Quickly wear black and fall in love with white lotus

Lu Lehan's breathing was stagnant, his face contorted for a while, and the spirit that had just calmed down suddenly became irritable. He pushed Xue Yirou away fiercely, and squatted on the ground with his head in his hands, trembling uncontrollably.

Xue Yirou looked at Qi Xingzhe with fire-breathing eyes: "Qi Xingzhe, you are enough, how long do you want to stimulate him?"

Qi Xingzhe ignored her, slowly squatted down, patted his shoulder and whispered to induce: "Zhifei, you are not a child of the Qi family, but brother loves you, Zhifei, brother loves you."

Lu Lehan looked up blankly, and repeated: "Brother loves me?"

Qi Xingzhe said with a smile, "Yes."

Xue Yirou pushed Qi Xingzhe away: "Go away, Zhifei, don't listen to him, he is crazy."

Afraid of hurting Lu Lehan, Qi Xingzhe was pushed aside to hear what she said, and immediately turned around and shouted loudly: "Yeah, I'm crazy, yes, I fell in love with Qi Zhifei, originally I wanted to take revenge on him, but I didn't In love with him."

Xue Yirou was so angry that he calmed down a little and asked, "Revenge? If you know what to do, you want to take revenge on him?"

Lu Lehan's mind was in chaos, as if ten thousand bees were buzzing non-stop. With his hands covering his temples, he stood up abruptly and shouted: "Enough is enough."

Glancing at the two people, he climbed up the stairs with both hands and feet, and closed the door with a bang, cutting off the two worlds inside and outside the door.

Xue Yirou sneered and said: "Qi Xingzhe, are you satisfied? Do you have to be forced to die to know that you are not enough to give up, love him? Qi Xingzhe, you are not worthy of using this word."

Qi Xingzhe glanced at Xue Yirou coldly, and said a little tiredly: "Go back."

Xue Yirou didn't say much, and said sternly: "Qi Xingzhe, I will call the police." She turned around and left.

Looking at the mess in the living room, Qi Xingzhe slumped down on the sofa, staring at the room on the second floor and sighing.

After Lu Lehan returned to the room, he leaned his back against the door and panted heavily.

【Lehan, are you okay? 】

009's voice was full of worry, Lu Lehan's face was pale, his eyes were closed tightly, and he didn't know if he was just pretending or he was really out of breath.

"It's okay, I just feel a little uncomfortable. The acting is too much, and I can't get out of the show for a while." There was a bitter smile in Lu Lehan's voice, and he said, "How is it, has the index reached?"

[Well, it's here, it's a lot more than that, but Lehan, are you really okay? 】

"It's okay, it's just that I used too much force." Although the breath calmed down, the voice was still so tired, and the face did not change.

But obviously Lu Lehan didn't want to waste time on this, and asked: "Then can we leave this world?"

【Um. 】

"How to leave?"

[Le Han just needs to commit suicide, don't worry, I will help you block the pain. 】

"I see." Lu Lehan nodded thoughtfully.

【When is Lehan going to leave? 】

"If we leave this world, will we travel directly to the next world?" Lu Lehan asked.

[Yes, it may be a new world when you open your eyes after breaking away from here. 】

"Then tomorrow." Lu Lehan dragged his body to the side of the bed, and lay down with his arms open.

After a few minutes, he sat up again and said, "Let's go now."

[Le Han, there is no need to rush, as long as you leave within three days. 】

"Forget it, before Qi Xingzhe came up, let's leave early, so as not to cause any trouble." Lu Lehan turned his head to look around.

[Le Han, what are you doing. 】

009 asked suspiciously, shouldn't he be leaving?

Without raising her head, Lu Lehan said, "Find your phone, it's finally time to give a big gift."

【What gift? 】

Seeing her mobile phone on the bedside table, Lu Lehan smiled, walked over and shook it in her hand.

Qi Xingzhe, I have been with Lao Tzu for so long, how can I not give you a big gift?

"How to commit suicide?"

【It depends on your mood, Lehan. 】

Lu Lehan: "..."

Looking around, I saw a fruit knife that I didn't know when I put it here. I held it in my hand and shook it in front of my wrist, and said with some uncertainty: "Can you really block the pain?"

[Of course, our system is all available. 】

There was a hint of pride in 009's voice.

Lu Lehan had some doubts in his eyes, other systems might have them, but does this one really exist?

Although I don't believe it, I can only listen to it fearlessly.

Looking around at all the furnishings in the room, a look of reluctance flashed across his eyes, and he walked into the bathroom.

Put the hot water in the bathtub, find a suitable angle and sit on the floor, stroke the aorta of the wrist twice with the fruit knife, grit your teeth, close your eyes and stroke it hard, feeling the warmth of the wrist, slowly open it a little Through the gap, seeing the bright red blood spilling out from a neat wound and dripping on the floor, it looked extraordinarily bewitching.

"Hey, Xiaojiu, you're finally reliable." Lu Lehan moved, the blood flowed faster, and she didn't feel any pain, so she quickly stretched her arms into the bathtub, her eyes turned white due to blood loss , Leaning on the bathtub with the other hand to dial the phone.

