There is a pregnant woman at home

After dinner, considering that Ji Luojue and I were exhausted and didn't have much rest during the day, after talking for a while, my mother told us to take a shower and go to bed.

Ji Luojue washed it first, and then changed me.After washing and returning to the bedroom, she saw her leaning against the head of the bed in her pajamas, wiping her half-dry long hair with a towel in her hand.

I sat over cautiously and asked, "Why aren't you asleep?"

"Wait for you." She replied with a smile, and I retorted, "You sleep with me, why are you waiting for me?"

"Wait until you warm the quilt, do you want me to warm it for you?"

Ah... I was startled, subconsciously looked down, only to find that there was only one quilt on the bed.This quilt is thick, and it was just exposed to the sun yesterday. When it was bulging and piled up on the head of the bed, it was higher than the two beds stacked together. I thought... Now that I spread it out on the bed, I realized that there is only one bed. ...

"I...I'm going to ask my mother for another bed..."

I turned around to leave, but Ji Luojue suddenly said: "The lights in the living room have been off for a while, and they probably fell asleep early when they returned to the bedroom. I don't sleep well when I'm old. How can you sleep in the middle of the night?"

I know what she said is the truth, but... what should I do in this situation?

Just when she was at a loss, Ji Luojue sneered and opened her mouth again.

"Look at your nervous face, are you afraid that I will eat you? Or are you afraid that I will take advantage of your sleeping time and take away the precious chastity you have been thinking about leaving to Xiao Xiao?"

My face turned red, and I don't know if it was because she was shy with her unscrupulous remarks, or because I felt ashamed and angry because of her sarcasm: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

She smiled flamboyantly: "Since you know I'm talking nonsense, why are you afraid?"

"Who said I'm afraid? I'm just...not used to building a quilt with people."

Ji Luojue raised her eyebrows when she heard that, and I felt embarrassed, knowing that she must have thought of the times when we shared the same bed in the rental house many times when we were still together.

Didn't I... piapia slapped me in the face...

"There's nothing I can do if I'm not used to it." She put her arms around her chest and looked at me calmly, "I can only wrong Miss Ye for one night."

I was so embarrassed that I didn't know how to face the teasing on her face, so I turned around and wanted to leave.

"Hey, what are you doing?"

"Go get the nail clippers to cut your nails, why, you have to take care of this?" I muttered angrily, opened the door and walked out.

When she came back, Ji Luojue was still lying on the side of the bed, and when she saw me, she smiled slightly, passed the towel forward and said, "It's finished, please put it back for me."

I was noncommittal, put down the towel, took off my shoes and went to bed, lowered my head and concentrated on cutting my nails.

"You...you can sleep first, the quilt was just dried yesterday, so it shouldn't be cold."

I definitely don't admit that I hope to let her fall asleep as soon as possible while cutting her nails, so as to avoid unnecessary embarrassment.Miss Ji didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, so she replied flatly: "It's okay, there's no rush. I'll cut it after you finish cutting it."

You are not in a hurry, but I am in a hurry, okay?

I tried my best to create the longest nail cutting in history. I cut it and polished it, and then cut it again. I didn't know that I was carving some handicraft with my head down.It wasn't until the round fingers became bald that they couldn't be cut anymore, then she turned her head to look at Ji Luojue helplessly and asked, "Are you not sleepy, just staring at me like this for half an hour?"

"Yeah, let me see when you can finish the cut?"

There was a smile in her voice that I couldn't hide. I was really ashamed and angry, but there was nothing I could do.He got out of bed and rinsed the nail clippers, and without looking at her, he tilted his head and passed it forward, and said angrily, "Hey, it's not easy to wait for such a long time, so hurry up and cut it."

She took it with a low smile, and I walked past her directly, lifted a corner of the quilt and lay down in it, covering the quilt a little angrily without looking at her.

The air was very quiet, and I listened for a long time, but I didn't wait for the familiar "click" sound.

Hmph, what are you talking about cutting your nails? In fact, you still deliberately waited to see my jokes, right?Although I really can't say what jokes I have for people to see.

After another moment, there was still no movement. I was puzzled, and secretly lifted a corner of the quilt, only to see Miss Ji bent over and trying to adjust her posture with a nail clipper in one hand.

It turned out that the month was old, and my stomach was in front of me, and I couldn't reach my feet with my hands.I stared blankly for a while, then crawled out of the bed again with a dull face, sat down next to her and snatched the nail clippers: "Look how stupid you are, forget it, let me cut it for you."

Ji Luojue was stunned, then turned to look at me: "Aren't you already asleep?"

"You are twisting and turning beside you, and you keep moving, how can I sleep?"

Her face blushed a little. Such a scene is actually rare. According to Miss Ji's fierce and strong character, she has always been the only time when she makes others ashamed—if her current behavior can barely be called shame if.

