[Titanic] Surprise in the bubble

"Jack..." I closed my eyes sadly, followed the tip of his tongue, and kept turning it in his mouth, which was filled with the smell of blood as always, "Jack, I love you."

"Well, I know, I am the same." We whispered between kisses: "In the future, no matter how long it is, at least when you die, don't forget me."

I looked at him, and from his lake-green eyes, I saw some moisture on my eyelashes, but he smiled happily, "I am happy, I am sure, even if I die tomorrow, I must be happy." , Sean."

I stared at him blankly, staring at him firmly.I always thought that I was the only one who kept deceiving him, but then I realized that we were actually deceiving each other.

I lied to him that we would reach the continental United States safely and be together forever, in love.

Jack was lying to me with the same promise that we would really be together if this ship didn't sink.

Until now...

This is probably fate—I think this is the first time I have felt that fate is so cruel and irreparable.

Fate has designated this route, the Titanic is doomed to sink into the Atlantic Ocean, and Jack Dawson, even if he did not fall in love with Rose, still has no good life.

And I... deprived Rose of an unforgettable love, deprived Jack of heroic sacrifice, I deprived them of the happiness that belonged to both of them to fulfill my own absurdity, and thought it was right , even without guilt.

Because I intend to let Jack try his best to survive, at least he will not sink to the bottom of the sea as tragically as before. I think Rose will not refuse to escape this time. She may become a rich Mrs. Hockley, and she will have a peaceful life in the future Life.

But look!what did I do? ! ——I raised my head, looked at the sky and snorted ironically, ——Jack does have a chance to escape from this disaster now, but in the future, he will die more painfully. The pain of cancer is not something ordinary people can experience. Bear it, this disease will drain a good person before letting them go.

And what about Rose? --ha!Didn't I see it yesterday?Her dull and indifferent eyes are actually mocking my meddling!If I hadn't intervened in this way, then at least Rose would have had her own wonderful life and the most beautiful love!

Then I realized that I was actually the one who was redundant, idiot! !

I ruined the happiness of the two of them, ruined the most splendid time in their lives that originally belonged to them!But still at this moment, when I hugged Jack, there was a disgusting ecstasy in my heart, and I even avoided, not thinking about my arbitrary behavior, how selfish this kind of love is!

I only saw myself and my greedy needs - because finally there is a person who will use his life to remember my existence like this.

Even he will die, but either we leave this world together, or I leave this world alone.

Anyway...we were doomed to be separated from the very beginning.

What's more, I left him with nostalgia and a beautiful memory bought by his future pain, and I left first, without even giving him a reason!

This made me realize very clearly that I am a self-righteous bastard, a selfish idiot!

I made everything beautiful just because of me, I made everything worse...

"Jack..." I yelled stiffly, "Let's go, go to your place to pack things, and then we'll go back to the room."

Jack raised his head and looked at me strangely, "Don't stay here for a while, it's not cold yet, and the sunset is beautiful, isn't it?" He had no idea how dark it was that I realized in just a few minutes s things.

But I insisted, "Let's go back, I want to hug you for a while." I also lowered my head and looked at him tenderly, "Just the two of us, quietly, nicely, hug for a while."

I want to do this, I want an environment that allows me to settle down, temporarily forget those blames on myself, and fully enjoy the present happiness.

Time is running out, and remorse won't help.

I want to use the last little time to let Jack feel the greatest happiness.

This is the only condition that allows me to continue to fall in love with him, and it is also the only way to save me from having a better life in the future.

Jack nodded, then stood up slowly, and walked down the deck with my hand.

There is no one around here, the bodyguard has been guarding here, and no one has disturbed the two of us talking to each other.And when we came down, he pretended not to see our clasped hands, and asked seriously, "Sir, are you going back?"

"I'll be back in a while, I'm going to go somewhere else with Jack first." I glanced at Jack, and I couldn't help but feel tenderness in my tone, "You go back first, the two of us will stay alone until I go back to the room, Let Fred tell you."

"Yes." The bodyguard responded without objection, probably because he also thought that there would be no danger on this ship.

I smiled at Jack, watched the bodyguard's steady back and steady steps gradually disappear from sight, and then turned to him and said, "Let's go..."

"En." He nodded and said happily, "My picture album is in my room. I'll take it back and show it to you later. I also want to draw a portrait of you."

"Well, okay." I laughed out loud, "I really don't know what you will paint like?"

"Hey! What do you mean?" Jack obviously saw my embarrassment, and immediately said angrily: "Wait and see! I will let you submit to my paintings, I have always been proud of my skills !"

