There is a pregnant woman at home

I hadn't slept all night, and the north wind was blowing outside the window. I subconsciously curled up and shrank into the depths of the quilt.

Ji Luojue must be very sad now, right?Presumably her heart is a bit colder than my shivering body at the moment.

What should I say?Misunderstanding, or God's tricks?It is undeniable that at the moment when I knew the truth, my heart was filled with uncontrollable ecstasy. Looking at the anticipation in her eyes, I even wanted to rush forward and hug her fiercely regardless.I want to touch her hair, kiss her lips, and rub this woman who I can't get rid of from the beginning to the end, into my body little by little.

Even, at that moment, a crazy thought flashed through my mind, let alone my little sister-in-law, so what if she is my veritable sister-in-law now, she loves me and I love her, so I should abandon everything It might be okay to be together with scruples, as she said, the two of us will jointly raise the child who is about to be born and should be called my aunt.

If there was no phone call from Xiao Xiao... I don't know what would have happened in the end...

However, when I returned to reality, I realized that those crazy impulses and ideas in my mind when the truth was revealed could only be a dream buried deep in my heart.

Xiao Xiao...how innocent, I have repeatedly said that I will work hard to start with her, is it that my so-called hard work is so contemptuous and vulnerable?In this case, isn't it too unfair to her?

If she hadn't confessed to me affectionately...if I hadn't decided to be with her formally...if she hadn't come out in front of her colleagues without hesitation...even, if there hadn't been that night...

Unfortunately, there is no if!

I even know that if I tell Xiao Xiao exactly what Ji Luojue said tonight, that silly girl will definitely push me back to Ji Luojue without hesitation, and even give us the most sincere blessings with a smile on her face, and then... ...A person turns around and weeps silently...Even if the heart hurts, he will always put a smile in front of others.

Xiao Xiao like this... how could anyone be willing to hurt her again?I have already defeated Ji Luojue, do I have to defeat Xiao Xiao now?

Taking a step back, without my Ji Luojue, at least there would be my childhood sweetheart Chu Guanchen, the deeply affectionate Ye Chengyi, the beloved Mrs. Ji and her extremely prominent and proud family background.But Xiao Xiao, she gave me the most ardent love like a moth to a flame, and even risked being ostracized and abused, and came out openly in front of her colleagues, so desperate and desperate, without me, she What should I do?I can't imagine...

All kinds of thoughts and ideas kept running through my head. I don't know if I am relying on such psychological construction at this moment to strengthen my wavering heart.

In fact, why should a person like me deserve to be loved by two such good women?Distraught, I got up and got out of bed and went to the living room to pour a glass of water and drank it all. For some reason, I was a little worried about Ji Luojue. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw that the light in her room seemed to be still on. After thinking about it, I hesitated. Walked over and knocked.

"Luo Jue, are you... asleep?"

There is no echo, not even a trace of movement. Could it be that I forgot to turn off the lights before going to bed?I paused on the spot, and knocked harder again, but there was still no movement.

Maybe I really fell asleep... I turned around to leave, but I vaguely heard the sound of paper towels twitching from inside the door. The movement was very small and weak, and it was separated by a thick door panel. Sticking to the door, you can't hear it anyway.Then, Ji Luojue's voice came, with a strong nasal tone that could not be concealed no matter what.

"what's up?"

My heart hurts, she actually... secretly hiding in the room crying?From the first time we met, Ji Luojue was calm, wise, and confident in my heart. Don't talk about crying, I even rarely saw a fragile expression on her face, but now...

I walked back to the door, feeling bitter and astringent in my heart. I wanted to comfort her but I didn't know how to speak. After hesitating for a long time, I asked with a soft sigh, "Are... are you okay?"

There was silence inside the door, and the voice came again after a while: "I'm fine, thank you for your concern." Calmness...even indifference, and deliberately created alienation, is she a disguise to protect herself?I muttered, not knowing whether to be happy or sad for her change.

"You're still pregnant, don't stay up late, go to bed early." I softly instructed, turned around and was about to leave, but her voice came out again, with a hint of unwillingness in her eagerness, it sounded like it was the last struggle.

"Xiao Er, do you really want to be with Xiao Xiao?"

It’s already been a month ago. If I started thinking about it today, then the ending... Alas, I sighed, biting my lower lip and struggling for a long time before I slowly said that sentence Come out: "We are already together."

Now it has nothing to do with wanting or not wanting, but this matter has long since become an established fact and cannot be changed.

