SAYE

"Brother Cheng, applaud." In the camera, Gu Fei stood in front of the wooden stick "microphone" and said.

Only then did Jiang Cheng come to his senses, he held up the phone with one hand, patted his leg with the other hand a few times, and then put his hand to his mouth and whistled very loudly.

Gu Fei jumped off the stage with his guitar on his back and walked towards him. Just as he was about to turn off the video, Gu Fei said, "Don't worry."

"Huh?" Jiang Cheng was taken aback.

Gu Fei didn't stop until he walked up to him, and took the guitar: "There is still a section."

Jiang Cheng didn't make a sound, and Gu Fei's hand was just captured in the cell phone video, his fingers were around the strings, followed by a ring finger.

Very slowly, every note can be heard clearly.

Then the speed slowly increased, and the notes jumped out one by one from his fingertips in distinct layers, gradually connecting together.

As the speed of the fingers became faster and faster, when Gu Fei's left hand slid across the strings, it brought out a beautiful ending sound and the sound of the music perfectly combined.

Jiang Cheng's mood that hadn't completely calmed down was stirred up again, and he saw Gu Fei's fingers in the camera afterimages in a trance. Apart from the beautiful music of the guitar, there was also Gu Fei's beautiful hands in front of him that made people's eyes sore.

When the music finally stopped, Jiang Cheng still maintained his previous posture. It wasn't until Gu Fei stretched out his hand over the phone and wiped it lightly on his face that he suddenly realized that he was crying for some reason.

No, it can't be called crying.

It's just tears.

Because of surprise, because of emotion, because of inconceivability, because of this dilapidated and sunny stage, because of this memory that has been engraved in my heart for a lifetime...

Mainly because Gu Fei is so handsome.

Shuai cried.

It was Gu Fei who was talking about.

"Day," Jiang Cheng turned off the video, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, "I have to show off a skill at the end."

"Usually they show off at the beginning, and the audience will scream," Gu Fei smiled, "I forgot just now, I was too nervous."

"Are you nervous?" Jiang Cheng pulled up the hem of his T-shirt and pressed his eyes, making sure that there were no tears on his face before standing up, "You're also nervous."

"Look who it is," Gu Fei said, "The one sitting here is my boyfriend."

Jiang Cheng sniffed, hugged him and kissed him.

There is a guitar between the two, the sky is half stretched above the head, broken bricks are under the feet, and the half-buried auditorium is behind them.

The kiss in this situation is not emotional at all, the posture is uncomfortable, and the environment is slightly magical.

But Jiang Cheng still felt like he was listening to Gu Fei singing before, the moment he touched Gu Fei's lips, he sank down, feeling dizzy.

There was a "bang" sound from the side, pulling Jiang Cheng back from his bliss. He was stunned for a moment, then surprised, and almost bit Gu Fei's mouth.

The sound came from the left side, the left side is a broken wall, no one can climb in from there, and the movement cannot be climbed out by people...

When he turned his head, he saw nothing but dust rising from the ground more than two meters high.

"Let's go, let's go..." Gu Fei pushed him towards the door as soon as he saw it, a little anxious, "Get out, hurry up!"

The dust had already spread over, and Jiang Cheng felt that he could already smell the choking dust smell, and seeing his nervous look, he was startled: "Damn it? Is it going to collapse!"

"Get out!" Gu Fei shouted.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck... how can I say it's going to collapse!" Jiang Cheng hurriedly ran to the door, "What kind of fucking age is this building..."

When he ran to the door, he turned his head and found that Gu Fei was not following him. He broke out in a sweat instantly, turned his head and rushed back without thinking.

"Gu Fei! Gu..." As soon as he yelled, he collided with Gu Fei.

Gu Fei hugged him and pushed him out.

After returning to the sunny sunshine, Jiang Cheng smiled on Gu Fei's face.

"Fuck?" He looked at Gu Fei, then suddenly turned his head to look at the house, "Fuck!"

The house didn't collapse at all, let alone not collapsed, after that burst of dust was blown away by the wind, everything returned to calm, and it was still half of the auditorium standing quietly.

"One piece fell down on the broken wall." Gu Fei said with a smile.

"You're so fucking anxious that I thought the house was going to collapse!" Jiang Cheng glared at him, feeling that it was embarrassing for him to be so frightened by a broken wall that fell down.

"It's such a big dust, I just want to get out quickly," Gu Fei said, "Then I suddenly want to tease you."

"...See how anxious I'll be if I don't see you coming out." Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue.

"No, I just wanted to scare you out," Gu Fei smiled, "I found that I didn't take the piano bag halfway through the walk, so I went to get it, but..."

Gu Fei hugged him: "Seeing how anxious you are, I'm pretty..."

