then spring comes

One day in midsummer, the weather was very hot, and Jinjin was pulled up by the heat, more than ten times a day. After I gave him some Smecta, he fell into a deep sleep.At this time, "sister" sent a text message: What are you doing?I was a little restless, so I told him that the child had diarrhea a dozen times today, and now he fell asleep after taking the medicine.He immediately called and said, "You, let me tell you what's good about you. Why are you so careless now that you're a mother? You can still stay at home with such a small child who pulls more than ten times a day. Stay? Really convinced you!" I argued: "He stopped stretching now, he has already fallen asleep." "Why did he stop stretching and fell asleep, he fell asleep because of the discomfort, the child probably wants to dehydrate , take him to the hospital!" I panicked: "But I'm alone, what should I do?" He said: Don't worry, take a taxi to the outpatient department of the Third Hospital immediately, and I'll wait in the outpatient hall You, I will accompany you to see a doctor for your child! "I packed my things in a hurry, and ran to the hospital with the child in my arms. When I arrived at the outpatient hall, my "sister" took the child to see the doctor. I was already in a mess, and then ran behind him. There were many pediatric patients in the third hospital. , I just remember that we didn't queue up, he went directly to the pediatric doctor, the doctor preliminarily judged that it was enteritis, and the child already had symptoms of moderate dehydration, after the test confirmed the doctor's diagnosis, he needed an infusion to replenish water immediately, I hugged Jinjin Waiting in the infusion hall, "sister" ran back and forth, but quickly finished all the procedures, and Jinjin immediately got the infusion. The son who was originally full of energy didn't even have the strength to sit, and he just wanted to lie down. Curled up there like a poor little sick cat, fell asleep drowsily after being given water, did not wake up until the three bottles of water were given, and didn’t even need to go to the toilet once in the middle, which shows the seriousness of dehydration. The mother is really dereliction of duty, and the child is so sick that she doesn't know it, ashamed!

It was only then that my heart calmed down. Thinking about it, I was really scared. If I let Jinjin sleep like this, I would only find out that I was severely dehydrated in the middle of the night, not to mention how inconvenient it would be for me to take the child to the hospital in the middle of the night alone. How terrible! "Sister" was also sweating from running, and the shirt on her back was sticking to her body, and you could see the traces of soaking. I told him: It's working time now, and you've been busy for a long time. The child is fine. I'm fine here by myself, you go back to work quickly.He saw that everything was indeed ready on my side, and there was nothing else to do, so he hurried back to work.

After losing water for three consecutive days and taking medicine, Jinjin gradually recovered.During those days when Jinjin was infused in the hospital, I also had a small windfall. I saw a photo of him with a big red flower in the advanced worker bulletin board of the hospital. His name is Jiao Yang, a homonym for "" "Sunshine", with the faint smile on his handsome face, and the youth and masculinity exuding from his body, this name matches him very well!

After this incident, I was a little more grateful to him, and I no longer rejected him.I sent him a text message: sister, thank you!I still like to call him sister, just as he was in my mind at first.He replied: It's okay, be careful when raising your children by yourself in the future, and ask brother for advice when you encounter unclear things, don't make up your own mind!I made an embarrassing and eye-rolling emoji, thinking: How can there be such a narcissistic person!I wanted to invite him to dinner to express my gratitude, but after the last meal, I was a little scared. First of all, he cheated on me for almost a year, and I couldn’t let go. Besides, I also felt that I didn’t know how to tell him when we met. What's good, the most important thing is that I don't know how we will get along in the future, now I'm about to leave Luoyang to study in Xi'an, maybe it would be better to confess?Escape is not always the solution to the problem. Since the reality is like this, we simply face each other honestly. Maybe we can still be ordinary friends if we let go. So I left him a message on the Internet: Sister, I think we should be honest with each other. No matter who you are, the person who was with me during my difficult years is always you. I don't want to lose an old friend so easily, so let's start over and be a pair of ordinary friends!He replied: Well, you are not too stupid, you can tell which is more important!I was so angry that I was smoking, thinking how could this person feel so good about himself, can he die if he doesn't ridicule others?After this incident, I also thought about it. Many friends have multiple paths, or I will just be ordinary friends with him.

