Don't run after school next door!

Jiang Yue looked at him in disbelief, love?Her son said he loved a man?

She was both angry and disappointed: "At your age, what do you know about love?"

"Why don't I understand?" Fang Xun said calmly, "It has nothing to do with age."

"You're just messing around!" Jiang Yue snapped at him.She has always obeyed the other party's advice, took care of his daily life, and met all his requirements, but what kind of joke is he playing about this kind of thing!

"Is that Lin Zan coaxing you?" She anxiously searched for all kinds of evidence in her mind, "You have been staying out at night this semester, have you gone to his place?"

She looked too flustered and embarrassed, which made Fang Xun feel a little uncomfortable. He explained: "Mom, there is no such thing as coaxing anyone, we are just in a normal relationship."

Jiang Yue yelled: "How is that possible! How can you like men?"

She almost never yelled at Fang Xun. After yelling, she felt distressed. She approached and grabbed his arm tightly with both hands, and begged in a good voice: "Son, don't learn those things. You are still so young, mother." I don't want you to learn from those bastards, this is not a fashionable thing!"

"Mom," Fang Xun's head was covered with a piece of wet cotton, he hated Jiang Yue's tone so much, "Let's have a good talk. You should sort out your emotions first, don't be so excited."

"You're going to be gay, how can I not be excited!" Jiang Yue said brokenly.

But Fang Xun gently pressed her shoulder and pushed her to the chair in front of the desk.He was so calm and steady, which made Jiang Yue extremely uneasy, so that after he let go, Jiang Yue herself fell like a deflated ball.

She raised her eyelids desolately: "How do you talk about it?"

Seeing that her anger was about to rise again, she took a deep breath, put her right hand on her chest and said, "I can't accept it."

She clarified her position first, and Fang Xun didn't seem to be affected at all.He sat across from her and said slowly: "Mom, sexual orientation can't be changed. I just like boys, but it doesn't affect anything. Because even if I like girls, I won't have children. No matter the partner is It doesn't make much difference to me whether it's a man or a woman."

"What will you do when you get old without children!" He broke Jiang Yue's heart as soon as he came, children are the most important thing.

Jiang Yue looked at him and said sadly: "You don't understand at all! When you get old, you will be alone and no one will take care of you. How can your mother feel relieved?"

"Then you gave birth to me to support you?" Fang Xun asked her.

"How can you say that!" Jiang Yue trembled with anger, "Mom is just for your own good. I don't ask you to give me a pension, I just want you to live well."

Fang Xun still looked calm: "Yes, I know. You are working hard for my good, and you are working hard for me. What about my son, don't I need to work hard for him in the future?"

"You don't understand the heart of your parents at all. I work hard for you, isn't it my own will? As long as you are good, I will not feel tired no matter how hard I work."

"But I'm not, I'll feel tired." Fang Xun paused, and then returned to the topic, "I don't need someone to support me in the old age, and I don't want to spend energy to take care of children."

Jiang Yue looked at him disappointedly: "Marrying and having children is a life process. Fang Xun, don't think that you are a god at a young age. You will regret it in the future if you do these wrong things now."

Fang Xun raised his chin slightly: "There are so many people in the world who have never gotten married and had children. Why do I have to get married and have children?"

"Those people are lunatics!" Jiang Yue's face was full of disgust, "If you don't have children, you are sick."

Fang Xun stared at her for a few seconds, then said in a low voice, "Then just pretend I'm sick too."

"Fang Xun!"

Fang Xun sighed, but he didn't want to argue with her anymore.If a person's deep-rooted thoughts in his heart can be reversed in a few words, he and Jiang Yue will have become the most harmonious mother and child.

He has already foreseen this kind of scene, and no one can convince anyone, this is the normal state of life.But he has already promised Lin Zan that they will work hard to get their parents' approval.

"Mom." So he said again, "My feelings for Lin Zan are absolutely sincere. I don't think homosexuality is fun, and I don't hate girls. I just like him and want to be with him. We will be with most of the world. Just like lovers, they are loyal to each other and spend a lifetime together. It’s just such a simple love, don’t think that we are all boys, what is wrong with us?”

"How could I not want the fact that you are all boys!" she roared, "I don't care about others, they like boys as much as they like, you are my son, you can't!"

Fang Xun waited quietly for her to catch her breath and saw that she had recovered a little before saying, "Mom, you actually know that you can't control me."

It was a sad thing he said.But it is indeed true, from childhood to adulthood, he has made his own decisions on everything.

"I'm sorry." He bowed deeply to her.

For Fang Xun, coming out is not a terrible thing, and he doesn't care if Jiang Yue doesn't accept it.It's just that this kind of thing will definitely make her feel extremely painful.