"Oh, that's fine." I followed him wisely and said, "Anyway, I've been intoxicated with every part of your body for the past few days, and it doesn't matter if you have one more." Afterwards, I grinned badly After a moment, Jack immediately shut up and blushed.

When we arrived at the third-class cabin slowly, it obviously caused quite a stir.

Those people in the corridor immediately glued their eyes to the golden brooch on my chest, and looked at the good-quality clothes on me and Jack, showing some surprised expressions.

After that, they saw our interlocking hands again, and then looked at Jack with more disdain, and whispered to each other, and the whispers of 'buzzing' immediately surrounded us.

Almost every cell in my body can hear what they are talking about, because they seem to be doing it on purpose, even though they cover their mouths, they don't feel that the voice is too low. "Look! The young master of the Pastor family actually fell in love with him, that Jack Dawson!" It was a sour voice.

"Yes, yes! I was dancing with a noble lady a few days ago!"

Out of the corner of my eyes, I noticed that Jack's face didn't change at all, and I couldn't help feeling a little bit bitterly happy.

After turning several corridors, we finally arrived at Jack's dormitory.Pushing open the door, the inside is crowded and narrow, there are two bunk beds, that is, four beds, probably because the people who live here are old men, and now the dormitory is very messy, and the ground is still full of melon seeds. Holding a few balls of crumpled newspapers, you can still see the oily shine and soot from inside.

As soon as I looked up, I saw a curly-haired man talking to two other people. As soon as we entered, they stopped sneaking and just looked at me with a little disgust.

Jack dragged me in, glanced at them, and said as if he didn't know anything: "This is my new friend—"

"—Friend? Bed partner?" The curly-haired man smiled maliciously, "I got stabbed a few times last night, eh? Brother——!"

'—Peng! With a sound, Jack suddenly punched him on the bridge of the nose, knocking him staggering a few steps, and the man rushed back immediately, not to be outdone, and was about to hit Jack in the face with his fist raised!

——"Stupid! How dare you hit me?!"

I quickly wrapped my arms around the man's neck from behind him, strangling his cricoid cartilage, causing him to look up immediately, and turned back to grab my neck, cursing through gritted teeth, "Fuck! This is disgusting— — Let go! You scum!"

I was so angry at being scolded that I raised my leg and gave his ass a few times with my kneecap, kicking him until he screamed, and the other two of them immediately came over and grabbed my arm, trying to drag that man out of my arm come out!But when I was angry, the more they pulled me, the more vigorous they were, and they lifted their feet and kicked them in the stomach!

A chestnut-haired young man didn't dodge, and was kicked straight by me, while another bearded man quickly moved away. The curly-haired man in my arms was going to take this opportunity to escape, but I twisted his neck I got caught!

"Going to fight, huh?" I asked fiercely, then grabbed the neck of the man in my hand, looked at the man clutching his stomach, and glared at the man who just passed by, "You three weak chickens ?!"

"What did you say—?!" The chestnut-haired man was obviously also irritated by me, ignoring his aching stomach, he was about to rush forward with red eyes!The bearded man was a little at a loss, and he stood aside and still didn't move much.

I broke free, intending to push the curly-haired man to the direction of the chestnut-haired man, causing them to slam into a ball, but Jack rushed out suddenly, grabbed the chestnut-haired man by the collar, and shouted angrily : "Enough! Enough Kevin! What are you doing, huh?! What are you doing?!"

"I fucking killed him!" said the Kevin, pushing Jack.

"Then I'll kill you!" Jack suddenly yelled this sentence, which shocked his three roommates!

I saw Jack panting, and let go of the man in his hand.He sat down on the ground like a fool, gasping for breath.

I took out the lighter, lit a cigarette, took two puffs in my mouth, and then stood at the base of the wall without speaking. There was only one small round window in this room, which was sealed, and I could only see it from there. Outside.

The sun went down a little bit, and the whole sky looked dim. The sunlight cast into this small window was already very weak, and they didn't turn on the lights, so the current atmosphere was even more strange and dead silent. Only Jack could be heard. A suppressed, panting sound.

"...Forget it." The man named Kevin glanced at Jack discouragedly, then went around him and pulled up the curly-haired man who was sitting on the ground, "You are willing to fall for those few Stinky money, we can't do anything about it."

Jack stared at them with red eyes, his lips were purple, and he looked a little ferocious.But they kept their eyes down, as if they didn't see it, "You can find another house to live in, I don't want to be with a butt-"

"—Go away!" Jack glared at him, uttering the word from his hoarse throat!After that, he quickly covered his mouth and turned sideways so that they would not see his ugly face.