I half-kneeled and half-crawled to the opposite side, and after sitting firmly, I lifted her white ankles and hugged her feet to my chest.

Because of the pregnancy, the feet were slightly swollen, but even so, they were still slender.When stretching forward slightly like now, you can vaguely see the tiny dark red blood vessels inside.

The toes in front of her were forming a smooth and smooth oblique line from long to short. The nails were slightly raised, turning into a beautiful pink color, which shone faintly under the light.

"Yes...it's a bit long." I was a little out of words, otherwise it would be a bit embarrassing for her to keep staring at my head and doing nothing.

Ji Luojue was stunned for a moment, she didn't know if she was distracted and didn't hear clearly, or she didn't expect me to say such words out of nowhere.

"Nonsense, why cut it if it doesn't grow? Is there nothing to do?"

Not to mention, when she was anxiously waiting for her nails to be trimmed, I really thought it was something out of nothing, and I had nothing to do. It seems... maybe I was thinking too much.

I lowered my head and said nothing, and after a while, I said, "If it hurts, just say it."

"Huh?" Ji Luojue didn't understand, so I raised my head and glanced at her quickly, expressionless: "I'm afraid I might accidentally cut your flesh." With a deep smile, he opened his mouth and replied softly after a while: "Okay."

After clipping the nails and tidying up the bed, it was inevitable that it would be the moment I tried to avoid before—sleep.

I had imagined several embarrassing moments that we would face before, but when it really came to this moment, it was unexpectedly calm and natural.Ji Luojue took off the long cashmere sweater outside, slipped into the thick quilt in pajamas, and looked up at me after a while: "Are you still asleep?"

I pointed to the inside of the bed: "You can sleep inside."

She didn't say anything, and smiled and looked at me after she moved in with her waist in her arms: "Why do you pay so much attention to sleeping, you can't sleep inside, you can only sleep outside?"

I turned my head and glanced at her, and after getting into the bed, I replied sullenly: "Aren't I afraid that you will accidentally fall out of bed?"

Ji Luojue froze for a moment, just when I thought she would say something grateful with tears on her face and tears in her eyes, Miss Ji unexpectedly gave a "puchi" smile: "I'm stupid, I can still do it after a night of sleep." Fell under the bed?"

Well, I really don't want to worry about eating carrots... I raised my hand to turn off the light, turned over in bed with some anger, and turned my back to her.

The heavy curtains were drawn, not even a ray of moonlight could leak in. The room with the lights turned off was shrouded in darkness. The tranquility brought by the silence most made sleepless people feel restrained and nervous.

My body subconsciously stretched straight, and I was almost lying on the edge of the bed. Although the bed was not too small, I was afraid that if I accidentally turned over after falling asleep, I would hurt Ji Luojue and the baby in her stomach.

"Xiao Er, thank you."

Ji Luojue's soft voice came from the darkness. I froze and didn't dare to turn my head. It took me a while to figure it out, so I replied: "What can I thank you for?"

Is it thanks for my kindness to help you cut your nails, or do you finally feel that my sincerity in asking to sleep on the outside is commendable?

"You...I really didn't expect that you could defend me so much in front of your father during the day. "

It turned out that she was referring to this... I suddenly felt sour and astringent complex emotions in my heart, and it took a long time before I laughed at myself: "Isn't it... acting? Of course, it must be more realistic. What is there to thank for that?" .I... I am not for you..."

Is it really not for her?The tension and protection naturally revealed when confronting her father, and the uncontrollable distress when seeing her speechless in embarrassment... Maybe it's really too deep into the drama...

"Well, I know it's acting, but thank you too."

"Do you know..." She smiled softly: "I have imagined many moments when we held hands and faced harsh parents together, whether it was four years ago or... At that time, I always felt that I would stand up and protect you."

She paused, and spoke again after a while, but her voice was inexplicably ethereal and unspeakably beautiful.

"It turns out that the feeling of being protected...is so good."

I suddenly felt very sad because of what she said.

Although she has always had a strong personality, as a proud daughter of heaven and born in a wealthy family, she should have been held in the palm of her hand to care for and love her. If it hadn't been for choosing me... even with Mr. Chu, she would be happier than she is now sweet right?

"I'm sorry." I opened my mouth softly, "I betrayed you. If you hadn't met me, your current life must be very happy..."

"What are you talking about?" Ji Luojue suddenly interrupted: "I mean, I suddenly feel that you seem to have grown up. It's just a pity, I don't know if it's because of me or Xiao Xiao."

ah?I froze for a moment, and suddenly turned around to look at her, although I might not be able to see anything in the dark room.

But I really saw it, Ji Luojue's bright eyes shimmered, as if they had been washed by water.

