[Bei Tang] Poison

Can't keep up with the command of the brain.

I miss him a lot.

I haven't seen him for three months and I miss him a lot.Whenever I think of him, every part of my body seems to be clamoring.Deep tiredness, and loneliness, scrambling to escape from the body.

Such loneliness has nowhere to hide.

During those days when I lived in Wudu, when I woke up in the night, I reached out and touched my neck countless times, thinking back to the day he wanted to kill me.

While thinking about him, he slowly tightened his fingers.

I am very tired.

In the end, he just coughed until he retched, his eyes were dark, and his head was dizzy.Spreading out his hands, he felt that his hands seemed to carry his temperature.

"Brother!" Ye Yu's voice woke me up.

She pulled me forward: What are you doing standing there?Keep up, what if you fall behind and get attacked!

I looked down at my feet. Fortunately, although my sense of touch was not very sensitive, my left foot would not trip over my right foot and I would get muddy.

Helping them set up camp at night, a man with long braids always looked at me intentionally or unintentionally. Whenever I noticed his gaze, he always blushed and looked around.

That's about what I mean by fancy.

I avoided his gaze and turned to look for Ye Yu to help her set the fire.

Unexpectedly, the people of the five poisons did not have the habit of going to bed so early, so they just sat on the spot and started chatting.I also do as I please, sitting with Ye Yu and listening to her tell interesting stories about her childhood.

Suddenly the group of girls and boys sitting opposite started singing to each other.

That sounds interesting too.

Listening to their singing, I started to lose my mind again. Suddenly Ye Yu stood up and shouted to the opposite side: Rong Luo, don't try to seduce my brother!My brother is a married man!

I looked up and saw that it was the man who had been looking at me before.

Probably he sang to me just now, I was distracted and didn't notice it, but Ye Yu got angry when he heard it.

I tugged at her hand: don't be so angry, just say something.

She hummed and sat down, still looking at the other side.

I thought about it, after all, it was in their territory of five poisons, and it would not be a good thing for Ye Yu to get stiff, so I shirked that I was tired and went to sleep.

Unexpectedly, the man named Rong Luo walked over directly in two or three steps, grabbed my sleeve, blushed, and stared at me bluffing: No!It hasn't been made clear that you can't go!I... I have already expressed my heart to you!

I'm a little depressed.

I said: I'm sorry, I'm already married, as Ye Yu said just now.

Who knows that he actually said: Where is he from?What is the last name?call him out!I want to fight him!

I am speechless.I've never heard of such a custom among the five poisons. It's not that I haven't read the customs annals.

I said: If you want to fight, you also want me to take a fancy to you, but sorry, I have no idea about you.

He even stared at me: You, sooner or later you will have an idea for me!Now I want to snatch a kiss!

I have a headache.

So I said: I refuse.

He stared at me blankly, his eyes quickly filled with tears, looking very pitiful.I'm completely speechless, is this guy just pretending?

Carefully pulling back my sleeves, I went back into the tent.

A little chill down the spine.

Fortunately, the man was sent away in the end, otherwise... robbing, dueling, ha.

I smirked for a while.

丐

On the carriage to Wudu, I kept feeling the three inches below the left rib.

There was a silver needle stuck there.

According to what Du Ming taught me, I tied Fuxue for myself.

They said they were worried about me coming alone, so they came with me, because they were afraid that I would not be able to handle it. Du Ming said that he would be there to give advice, and they were afraid that I would end up in the wrong place and something bad would happen.

Before Du Ming taught me, he repeatedly told me to think clearly.He said that listening to Feng Chuixue actually used his own life to renew the patient's life.That is to divide my life with Tang Yeling.

I'm actually very happy.

Give him my life.

Maybe he won't have the heart to treat me like this in the future, if he takes half of my life in exchange for him to treat me sincerely, stop hiding, stop cheating, even if there is an unspeakable reason, he won't leave me again.

I can't ask for more.

And, so blatantly, involuntarily, it invaded his life.

I miss him a lot.

I could barely sit in the carriage, Ting Ting would not let me drive the carriage outside, for fear that I would kill the horse.I just had to sit in it.I think about him all the time, I am not with him now, no, I have not been with him for three months, I wonder if he will be very scared.

He is a strong person, even if he is afraid, he never speaks.

I regret it.

When the people from the Tang Sect came that day, he was clearly not aware of the situation. If he had played tricks to deceive me, he should have been relieved long ago.But he only said he lied to me after he went out and said something to the people from the Tang Sect.

It can be seen that he only knew his situation at that time.

