under the soft light.

Nan Jiu withdrew her gaze, and her eyes fell on the screen again, her expression was a little focused, as if she was really watching the plot seriously

After a long time, Nan Jiu noticed the thin figure in the corner, his shoulders seemed to be trembling, he must be crying, it seems that he is not the only one who is sad in this theater, and he is not lonely anymore

Is the plot of the movie touching?In fact, Yu Nanjiu didn't seem to have much feeling, just seeing the figure crying in that corner, the bitterness in his heart deepened a little bit, it must be a sympathy for each other

The people next to me seem to be discussing the plot in a low voice

"You said there is no such thing as white hair overnight for love in this world"

"That's why it's the story"

With white hair all night, Nan Jiu tilted her head and looked at the white-haired woman on the screen, with a half-smile

The person next to her hasn't come back yet, half an hour has passed since she left, and the movie will end in half an hour, and the figure in the corner left without knowing when

Nan Jiu took out her mobile phone, the shortcut key was Bai Bai, so she quickly dialed it, but no one answered, from the first no answer to the final shutdown, her heart sank little by little

I got up, got up anxiously, my footsteps were a little unsteady, I walked through the aisle with bumps and bumps, and it was full of people, so it was not very convenient to pass by, and I was anxious, I almost fell down several times

No one in the toilet, empty, like a heart

Nan Jiu called her name over and over again, from the soft voice at the beginning to the constant increase in volume at the end, until she confirmed that there was indeed no one she was looking for in the toilet, then she backed out unwillingly

But after exiting, he ran back to the theater as if he was afraid of missing it, but the place was still empty, there was no one, and there was no missing

Nan Jiu sat down, still dialing the phone, still turning off the phone, and repeated it mechanically for a long time, as if he had reacted, opened WeChat with trembling hands, and tapped the phone screen with his fingertips quickly

The red exclamation mark, plus the words that the other party has turned on the friend verification, made Nan Jiu finally put down the phone, no longer call the number that has been turned off, and no longer turn around to wait for the familiar figure to appear at the door

Until the end of the movie, no one came back. Nan Jiu stared at the screen, her eyes were a little blurred, some vague shadows flickered there, and then the surroundings were quiet, the big screen turned black, and the lights went out

In the end, the heat flow in the eyes, decided to mention it

At the beginning, she didn't make any sound, she bit her lips tightly, and a fishy taste spread in her mouth. Nan Jiu leaned back on the seat, and slowly heard the sound of crying, and then Finally unable to suppress it, he covered his chest and slapped it lightly, as if something was blocking it, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and then the crying sound that was close to howling echoed in the movie hall

The screen is black, the crowd has dispersed, only her, only her

The staff outside the arena also seemed to have heard the movement, and two inquiring people came in, the lights were suddenly turned on, and the light was lit again. Nan Jiu subconsciously wanted to avoid these lights, but found that it was inevitable, so she had to squat down. Squatting down in the narrow aisle, the crying still hasn't stopped

"Miss, are you okay?"

"What happened to her?"

"I do not know"

The voice next to her ear was unfamiliar, it was the sound of anxious discussion, Nan Jiu raised her head, her eyes that were red and swollen from crying fell into the eyes of those strangers, she stood up when the staff members were discussing countermeasures body

There are still tears in the corners of his eyes, and his cheeks are also wet. His expression is at a loss, and he staggers and wants to escape from here.

"What's wrong with you?"

Still with that concerned tone, Nan Jiu shook her head and said in a choked voice

"I'm fine, it's just that the movie is too touching"

That's right, it's just touching, that's all, gray hair overnight, so touching, so hurtful, so compared, I don't like her much, at least not to the point where her hair turns gray, isn't it?

In comparison, I am lucky

Thinking about it this way, shouldn't you be happy?Shouldn't you be happy?Should I be glad?

The author has something to say:

Thanks to the little angels who have been watching. After more than a month, this article is a perfect ending for me.

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