Don't run after school next door!

Fang Xun's health was always good, but this time he had a severe fever. After taking the medicine, his temperature didn't drop for a whole day.He was exhausted and just wanted to sleep, but Jiang Yue was afraid that he might have a fever, so he took him out without saying a word.

It was almost nine o'clock when he arrived at the hospital, and there were not many people in the infusion hall. He leaned against the cold back of the chair and covered himself with the small blanket brought by Jiang Yue.Jiang Yue wrapped him tightly, the blanket went around his neck, and the corners were tucked behind his back.He thought he must look a little funny.

There was a young couple sitting next door, the girl was getting an infusion, her head rested on her boyfriend's shoulder, and his hand was held in his hand to keep her warm.Fang Xun heard their conversations from time to time.

"Your face is so red."

"Of course it's red when you have a fever."

"So angry, you have never blushed so much at me!"

"Why do you eat this kind of vinegar?"

"Just eat, damn virus, get out of here."

Fang Xun smiled lightly.

The girl was very keen, and realized that someone had heard her, she was so ashamed that she glanced at Fang Xun and quickly buried her face in her boyfriend's shoulder, and smashed his chest with the hand that was not infused.

The boy hugged her, smiled and coaxed gently: "It's all right."

Jiang Yue went to the tea room to help him get the hot water, and Fang Xun felt a little sour when he was away now.

He lowered his head, buried half of his face in the blanket, and sighed quietly.

How could you have that kind of dream?

Many fragments appeared in his mind.Lin Zan sang on his shoulder after drunk, Lin Zan's hand holding the perfume bottle, Lin Zan looked at him and said, "Let's try to understand each other more", Lin Zan shed tears because of him...

Could it be that the tears were the problem?

It's so nasty.Every gesture and every word in the dream was so obscene that it was unacceptable.

Fang Xun finally recovered after three days of intravenous drip.But his heart was always covered with a layer of gloom, and he was restless because of that dream.

When Lin Zan called, they hadn't contacted each other for several days. Seeing the names on the screen, he couldn't help but panicked, feeling guilty for a while.

He still doesn't know how to face all this, how to face Lin Zan.

"Hi." His voice was low.

But Lin Zan said eagerly: "Why do you have a fever? Are you feeling better? Why didn't you tell me, if it wasn't for the election today, I wouldn't know about it."

"I'm fine, I'm fine." Fang Xun felt guilty towards Lin Zan, and he had to repent for his random lust, but he couldn't control his emotions when he heard Lin Zan's voice. Hearing the abnormality, he deliberately turned a little cold.

Some things are cut and can never be stitched back together.

Lin Zan's voice became less excited, and he asked again: "Why didn't you tell me?" He didn't even reply to the WeChat messages he sent to him in the past few days.

"I'm afraid you're worried." Fang Xun heard his grievances, and said quickly, "I'm fine, I'm fine."

"Let me see you, are you in the hospital or at home?"

Fang Xun was even a little afraid to see him now, and said, "It's all over, don't worry."

Maybe the dodge in his words was too obvious, Lin Zan was silent for a while, and then said: "OK."

The phone hangs up.

Fang Xun held the phone, his brows slowly frowning.

The sense of guilt and self-loathing kept deepening, and he didn't know how to face this strange self.Although he was in the restless period of youth, he had never had that need.There are only a handful of movies I have watched, and I have never had any deviant thoughts about anyone, why just...

grass.He dropped the phone and buried his head in his arms.

Moreover, Lin Zan seemed to be angry just now.Who is not angry?I made a special call to care about a person's condition, but that person was cold and indifferent, as if my concern was superfluous, so I must be very angry.

He must be red-eyed with anger, and after saying "OK", he threw the phone away, and then slammed the sofa hard.

Fang Xun thought half of him that he was a little cute, but when he realized that his thoughts were going astray, fear surged up again.

He found Lin Zan cute more and more frequently.

Every time Lin Zan ran towards him, he seemed to be floating on a cloud, his body soft and joyful.And he always longed for Lin Zan to come to him.

