The tablemate I have a crush on is a paranoid

Seeing the cracks in his son's cold mask, Ji Shengchuan smiled even more happily. He took a sip of the cup of tea in front of him, and said slowly to him, "Don't worry, I didn't do anything. That kid has thorns all over his body, sharp teeth and sharp mouth, if it wasn't for your sake, I wouldn't have let him go so easily last time."

Ji Shixuan pursed his lips and said nothing, his eyes were as cold as a cold knife, he knew Ji Shengchuan too well, the more anxious he was, the more unfavorable Ji Shengchuan would be to Xia Songyue, but sometimes even if he didn't care, Ji Shengchuan didn't care I will let Xia Songyue go, because there is no way to reason and guess in the perverted world.

He didn't speak, neither did Ji Shengchuan, the two sat in silence for more than half an hour, until the tea was completely cold, when Ji Shengchuan was about to get up to get a cup of hot water, Ji Shixuan suddenly spoke,

"My mother left back then, not because of her extramarital affairs, but because of you."

Ji Shengchuan paused slightly, the smile on his lips had disappeared, but he still maintained a gentleman's etiquette and asked him with a smile, "What do you say?"

Ji Shixuan raised her thin eyelids, and her dark and deep eyes showed a mocking look, "She left you because you are mentally ill, Ji Shengchuan, stop acting, it's because you have bipolar disorder, She couldn't control the urge to hit someone, she couldn't stand you, so she left secretly, and asked someone to get a plane ticket to go abroad, so that you can never find her again, you were abandoned by her, the person she doesn't want is You, you were abandoned."

The three words "abandoned" seemed to touch Ji Shengchuan's back, the paper cup in his hand was deformed by him, and the cold tea wet the sleeves of his couture suit along his wrists. After the camouflage was taken off, his eyes were full of savagery, and he looked very permeable. He walked up to Ji Shixuan, as if he wanted to raise his fist to hit him as before, but Ji Shixuan easily grabbed him and twisted back Hold your wrists against the wall,

"Ji Shengchuan, I'm not the kid who was beaten to death by you before and couldn't fight back. Now I can beat you to death, but I won't do it, lest I get my hands dirty."

Ji Shixuan let go of him disdainfully, took two pieces of paper from the paper box on the coffee table, wiped his slender and cold fingers carefully, and was about to turn around and leave when Ji Shengchuan's sinister and sticky voice sounded like a poisonous snake from behind. Come on, "Do you know how my mental illness came about? It's hereditary, passed down from father to son, son to grandson..."

"Ji Shixuan, don't run away. Some things are inherited. You have my blood on you. This is something that can't be changed until death."

Ji Shixuan looked at him coldly, but Ji Shengchuan smiled wantonly under his disgusted gaze, even his black eyes were stained with a happy smile.

When Ji Shixuan left the office, he had less than 10 minutes left to enter the examination room. Xia Songyue's examination room was far away, and even if he ran there, it would take 15 minutes at the fastest. After getting rid of Ji Shengchuan, a lunatic, he calmed down a little, and then walked to his examination room.

After the bell of the last exam rang, Ji Shixuan was dragged by Yan Li and said a few words. When he hurried to Xia Songyue's exam room, he had almost left. He looked around, inside and out. Even searched the toilet, but still did not see Xia Songyue, just about to make a phone call home, Zhong Zining walked out of the examination room,

"Are you looking for Xia Songyue?"

Ji Shixuan was too lazy to talk to him, and as soon as he pressed a button, Zhong Zining told him, "Xia Songyue didn't come for the exam today. I asked the teacher to contact his family members, but they couldn't."

Ji Shixuan almost ran all the way to the hospital. In the quiet corridor filled with the smell of disinfectant, Xia Songyue curled up in the corner, with a large blood stain on his white school uniform, his eyes were dull, like a soulless The doll's face was so pale that it was almost transparent, as if it could fall down when the wind blows.

"Go and persuade him. When his father brought him here, he was already dead, but the child insisted on asking a doctor to save him. Later, the police told him that there was no way to save him. He just sat there blankly and didn't speak. , no one can shout, and can't be pulled away." The head nurse sighed, looked at the figure curled up in the corner with sympathy and pity, then turned and left.

Xia Songyue felt as if she had fallen into a bloody nightmare. No matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't wake up. The smell of blood and death wrapped around him tightly like icy vines, leaving him no time to breathe , He just huddled in the corner like this, neither speaking nor crying, his whole body was chilling, but no matter how cold it was, it was not as cold as Xia Yuanqing's corpse.