"Brother." Fortunately, the phone was connected not long after the bell rang.

"Do you know?" Qi Xingzhe's voice over there was a little tired and full of doubts.

"Brother, don't talk first, listen to me. Brother, I really liked you before, I liked you very much, but that's what my younger brother likes my elder brother. Brother, I never said that I want to have a Qi family. A penny." Lu Lehan's voice sounded brisk, but it was choked with sobs.

"Do you remember what I said when I was young, as long as it's my brother's, I won't take it, brother, you definitely don't remember."

"Zhifei, no, I love you, I really love you." Qi Xingzhe was a little impatient, the current was a little unstable, and he seemed to be walking.

"Brother, don't come up, I just want to talk to you like this first." The voice became softer and softer.

Hearing there was no movement for a long time, the corners of Lu Lehan's mouth curled slightly, and he started to say again: "Brother, I love you too."

Listening to Qi Xingzhe's shortness of breath, without waiting to speak, Lu Lehan said slowly with a smile in his voice: "Qi Xingzhe, do you want to hear this sentence, why, Qi Xingzhe, why do you love me?"

When the topic changed, the voice suddenly became sharp: "But let me tell you, I, Qi Zhifei, will never love you in my life, how could I love someone who ruined my life, Qi Xingzhe, I hate you, I wish I could leave you immediately , I wish you could die, but you are Dad's child, I am not, Qi Xingzhe, since I can't kill you, then I can only kill myself."

With a bang, it seemed that something had knocked to the ground, and Qi Xingzhe roared eagerly: "Zhifei, listen to me, Zhifei..."

Hearing the footsteps getting faster and faster, the eyes were filled with white light, the water in the bathtub had turned crimson, and his consciousness gradually drifted away. Lu Lehan said softly, "Brother, I hope I will never meet you again in my next life."

"Qi Zhifei..."

Listening to the roar that was gradually going away, Lu Lehan smiled, Qi Xingzhe, if you really love Qi Zhifei, I hope this gift will be with you for the rest of your life.

"Are you satisfied?" Xue Yirou's face was calm, staring at the tombstone in front of him.

It was drizzling, but Xue Yirou and Qi Xingzhe didn't open umbrellas. This is not a cemetery, but a small forest belonging to the Qi family.

The news of Qi Zhifei's departure Qi Xingzhe didn't intend to tell others. It seems that as long as others don't know, then Qi Zhifei is still in this world, but he has few friends. After all, Qi Xingzhe doesn't want him to be too lonely on the road, so I specially asked Xue Yirou to come and see him off.

"Qi Xingzhe, I know he hates you." Xue Yirou didn't even look at Qi Xingzhe who was standing next to him, his eyebrows and eyes were frowned, but his eyes were wet. The boy who shyly called sister and liked to eat desserts just disappeared. How can a living person become a cold photo?

If I had known earlier that day, no matter what, I should have taken you away directly.

"No, he won't hate me." Qi Xingzhe had a ferocious expression on his face, kneeling in front of the tombstone, clutching the cold body of the tombstone tightly with one hand, and gently flicking the photo on it with the other hand, the cruelty in his eyes suddenly disappeared, turning into There is a lot of affection.

"Qi Xingzhe, he doesn't say anything, but hates you in his heart, you don't know, why deceive yourself?" Xue Yirou looked down at him coldly, and after a while, she looked away, and when she saw him, she thought of the boy who called for help, that boy The boy who was scared to the extreme but was still looking for reasons for him.

Qi Xingzhe approached the tombstone, murmured as if holding Lu Lehan in a whisper, "Zhifei, do you really hate me?"

"Brother, I like you." The picturesque young man in the photo frowned, his lips moved slightly, "Brother, I want to eat dessert, can you take me to that cake shop that you have never let me go to?"

Pouting his lips and looking at him aggrievedly, Qi Xingzhe hooked the corners of his mouth, reached out to touch his face, and said softly: "Okay, brother will take you there." What the fingertips touched was no longer the smooth and tender skin .

"Brother, I hate you, how could you have the heart to ruin my life, Qi Xingzhe, I will never forgive you in this life." The young man suddenly stared at his round eyes, his expression became painful, and his facial features were even contorted. Together, the hatred in the eyes seemed to condense into substance.

Qi Xingzhe's legs softened, and he sat directly on the ground, staring fixedly at the photo on the tombstone. The photo was still the same one, using Qi Zhifei's previous, chubby face, smiling so hard that his eyes narrowed, as if Also looking at him.

"Qi Zhifei, how can you hate me, I love you so much, do you want to take revenge on me, come to me for revenge, Qi Zhifei, what is your suicide?" Qi Xingzhe squatted suddenly, stretched out hysterically. He poked his finger at the photo on the tombstone, but the photo was a photo after all, the surroundings were silent, and a few unknown birds flew out of the forest, and there was a crisp and sweet sound.

I don't know how long I sat there staring at Qi Zhifei's photo, and I don't know when Xue Yirou left. She stood up tiredly, turned her head and looked at the tombstone again, and then walked away slowly.