"Don't be moved," Jiang Cheng said, "I only went in to see if the house didn't collapse. If it really collapsed, I would definitely step back 100 meters and dial 119."

"Yeah." Gu Fei laughed.

"Laugh," Jiang Cheng said, "Laugh louder."

"Hahaha!" Gu Fei raised his head and laughed three times, "Is it loud enough?"

"...Enough, let's take it." Jiang Cheng sighed.

When walking back along the road, Jiang Cheng couldn't help but look back at the dilapidated house again.

From this angle, the stage could no longer be seen, only the messy stones and grass outside, as well as the collapsed roof and broken walls.

If Gu Fei hadn't brought him here, he would never have imagined that under such a dilapidated appearance, he would leave such a beautiful memory.

"I'm going back to the store in a while, and my mother probably has to close and run away at this point." Gu Fei looked at his phone.

"I'll go too," Jiang Cheng said, "I'll eat at the restaurant tonight and ask Gu Miao to come over."

"Well," Gu Fei nodded, "What do you want to eat?"

"I don't know." Jiang Cheng shook his head and rubbed his stomach. To be honest, he was really ups and downs this afternoon. Now he feels calm, but his mind is empty, let alone what he wants to eat. I couldn't read the book for a while, "I don't even know if I'm hungry or not."

"Shall we make dumplings?" Gu Fei said.

"Okay." Jiang Cheng nodded.

Gu Fei's mother wasn't in the store, but the store door was open. When Jiang Cheng followed Gu Fei in, he saw Li Yan sitting behind the cash register playing with his mobile phone.

"Why are you here?" Gu Fei said.

"This world has really changed," Li Yan said, "You actually ask me this question."

"Just ask." Gu Fei put the guitar into the small layer.

"Are you holding a guitar?" Li Yan glanced at it and was stunned, "I rely on you to play the guitar, am I right?"

"It's a cello." Gu Fei came out, looked at the shelf, and brought a bag of flour over, "Make dumplings later, you can go together."

"I don't." Li Yan glanced at Jiang Cheng, "I'm leaving now."

"Let's eat together," Jiang Cheng said, "That's enough."

"Do you think he really wants to let me eat?" Li Yan said, "He's just looking for someone to help with the work."

"Eat or not?" Gu Fei looked at him.

"Eat! Tell me, should I chop stuffing or knead noodles?" Li Yan asked.

"You roll the skin." Gu Fei said.

"Okay," Li Yan nodded, and continued to play with his phone with his head down, "Then call me when it's time to roll the skin, I'll play for a while."

Gu Fei took the meat from the freezer and went to the kitchen. Jiang Cheng picked up the flour bag and prepared to follow to the kitchen to make noodles. When he walked past Li Yan, he hesitated and glanced at Li Yan's phone.

It really is mentally handicapped love elimination.

"How much is it?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"It's 3 times faster than Dafei again." Li Yan raised his eyebrows at him, "How about it, you will chase him back tonight?"

"I didn't help him play." Jiang Cheng said.

"Come on, if you don't help him play, he will be at least 7 levels slower now," Li Yan lowered his head and continued to play, "Since I met you, the speed of passing the level is as fast as a fart, who else can it be if it is not you."

"It's really not me, I haven't been bombarded by farts before." Jiang Cheng said.

Li Yan put down his mobile phone and looked at him: "Hey, I found out that you owe more than Da Fei?"

Jiang Cheng smiled, and wanted to go to the kitchen with the flour.

"Hey, Jiang Cheng," Li Yan called out to him in a low voice, "Why did you two go there just now?"

Jiang Cheng turned his head to look at him, but didn't say anything. Li Yan's question became sharp accidentally. Why did we go out just now? We were in a relationship, and we even touched each other.

"...I mean," Li Yan probably realized that the angle of the question was not accurate, so he adjusted it a bit, "Did he play the guitar?"

Jiang Cheng still didn't speak. After the matter of "composer Gu Fei", he was very sensitive to anything about Gu Fei. He didn't know if Gu Fei was willing to let Li Yan know, even if he knew how much Li Yan knew. The relationship with Gu Fei is very strong.

"He hasn't played guitar in public for at least two years." Li Yan glanced towards the kitchen.

This should be true, after all, if the average person's guitar is not used for a long time, at most the strings will be loosened, but Gu Fei's guitar has the strings directly removed.

"Open?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"That's right, no one knows if there was a dead night man holding a guitar and playing a solo to the moon behind his back." Li Yan said.

"Oh." Jiang Cheng smiled.

"What about you?" Li Yan looked at him.

Jiang Cheng looked at him for a while, then turned around and walked quickly to the kitchen.

"Damn," Li Yan was a little annoyed, "Run so fast!"

"Fart is booming." Jiang Cheng said.

"What are you two talking about?" Gu Fei asked in the kitchen.