Concealment is a method, but it has a limited time limit, and the longer it is to hide it, the more sad it will be for her.

Fang Xun knew this result from the moment he understood his sexuality.He admitted that he was a little indifferent towards Jiang Yue.He will feel uneasy because of Jiang Yue's pain, but he will never force himself to be an obedient child and like girls because he is concerned about her feelings.

He is very indifferent to the relationship between mother and child.

It is precisely because of this that he said to Lin Zan before, "Whatever I want, I rely on myself to get it. Because it is never as easy to expect others as it is to expect yourself."

He didn't have such a strong desire to let Jiang Yue understand him.After all, he doesn't believe in understanding between people.

And Jiang Yue was obviously shocked, she understood, otherwise, she wouldn't pretend that she didn't know that she found out about him and Lin Zan.She couldn't win back her son's heart, and the only breakthrough was Lin Zan.

Now, Fang Xun abruptly blocked her another breakthrough.If she went to trouble Lin Zan, Fang Xun would definitely turn against her.

Jiang Yue has never been so exhausted and helpless as at this moment.

But she can't accept it, she can't accept it!

"You will regret it." Jiang Yue's eyes were red, staring at Fang Xun in despair, "You will definitely regret it."

Fang Xun said lightly: "I will not regret it. I will not regret anything I do. Regret is meaningless. No one can do wrong things. If they do something wrong, they will do it wrong."

"You said you won't regret it," Jiang Yue laughed coldly, laughing at his childishness, "Well, even if you don't regret it, you can guarantee that he won't regret it? Don't you love him? You can accept him in the future To marry and have children, to abandon you?"

Her words were sharp and ironic: You don't even believe your mother's words, so you believe him?

That's right.Fang Xun Lianrong said flatly but firmly: "Lin Zan will not regret it."

Fang Xun would only trust Lin Zan.Lin Zan said that they will understand each other, so they will.Lin Zan said that they will not be separated, so they will not be separated.

Jiang Yue's face was ashen, and she was saddened by his complete trust in her lover.Her son was always in a position of resistance to her, and she couldn't get him to open up to her no matter what.She treats him carefully, like caring for the bud of a flower, but this flower never blooms for her!

She lowered her head and said in a hoarse voice, "When I was with your dad, I also thought that I would not regret it in the future."

It was the first time she mentioned her feelings for her ex-husband directly to her son.A piece of snow suddenly drifted into my heart, and the snow flakes swayed and fell on the tip of my heart. The coolness was not too sharp, but it still made her nearly 50 years old sad.For most of my life, I can't erase that coldness.

She knew what it was like to regret. She had stayed up all night, shed tears, gritted her teeth and hated someone who would never think of her.

Therefore, she does not accept it, and it is impossible for her to accept it from the perspective of love or family affection.She shook her head slowly, showing her old age for a while.

Fang Xun was silent for a while.He didn't want to poke Jiang Yue's heart anymore, it made her feel uncomfortable.

"Mom." He called her patiently and softly.

Jiang Yue's eyes were full of tears, and she looked at him flickeringly.

"I believe you will see a good ending. I will always be with Lin Zan, we will live happily, and we will take care of and support each other without children. Can you give it a try? Get in touch with Lin Zan more , you will know how good he is, and you will like him."

He speaks with real, touching, sincere.

However, a basin of cold water splashed back on him.Jiang Yue said word by word: "I will never accept you and him."

She wiped away her tears, twisted her neck and walked out.

Fang Xun watched her disappear behind the door, and soon, the sound of the door lock turning.She took away the key that had been stuck in the door and locked him.

Fang Xun walked quickly to the door, and said helplessly to the other side: "Mom, there is no need for such a thing."

Jiang Yue's voice was hoarse and unpleasant: "You just stay here and don't go out for a few days. I will ask the unit for leave to correct your wrong thoughts."

Fang Xun said nothing more.

It's normal for Jiang Yue to have such a reaction, he doesn't expect her to make much concession.Other parents would probably be crazier than her when encountering such a thing.

Now it seems that the only way he can rely on is to boil the frog in warm water.The mother and son are constantly suffering, and after a long time, they will become numb.

On this day, Fang Xun realized his love for Lin Zan more deeply.At the same time, he saw his indifference even more.He had to sympathize with Jiang Yue. Although he was in pain in this incident, Jiang Yue must have been hit a thousand times harder than him.

At the thought of this emotional imbalance, he suddenly felt more complicated and depressed than coming out.

Why does he love Lin Zan, who was originally a stranger, but not so much his mother who gave birth to him?