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When Bai Shiyan took a taxi back, Lu Zhao was reading a book by the flower bed.

Bai Shiyan stood in front of the iron gate without moving.

He has always known that the second uncle is a different existence, but it seems to be the first time he knows that the second uncle is so beautiful.

He was sitting on a white wooden chair with his left leg crossed over his right, holding a book in his hand.

The four o'clock sun shone on his face and body, and on his books.

He was so serene, so quiet, so beautiful.

Feeling someone watching, Lu Zhao turned his head slightly.

The child was standing at the door, looking a little silly in a daze.

"What are you doing standing there, come in quickly."

Bai Shiyan's mind suddenly exploded.

It was full of Lu Zhao's face and Lu Zhao's voice.

The 19-year-old Bai Shiyan suddenly understood.

He doesn't like anyone.

I only like my second uncle.

Bai Shiyan lay on the bed in the dormitory and couldn't sleep.

Everyone else is playing games, he has no interest in that.

"Do you know what it feels like to have a heartbeat?"

A few roommates looked at me and I looked at you, thinking that they had heard wrong.

"If you are moved, do you like it?"

Several roommates were sure that it was Bai Shiyan who said it, and the whole dormitory exploded in an instant.

"Fuck! Bai Shiyan! Do you have someone you like?!"

"Tell me which department it is from!"

"Is it the economics department girl who chased you last time?"

"Speak quickly! My dear! Huge news!!!"

Bai Shiyan didn't speak any more, just turned around and continued to look at the ceiling.

He doesn't know what a heartbeat is, what a liking is.

But the moment he saw Lu Zhao, he thought it should be.

Although all this made him unable to speak.

Lu Zhaoneng could feel that Bai Shiyan was avoiding him.

In the past, before he got home, the child rushed back.But during these days, he often came back, but the child always shied away.

Lu Zhao realized that something was wrong with him and asked Uncle Quan to drive to school.

In order not to let him find out, Lu Zhao deliberately changed to a less expensive car.

He is too familiar with this university, and he also understands Bai Shiyan, that kid likes to be quiet and won't go to crowded places.

Lu Zhao was standing under the pavilion, covered by trees, so the people in the pavilion could not see him.

But he saw that Bai Shiyan and another girl were holding hands tightly.

The two young heads were almost touching.

Lu Zhao suddenly felt amused.I don't know if he is funny or I am funny.

"go back."

Uncle Quan looked back.

The young master didn't follow.

"Don't you wait for the young master?"

Lu Zhao's face was ugly.

"Walk."

The car drove away from the school, but Bai Shiyan didn't know anything.

Ever since he discovered his shameful thoughts, he dared not see Lu Zhao and kept avoiding him.

He even found a girlfriend in order to test whether he was that disgusting or not.

Every time he took the girl's hand, Bai Shiyan had to spend a long time to restrain the discomfort and trembling.But when he saw the girl's happy face, he wanted to slap himself a few times.

Bai Shiyan felt very tired.

He doesn't want to go on like this.

I don't even want to like my uncle.

Even if there is no blood relationship, the second uncle is the person who accompanied me from the time I was born to today, but I, instead of repaying him, fell in love with him instead. With such dirty thoughts, I don't deserve to be in that around the holy man.

Not worthy.

Bai Shiyan hid from Lu Zhao for half a year.

When we met again, it was already Chinese New Year.

There are only the two of them left in the entire Lu family, so they must celebrate the New Year together.

Lu Zhao's new movie is still being filmed. Originally, there was only one day off for Chinese New Year, but he told the director that it would be at least three days.

When I got home, the child was already helping the aunt in the kitchen to cook the New Year's Eve dinner.

Looking at his back and forth figure and the slight smile on his face, Lu Zhao was suddenly very satisfied.

He seemed to finally understand the reason why so many people travel thousands of miles to return home.

But there is such a person in the family.

"Second uncle, you are back."

Hearing that he changed the address to "you", Lu Zhao felt a little uncomfortable, but didn't say anything.

"Ah."

"How did you spend your winter vacation?"