"Just talking fart," Jiang Cheng said, carrying the flour into the kitchen, Gu Fei handed over a basin, and he whispered while pouring the flour, "Have you not played the guitar for a long time?"

"Did Li Yan ask you?" Gu Fei looked at Flour.

"Well," Jiang Cheng continued to pour the flour, "I didn't tell him, but he can guess it, right?"

Gu Fei stretched out his hand and lifted the flour bag: "Okay."

Jiang Cheng put the flour bag aside, Gu Fei came over and kissed him on the ear: "Don't be so careful, I'm tired."

"Then I'm not afraid of you..." Jiang Cheng glanced at him, put his hand on the desk, imitated his tone while pressing his voice against the wall, "And then? Brother Cheng, what then?"

Gu Fei laughed at the side, Jiang Cheng turned around, laughed with him for a while, then sighed, and touched his face: "Gu Fei."

"Ah." Gu Fei responded.

"I really don't know, and I really didn't mean to torment you," Jiang Cheng pinched his chin, "I'm sorry."

"Don't talk about that," Gu Fei said, "I really don't blame you, it's just my own thoughts."

"Anyway," Jiang Cheng thought for a while, "I'll understand once you say it, I just want to say it..."

He paused, and suddenly leaned in front of Gu Fei, almost nose to nose: "Gu Fei."

"Hey." Gu Fei's eyes met for a moment, and then quickly separated to look behind him.

"It's not that I want to kiss you, I'm thinking too much." Jiang Cheng couldn't help being happy, "I have something very serious to tell you."

"Let's talk." Gu Fei smiled.

"Close your eyes," Jiang Cheng said, and after Gu Fei closed his eyes, he said again, "Open."

"If you want to close your eyes, I will accompany you. If you want to open your eyes, I will be able to hear you," Jiang Cheng said, clearing his throat and humming softly, "I think you have you on the left shoulder and you on the right shoulder." Smile……"

Gu Fei looked at him and didn't speak for a long time.

"Am I singing right?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"I found out that you are awesome," Gu Fei said, "Have you memorized this song again?"

"No," Jiang Cheng said, "Just remember this sentence, and forget everything else."

"How do you remember that song? You can't remember if I sang it to you alone?" Gu Fei narrowed his eyes.

"Nonsense, I'm dizzy up until now," Jiang Cheng said, "I might remember a few more sentences if you don't come here to show off your skills, and I can only remember this one after you've finished playing, because that's what you showed off. Pigs can remember it too."

"Ah," Gu Fei suppressed a smile and nodded, "That's right."

Jiang Cheng sighed, but didn't speak.

Gu Fei didn't say a word, just stood quietly with his face close to him.

"Gu Fei..." Li Yan's voice came from behind, "I'm sorry you continue."

When Jiang Cheng turned his head, there was no one behind him, and Li Yan probably flashed back into the store at the speed of light.

"It's okay." Gu Fei poured water into the flour basin, then turned his head and shouted towards the door, "Li Yan!"

Li Yan reappeared at the back door, and looked this way with his head exposed: "Gu Miao hurt her hand, I said to disinfect her, but the little girl ignored me."

Gu Miao hurt?Jiang Cheng was a little surprised, but Li Yan didn't look too anxious.

"Brother Cheng, go and help her out," Gu Fei said calmly, "She might not want to talk to me either."

"Why?" Jiang Cheng looked at him, guessing that Gu Miao's bumps and bumps were already familiar to them.

"I said today that you should send me a message when you go out to skateboard," Gu Fei said, "She sent it to me, but I guess I didn't hear it, and I haven't replied to her now, so I will definitely be angry."

"...I didn't hear any movement on your phone either." Jiang Cheng was stunned, it was probably the message sent by Gu Miao when the two of them were immersed in the romantic stage performance and couldn't extricate themselves.

"Go and try," Gu Fei smiled at him, "Maybe she'll talk to you."

Gu Miao's injury was not serious, but she was bleeding. Li Yan wanted to flush her with normal saline, but she just stood there in the open space in front of the cashier, holding the skateboard and not moving.

"Er Miao?" Jiang Cheng squatted down and waved at her.

Gu Miao stared at him, but ignored him without expression.

Jiang Cheng smiled at her again. When Gu Miao opened her eyes so wide, she could clearly see her eyelashes, which were exactly the same as Gu Fei's.

"Er Miao," Jiang Cheng thought about how to make Gu Miao understand what he said, and after thinking for a while, he lowered his head and blew on his hand, "Er Miao, my hand hurts, do you know what to do?"

Gu Miao's eyes fell on his face.

"Er Miao?" Jiang Cheng felt happy, and continued to whisper to her, "You..."

Before she could finish her sentence, Gu Miao lifted Li Yan's normal saline bottle on the small table beside her to the ground with a wave of her hand.

