maddened

Although he didn't understand what happened, Hua Gangsheng was stunned for a moment, and chose to stop Hua Jingsheng's attack again.

He forcefully pulled the man away from Lu Depei, and stood beside him unsteadily, "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong?" Hua Jingsheng stared, gritted his teeth until his cheeks swelled up, grinding his teeth until they rattled.

He grabbed Hua Gangsheng's wrist with his backhand, and said every word, "Are you crazy? Still want to hang out with him? Did he force you! Tell me!"

Hua Gangsheng was left speechless by his angry questioning.

He lowered his eyes and silently looked at Rudpay, who had a painful expression on his face, and then found that the other party was also staring at him nervously, with an inexplicable light in his eyes.

"Brother...can we talk about it when we go back?"

"What else is there to say!"

Hua Jingsheng let go of the hand that was holding his wrist, and pointed at the person slowly getting up from the ground, his fingers trembling slightly, "It's him who caused you to be like this, and you still protect him? Have you forgotten Xia?" How did Qing die, huh?"

Hua Gangsheng's face turned pale all of a sudden.

These words pierced straight into his heart like a knife. He stared blankly at Hua Jingsheng who was full of anger, his lips twitched slightly, trying to say something, but he couldn't make a sound.

Xia Qing...

He did not forget.

How could he forget?

Lu Depei's face also became extremely ugly in an instant because of this topic. He staggered, as if he wanted to come over and reach out to grab someone, but Hua Gangsheng subconsciously avoided him.

The empty hand just froze in mid-air, and the air seemed to freeze in an instant.

"I haven't forgotten..." Hua Gangsheng blinked, looking like he wanted to laugh, but his sad mood prevented him from laughing, so the expression on his face was distorted into a strange look, which seemed rather Somewhat scary.

"I killed her, how dare I forget."

Lu Depei saw the other party burst into tears, his heart was in a mess, he didn't care about the pain in his body, he took a step forward and said, "No, the person I killed has nothing to do with you!"

His voice seemed to be trembling a little, but he didn't even realize it.

Hua Jingsheng also realized that he was not choosing what to say, and his angry expression was immediately covered by panic.

He hurriedly grabbed Hua Gangsheng's arm again and let the other party focus on himself, "No... Brother is wrong, Xia Qing's matter has nothing to do with you, the culprit is not you, I'm sorry, Gangsheng, don't you Take everything on yourself again, big brother doesn't mean that."

Hua Gangsheng closed his eyes, he wanted to hold back, but all the things during these days were piled up in his heart, no one told him, and he had nowhere to vent, which made him miserable, and he really couldn't help it.

Hua Jingsheng's questioning was like a sharp awl, which poked a hole in the illusion of peace he worked so hard to maintain, exposing the scar that had begun to fester underneath.

Although the best way to heal a festering scar is to clean the abscess above it, it is too painful—

To tear apart the flesh little by little, and then dig out the stains, this kind of pain is not something ordinary people can bear.

Before he could utter a word, he couldn't help but choked up his sobs. Guilt was like an invisible hand, tightly strangling his throat, making him suffocate and unable to breathe.

This problem cannot be avoided anyway.

The name Xia Qing was a scar, deeply engraved in the bottom of his heart, drawing a bloody look, with every stroke, the bones can be seen deep.

Seeing that he did not respond for a long time, Hua Jingsheng couldn't help but cursed in his heart that he was really in a daze.

When he came here, he didn't expect Hong Kong Sheng to be here. When he saw the two of them together, everything he saw in that corner immediately appeared in his mind. Such a scene almost made his sanity go away. The flames of anger were burnt out——

Knowing that Hong Kong Sheng had a heart-to-heart with this matter, but he just said such a thing.

He almost wanted to slap himself hard.

"Hong Kong student, don't cry, don't cry, or we can talk about it when we go back..." Hua Jingsheng was so frightened that he was at a loss. Like a child who has done something wrong and is waiting to be criticized.

His tone sounded like he was coaxing a child, and it was really ridiculous, "Brother has a stinky mouth and talks all kinds of nonsense. If you are angry with him, just slap me. Don't think about it."

Hua Gangsheng closed his eyes, shook his head in silence, and tried to force a smile, but it was uglier than crying.

He waved his hands weakly and said softly, "I'm tired and want to go home."

Hua Jingsheng answered the question almost immediately: "Okay, okay, let's go home now, have a good sleep, and don't think about anything."

But hearing these words in Rudpei's ears, he heard a different meaning.How happy the moment of joy just now made him, how panicked he is now.

Without even thinking about it, he grabbed Hua Gangsheng's arm, his face was white, and his eyes were fixed on him, "I'm sorry..."

Hua Jingsheng reached out to push his hand away, but he pulled it so tightly that he couldn't push it no matter how hard he pushed.

"Let go! What are you doing!"

Lu Depei's expression almost collapsed completely, his eyes widened, his face was pale, and he felt cramps in his stomach, but he didn't look at anyone or care, just stared at Hua Gangsheng's bowed head, Then whispered: "Don't go."

How much pleading is hidden in this sentence, only those who heard it can understand.

He didn't care how ugly he looked, he just tried to keep his figure to the minimum, and repeated to the other party in a pleading tone: "I'm sorry... I was wrong."

"Don't go..."

"do not leave me."

A sentence of pleading words hit Hua Gangsheng's heart like a stone, and like a stumbling block, they stopped him, making him almost unable to move.

But Hua Jingsheng wasn't even half moved by this.

He didn't have much affection for Lu Depei, and he looked down on him because of these things. At this moment, if he didn't pull him away quickly, he might not be able to help but beat him up again later. people -

To him, those words of begging were just evidence of the other party's crime, and he would not be moved by it at all.

Lu Depei watched helplessly as Hua Jingsheng had dragged him to the door, and the panic and despair in his heart almost made him unable to control himself.

If you really let the other party go like this...

How could he still have a chance in the future.

If he has been using tough methods, how could he get this person completely?Doing that will only push people further and further apart, and it will be a painful torture for both of them.

——But if this person is lost, what is the point of his life?

He just wanted someone of his own who could warm his whole life, so that he would no longer live in the boundless darkness like the past 20 years, with no hope in sight.

Is such a small wish wrong?

Others can have it, why can't he have it?

What did he do wrong?

The light that had melted into his body was abruptly pulled out of his body, as if tearing every inch of his nerves, and then pulling it out from under the flesh.

It hurt like hell.

Lu Depei felt that his heart was about to be crushed by invisible hands. He shouted not to leave, not to leave him, but the man was still dragged away bit by bit.

"elder brother!"

Perhaps he wanted to fight for the last ray of hope, because he was so scared that he finally couldn't control himself and shouted this title tremblingly.

However, at this moment, a startled female voice interrupted abruptly——

"What are you doing here?"