I didn't understand such a simple truth, and even hurt him.Even did that to him.I even grabbed his neck with my own hands, and I really wanted to kill him.I can't imagine his mood.

He will only be sadder than me.

I'm an asshole.

I'm an asshole.

I'm an asshole.

Every day I have nightmares, in the dream he keeps walking with his back to me.No matter how I call him, he won't look back at me.

He doesn't want me anymore.

He doesn't love me anymore.

Every time I woke up like this, I fell into a panic like a trapped animal.I'm afraid that when I find him, he will tell me that he really doesn't love me anymore.If he really doesn't love me anymore, I don't even have the right to die with him.

He must be very scared now, afraid that he will die when he doesn't know.

I am also very scared.I'm afraid that after he sees me, he will just tell me to go back like before.Or he won't even look at me, as if he doesn't know me.

I remember the last time I saw him, he was looking at me without me in his eyes.

I don't know what he's thinking.

All I know is that I really want to see him and hold him in my arms. Only by touching him can I feel a little relieved.

Now we know how those lovesick people feel.And I was worse than lovesickness.

Heart like a knife.

The liver and intestines are broken.

唐

God has been too harsh on me.

I can only think so.

The Tianyi Sect made poisonous people, poisonous corpses, and some corpses everywhere in Qishengling.The stench of corpses was everywhere, and I reflexively vomited.

Falling into the hands of Tianyijiao, I just want to give me a good time.It doesn't matter if I use the bones to boil the meat, or crush my corpse to make Gu.

Watching them skin and bone the captives they brought back made me sick.If they want to treat me like this, I might as well find a way to escape as soon as possible.

Looking around, looking for a convenient way to die, I was a little dazed.

I didn't even have a single thought of survival.

It's not because time is running out, but because I subconsciously feel that life is better than death.

With my hands and feet bound and my mouth gagged, I felt so bored that I simply lay down.

They threw me into the Gu cauldron that had trained poisonous people, and there was some concoction-like things at the bottom, which smelled weird.I was so tired and barely had much energy to fight them.

The luck God gave me really ran out.

I close my eyes, but I can't sleep.The smell in this cauldron is too pungent, it seems to have something like saltpeter, if it stays for a long time, it will definitely hurt unbearably.

So I took a lot of effort to sit up.

I sat there for a long time, not knowing what to think.

In the end, the words "I don't know what Gu Zhuo is doing now" floated in his empty head.I don't know who is living in my head, saying such ridiculous things all day long.

I shook my head, trying to shake the person talking out of my head.

But it didn't work.

His voice came from all directions: What is Gu Zhuo doing now?where is he?Who are you with?Did he ever think of me?

Finally he said: give up, he hates you.

I feel tired.

I couldn't keep my eyes open, so I closed my eyes and wanted to sleep for a while.In my dream, I saw Gu Zhuo holding my neck tightly with both hands, looking at me as if he was looking at a dead object.

He strangled me so hard he wanted me dead.

He asked me: why are you doing this to me?

His eyes were red, and he asked me in pain: Have I ever been sorry to you?

He said: I misread you.

When I opened my eyes, my eyes were dry and painful.

I think it's a little funny, I have killed so many people, it also started from a nightmare, and slowly became numb, I am not an innocent person.

I haven't had a nightmare in eight years, and now it's probably comeuppance.

After thinking about it for a while, I heard footsteps.

The deadline is approaching.

I suddenly regretted it, and I really wanted to see him again.

I really miss him.

The two of them worked together to lift me out. The leader said something I didn't understand, probably in the ethnic language, and looked at me while speaking.I was a little worried, afraid that they would think of some tricks to deal with the Five Immortals.

I was also worried that Ye Yu was in a hurry and fell into Tianyi's trick in order to save me.Although Ye Yu is smart and is under the supervision of the Holy Beast Envoy, I am still worried.

The leader called a man in a robe, who took out a small box from his arms, and opened it to a pill with a strange green light.

I have a bad feeling, they may not use me as a hostage, or take me to refine medicine.

丐

I never imagined that what was waiting for me would be such a scene.That girl named Tang Yeyu was what he called his beloved woman.Is his biological sister.

She cried so hard that I was helpless.

After asking about their numbers and the strength of Fang Tianyi's sect, I wrote to Tangmen and Zongduo to ask for help and dispatch personnel.But I know that it will take a long time for them to rush over, and Yeling can't wait.

I don't know if Tianyijiao only arrests him. Is there any conspiracy? I'm just worried that he won't be able to hold on physically.Tingfeng has never left me, I need