Every time love is overturned

"Now you can see clearly that they don't have as deep affection for you as you imagined."

After the battle started, it fell into chaos, because the people present were all supernatural beings, and except for the supernatural powers that were not separated from the medium itself, everyone else needed to compete with their own supernatural powers. confrontation.And because of the dense fog, gradually everyone had to disperse.

At the beginning of the battle, he grabbed my hand and ran out of the mansion away from the battlefield, and then stopped in a place where the fog was relatively thin after running for a while.He turned to look at me sternly, and said such a sentence.

"what?"

I was taken aback by Chuya's words, but I still didn't understand what he was talking about.It seems that because of my reaction, Zhongya became even more angry. He took a deep breath to restrain his emotions, and then said to me: "Although I don't know how this plan will end in the end, but Yayoi, you will only cause trouble if you do this. Your own greater pain."

"I don't understand what you're talking about." I tried to shake off his hand, but Chuya's hand was tightly clenched and I couldn't shake it off.

"Don't be stupid! Do you think I don't know what you did behind my back!" He seemed to be on the verge of breaking out, but he was still trying to restrain his emotions. "Dazai, Akutagawa, and even Kunikida from the detective agency, oh, is there Odasaku?"

"Is that Ayatsuji pedestrian also your goal? How many people do you want to provoke? Is being loved by others your ultimate goal? Is it just me?"

I was frozen in place by his explosive words, when did he see through my purpose, did someone tell Zhongye, or did he realize it himself?

Chuya is not a particularly good-tempered person, but because of his usual upbringing, he has always been gentle and tolerant to me.However, since his favorability was restarted once, his attitude towards me has become different.

I can't answer Chuya's question because he's right, but I can't admit it.

Seeing that I was speechless, Chuya seemed to be sure that his guess was right, so he continued: "I'm not blind, I can't see the way those people look at you. But I've been thinking, You are not the kind of girl who plays with people's hearts, so I have always believed in you. The reason why I opposed your plan before, except for organizational reasons, is that you are playing too much. They don't know your mood, but I know !"

"What do you know!" I retorted him, "You don't know anything, don't act like you know me best, I don't know myself!"

"I just said that because I knew it!" Zhong Ye yelled louder than me, "How long do you think the two of us have been together? It's been seven years since I was 15 years old! And in these seven years, the two of us have been alone Spend more time with each other than any of them spend with you!"

"Do you know that you sleep in the middle of the night and talk in your dreams and have nightmares? You don't know, but I know, I know that you have been deceiving people from the beginning." The fluctuations of supernatural powers began to appear around Chuya's feet, and he was a little bit confused at this moment. I couldn't restrain my emotions, but I was still trying to restrain myself and talk to me rationally. "But it doesn't matter. I thought I was an intolerable person, but I found that it doesn't matter anymore."

This is the first time I heard that I would have nightmares and talk in my sleep at night.If these words were said by others, I would definitely not believe them, but Zhong would not lie to me either.Among all the people, only the original Alice and Chuya slept with me at night, so it was at that time that Chuya heard my dream talk?

I couldn't keep the expression on my face anymore, so I asked him self-destructively, "Then what did I say?"

Zhong also didn't seem to want to mention this matter, but he still said frankly: "You called a person's name in your dream, many times."

My heart tightened, and my voice became trembling: "I, whose name did I call?"

"Yuichi." The name of someone who shouldn't be here appeared in Chuya's mouth, but after he said this name, his whole spirit relaxed, as if some burden had been lifted. "I've checked, and there is no one named Yuanyi in this world that you will know. So this person is the memory of your previous life."

I was still thinking about how to lie, and in the end I found an excuse for the name that shouldn't appear.Is the substitute doll finally found out, but I never remember that I had a dream about Yuanyi, at least I didn't dream of him in my dream.

It seems that Zhong also has to clarify with me what he has been saying for a long time today, so he continued: "I have always been a little bit brooding in my heart. After all, you had some ambiguities with Dazai and others before, forget it. I can forgive everything that happened in the past. Anyway, these people never appeared in your uncontrollable dreams, but this 'Yuan Yi' is different."

"I was very concerned about this at first, but the leader knew about it." Chuya looked at me, his expression gradually becoming gentle, "He told me not to care about this, because you, Yayoi, are also the embodiment of supernatural powers. So the person you called in your dream is likely to be the person you liked before the supernatural power materialized. And the obsession with love remains until now, so you will subconsciously seek the person you like."

I really want to refute that I didn't regard you as Yuanyi's substitute, after all, Yuanyi is completely different from you.But I don't need to explain this misunderstanding. After all, there is no Yuanyi in this world, and it is not an exaggeration to say that they are lovers in previous lives.