He thought, such a person makes me happy just appearing in front of him, but I miss him so much.

I'm really, really sick.

The most disgusting thing was that after having a dream that night, his body remembered that feeling, and he repeated that behavior in his dreams for the next few nights.

During the day, he wished to beat himself up, and angrily told himself not to fucking think about it.At night, all the deepest and most straightforward desires jumped out, reveling, revealing how many dirty and true thoughts he had.The more he wants to restrain and endure, the more the strange Fang Xun in the dream wants him to see how crazy he really is.

Fang Xun couldn't take it anymore.

Even Du Rui couldn't help but said to him during the break: "Brother Xun, control yourself, your fever just came down. Look at your dark circles and complexion, tsk."

Fang Xun grabbed him and asked him to come closer. He gritted his teeth and asked, "I always want to see people cry. What's wrong?"

Du Rui looked surprised, and after a while he laughed and said, "You pervert."

He just said it casually, but Fang Xun's heart sank.He let go of Du Rui and cursed lightly with a smile.

But the heart is very uncomfortable.It really is perverted.

In the dream, Lin Zan was crying so much, he was still so excited.Every night, appreciate his tears.

Those unknown tendencies, those evil thoughts that he thought would never happen to him, came towards him aggressively after seeing Lin Zan's tears.

……

In the blink of an eye, the weekend came. It was the day when Fang Xun made an appointment with the guests to shoot. He originally wanted Lin Zan to come and help, so the two of them could stay together.But now he didn't have the face to see Lin Zan at all, so he went out alone with his camera and light.

The environment in the homestay is very good, and the light is also good.Fang Xun himself hired a stylist to do hair and makeup for the guests, and he sat aside and waited before the shooting started.

The customer named Yuan Yuan was very beautiful, and the stylist praised her for her good skin while applying makeup, so she bent her eyes and smiled.But her eyes always fell on Fang Xun, and she kept chatting with him.

Fang Xun hadn't been in a good mood this week, listening to her speech made him feel bored, but he knew in his heart that it was just venting his anger, so he forcibly endured it.

It's just that Yuan Yuan is really a girl who talks a lot, and she knows she is beautiful, and she is used to seeing other people's tolerance for beautiful women, so Fang Xun can't bear that kind of gleeful energy.

After the makeup was done, the stylist was helping her with her hair, so she asked Fang Xun with her chin in her hand, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

Fang Xun glanced out the window coldly and said, "No."

Yuan Yuan laughed heartily, turned around and said to the stylist, "I don't have a girlfriend even if I'm so handsome, I immediately feel balanced."

The stylist gently tugged at her hair to keep her still, and said in a slightly angry tone on purpose: "What are you balancing? I think your vision is too high."

Yuan Yuan looked at Fang Xun unabashedly: "Maybe, my vision is quite high."

Fang Xun was a little absent-minded and didn't notice her eyes.

Yuan Yuan was not discouraged, and kept talking to Fang Xun. Seeing that he was unwilling to talk about personal issues, he brought up photography.

She should have been paying attention to Fang Xun for a long time, and she is very familiar with many of his films, she can tell every detail, and she looks admiring.Such a guest, although Fang Xun is not very able to resist, still can't say too indifferent words to her.

After the styling was done, the stylist left first, and Yuan Yuan told Fang Xun that she needed to change her clothes when she was ready to shoot.

Fang Xun looked at the brand new floral dress on her body: "Don't you want to wear this?"

Yuan Yuan laughed, her well-brushed eyelashes cast shadows in the sun, and her cheeks were not just blush: "I brought clothes specially for shooting."

Fang Xun frowned slightly, and said, "Then you'd better be careful, don't mess up your makeup and hairstyle."

"Got it." She lifted her bag and briskly entered the bathroom.

She didn't bring her friends with her, and she made an appointment at a homestay. Fang Xun was a little annoyed for a while, and should have asked the stylist to stay a little longer, so as to avoid suspicion.

Although this sounds ridiculous, Hou Xun breathed a sigh of relief when she came out.She changed into a white suspender skirt, which was not very revealing.