"What did you say?"

Ji Luojue chuckled: "Why, you're so excited to be praised?"

I didn't speak, not because I didn't want to, but because I didn't know what to say.Ji Luojue, on the other hand, seemed a little sad, sighed lightly and said, "No matter who it is because of, you are so good. It's just that if I'm lucky enough to enjoy your kindness, it won't be me."

After finishing speaking, she raised her hand to tuck the corner of the quilt, and said: "It's getting late, go to sleep, and I have to go to the hospital tomorrow morning." Then she slowly rolled over her heavy body, showing her back like I did just now. come out.

I didn't feel sleepy at all, staring at her unrecognizable back, I seriously remembered what I said just now.My growth...was it because of Xiao Xiao...or because of her?

Is it Xiao Xiao's high-spirited fighting spirit inspired by this new relationship, or the resentment and resentment born of chasing after the old relationship that was deliberately strangled?Is it because of Xiao Xiaoyi's relentless, moth-like enthusiasm, or her forbearance in pursuit of the truth?

Infected by Xiao Xiao, or inspired by her reflection?

Maybe...all of them...

Most of the factors that cause a person's growth are not single. They need to be tempered by setbacks and difficulties, and the infection of enthusiasm and determination is indispensable.I have changed from a young girl with low self-esteem and fragility to a little girl who "has grown up" in Ji Luojue's eyes. What I can't live without...is the influence of these two women...

I just don’t know when this change started, maybe it was the moment when I relentlessly blocked the hurt for Xiao Xiao, maybe it was the moment when I tried my best to protect Ji Luojue in front of my sister-in-law; maybe it was when I made up my mind to leave the past and Xiao Xiao behind. The moment when a new relationship begins, or perhaps the moment when Ji Luojue knows the truth through unremitting efforts.

It can even be said that from Ji Luojue's arrival, it was a new beginning - because from that moment on, as the starting point, the dust-covered past of four years was slowly uncovered, and old wounds were bit by bit opened, enduring the heart-piercing pain , walked out of the past step by step with difficulty.Unknowingly, the heart becomes strong, the person becomes brave, and growth is formed in such a subtle way...

The next day, Ji Luojue unexpectedly got up earlier than me.

On the way to the hospital after breakfast, I couldn't help but ask her, "Is it because I didn't sleep well at my house because I got up so early?"

Ji Luojue gave me a white look: "I'm not Princess and the Pea, I'm not as delicate as you imagine."

"A lady from a wealthy family who grew up in a honeypot, aren't you a princess?"

"So, at that time, you didn't have confidence in our relationship, you just thought that I couldn't bear hardships and marry you, didn't you?"

ah?I never thought that she would mention this suddenly, but I didn't react for a while, and I was stunned.

Ji Luojue curled her lips: "It's all wishful thinking, not to mention that your home environment is fairly comfortable, even if it's a thousand times worse, I can bear it."

"Then...then you woke up so early again? And...didn't you sleep restlessly?"

"I'm afraid to delay your coming to the hospital for reexamination." Ji Luojue turned to look at me after she finished speaking, deliberately showing disgust.

"It's funny that such a big person is still afraid of a follow-up visit?"

what's so funny?Who doesn't have something to fear or dislike...

It was still early when we arrived at the hospital, and there were not as many people as bustling like going to a market. Otherwise, if we want to complete a series of examinations that are basically comparable to physical examinations in this top private hospital in the city, I am afraid that the two of us will have to wait until the morning. Stay here till night.

Speaking of which, when we were sick, we never expected to be treated in this hospital.However, before the operation, my attending doctor suddenly suggested that the conditions here are better and more professional in terms of medical level and postoperative recovery.When my parents heard it, it didn't matter how much it cost to beg for nothing, they would help me transfer to another hospital.

Fortunately, the previous attending doctor made a bridge, and we thought it would be difficult to get into the hospital, but we were transferred in easily. The process was much smoother than expected.In all fairness, private hospitals are good, with good service, not to mention enthusiastic doctors, and charges are actually lower than public hospitals, no wonder so many people want to come in.

Uh... This is of course talking about sick people. If they are in good health, even if they are given away for free, they will definitely not want to come...

Because I had already contacted the attending doctor beforehand, my re-examination went surprisingly smoothly. Before noon, all the examinations were completed and I was ready to go home.

Ji Luojue and I went downstairs in the elevator, and couldn't help but raise the inspection report in our hands.

"How about it, I said I don't need to use it for reexamination, right? I'm in good health, and it's all your fuss."

She didn't even refute, she smiled and looked in a good mood: "It's always right to check, so everyone can rest assured, right?"

Just as I was about to speak, the elevator rang with a "ding", indicating that the destination had arrived.