The door fell into deathly silence again, and just when I thought Ji Luojue would not give any more reply, she spoke again: "Okay, I see." The voice was very soft and calm, as if she had finally resigned to her fate That kind of heart is as dead as ashes, and I feel like I have a sickness in my heart when I hear it.

"Then...you go to bed early...good night."

"Ah, you too."

Then, there was a slight "pop" sound from inside the door, and the light was turned off.I know, this implies that the conversation is over, but... is it really just the conversation that is over?

When I turned around and returned to my humble little bed on the balcony, I was still feeling uncontrollably uncomfortable.In fact, I can't describe the specific feeling, but the place in my heart is empty, as if something is missing.

After tossing and turning again, I don't know how long it took before the hazy drowsiness hit me. Just before I fell asleep, I suddenly remembered that I seemed to have forgotten to tell Ji Luojue about taking her to the hospital for an obstetric examination tomorrow.But... Anyway, she always wakes up later than me, let's talk about it when she wakes up tomorrow morning... It's the same...

Thinking like this, I finally couldn't resist the strong drowsiness, my consciousness was pulled, and I fell into the thick darkness.

From nine to five all year round, my biological clock is extremely stable, and I opened my eyes on time before seven o'clock.I fell asleep in a daze in the early hours of the morning, my head was a little groggy due to severe lack of sleep, as heavy as if hiding a lead weight, and my eyelids were fighting and unwilling to open, I tried to think back and remembered that today is Zhou Sixth, take Ji Luojue for a prenatal checkup.Since she was pregnant, she has been surprisingly snoozing, and she must not be able to wake up at this time, and I am confident that I will not have the ability to wake her up, so I simply lay down on the bed and fell asleep.

When I opened my eyes again, I was woken up by the children playing and laughing downstairs. The balcony, which can’t even block the wind, naturally don’t expect it to have a good sound insulation effect.I knocked my head and got up, took out the mobile phone that was left at the end of the bed, and saw that it was already ten o'clock in the morning.

He quickly got up and got out of bed, opened the curtains and walked to the living room, only to find that the bedroom door was still closed tightly.Although Ji Luojue is sleepy, but... she seldom stays up at this time. Could it be that she is angry with me and hides in her room deliberately not to come out?

"Luo Jue." I went to the door and knocked, then lowered my head to listen to the movement inside. If she was awake, she would always make some noise even if she turned over.But soon I was disappointed. There was silence inside the door, and I couldn't hear anything.

"Luo Jue?" I knocked on the door again and called... Still nothing happened.

No, even in such an unhappy situation last night, she didn't choose to ignore me, but now why doesn't she say anything when she asks left and right?Could it be that you haven't woken up until now?Or... what happened?

I was startled, and subconsciously knocked harder on the door: "Luo Jue, are you awake?"

The door was slapped, and even a sound sleeper could be woken up at this moment, but there was still no movement in the bedroom.It seems that something really happened... My brain was blank, my heart was beating extremely fast, and I didn't think that I should hurry to find a spare key at this moment. I just subconsciously held the doorknob tightly with both hands, just thinking Like the way on TV, he slammed forward with force, and with a flick of his wrist, the heavy wooden door opened by itself.

I was stunned for a moment, stared at the doorknob stupidly for a while, and then suddenly woke up and walked into the bedroom.

"Luo Jue, you..."

Before I could finish my words, I stopped abruptly. Looking at the empty big bed, I was a little confused about the situation: she was not in the bedroom, but this early in the morning, she didn't even say hello, where would she go?

An ominous premonition suddenly surged in my heart, and I remembered the sad look in her eyes when she looked at me before entering the bedroom last night, and the extremely light "Okay, I see" through the door panel... This is ominous It suddenly became more and more intense.

I quickly turned around, ran back to the balcony, took out my mobile phone and dialed her number. The moment I pressed the dial button, my heart immediately rose to my throat.But then, a sweet female voice came from the phone: "I'm sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off..."

shutdown?My heart sank with a "snap", and almost immediately extinguished the meager hope that "she might have gone downstairs for a walk" in my heart.Also, if she really just went downstairs, how could she not say hello to me?

I was so anxious that I walked around the living room with my mobile phone tightly in my hand, and I had to re-dial the number I remembered so badly every 2 minutes, but the results were all disappointing.The hour hand moved little by little, and half an hour passed in a blink of an eye. I couldn't sit still, and finally couldn't stand this torture of waiting any longer. I picked up the car keys, turned around and went out the door.

Maybe, she was really just walking nearby, I murmured: Maybe I ran into her as soon as I went out...