There is a pregnant woman at home

After a few days of peace and quiet, it was the weekend again. I remembered the auto show that was being held, so I called Xiao Xiao and asked her to go with her to see if I could choose a good and cheap means of transportation.

After getting dressed, she was about to go out, but found that Ji Xiaosan was still lying on the sofa lazily.

"It's time to go out, why don't you go change your clothes?"

Ji Luojue looked up at me, and replied with a smile: "I'm not going, you two have a good time shopping."

Huh?I wondered in my heart, usually when Xiao Xiao and I go out, she always follows her begging for nothing, why did she suddenly change her sex today and stop following her on purpose?

Of course, I'm not so mean that I want her to follow me, but her behavior is really abnormal, which makes me suspicious.

"Do you have something else to do, or something?"

"What can happen to me?" Ji Luojue raised her head and glanced at me, "Is it better for you to wish for something to happen to me?"

All right, all right, so many mistakes.I turned around and walked out, after thinking about it, I turned my head and asked worriedly.

"If I can't come back at noon, you can order takeaway or go to the restaurant downstairs to eat."

"okay."

"Fruit milk and so on are all in the refrigerator. If you want to eat them, take them out in advance to let them warm up or warm them up, otherwise they will hurt your stomach if you eat them cold."

"Understood, you are really long-winded." Ji Luojue smiled like a flower: "If you are really worried, just stay at home and watch over me, and don't go on a date with your doctor Xiao?"

Cut, I'm really narcissistic. If I have any worries, even if I do, it's because I don't worry about my unborn nephew.

Standing where I was, I wanted to see if there was anything else I needed to ask, but the phone rang suddenly, and I looked down, it was Xiao Xiao.

I guess she's already downstairs, so she called to remind us to hurry up.

"Then I'm leaving, call if you need anything."

"Okay." Ji Luojue obediently responded, I glanced at her, turned around and went out and hurried downstairs.

As soon as I got into the car, Xiao Xiao stretched her slender neck and looked behind me before the seat belt was fastened.

"Don't look, she won't go."

"Ah?" Xiao Xiao was also a little surprised, thinking that we were used to being followed by Ji Xiaosan when we "dated", and she suddenly changed her personality, and no one could adapt for a while.People, why are they all born so cheap?

"Is she unwell, or is there something else?"

"No, it's all pretty good, who knows, every time I think about it, it's all right." I replied indifferently.

"Oh, pregnant women are always prone to laziness, which is actually normal."

Regardless of whether she is normal or not, Ji Xiaosan's mind can never be guessed with the thinking of ordinary people.

Xiao Xiao started the car, and did not forget to reply thoughtfully: "Then let's go back quickly."

"It's okay, we're visiting us, she's at home and not outside, what can happen." Ji Luojue would be fine if she didn't go, and she could take the opportunity to clarify what she didn't have a chance to say when she asked Xiao Xiao to go shopping last time.

The auto show is very big, and it was really a burden for me who knew nothing about it. Fortunately, Xiao Xiao, the "knowledgeable car", was there. At noon, I finally chose a style and color that I was satisfied with. She thought the performance and quality were good. The price is also fair.

After paying the deposit and discussing the time to pick up the car, Xiao Xiao and I drove to a well-known western restaurant in the city center to have lunch. First, I wanted to thank her for accompanying me for a long time as a staff officer. Second, I also To use this to speak out what is in my heart.

The meal came quickly, and while I was eating, I raised my eyes and secretly looked at the person sitting opposite, thinking about what kind of words should I start so as not to be particularly abrupt.

"Do you have something to say to me?" Xiao Xiao suddenly raised his head and looked over with a smile. I froze for a moment, then hesitated to speak.

"Yes...uh, it's not really an important thing, you can talk about it after dinner."

"What? Are you afraid that I won't be able to eat after listening?"

"no……"

"Don't worry, it's rare for you to invite me to such a high-end restaurant for dinner. The money spent on us can't waste food, right? Just say it, it's okay."

The parties involved are so forthright, it would seem embarrassing for me to talk anymore.

"I think, let's stop pretending to be a couple and resume our normal friendship relationship from today."

I finished speaking in one breath, and when I looked up, I found that Xiao Xiao's hand holding the knife and fork paused, and a look of disappointment flashed across his face quickly.

"Yes...Luo Jue has already seen that we are fake?"

Her words hit the nail on the head, I nodded and shook my head, not knowing how to answer.

"She just noticed it, so she can't be sure. But I want to terminate the fake relationship with you, not because of this."

Xiao Xiao looked up in confusion: "It's not because of Luo Jue, is that?"

"A few days ago when we were going for a check-up, we saw that Dr. Wu..."