Dragging two heavy legs back to Qi's house, Qi Xingzhe went upstairs without changing his shoes, seeing Lu Lehan's things in the room, the pain in his eyes was even worse, he slid down against the door with his head in his arms, and suddenly stood up for a long time I got up, hurried to the table, turned on the computer, and was about to click on the file named Qi Zhifei, when a ding-dong email sounded from the computer. I hadn’t turned on the computer for a while, and I wanted to ignore When Qi Xingzhe saw the sender that popped up, he was stunned. The hand holding the mouse trembled slightly. When he moved the mouse, he couldn’t click the correct place. After finally clicking on the email, it was a video file, trembling. Pale lips slowly sat on the chair and clicked the play button.

His face was gloomy, his fists were clenched tightly, his nails were deeply sunken into his flesh, and Qi Xingzhe's whole body was shaking without realizing it.

After watching the video, he slumped on the chair and leaned against the back of the chair as if exhausted. His face was bloodless, and his whole body was trembling slightly. On the ground, as if to vent, he bent down and shouted loudly, "Qi Zhifei, let me tell you, I will still look for you in the next life, and in the next life, Qi Zhifei, you will never run away."

Qi Xingzhe thought that the biggest blow he received was when he heard Qi Zhifei say that he would never meet him again in his next life, but when he saw that jumping, noisy, and coquettish child leaning against the bathtub full of red blood with his head tilted and his pale lips Before that, he felt that the world went dark and quiet at that moment.

He thought that Qi Zhifei's departure was already the most desperate thing in the world, but after seeing this video, he realized that Qi Zhifei never loved him was the biggest pain for him, and what he wanted was never Qi Zhifei Not the person, but his heart.

How much I wish that person’s liking is love, how much I wish that person’s heart and eyes are all about me, how much I hope that person loves me as much as I love him, Qi Zhifei, I will definitely find you in the next life, and you will never try to escape I.

The video just now came to mind. The man was wearing a large white shirt and fiddled with the camera. After putting it away, he smiled sweetly at the camera. The voice was as soft as ever: "Brother, the gift I gave you, must be Watch it from beginning to end."

The background seems to be the bathroom downstairs, no wonder I don’t know when he recorded it, but when I saw the shirt, Qi Xingzhe guessed that it was not long after he knew the room was monitored, because the white shirt was known to Qi after that time. It had already been torn apart during a quarrel between the two of them when they were still awake.

The teenager in the video has a sharp chin, and the baby fat on his face has faded away, making him look a bit older, but with those big innocent eyes blinking and blinking, he looks innocent like a child who doesn't know the world, if he grows up How beautiful it should be.

Qi Xingzhe, who hadn't seen Qi Zhifei for two or three days, stretched out his fingertips to touch the screen, as if he could feel the temperature of that person's body.

He stopped before touching his hand, with some surprise in his eyes, the boy on the screen took a few steps back, as if he was not wearing anything on his lower body, the boy blinked at the camera, with a charming smile on the corner of his mouth, this is Qi Xingzhe Qi Zhifei, whom he had never seen before.

Qi Xingzhe's subordinates tightened up. Did you use this method to win people's hearts in your previous life?

Qi Zhifei stretched out his bright red tongue and licked the corner of his lips, and said, "Brother, pay attention, let's start."

The boy took out a small black box behind himself, Qi Xingzhe's eyes darkened, that box...

Sure enough, all kinds of sex toys were placed in a row in front of the camera. Qi Zhifei lightly tapped one of those things with one finger, squinted at the camera with raised eyebrows, hooked the corners of his mouth and said softly, "Brother, I'll take it." I hope you will remember the performances that come down forever, and I will use them all."

The familiar innocence was gone from the young man's face, replaced by incomparably enchanting, with a little flush of spring in the corners of his eyes and brows.

The video lasted for nearly two hours, and Qi Zhifei used almost all of it as he said. Qi Xingzhe watched the teenager playing with himself in the video with a gloomy face, and made a sweet sound, as if he was lying on the bed. He has never been indulgent, and his voice has not changed, it is just that he no longer has his own force to call him brother or his own name.

In the end, Qi Zhifei blinked his misty peach blossom eyes, and with trembling hands, he pulled out the things behind him and brought them to the front of the video. His expression quickly changed from the lewdness just now to resentment, and he gritted his teeth and grabbed the camera and said ruthlessly: "Qi Xingzhe, did you see, even if I'm gay, I'd rather be with these sex toys than you touch me."

Because of his approach, the screen was full of his face, and the hatred in the boy's eyes couldn't be hidden, it would even permeate through the screen, the screen suddenly went black and the video stopped.

Thinking of that look, even Qi Xingzhe, who had already vented his anger, still felt a sense of sadness in his heart, as if he had fallen into the abyss at the bottom of the valley and could not see the light of day. Looking at the mess on the ground, his expression instantly became crazy, and he laughed loudly: "Qi Zhifei , you hate me, you hate me so much, how can you hate me so much, but even if you hate me, I will not let you go."