Stepping up into the magnificent hall on the first floor, Ji Luojue and I had just walked a few steps when we bumped into a doctor in a white coat. The moment we passed by, he stopped suddenly, with joy on his face I looked at the people around me.

"Miss, why are you here?"

Ji Luojue's body froze, she glanced at me subconsciously, then turned to look at the doctor with a smile on her face and replied, "Dr. Zhang, long time no see. I'm here with a friend for a physical examination. I'm leaving now."

"Oh, that's right." The person Ji Luojue called Dr. Zhang was very enthusiastic, with an excited light on his face, he lowered his head and quickly glanced at her stomach: "The children are all well, why haven't we seen each other all this time?" You come to do the prenatal checkup, this is not acceptable, after all, he is not..."

"Doctor Zhang!" Ji Luojue was a little flustered, and interrupted him.

"The child is fine, thank you for your concern." I don't know if it's my illusion, but I always feel that Ji Luojue's tone is suddenly much harsher when he speaks, with a little displeasure.

"We still have something to do, so let's go first, sorry."

Dr. Zhang was stunned for a moment, then with a smile on his face, he hurriedly said: "Oh, then you are busy, I... I won't bother you too much."

Hearing this, Ji Luojue gave him a faint smile, took my hand and walked away without looking back.

On the way back, the more I thought about it, the more I felt something was wrong. After thinking about it, I couldn't help but ask her: "That Dr. Zhang looks very familiar to you."

"No, it's just acquaintance." After Ji Luojue finished speaking, she quickly added another sentence: "I... When I was just pregnant, your brother brought me for a check-up, and we knew each other then."

This answer is impeccable, but... this hospital is notoriously difficult to register, it's just a basic examination, and Ye Cheng took a lot of trouble to bring Ji Luojue here?It all feels a little impossible.

In particular, that Doctor Zhang's enthusiasm for Ji Luojue didn't look like he was treating an ordinary patient whom he had only met once, but instead had a hint of flattery and...a touch of fear?And that name when we first met...

"Why did he call you Miss?"

"Ah?" Ji Luojue was obviously startled: "Did he call him that? It's Miss Ji, you must have misheard."

I clearly heard him say "Miss", but Ji Luojue denied it without even thinking about it, which instantly aggravated the suspicion in my heart.

This is a private hospital, Dr. Zhang called her Miss, and there was a conflicted expression of nervousness and excitement that couldn't be concealed on his face, isn't it typical, when a subordinate sees his boss or...

"This hospital belongs to your family?" Although there are doubts in this sentence, I am sure that my thoughts are correct.

"This hospital...how is it possible..."

Ji Luojue turned to look at me, and nodded hesitantly after a moment: "It's just a share."

She is very smart, she must have seen through the thoughts in my heart at a glance, knowing that it would be useless to hide it, so she simply admitted it.And the so-called a little share in her mouth is definitely not as simple as she imagined. Even if she doesn't hold all the shares, she must be a major shareholder.

"I didn't want to hide it from you, I just didn't say it because I didn't think it was necessary." Ji Luojue was anxious to explain, but that's not what I cared about.

"I was sick a few years ago... You didn't secretly arrange for someone to let me live here, did you?"

I don't know why I had such thoughts, but from the moment I knew the hospital was her home, such thoughts came out without warning.It doesn't matter if you say I'm self-righteous or deceiving myself, but I subconsciously think so.

I stared at her with piercing eyes, not knowing whether the answer I wanted to hear was yes or no.In fact, at this moment, what is the point of affirming or denying?

If that's what she meant, it just means that she had looked for me secretly earlier, and tried to arrange me to be taken care of by her own hospital after knowing that I was sick. What's more, she went to see me secretly Not necessarily me.What is the benefit of knowing these other than to let me understand that she is deeply affectionate and feel more bitter and guilty in her heart?

If not, then it is purely unexpected, within reason, it is even more understandable...

"I..." she said hesitantly, her face full of entanglements, and she sighed after a long time: "I only found out later that you had been in this hospital when you were sick. If I had known earlier and met earlier, maybe we The misunderstanding can be resolved sooner.”

It turned out that it wasn't her... I couldn't help feeling a little disappointed in my heart, but I thought it was good, otherwise the deeper the guilt in my heart, the more difficult it would be for us to understand. To Xiao Xiao, wouldn't it be more unfair?

"Hi," I chuckled, breaking the extremely oppressive and dull atmosphere in the carriage.

"I just said it casually, are you serious? Although this hospital belongs to your family, I didn't live here at the beginning. It was because of my attending doctor's suggestion that I was transferred here. He also helped with all the procedures. Yes, how could something happen to you?"

"Really?" Ji Luojue lowered her head, making it difficult to see the expression on her face at the moment.