king vs king

The emergence of this idea made Wang Si himself a little unbelievable.

Even though he never doubted his feelings for Wang Wei, getting married?Not to mention Wang Wei, even when he was dating a girl before, he never thought about getting married.

In fact, Wang Si did not have any expectations for marriage from his childhood.After growing up, they wandered around to make a living, and had a few so-called girlfriends indiscriminately, but they were just the mutual dependence and comfort of poor and hopeless young men and women. Everyone knew that there was no future together, and no one thought about whether they would get married or not. thing.

But at this moment, looking at the starry sky in Xia Ye, Wang Si suddenly had expectations for marriage.

He is not sure what a happy marriage should look like. He has seen abusive fathers and selfish mothers.In his impression, I am afraid that the happiest couple is Wang Yuanshi and his wife who met each other a few times.

But the two of them will not be like that, after all, they are two men.

Wang Si suddenly felt that he was a little ridiculous. The word marriage was already so illusory and unfamiliar, and the marriage of two men was even more unimaginable. How could he have such an idea?

But he still couldn't help thinking.

He couldn't help but imagine him and Wang Wei standing in the church, swearing oaths in front of the priest, and kissing in the blessings of everyone; He also walked on the red carpet of the ceremony; he imagined that they appeared in each other's news in the name of each other's lover; he imagined that when he got the coveted trophy, he could stand on the stage and thank his lover Wang Wei; he imagined Wang Wei on the stage, and he could say directly into the microphone: "This is a song written for my lover Wang Si."

The cigarette butt burned his fingers and woke him up from his fantasy.

He stubbed out the cigarette, went into the bathroom and washed his face indiscriminately, looking at himself in the mirror, half of the imaginary beautiful smile remained, and half was depressed by the bony reality.

He dried his face, shook his head, as if to get rid of these unreachable thoughts, then threw himself back on the bed, closed his eyes tightly, thinking that he could sleep for another two hours.

What to marry?Don't think about it, let's shoot tomorrow's scene first.

Of course, Wang Wei would not have thought of the unspeakable inner activities that Wang Si experienced, and he told him about Wang Jun during the video before going to bed the next day.

Wang Si was also a little surprised: "Xiao Jun... really brave."

"Yes," Wang Wei turned over, "He has always been very firm and courageous in this matter, and I admire him."

"Are you going to go home to maintain the situation?" Wang Jun asked.

Wang Wei shrugged: "I'll ask him when the time comes, I really don't know how to deal with this matter."

"Hmm..." Wang Siyou naturally thought of the two of them from Wang Jun's matter, and recalled the thoughts that came up yesterday, and felt a little depressed in his heart.

"Then...about the two of us...let's talk to my uncle and aunt later, and let them buffer." Wang Wei's tone was a little hesitant, for fear that Wang Si would think that he was afraid to come out.

Wang Si nodded: "Yes, it's really hard to accept two people coming out of the closet in a row. And this kind of thing, what's the rush? Let nature take its course."

When Wang Wei heard it, he felt a little awkward and asked, "Then when are you going to tell your mother?"

"My mother?" Wang Si was a little irritable when he thought about Zhu Xiuyun, "I'm too lazy to tell her."

Wang Wei immediately felt chills in his heart: "What? You don't plan to tell her?"

Wang Si waved his hand impatiently: "I don't want to talk about it."

This scene fell in Wang Wei's eyes, as if he was unwilling to come out with his family. Wang Wei felt unhappy in his heart. He was thinking about how to make his family accept Wang Si. Why didn't Wang Si work hard in this direction?Has he never thought about the future of the two of them?

"Sooner or later we have to talk." Wang Wei said deliberately.

"Tsk," Wang Si frowned, "Can you stop talking about this?"

"Why can't you? Haven't you ever thought about telling your mother? It's been like this forever?" Wang Wei also turned up the volume.

"Are you sick? Are you having fun in the middle of the night?" Wang Si's temper also came up.

"Yes, this matter is not going to be happy, then you will never be happy if you don't want to solve it." Wang Wei couldn't hold back his anger.

"I don't want to talk about this right now?!" Wang Si almost yelled.

"Then when do you want to say it? Every time I tell you something serious, you are like this. If you have a problem with your mother, you have to find a way to solve it. How can you always avoid it?" Wang Wei has long been caught by Wang Si's family problems. I lost my patience, because this moment finally broke out.

"Wang Wei," Wang Si stared at Wang Wei on the screen, gritted his teeth and said, "It's not that I haven't told you about our family. You also know what kind of person my mother is. When you were young, your parents treated you Well, your parents are good to you without your uncle and aunt. You don't understand how I grew up in such an environment, and you don't know how I get along with my mother. Don't use your self-righteous thinking On me! Not everyone grew up in an ivory tower like you! I don't need you to tell me what to do!"

Wang Wei stared blankly at the phone screen. He didn't expect Wang Si to quarrel with him like this, and even opened the wound of his parents' death indifferently.

He has always felt that Wang Si was unhappy in his childhood, which led to some shortcomings in his character. He always pleases others and wants to gain the care and affirmation of others, but sometimes he can't control his temper with those who are really close to him. The topic of family is even worse. Minefield, it is impossible to say.

Therefore, he always tries to avoid Wang Si's weakness as much as possible, and when he gets along, he always talks sweetly, but life is not always romantic love, and they always have problems to solve in the face of reality.

Once or twice, every time he tried to talk about coming out to his family, he was perfunctory by Wang Si. Today he only said a few words, but he got such a reaction from Wang Si.

Wang Wei felt deeply helpless.

