Every time love is overturned

It is a happy event to meet an old friend in a foreign land, but the current situation is not quite right...

Holding the bowl in my hand, I glanced cautiously at Yuanyi, then at Yansheng, as quiet as a chicken, not daring to speak.I'm in a panic now, and I'm in a panic.If you want to ask why, of course it is because I didn't expect to see Iwakatsu again, and I brought him back by fate.

"Yayoi, why have you been in a daze and not eating?" Yansheng noticed that I was holding the bowl in a daze, so he smiled slightly, "It seems that you and Yuanyi are doing well now."

Yuanyi didn't speak, but judging from the subtle changes in his expression, he was very happy.After all, it was natural to be happy to see my brother again.I felt that I was making a fuss, so I smiled apologetically, and quickly took two mouthfuls of rice.

Yansheng has grown up a lot compared to when he was young, and he is very calm in both his bearing and his manners.In the conversation during the meal, Yansheng also said lightly that he is now the head of the successor country, and that the daughter Hanako gave birth to had already married before.

"She's doing well, don't worry." Yansheng said to me, "Because Juzhi was worried about Hanako, she also left the successor country as her dowry. I think it's really lonely, after you and Yuanyi left , Hezhen also terminated the employment relationship with Jiguo not long after. I quite like the teacher Hezhen, did he come to you later?"

I shook my head: "I haven't seen him again either."

A trace of loneliness appeared on Yansheng's expression: "That's right, after all, Kazuma is a monk soldier, and it is not easy to survive in this war-torn era. Sometimes I miss being at home, the three of us were there, Then often wake up and find that time is like a dream."

Yuan Yi said gently: "But at least we meet again now, which is good."

Yan Sheng smiled and nodded: "Yeah, that's good."

The two brothers ate this meal with great relish, but I couldn't swallow it.After eating a meal that was too late, Yuanyi had to leave for a while, and Iwakatsu and I were the only ones left in the room.Yuanyi is very big-hearted. He thinks it doesn’t matter if Yansheng and I are alone. After all, the two-choice engagement that was just a joke is long gone, and now the person I like is him, so even if he leaves, it’s okay. It shouldn't matter.

The sound of Yuanyi's footsteps went away, Yansheng stood up and opened the paper door, and the moonlight outside shone in.He turned to me with a smile and said, "It would be better to open the door, shall we talk?"

I was a little nervous, what did I open the door for, to avoid suspicion?But Yansheng's eyes tell me that things are not that simple, what is he going to say?Although it was a questioning tone, the meaning of the words was beyond doubt.

"Well, what do you want to say?" I decided to pretend to be stupid first, and let it go.No matter what Yansheng said, the best way for me now is to get busy and pass the test before talking about other things.

Yan Sheng returned to his seat, sat down, and poured a glass of wine: "As I said just now, my father has only one child after Yuan left. Naturally, I will inherit the country. Although I am a bit self-proclaimed, I am in Really talented in that.”

I remembered the conversations I heard when I went shopping with Ge.It is true that Yansheng is a very good lord, he has such qualities.But his purpose of saying this is definitely not to tell me how good I am now, and I quietly wait for his next words.

Then Yansheng looked at me fixedly: "I have never given up looking for you two, but I couldn't find it no matter how hard I searched. I even sent people to Weiming country, but during the years you left, I couldn't find you. I can't find any trace of the two of you. Yayoi, if Yuanyi didn't accidentally save me this time, would you want to hide from me for the rest of your life?"

"I didn't." I retorted subconsciously, "I don't have the idea of ​​hiding from you for the rest of my life, it's just..."

Yan Sheng drank the second glass of wine: "Now I want to ask you a question, you answer me honestly. This question has been bothering me since I knew you left the monastery, until now I must have an answer."

"Yayoi, did you elope with Enichi because you liked him, or did you leave because you didn't want to marry me who might be waived of inheritance?"