Before Jiang Cheng could speak again, Gu Miao overturned the small table again.

"Gu Fei!" Li Yan yelled into the kitchen, "Your sister is about to rebel!"

"Let her stand." Gu Fei said in the kitchen.

Jiang Cheng stood up, turned around and went to the kitchen.

"This matter is supposed to be your fault. If she gets angry," Jiang Cheng frowned, "Do you want to apologize to her?"

"Yeah," Gu Fei nodded while meeting the face, "In a while."

"Let me come," Jiang Cheng said, "She's already like that, why don't you go and coax her first?"

Gu Fei stopped his movements, sighed, turned around and hugged him on the shoulder, leaned against him and did not move.

Jiang Cheng didn't speak, but rubbed his back.

Suddenly feeling uneasy, Gu Fei's appearance... Could it be because he... woke him up?

"I'll go in a while." Gu Fei leaned on his shoulders. "After a while, she's going to lose her energy a little bit. I'll coax her to make it better."

"... Oh." Jiang Cheng hugged him tightly.

"The little girl is too stubborn," Gu Fei sighed, "I get angry when I get too big, and sometimes I want to beat her up when I get annoyed."

"Have you ever beaten him?" Jiang Cheng smiled.

"No, I haven't even yelled before." Gu Fei let go of him, turned around and continued to chat, "Sometimes I just want to show her off. She has a temper, and I have a temper too."

However, Gu Fei's "temper" was obviously not as good as Gu Miao's. After reconciling, he went into the shop to coax Gu Miao.

It wasn't until Jiang Cheng and Li Yan chopped up the fillings and went to the shop together to make dumplings that Gu Miao finally returned to normal and sat at the table to watch them make dumplings.

Jiang Cheng looked at Gu Fei who also came over to start making dumplings. He couldn't tell that he was tired, and his mood was quite normal, but maybe his mentality was different. When he watched Gu Fei patiently communicate with Gu Miao, he felt something that he had never felt before. sense of powerlessness.

In the past, he simply felt that Gu Fei was very tired like this, but now he suddenly realized how powerless Gu Fei was when he said those words by the river.

Gu Miao is not always like this, good and bad, when he saw her at the train station, apart from not talking, he didn't even notice that Gu Miao was different from other children, and he was able to skateboard with Gu Miao afterward. , eat together, play games, and smile at him, when he thinks of these things, his mood will suddenly rise. This kind of Gu Miao makes people feel hopeful, and it doesn't seem so bad.

But when I heard Gu Miao's screams, saw her refusal to communicate with others, saw her indifferent expression towards the outside world, and thought of the rabbits she drew one after another, I thought that just now I thought Gu Miao would give me an answer. When one responds but she overturns the table, she will sink down suddenly, as if being pulled back from fantasy to reality.

After this kind of ups and downs, there is a deep sense of powerlessness.

Gu Fei may have experienced countless ups and downs, and finally decided to give up the hope of nothingness.

After eating the dumplings, Li Yan left. Jiang Cheng sat in the store, watching Gu Miao walking back and forth among the shelves on a skateboard.

Gu Fei sat behind the cash register and calculated the accounts. He didn't know how much money his mother had taken from the store this month, and how much could be left. Anyway, Gu Fei didn't look too good when he calculated the accounts.

Money is probably the heaviest mountain on him besides Gu Miao.

Gu Fei couldn't even make Gu Miao receive rehabilitation treatment all the time. It's just that the level of treatment in this small broken city is not necessarily high, and there is no way to carry it out for a long time.

Jiang Cheng frowned.

"I was given the money for taking pictures twice," Gu Fei said while pressing the calculator, "Shall I transfer it to you tomorrow?"

"I thought it was all over, wasn't it?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.

"I sold you and you're probably so happy that you want to sleep with me," Gu Fei glanced at him, "Don't you remember something?"

"Get out," Jiang Cheng said, "Anyway, I don't spend money recklessly, I don't spend money recklessly, I don't lose money, so I don't need to keep accounts."

"That makes sense, Xueba." Gu Fei said.

"That's right, scumbag." Jiang Cheng said.

After saying this, his heart suddenly moved. He stared at Gu Fei and hesitated for 5 minutes before opening his mouth: "Gu Fei."

"Huh?" Gu Fei looked at him with his pen in his mouth.

"How about, don't give me the money," Jiang Cheng said, "Just... let it be with you, and save it for me."

Gu Fei didn't speak, the pen dangling in his mouth dangled back and forth.

After a while, Jiang Cheng saw the corners of his mouth twitched, and he picked out an inconspicuous smile.

"Is it okay?" Jiang Cheng stared at him.

"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei took the pen in his hand and twirled it around, "I should have done some great things in my previous life, so I can only meet you in this life."