"Doctor Wu?" A trace of doubt flashed across Xiao Xiao's face, and then he suddenly realized: "You think my colleagues don't know about our relationship, and think that I'm still single, so it's easy for Luo Jue to see through, right? I didn't mean to It was concealed, after all, it was just pretending, I was afraid that if I told about our relationship, you would be unhappy, that's why I kept..."

She was very anxious to explain, and I was very moved: I don't care about my reputation, I have to work hard to help me perform this scene well. She is so good, and of course I can't affect her happiness for my own selfish desires.

"No." I said softly, staring intently at her slightly flustered face.

"I think that a good girl like you must be pursued by many people in the hospital. Pretending to be a couple with me will definitely affect your happiness."

When Xiao Xiao heard this, the expression on his face relaxed obviously: "Just for this?"

"Yes." Isn't this important, why is she understating it?

"I don't like that Dr. Wu, and it's annoying to be pestered all day long. Pretending to be a couple with you is just an excuse to refuse him. Why not do it?"

"No, I'm not just talking about Dr. Wu."

"I don't need anything else, because I don't have any yet." She joked with a smile: "I'm not as popular as you think."

"Not now, doesn't mean there won't be in the future, and...it doesn't seem necessary to pretend to be a couple now."

How can Ji Luojue be so easy to deceive? She also went to the doctor when she was ill, and she should have thought in her heart that this is not a long-term solution. Before it has any adverse effects on Xiao Xiao, it is wise to end it as soon as possible.

"Cheng Er, I really don't care."

"But I care, Xiao Xiao, you are my best friend, and I hope you can be happy."

I was sincere and stared at her with a smile in my eyes.Xiao Xiao froze for a moment, then murmured subconsciously: "Wish me to be happy? Then do you know, what is the happiness I want?"

ah?I replied in a daze: "What?"

She is hesitating, which can be easily seen from the hesitation of her biting lips and eyes.

"I……"

I suddenly felt a sense of uneasiness in my heart, an urge to escape immediately, and subconsciously opened my mouth to stop it, but Xiao Xiao's words came out first.

"I like you, Cheng Er, you are the happiness I want."

I was stunned, and the voice that came out of my heart at that moment was: Sure enough, the fact is really like this.

Not unconsciously, but I had a heart-wrenching failed relationship, and I always subconsciously resisted and escaped.A person's life is actually quite good, except for the loneliness that appears from time to time, it is more free than when two people.

The way Xiao Xiao looked at me used to often appear in Ji Luojue's eyes, and I am no stranger to it.However, how can people be so narcissistic that they think that others like and love you just because of the hotness in their eyes?What's more, I have such low self-esteem in my bones.

So subconsciously eliminated this suspicion from the bottom of my heart, and decided that it was just my own illusion, or misinterpreted the meaning expressed by the other person's eyes.

But when I really heard the answer with my own ears, I immediately believed that I had betrayed my heart.

"Xiao Xiao, you...I..."

What should I say, that I should have figured out that the answer is this, or that you really shouldn't like me, that I don't deserve it?

The knife and fork in Xiao Xiao's hand had already been put back on the table at some point. At this moment, she stretched out her hands to hold mine tightly, and said urgently: "Cheng Er, I know it will be hard for you to say that suddenly, but I'm not acting impulsively, this idea has been in my mind for a long time, I don't expect you to agree immediately, but... at least give me a chance."

Chance?What qualifications does a person like me have to give others a chance?

"Xiao Xiao, I...you know that Ji Luojue and I are still entangled. It's not fair to you. I'm not as good as you imagined, and I can't be called a good companion. You...deserve better."

Xiao Xiao is really a rare good girl, if she is not my best friend, if it is not the last bit of conscience in my body, I believe she will nod and agree without hesitation at this moment.

What can I lose by agreeing to her? Isn’t the idea of ​​living in my heart and being with me, enjoying the blessings of everyone else always attracting everyone’s flock?It's just that it's too unfair to her...

"I don't care, Cheng Er. I know that she is the one you love, and you have been unable to let go of her and your previous feelings for so many years. I also know that facing her new identity, you are very painful and entangled in your heart. I am willing to accompany you I am waiting for you, and I am willing to wait for you. Even if you still choose to be with her in the end, I am willing to do so without complaint or regret."

My nose suddenly became sore, who would not be moved after hearing such a confession?But, how can I indulge myself to spoil a girl's purest and sincere feelings just because I am moved?

"No, Xiao Xiao, I can't." I gritted my teeth and refused cruelly, got up from my seat in a panic, turned around and wanted to flee the scene.

"Cheng Er," Xiao Xiao called me, his voice was difficult and obscure: "If I say, because I want you to be responsible for me that night, will you...will you agree to be with me?"

There was a "boom" in my head, and I couldn't move anymore.