No matter how hard he forced himself to endure it, when Bai Shiyan saw Lu Zhao, he was shamefully happy.

"I didn't do anything, just the usual things."

Lu Zhao nodded, "Yes. You are studying journalism. After the year is over, I will find you a newspaper."

Bai Shiyan quickly waved his hand, "No need for Second Uncle, I can do it myself."

Lu Zhao looked up at the children beside him.

He had known for a long time that the young child who had been waiting for him in this house had grown into an adult.

Now he is tall and good-looking.

Today's him is no longer the child who followed him and sat at the door all day waiting for him to come back, but an adult who has his own opinions and people he likes.

Lu Zhao suddenly found it difficult to accept it, as if something he had been raising had been abducted by others.

It's like self-deprecation and more like sarcasm, "Well. It's a good thing that you don't need me to worry about you growing up."

The supposedly lively New Year's Eve dinner suddenly quieted down, leaving only the beginning of the Spring Festival Gala, which has remained unchanged for thousands of years, ringing.

Bai Shiyan's cell phone rang very abruptly. He glanced at Lu Zhao and saw that the other party didn't show much, so he stood up and walked aside to pick it up.

"Hey."

"Well, I'm eating."

"Okay. You too."

"Happy New Year."

"Well, think."

"it is good."

It was just a few words, but Lu Zhao felt extremely uncomfortable.

Bai Shiyan came back and sat down in his seat, his whole body was very stiff.

Lu Zhao didn't know what he was possessed by, but suddenly he couldn't hold back, and said, "Girlfriend?"

Bai Shiyan instinctively wanted to deny it, but in the end he clenched his fists and nodded.

"Ah."

Lu Zhao clenched his fist slightly, "What kind of girl is she?"

"Very quiet, very cute." Although Bai Shiyan didn't have any cognition in his heart, it should be like this.

Lu Zhao stopped holding the vegetables.

He has always known that this child rarely compliments others, but now he also praises girls.

"That's good."

"If you think it's suitable, just let me know, and I will arrange it for you."

Bai Shiyan stared at him carefully with his eyes wide open, trying to see any expression on his face except kindness.

But nothing.

In the end, he could only become a junior, "Well, thank you second uncle. It should be too early."

"You're still young, it's a good thing to settle down later."

"Ah."

Another engulfing silence.

Bai Shiyan didn't know what happened between him and Lu Zhao.

He is obviously the only family member in this world, but he is more indifferent than anyone else.

Bai Shiyan no longer dared to get so close to him.

He was very scared, afraid that one day his dirty mind could no longer be buried.

How would he see himself at that time?

How disgusting would he feel?

As long as he thought of such a scene, Bai Shiyan couldn't help but tremble all over.

He would rather not let him know in this life, would rather pretend to love others all his life, and would rather bear the sin that cannot be redeemed, and he would not let this secret be discovered.

Not to let Lu Zhao know.

After the new year, Lu Zhao didn't stay long, and left on the first night of the new year.

Bai Shiyan was used to the days when he was not seen, but when he was sent away, he was still sad.

This is the case between them, no matter who goes or who returns, they can never see off or welcome from afar.

Because there is not only 14 years between them, but also an insurmountable gap.

Bai Shiyan endured it for a long, long time, and forcibly changed himself for a long, long time.

From his freshman year, when he was 19 years old, he found out that he fell in love with his uncle, to now he is 22 years old, a junior, and still likes Lu Zhao.

Three years.

He forced himself to change every day, spurned himself every day, insulted himself, and even self-harmed.

However the result is still the same.

His heart still likes him.

He will still shake violently for Lu Zhao.

Bai Shiyan finally gave up.

He chose to bury, completely bury.

Since there is no way not to love, let him never know it for the rest of his life.

Lu Zhao received the news that Bai Shiyan's girlfriend was pregnant, and when he accompanied her to have an abortion, it happened to be the awards ceremony.

Lu Zhao has won many awards in his acting career for so many years, but he only likes this award, and he has never won this award.

Because the child once said that the trophy of this award is very beautiful.

However, such a child now has to accompany others to have an abortion.