"So after you figured it out later, didn't you care about the fact that I cheated and hooked up with Dazai and others behind your back?" I asked Chuya, and then felt that the color of his black hat was always changing, "Because I thought they didn't Is it a climate?"

Chuya sneered: "You are waiting for the love of others to save you. Do you think Dazai or Akutagawa, who among them will tolerate you like me? They know you as well as I do, and know what you like and don't like. what?"

"When you and Akutagawa were trapped in the room, Dazai told me that they asked you to clarify yourself in front of that mortal ability from the very beginning. It was because they knew that you would not be killed by that ability, but because I It's your boyfriend, or a community of interests of the same organization. So I will never do anything that hurts you, and at the same time, I don't even think about it!"

Zhong also looked directly into my eyes: "Because I have made a decision after knowing so many things before, no matter what kind of person you are, I will accept you, because I love you, do you understand!"

This sentence was so deafening that it made me dizzy.My face turned red uncontrollably, and then I couldn't speak fluently: "You, you, are you an idiot! I have done so many things that I'm sorry to you, and yet you still, still fall in love with me. Are you My mind is not clear!"

It's over, it's over, it's over!I can't stand this kind of straight ball the most. Honest people are too scary. You can't parry when you hit the straight ball directly at every turn. The solid basic skills are really full of fluff.

Zhong also showed an expression of guessing: "I've got it right, what Akutagawa said to you will make you feel bad. Every time you think, you will subconsciously blink twice. If this matter It’s hard for you, you will bite your lip. When the mansion was restored to its original state, you almost bit your lower lip, do you think I didn’t see it?”

I was completely stunned, because I have heard this sentence before, who said the same thing... Ah, it was Yan Sheng who said it.

"Will you love me and not leave me alone?" I whispered, "Even if you violate your own principles, you will still love me, and will you forgive me no matter what I do?"

Zhong also rolled his eyes: "That's a lie that people with other motives would tell. What more outrageous things can you do? I find it incredible that you have so many shortcomings, and you still like to memorize them." Watch me do things, and finally pretend to be a victim, so that everyone thinks that you are the victim. In fact, only you are the worst, except that your skin is white, and your heart is black. So what do I like about you? Ah, really..."

When he said that, I was about to make a fuss, what is called a heart is completely black, but my heart is a shining red heart, okay (yuck).

"That's really sorry I'm so bad." I retorted angrily.

It seemed that Chuya's courage had been exhausted by saying such straight-ball words, so his face turned red at the moment: "It's nothing good...but none of them have seen you at that time."

I was a little confused by what he said: "When was I?"

"When we first met, you were put in a box." Zhong also said, "Your expression was stiff at that time, but your eyes told me that you were in pain."

I remembered that at that time, after being fed sleepy black tea by Natsuhiko Kyogoku, I stood in the box with stiff muscles for a long time.It was indeed very painful at that time, and I met Chuya in that situation, and he was the one who carried me out of the box.But my pain at that time was due to the discomfort of my body, but the pain I saw was because I felt that I was conveying the pain in my heart.

So what Chuya means is that he had a different impression of me when he first met me, and the reason why these people treat me like that is because everyone has a completely different impression of me. Only seeing different sides of me has caused the current situation.

Everyone only understands what they see, and everyone's parts piece together a complete me. This difference in cognition and perception makes the real me rather confusing.

"Isn't this just like... Rashomon?"

When I came back to my senses, Chuya pulled me forward again, and the time we stood here talking was only a few minutes.He walked in a hurry, and asked me as he walked: "That guy named Tatsuhiko Shibusawa is definitely just using you, what conditions did you promise him?"

I feel that the UI bar is about to appear again at this moment, should I tell Chuya what I promised Shibusawa Ryuhiko now?

The author has something to say: there has never been a plot below the neck, don’t get me wrong

Let’s sort out your impressions of Yayoi. In fact, I really can’t blame Akutagawa and the others for thinking so in the last chapter. Let’s sort it out from the front to the back

Mori Ogai: A beautiful doll who loves his father

Chuya: She is in pain, an existence similar to myself

Dazai: Ome, a little devil with a strange physique

Akutagawa: The Powerful Senior with Charm

Kunikida: A Youthful and Beautiful First Love

Oda: [Information not available yet]

Ayatsuji pedestrian: A seductive woman is like a giant snake that chooses to eat

Ranpo: She's funny, very funny

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko: The Absolutely Perfect Miko-sama

感谢在2020-03-0915:54:29~2020-03-1011:56:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!