Yan Sheng's eyes seemed to be burning with a dull flame, and his eyes made me feel restless.My heart beat faster, it's over, and it's time to make a decision again.But I can't save it at this moment, how should I answer him?

If Yan Sheng asked me who I like now, then I would definitely answer Yuan Yi without hesitation.But he is ingenious in that the choice of answer is limited to whether I hate him or not.Because the results of both choices represent that I liked Yuanyi more than him at that time.And the most critical part of this problem is that I told Yansheng back then that the imperial son could not become the concubine of the head of the family, and if he wanted to inherit the family, he had to give up on me.

My brain started to run at high speed at this moment, how to answer is safe.Although the person I like now is Yuanyi, and the person I want to marry is also Yuanyi, but I can't hurt Iwakatsu.In fact, Yan Sheng didn't do anything wrong, but it's just that things like feelings really can't be explained. If he could explain clearly, there wouldn't be so many idiots complaining about women.

So I hesitated for a while and said my answer: "I want to leave the country because of... Hanako, and it has nothing to do with Yuanyi."

Iwakatsu's expression changed slightly, and he looked at me seriously: "Is it true, not because of Yuanichi or me, but because of Hanako? Why?"

"Because I think what I need is freedom." I also said seriously, "At that time, I was faced with the situation of Hanako and Mrs. Jiguo's survival, and I felt panic. I don't want to do this cruel thing again. The choice, and the choice was not even in my hands. Do you know how scared I was at that time, and I still sometimes dream about what happened that night."

I covered my face: "I realized at the time that being a raised canary in the successor country is not what I want. I can't even choose the marriage I want, whether it's you or not." Ye Yi, at that time we were all under the control of Mr. Ji Guo. I want to be free, so I have to leave, Yansheng, do you understand my mood?"

Yansheng was silent for a while, and I peeked over and found that the dull flames in his eyes seemed to have been extinguished a little.After Yan Sheng drank the third glass of wine, he breathed a sigh of relief: "That's it, so it is."

"Do you feel happy living freely now?" He looked at me, showing a familiar smile, "Even if you and Yuan are asked to go back to the successor country without your father again and again, you will not be used to it."

I nodded: "I'm very happy now. I don't think there is anything happier than seeing you again."

Iwakatsu nodded meaningfully: "Yayoi, do you still remember a sentence you said to Yuanyi and me when you were young? Children only make choices, adults make all choices. I always remember it."

"what?"

"It's nothing." Iwakatsu stood up and walked outside, "It's too late tonight, I have to spend the night here. I'll go back tomorrow, by the way, by the way. Yayoi, you haven't married Yuanyi yet, right? ?”

I shook my head instinctively: "Not yet, by the way, shouldn't you be married? I heard that you are still single now, don't you have any girls you like?"

Yansheng took a deep look at me, and said slowly: "I am not married, and there is no need to marry. Like you said, I also hate making choices. So unless I want to, no one can force I."

After finishing speaking, he smiled at me: "Go to bed early, you look very bad. Then I'll go first, you go to sleep."

I always feel that Yan Sheng seems to be more difficult to understand than before, but there is nothing wrong with his words.So although I was a little uneasy, I still fell asleep peacefully.The next day, Iwakatsu left the Ubuyashiki mansion just like what he said last night. I saw Iwakatsu again in the mansion half a month later, and he was already a member of the Demon Slayer Squad.

Facing my surprised eyes, Yuan said to me: "Brother gave up the successor country, and wants to become a swordsman of the Ghost Killing Squad just like us. My lord also agreed to this matter. My brother is very strong. We will definitely be able to do better." Get rid of those ghosts smoothly."

I instantly felt my head buzzing, and Yansheng looked at me with a bright smile.

—No one can force me to choose unless I want to.

Things got a little tricky, I had a smile on my face and MMP in my heart.It's over, it's over, what kind of omen is this that the Shura field is about to start!