Lu Zhao suddenly wanted to laugh.

Ironic.

"The winner of this year's Best Actor is..."

"Lu Zhao!"

Thunderous applause rang out, and everyone knew that Lu Zhao deserved it.

But that person did not show up.

Friends in Lu Zhao's circle stood up and bowed deeply.

"Hello, everyone. Lu Zhao needs to go back because of an emergency at home. This time, I can only take him to win the award."

"However, I believe that if everyone wants to hear his acceptance speech, the award will be his next time."

Lu Zhao didn't have time to change clothes, wear glasses and do anything.

He rushed to the hospital.

The child he cherished so much, the child who was so precious, the child he cared for and raised with care.

Sitting at the door of the dirty and broken outpatient room at the moment.And beside him was a woman.

"Bai Shiyan."

Obviously there are only three simple words, which he has shouted for more than 20 years, but Lu Zhao feels that it is extremely difficult to shout today.

It was like a fishbone stuck in his throat. Once he made a sound, the thorn went deeper and deeper, causing him more and more pain.

Bai Shiyan was startled when he heard his voice.

Turning around and looking over, Second Uncle's expression was unprecedentedly depressed, "Second, Second Uncle...you..."

Lu Zhao walked over step by step.

His leather shoes made a nice sound on the ground, but Bai Shiyan didn't know that every step Lu Zhao took in this short distance was like stepping on himself.

Every step he takes, Lu Zhao blames himself.

With every step he took, his heart dropped a drop of blood.

He used to think that no matter who left him, at least that child would stay where he was.

But now he finds himself wrong.

No one has ever been waiting.

In the past, he thought that treating the child well would make up for his childhood pain.

But now he finds himself too naive.

"Bai Shiyan, do you know who you are?"

"You've let me down."

"go home now."

Bai Shiyan thought that when he returned home, what awaited him was a roar and an explanation.

But he was wrong.

Lu Zhao also realized that he had made mistakes all along.

Originally, I wanted to stay away from that child, play the role of an elder, an uncle, and take good care of him for the rest of his life.

But now he suddenly doesn't want to be a good person.

Even if he is burdened with tens of thousands of catties of sins, even if he is thrown into hell like dirt in the future, even if he sees his elder brother being beaten and scolded down there.

At this moment, he just wants to be himself.

I just want to release my long-standing depression and tolerance.

Pain and grievance.

Lu Zhao walked towards Bai Shiyan step by step, tightly grasped his two hands, and pressed him against the wall.

The blood red in his eyes made Bai Shiyan feel scared.

"Second uncle... listen to me! I..."

However, he was not allowed to finish his sentence.

Lu Zhao almost bit his lip with a sense of punishment.

Then step by step, conquer the city and seize the territory.

From neck to chest, from waist to ankle.

He didn't miss any place.

Lu Zhao couldn't take it anymore.

He used to think that he was only worried about being an elder because he had been with that child for too long.But today he saw that he had aborted with another woman and touched his hot body at this moment, so he knew.

I am not a so-called elder at all.

The filth and filth have been dormant for a long time, just begging for an explosive breakthrough.

If we're not clean with each other, then let me stain you black.

I'll drag you to hell with me.

Because there, at least you only have me.

only myself.

When Bai Shiyan woke up again, Lu Zhao was no longer by his side.

He looked down at the mottled marks all over his body.

That person last night...is he really the second uncle?

So possessive and neighing.

It's like... he also has himself in his heart.

Lu Zhao almost escaped.

He couldn't believe that he had treated his nephew like that.

Everything about last night was unacceptable to him, made him feel sick.

How could he do that to a child he'd seen growing up?

how can he...

Lu Zhao felt that he might be crazy.

Crazy.

After that night, Bai Shiyan never saw Lu Zhao again.

Everyone didn't know what happened to them, and Bai Shiyan felt that Lu Zhao might not remember either.

But he remembers deeply.

The day when the news about Lu Zhao and Bai Shiyan was exposed happened to be Bai Shiyan's birthday.