Now that I think about it, I was still too naive. Just like the development of everything, it has its own attributes from birth. Whether friendship can be ordinary is not something that can be counted. You just talk about some unusual friendships. He is not ordinary even if he is ordinary, because he is not ordinary.

When I started school in September, my original unit was not willing to let me go. I also considered that my hometown and children were here, so I signed an agreement with my work unit. It was regarded as a paid postgraduate study. After graduation, I returned to my original unit to work .Huang Linhui sent me to school with the children, and he hurried back to Beijing after all my affairs were settled.It seems to have become a habit. I still find time to chat with my sister after heavy studies, and tell him about my new environment and life. He has graduated from university for more than ten years, and he misses the years of school very much. This time, I was able to relive old dreams through me, and he seemed very happy. At first, he was worried that I would not be able to adapt to the new environment, whether I could get used to the diet, and whether I could get along well with teachers and classmates, but these were not problems for me. , maybe because I was paid to study, I didn’t have financial pressure and no worries about finding a job in the future. I easily adapted to the new environment and new life, and I felt like a fish in water, very comfortable.The course schedule of the first year of research is still quite intensive. The intense and fulfilling school life has brought me back to my best state. I can especially feel the preciousness of this hard-won learning opportunity when I come to school after joining the work. I secretly warned myself : The three-year postgraduate study time must be fully utilized.

One day in early December, I received a message from Jiao Yang while I was in class: I’m going to Xi’an for a business trip in two days. Are you busy studying recently?I invite you to have a big meal when you are free!I sent him the most emoticon: You are my timely rain, come on, come on, looking forward to my big meal!He replied: Looking at your behavior, if you don't invite you to dinner, I probably won't welcome me. I sent a laughing emoji: Sister knows my heart!The meals at school are all delicious, but the taste is the same if you eat too much. After eating here for more than three months, I really eat enough!So I look forward to Jiao Yang's arrival early every day.

After two days of busy work in Xi'an, he finally came to see me at school on the afternoon of the third day.I was waiting for him under the century-old sycamore tree at school with my schoolbag on my back. He smiled and walked towards me. The setting sun painted his back red. There was no cloud in the blue sky. Yellow leaves are flying all over the sky, and the tall sycamore trees on both sides of the road are covered with yellow leaves, dancing with the wind under the blue sky, tall and straight, swaying and colorful, and the eyes are filled with the chilling beauty of autumn!I cautiously showed him around our campus and the places we are familiar with. He found a high-end western restaurant near the school with me. On that warm winter afternoon, I sat face to face with him in the western restaurant by the window. Drinking tea on the booth in the restaurant, the wind is howling outside the window, the sky is full of dust, and the warm sun shines on us through the thick floor-to-ceiling windows. I sit opposite him lazily, comfortably, and relaxed, talking to him about the new news with great interest. environment, new life, he quietly looked at me with encouraging eyes with a gentle smile, and occasionally made small sarcasm and sarcasm to hit me. Let me become more and more courageous.I also found it fresh and interesting when I heard him talk about his business trip and recent work and life.I have always felt that I am a bit silly and not very good at talking, but he showed a strong interest in my topics and embarrassing things. We found that we have many common hobbies, and the books we love to read and the movies we love to watch overlap a lot. , Our views on the same thing are so consistent, we sat from the afternoon to the evening, waiting for me to have a big dinner in the evening, and he left in a hurry after sending me back to the dormitory.

In the days that followed, I thought about that warm winter afternoon countless times. Is the so-called quiet time feeling like that?Who of us who were happy and peaceful at that time could see the future?If we can foresee the suffering in the future, I think we will all try our best to stay in that happy and warm winter afternoon.

In this way, we are all walking slowly step by step on our normal life trajectories. Although we have contact almost every day, either through online contact or mobile phone contact, every time I go back to Luoyang, I will meet him, or have dinner together, or Watching a movie together or he drove me to a fun place near Luoyang, but when we got along, we kept our respective duties firmly. He seemed so calm and upright that I couldn't see any selfish distractions , he really just treats me as a friend, a sister, um, that's pretty good, let's just be an extra male girlfriend!Before Valentine's Day this year, I received a box of chocolates from him. He didn't say anything, and I thought I never received it. Huang Linhui happened to take Jinjin to play in Xi'an during those few days, so I gave Jinjin the chocolates. , watching him eat with relish, although there are mixed feelings in my heart, there is a trace of sweetness in my heart.