When the filming started, she sat down next to the piano and played a few times casually.She is not very afraid of the camera, she behaves fairly naturally, and the filming went smoothly.

After changing a few places, Fang Xun became focused as soon as she entered the working state. She didn't talk much, and only guided her to make more beautiful poses.

An hour later, Yuan Yuan sat down on the bed and took a breath: "Ah, I didn't expect to be so tired taking pictures."

Fang Xun smiled without making a sound, and flipped through the photos in the camera.

"Hey, let me see it too!" Yuan Yuan called him dissatisfied, and waved at him.

Fang Xun looked at the bed, hesitated for a while, then walked over and stood by the bed to show her.He is tall, and Yuan Yuan is sitting, so it is not very convenient to see him, she pouted: "Why are you like this!"

Before Fang Xun leaned down/showed her body, she sat up on her own knees, spontaneously took one of Fang Xun's arms, and muttered: "How did I see that just now?"

Fang Xun subconsciously hid for a while, but Yuan Yuan held him back and urged, "Turn over to the next one, okay?"

Fang Xun patiently showed her the photos, and she became excited looking at the photos, and then praised Fang Xun: "Is this me? You can take pictures. My mother, I look good."

Fang Xun flipped through the pictures very slowly, and then asked her if she had any comments, and she could improve it later when shooting again.

Yuan Yuan shook his head: "It's so pretty, there's no need to change it."

Fang Xun was about to say "Then let's continue" when he felt something soft stick to his arm and rub against it.

It took him two seconds to realize what it was. Like an electric shock, he slammed Yuan Yuan away: "I'm sorry!"

Yuan Yuan glanced at him before slowly laughing again, her lips were long and drawn into a crooked line when she smiled.The bright lips with lipstick opened again: "Aren't you tired of taking pictures for a long time?"

It's not that Fang Xun can't understand the hints, but he would rather he didn't understand. "I just take pictures."

Yuan Yuan's complexion changed little by little, she was half lying on the bed, shaking her left foot: "Isn't it?"

She wasn't as good-tempered as before, she mocked bluntly: "Virgin? Or, only do it with people you like?"

Fang Xun turned his eyes away: "It's none of your business."

"Okay." Yuan Yuan didn't put on an air anymore, just like a mature adult, he thought he was kind and gave advice, "Little friend, you will know from now on that men are not such lofty animals."

Before Fang Xun could say anything else, she said coldly: "Go out, I want to wear underwear."

grass.Fang Xun closed his eyes, turned around, grabbed the light stand and walked out.He walked in a hurry and bumped into a corner of the piano, causing his leg to burn and hurt.

Yuan Yuan let out a mocking sneer behind him again.

He went all the way downstairs, stepped on the wooden stairs with a loud creaking sound, and hurried out of the hotel.

As soon as he went out, he immediately opened the wechat interface with Yuanyuan and transferred the previous deposit back to her.

fuck.

He cursed another swear word in his heart, and he didn't know what to say.

The whole person seemed to have been splashed with a layer of sticky glue, and it was terribly uncomfortable to stick to his body, but he couldn't get rid of it no matter what.He immediately grabbed the camera again, and deleted all the photos he took before, thinking that she didn't...

fuck you.

Fang Xun was walking indiscriminately on the road, carrying the lamp stand like that, the lamp was not turned off, and the camera was still hanging around his neck, which was very heavy, but he didn't seem to respond.

He walked until he reached a crossroad, and walked across the zebra crossing against the surprised eyes of passers-by. When he reached the opposite side, he took a deep breath, turned off the light, removed the light from the tripod, put away his things and put them in the in the bag.

He stood there for a full 10 minutes.

It was four o'clock in the afternoon, and the sun was still vicious, shining mercilessly on his back and the back of his neck.In the scorching weather, his heart was also burning hot, a little sick, and the impact was not small.

However, this is completely different from the impulse towards Lin Zan.Facing the temptation, he was flustered, but he didn't want to bow his head to the temptation at all.

This kind of temptation is like a poisonous snake, with beautiful patterns and gorgeous snake letters, which stimulates the senses, but only makes him want to escape.