For so many years, he has not celebrated his birthday.Because of his birth, his mother was taken away, and later on the same day, his father was also taken away.

Bai Shiyan felt that he must have been cursed.

So on the same day, God took Lu Zhao away from him.

"The popular film king actually has sex with his own nephew!"

"Lu Zhao's Lu's Cultivation|Cultivation Plan!"

...

Bai Shiyan hid in the house and dared not go out.He looked at the scary headlines and content on the phone, none of which frightened him.

He is not afraid of being cast aside by thousands of people, but only afraid that Lu Zhao will leave.

The analysis of those reports was clearly inadequate, but it was already able to inflict countless pain on Bai Shiyan.

He knew that Lu Zhao would not come to save him.

Just as he doesn't love himself.

Bai Shiyan remembered clearly the day Lu Zhao came forward to separate himself from him.

Standing in front of so many media, Lu Zhao took the hand of the pretty woman beside him.

"I didn't want to pay attention to these false news, but obviously, such slander has disrupted my life."

"Here I want to clarify once. The relationship between me and the child in the report is purely uncle and nephew."

"Please don't speculate any more. I have sent a lawyer's letter to the major media that reported the news."

"and also."

"Here, I would like to announce my marriage to Tang Ran."

"We're getting engaged shortly."

Lu Zhao's statement shocked everyone.

No one thought that an actor like Lu Zhao would get married.

Bai Shiyan looked at the pair of people who were regarded as "golden boy and jade girl" on the screen, and found it funny.

Is he in such a hurry to get rid of himself?Even at the expense of your own happiness?

Or...he has always liked that woman?

Bai Shiyan suddenly found it ridiculous.

He has been by his side for so many years, 17 years, which is ridiculous.

He even wanted to get even a little sincerity from Lu Zhao, but in the end, he couldn't avoid it.

When Bai Shiyan was walking on the road, everyone around him spurned him.

The school also advised him to drop out of school.Even the former roommates hid away from him as if seeing the plague.

Bai Shiyan didn't care about the eggs and water bottles that were thrown over him, nor did he care about the paper that had wiped his nose on him.

He only cares about that person.

The one who was watching.

He recognizes his car.

Just across the road.

Quietly but unfeelingly stopped there, not even willing to come down to look at him for a second.

Bai Shiyan doesn't want him to help him block, he just needs to step down and look at himself, and smile at himself.

In that way, Bai Shiyan will definitely have the courage to live and continue to love him.

But the car drove away after all.

Bai Shiyan didn't tell anyone.He left City B.

He was only 22 years old, but he could only leave the city.

Before boarding the train, he glanced back at the city.

Here, he once had a happy family, but it was still destroyed.

There was also a second uncle who loved him, but now he can't avoid him.

Bai Shiyan suddenly felt funny.

He came to this world alone.

When you leave, you can't take anything with you.

Those who once said they liked him are gone.

And the person he loved didn't come either.

Bai Shiyan closed his eyes, but the man's voice still rang in his ears.

"Ayan, come here."

He resolutely embarked on the journey of parting.

As long as that person is safe and sound.

So my 17 years, at least not in vain.

It doesn't matter if he forgets all those pasts, he will remember them.

Forever remembered.

Bai Shiyan lived alone in a small town for two years.

In that city, no one knew him.

People thought he was a child from a poor family and treated him very well, but they didn't know that behind him was the whole Lu family.

Bai Shiyan worked there, supported himself, and always paid attention to all the news of Lu Zhao.

He has forgotten when he started to know him from the little mobile phone.

Lu Zhao has been very popular in the past two years. Since he announced his love affair with Tang Ran, Tang Ran's worth has also soared.

But in the past two years, they have never married.

"Xiaobai, you're still looking at your phone! Come and clear the table!"

Bai Shiyan let out an "ah", turned off his phone, picked up the handkerchief with an unknown number of bacteria, and walked towards the table.

On the day of Lu Zhao's engagement, Bai Shiyan was standing on the side of the road in this small town blowing the sea breeze.

He actually liked the city very much.There is the sea, the sky, and the clouds.

Just without him.

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