Quick Time Travel Manual

The time to leave was getting closer and closer, Bai Shiyan already felt the pain getting stronger and stronger, and he couldn't bear it more and more.

He has already seen Zha Zha's analysis and testing of his body, the cancer cells have spread from the legs and knees to the waist, and will soon spread to the whole body.

Looking at the distribution map of those cancer cells, Bai Shiyan still felt scared even though he knew it was not his own body.

"Scumbag, will I die in an ugly way?"

System: "Don't worry, if you don't do chemotherapy, you won't lose your hair. Also, this is the path you choose."

Bai Shiyan sighed slightly, yes, this is his own choice, no matter how painful it is, he has to endure it.

After exiting the system, Bai Shiyan was in a daze on the recliner.

Jiang Ling went out to deal with some company matters, but he hasn't come back yet.Bai Shiyan didn't have much time, and he didn't plan to go out, he just wanted to stay at home.

This is how it feels to have a disease that cannot be cured.

For the first time, Bai Shiyan really felt the pain of those terminally ill patients.If you want to live, you can live like an animal, but you are not allowed by God, you must leave in the most painful way.The most important thing is that before leaving, he still sucked up all the family's money, exhausting everything is just a few days of delay.

In the past, he never understood why those patients tortured him with useless treatment even though they knew they were going to leave.But now he is very clear, it's just because there are still people they miss in this world.

When Jiang Ling came back, Bai Shiyan was still leaning on the recliner and fell asleep.

He knew that the child was very tired recently.

Jiang Ling slowly knelt down and looked at his frowning.

It was obviously a youthful face, but now it is like this.He followed himself and suffered.

"Chi Chi."

"Don't leave me."

When Bai Shiyan woke up, he was already lying on the bed.He hasn't slept in a long time, but this time he slept very well.

When he went downstairs, Jiang Ling was already cooking.

He doesn't wear an apron when he cooks, and standing there is a work of art.And his incomplete fingers are his finishing touch, showing how he has paid for one person.

"Jiang Ling."

"You're up. See if you're sleeping soundly and you're not disturbed."

Bai Shiyan walked over, sat obediently in front of the bar and looked at him with his head propped up.

"Jiang Ling."

"Ok?"

"Has anyone ever told you that you're actually handsome?"

Jiang Ling paused his hand clinging to the pot, and looked back at him playfully.

"What, did you apologize to me?"

"How is it possible? I need the guts."

"That's right. After all, your man is already so good, and you don't like other people."

Bai Shiyan's originally adoring face had collapsed.

Cooperating with you, you are quite confident...

When eating, Bai Shiyan wanted to spit it out as soon as he stuffed it in, but he suppressed it.

Late loss of appetite, nausea and vomiting have begun.Bai Shiyan was a little startled.

He ate painfully, but he didn't see that the brows of the people next to him were already frowning tightly.

At night, Bai Shiyan went to bed very early.

Jiang Ling squatted beside his bed and slowly took off his pants.

Seeing the wound in front of his knee, Jiang Ling almost gritted his own teeth.

So God, still won't let them go, will he?

Jiang Ling wanted to reach out to caress the wound, but he didn't dare to touch it.

After a long time, he put on the sleeping child's pants, got on the bed lightly, and held him tightly in his arms.

Some warm liquid slipped down, taking advantage of the moonlight to shine a little.

Jiang Ling hugged the person in his arms, afraid that if he was not careful, he would be taken away by God.

He is a doctor, and no one knows better than him what stage Chi Chi's symptoms have reached, and no one knows better than him, no matter what treatment is now, it will no longer work, and what he will get in return will only be his pain and himself pain of.

But why exactly?What did they do wrong? God wants to play and torture them in every possible way.

When Bai Shiyan opened his eyes, it showed that it was less than a month before he left.

For the first time, he felt that time passed quickly.

"Chi Chi."

Bai Shiyan raised his eyes to look at the person standing by the bed.

His face was ugly.

"what happened?"

"Let's go to the hospital."

Bai Shiyan froze there, a little at a loss, forced a smile.

"Why? We're fine."

"Chi Chi. I beg you, go to the hospital."

Bai Shiyan was held tightly by him, and he could feel his tears.

It turned out that Jiang Ling could cry too.What a surprise.

"Chi Chi, let's go to the hospital, you will be fine. I am a doctor, I will save you, you will be fine, you will be fine..."

Bai Shiyan could feel his helplessness and sadness, but he could only pat him on the back lightly.

"Jiang Ling, you know very well that it's all useless work. I didn't tell you before, but I just wanted to spend the last time with you. I endured it for so long, and I can bear it until the end."

"I beg you, don't be so cruel to me... You can't do this... I beg you, go to the hospital, please? Let's go for chemotherapy. If it doesn't work once, it's twice. If it doesn't work twice, we'll do it ten times."

"As long as you promise me to go to the hospital, I will give you everything and satisfy you, okay?"

Bai Shiyan gently pushed him away, rolled up his sleeves and wiped away his tears.

For the first time, he knew that it hurts for a man to cry.

"Jiang Ling, shall we cherish the time we have together? You have done a good job, and I am very grateful to have met you."

"Then you...why did you still leave me...it's all my fault, I didn't remove the tumor well, it's all my problem..."