Lin Zan didn't tempt him at all.As long as he smiles and cries, Fang Xun can't walk anymore, and he is willing to indulge and indulge.

Why is that?

Fang Xun stood up straight suddenly, took out his mobile phone from his bag, and sent Lin Zan a WeChat message: Where are you?

It took a while before Lin Zan replied to him: I'm taking tutoring, what's the matter?

Fang Xun replied immediately: Where is the cram school?

Lin Zan sent him a location, and asked suspiciously: What happened?

Fang Xun raised his face and let the sun shine on his face completely. After completing this strange ceremony, he lowered his head and typed: I really want to see you.

After getting out of the car, Fang Xun went straight to the elevator of the old building, and pressed the button with his finger. The cram school was on the second floor, but he couldn't wait to walk.He felt that his head was full of various opinions, which were opposed to each other, collided, and quarreled endlessly.

He squeezed his hands secretly. Although they hadn't contacted each other since the last phone call, and the relationship was a little stiff, but now his desire to see Lin Zan remained undiminished. He really missed Lin Zan's smell and temperature too much.

"Fang Xun." As soon as the elevator arrived, Lin Zan stopped him.He had just walked down the stairs, and he was standing at the exit of the stairwell, with his back turned to him.

Fang Xun froze for a few seconds, but did not turn around immediately.

Lin Zan called him again: "Fang Xun?"

Fang Xun then turned to look at him.He didn't pause, just glanced at him and immediately walked towards him.

"Fang Xun." Lin Zan called him again, but his wrist was suddenly grabbed, and he walked several steps inside.

The lights in the stairwell were voice-activated, and suddenly turned on at this moment.

Fang Xun held Lin Zan's hand tightly, lowered his head and looked at him seriously, but remained silent.

Lin Zan didn't know what was wrong with him, so he could only look up at him, but he vaguely sensed that Fang Xun's mood at this moment was very complicated.Last time he was sick, but refused Lin Zan's visit, what's going on now?

There was no sound, the lights went out again, and the narrow stairwell was windowless and dark.Two pairs of eyes glowed slightly, blinking in the darkness.

"Didn't you wear perfume today?" After a while, Lin Zan heard Fang Xun's hoarse voice.

"Well," he also lowered his voice, without turning on the lights, "no spray."

"Then why is it still smelling so good?" Fang Xun moved closer to his neck, spraying his warm breath on his neck.

Lin Zan didn't know how to answer him, but just wanted to ask him "what's the matter", before he could ask, Fang Xun put his arms around his waist, buried his head in the crook of his neck, and said in a low voice: "I am here today. Stumped by a question."

Lin Zan's heart skipped a beat. He thought and thought, and almost couldn't escape thinking about the extremely frustrating question last time.Thinking of Fang Xun's attitude these past few days, his heart froze again.

Lin Zan felt cold. He couldn't predict what kind of question Fang Xun was going to say, but in this situation, Fang Xun's state prevented him from guessing in a good direction.

Lin Zan secretly took a deep breath and asked, "What's the problem?"

"Is it only for those who like it?" Fang Xun said.

"En?" Lin Zan slightly opened his eyes in confusion.

Fang Xun straightened up suddenly and looked at him.

There was a strong signal in his eyes, which made Lin Zan's heart beat wildly even in the dark.

"Fang—" He tried to pronounce Fang Xun's name again.

But before he woke up Fang Xun's reason, he first woke up the voice-activated light.The moment the light was bright, something soft was attached to his lips, and Fang Xun pinched his chin and kissed it.

A trembling, electric feeling came between the two of them.

Fang Xun looked deeply at Lin Zan's eyes with trembling eyelashes that were closed due to the stimulation of the light, and he figured out the essence of the problem in an instant.

Indeed, only facing Lin Zan.He's less brazen, less dirty, less perverted.

All his sexuality and obsessions were ignited for the first time in his life, all because of Lin Zan.All the tranquility and impulsiveness of this young body also came from him.

The reason turned out to be as simple as this: he likes Lin Zan.