"I'm tired, let's go to bed." Wang Si looked at Wang Wei's gloomy face, unwilling to say more.

"Hmm." Wang Wei replied in a deep voice, unwilling to continue the conversation.

The two didn't even say goodnight to each other and just hung up the video.

And from this moment on, the two entered the first Cold War period.

Wang Si has always been unwilling to take the initiative to give in. Every time the two had conflicts, it was Wang Wei who first confessed his mistakes with a playful face and apologized. In front of Wang Wei's smiling face, Wang Si couldn't hold back his anger anymore. It was Wang Wei's fault. If it was wrong, he forgave it, if it was his fault, he pretended not to know and forgave.

But this time Wang Wei made up his mind not to admit his mistake, and he felt that the two of them could no longer just muddle along like this.Even Wang Jun knows that he should take the initiative to face his parents and fight for happiness bravely. How can they be like ostriches all the time?And in the final analysis, he also felt that he did not say anything wrong. On the contrary, Wang Si said that he lived in an ivory tower and said that he told him what to do, but it hurt his heart.

So he decided that this time he would not take the initiative to admit his mistakes no matter what he said.

After Wang Si hung up the video, he began to regret it. He deeply understood that his anger was unreasonable. It was because Zhu Xiuyun was cheated that he took his anger out on Wang Wei.What Wang Wei said was right, problems always had to be solved, and once he thought of facing Zhu Xiuyun, there was a nameless evil fire in his heart, and he couldn't control it no matter what.

He knew that he was the one who was in the wrong this time, so he made up his mind to step down as soon as Wang Wei gave him a step.

What I didn't expect was that Wang Wei just refused to give the steps. The next day he waited until midnight, but Wang Wei didn't call the video.

However, this was the case for several days in a row, so Wang Si became angry with "don't let him go down the stairs", which even overshadowed his original sense of guilt, the more cold war, the more angry.

Finally, after a week of cold war, Wang Dun realized: The way I get angry is too much like a woman!

After two or three days of the cold war, Wang Wei actually regretted it. His anger had long since dissipated, but he had made up his mind not to admit his mistake. Now he was a little bit stuck, because he didn't expect Wang Si to be so twisted, and he just refused to take the initiative.

After a few more days, Wang Wei also became really angry.

Why do you want me to subdue every time?Yes, it's okay to be soft, a man can bend and stretch.But I can't be subdued everysingletime, right?There must be reason for two people to get along, right?Besides, you are also a man!Although I will fuck you on the bed, but you are also a man!And it's not like I haven't been fucked by you before!Can't you have some empathy and take care of my mood?

Damn, I don't care about it this time, but I won't admit my mistake!

So the two of them just regretted and got angry with each other in such a daze while waiting for the other to step down, and a few weeks passed without knowing it. ——After all, both of them are too busy at work, except that there is no customary video time after work and before going to bed, which will cause some miss and anger, and they usually don't have time to think so much.

And Wang Jun’s birthday is just here. Wang Wei thought twice and asked Qin Luchuan whether he should be present. Qin Luchuan smiled and said as always: “No, the key to this matter lies in Xiaojun and Xiaojun. His parents, you may not be more helpful if you are there, or you will burn yourself, so please don't go, and we will tell you the result later."

Wang Wei nodded after hearing Qin Luchuan's words. After all, Qin Luchuan was like a spiritual mentor in his emotional world. If he said not to go, then he definitely shouldn't go.

"How are you and Xiao Wang doing recently? It's been half a year since you consulted me last time. You must be fine, right?" Qin Luchuan made a rare joke.

Wang Wei couldn't hide the embarrassment in his expression, and said, "Ah...no...no problem..."

Qin Luchuan looked at Wang Wei's expression, and asked doubtfully, "Is there still a problem?"

Knowing that he misunderstood, Wang Wei quickly waved his hands and said, "It's really okay, it's really okay, it's just... I've been a little awkward these two days..."

"Oh?"

Wang Wei held back the anger in his heart for a long time, and Qin Luchuan laughed out all his words with an "Oh?"

"Don't you think so! Should I stop giving in?"

Qin Luchuan nodded with a smile: "If you think it's right to do it, then do it."

"Ah?" Wang Wei didn't understand, "What do you mean?"

"Emotional matters are like people drinking water. Since you feel that this time you shouldn't be subdued, then don't give up. If you continue to fight like this, one day you can't stand it anymore and feel that you should be subdued, then you should be subdued. You will He is the one who understands his feelings best." Qin Luchuan said lightly.

Wang Wei hurriedly said, "But what I told you is to ask for your advice?"

Qin Luchuan smiled and said, "What advice can I give you? I'm not an emotional expert."

"You were the one who told me that I liked Wang Si!"

Qin Luchuan scratched his temples, "Well... If I remember correctly, you should have said so yourself, and I even advised you that this road is not easy."

"……yes?"

Qin Luchuan patted Wang Wei on the shoulder with a smile: "I myself have gone the wrong way. If you want to ask me about my experience, I'm afraid it doesn't have any guiding significance. What I can tell you is that two people in the world can like each other It is already a great fate, do your best to grasp it, no matter what decision you make, no matter what the future outcome is, the love you experience is unique and beautiful."

Wang Wei was stunned: "Wow, you speak so literaryly..."

Lawyer Qin shrugged: "It's all about going through vicissitudes, and you have to face your future father-in-law when you speak. People, no matter how old you are, there are still new challenges."

Wang Wei's cheeks twitched. Anyway, Wang Jun is also his younger brother, old man or something... It's a bit awkward.