"No, not you. You are already fine, and it is my own life."

"Jiang Ling, I don't want to cry, please don't make me cry? I'm begging you this time."

Jiang Ling finally dared to visit him.

The person in front of him is a treasure that he wants to hold in the palm of his hand, hold in his mouth and lock in his heart.But now, like a puff of smoke, he will leave soon.But I can't do anything myself.

"No, I can't promise you. I will cure you, I will, you believe me, I beg you to believe me."

Bai Shiyan felt a little dizzy, smiled weakly, but passed out before he could speak.

"Chi Chi!"

In the end, Jiang Ling still couldn't win over Bai Shiyan, and chose to stay by his side all the time.

Now the days between them are getting less and less.

As long as the second hand turns once, Jiang Ling will be afraid.Afraid that he will leave at any time.Maybe it will be the next time the second hand turns.

Bai Shiyan's face became paler and paler, and he couldn't eat more and more.No matter how hard Jiang Ling tried to study the dishes, he couldn't swallow them.

Seeing the child getting thinner and thinner, Jiang Ling couldn't find any way to hold him tightly.

During this period of time, he has introduced various medicines that are helpful to him in this area, and he has been entrusting various people to help him find treatments all day long.Bai Shiyan knew that he did not give up.

The ulcers on his body were getting more and more serious, and the pain in his bones and joints made him unable to move, and it was difficult to even raise his hands.

Bai Shiyan is now like a useless person, waiting for the last moment.

He was very tired, but Jiang Ling was even more tired than him.

As long as it was related to him, Jiang Ling would do it all by himself.The original aunts in the family were also dismissed, and now there are only two of them left in Nuo Da's house.

It was the most perfect combination, but now it is very sad.

The more Jiang Ling worked hard, the more guilt Bai Shiyan felt.

He knew that Jiang Ling had always hated himself, hated that he hadn't been able to save him, but Bai Shiyan didn't say that no one could save him.

He is now counting the days.

This month is longer than ten years, but shorter than a day.

It's so long that he wants to get rid of each other, but it's so short that he can't wait to go through another round.

When he wanted to die, Jiang Ling just wanted to keep him, even if he was broken, he still wanted to stay for a second.

One second is fine.

At night, Jiang Ling was already sleeping soundly in his arms, so he could only hold his hand lightly, but still kept his pulse.

Bai Shiyan could not see the deep dark circles under Jiang Ling's eyes, but he could only choose to ignore them.

"Drip. The time is up, and there are still 15 minutes before leaving."

Bai Shiyan closed his eyes as if relieved and nostalgic.

"Jiang Ling."

"What's wrong? Where does it hurt?"

"No, I don't hurt."

"You've worked so hard this time."

Jiang Ling smiled slightly at him, but it was uglier than crying.

"Chi Chi, you've been with me for so many years, but I haven't been able to give you the life you want. I'm sorry for you."

"No. The life I want to live is to have you, you are enough for me."

"Jiang Ling, don't blame yourself. No one knows better than me how happy I am with you. You are handsome and good-looking. Although you are cold, I just like your style."

"So promise me, don't laugh at other people in the future, I won't be happy."

"I have no one else in my life except you."

Bai Shiyan wanted to smile at him, but he knew that his face was only skin and bone now, and it would be ugly to smile, so he had to hold back, and he couldn't leave him that kind of self in the last moment.

"Jiang Ling, I really appreciate everything about you. Really, I won't lie to you. It's a pity that you left a shadow."

"In the future, you don't have to accommodate anyone, you must be yourself, live the life you want to live, and be the kind of person you want to be."

"You are so much older than me and came to this world before me, so this time, let me go first."

"I'll explore the way for you, you must come to me slowly."

"Be careful on the road and walk slowly."

"Live well."

"and also."

"I really love you."

"Drip. It's time."

Jiang Ling looked at his eyes slowly on the wall, and hugged him with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"I can finally hug you. I haven't hugged you for so long. Why have you lost so much weight?"

"It's okay, I'll make it up for you tomorrow."

"I haven't slept well for a long time. This time I can sleep until I call you."

"Chi Chi, you also have me in your dreams, and I will haunt you for life and life. Because you lied to me in the end."

Jiang Ling was finally able to hug the person in front of him tightly regardless of his injury.

Even if his body is gradually stiffening, even if his body temperature is gradually disappearing, nothing can stop him from continuing to love him.Because they promised each other to be entangled forever, even to death.

After sending Chi Chi away, Jiang Ling took him to sit outside to bask in the sun.

"The weather is fine today, and it should be the same in your place."

"Chi Chi, what I promised, insisted on, and wanted are all true, so no matter what the ending is, this is my choice to love you."

"I want to protect you so that you can never give up."

"It's just that in the end, you still leave me alone."

"This world is so gloomy, how can I go on without you."

"I have tried my best to learn, but I have exhausted all my life's learning and experience, and I still can't save you."

"I'm a doctor. I saved many people in my life, but I couldn't save you. God is really ironic."

"Healer, even if the love of my life cannot be redeemed, how can I save others?"

"So Chi Chi, this is your punishment for me.

What I have learned in half my life is useless.I love you for half my life, but to no avail. "

"In this life, I will finally send you away with my own hands"

"So in the next life, you have to pick me up in person."

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