Suddenly, he was hugged with both hands, and then the familiar breath enveloped him like a warm protective layer. He leaned on Ji Shixuan's chest, and the tears that he couldn't cry all the time were like a flood breaking through the dam in an instant. Just wet Ji Shixuan's clothes, he sobbed choked up, like a homeless animal, and said in a hoarse voice: "Ji Shixuan, I don't have a father anymore..."

Xia Songyue's choking voice was like a sharp boulder, hitting Ji Shixuan's heart so hard that he couldn't breathe, and he wanted to break his flesh and crush every bone in him. He hugged Xia Songyue tightly. Songyue's thin body, her thin lips pressed against his cold forehead, said softly: "Don't be afraid, you still have me."

Xia Songyue passed out not long after crying, and her originally cold body gradually became hot. Ji Shixuan carried him to the emergency room, and followed the police to the morgue while he was receiving an IV.

Under the white cloth, Xia Yuanqing's face was serene and pale, and he had lost all blood and vitality.

"The cause of death was that a watermelon knife was inserted into the abdomen, resulting in massive bleeding from the abdominal aorta. Homicide was preliminarily ruled out, and the person committed suicide." After explaining the situation to him, the policeman sighed and patted him on the shoulder, comforting him: "Take care Hello brother."

Out of breath and depression, Xia Songyue developed a high fever in the middle of the night, Ji Shixuan took care of Xia Songyue after finishing Xia Yuanqing's affairs, and went back to the ward to take care of Xia Songyue.

On the hospital bed, Xia Songyue's face was as pale as paper, and her breathing was barely audible. Ji Shixuan kept holding his thin wrist, feeling the faint heartbeat on his wrist with her fingertips, so she could feel a little more at ease.

Xia Yuanqing committed suicide suddenly, which was unexpected by Ji Shixuan. Now that he has calmed down a little, his back felt a little chilly. At first, he wondered if Ji Shengchuan did it, but after thinking about it, if Ji Shengchuan wanted to kill Xia Yuanqing If so, we would have done it as early as when we found him, so there is no need to wait until now. In addition, the forensic doctor has already studied the cause of Xia Yuanqing's death, and has not found any possibility of homicide, so it can only show that Xia Yuanqing really died of suicide. , His mind flashed a lot of details that he had neglected before. Xia Yuanqing did not return home at night, looking haggard, and the clothes on his body were the same clothes he wore when he went out yesterday. When he went to see the corpse just now, his eyes were black and blue. , It looks like he hasn't slept well for several days and nights. People will not change their living habits for no reason, unless they encounter major changes or blows.

When Xia Songyue woke up, she found that she was lying on a hospital bed. Ji Shixuan fell asleep lying on the bedside, with one hand tightly holding onto his wrist. He moved his fingers a little, and Ji Shixuan woke up.

"Is there any discomfort?" Ji Shixuan said as he got up to look at the medicine in the drip bottle, and then checked Xia Songyue's body temperature with his forehead. Let go.

Xia Songyue shook her head, looking at the ceiling above her head without focus.

Seeing Xia Songyue's pale face but clear eyes, Ji Shixuan breathed a sigh of relief, gently touched his cheek, leaned over and asked softly, "Are you hungry? Do you want some porridge?"

Xia Songyue drooped her long eyelashes, looked at the hospital-specific snow-white quilt covering her body, opened her mouth, and said in a low and hoarse voice that sounded very weak, "I want to go home."

Ji Shixuan poured a glass of warm water, half-supported him to lean against his arms, and slowly fed him a little while softly saying, "We'll go home when the IV is finished, shall we?"

Xia Songyue did not speak, the long eyelashes like crow feathers drew a fragile arc under the eyelids, and the light-colored soft hair made his face paler, almost transparent.

Xia Yuanqing's bedroom on the second floor, Ji Shixuan, has already called someone to come and clean it up. The floor has been replaced with a new carpet, and there is no trace of blood. Xia Songyue stood at the door and watched for a long time before Ji Shixuan half-supported and half-hugged him Brought it back to the house.

"Shall we have something to eat?" Ji Shixuan gently supported Xia Songyue's cheek, and looked at him very gently and patiently, "You haven't eaten all day and night, and you will suffer from hunger, Uncle Xia knows , will be sad."

Xia Songyue's light-colored eyeballs rolled slightly, and her crow-feather-like thick eyelashes lifted slightly, and her light-colored eyes were filled with sadness, "But Dad, he's dead."

What he saw with his own eyes, even the blood that flowed out was cold, and he had been dead for a long time.

"You still have me," Ji Shixuan lowered his head and hugged him, stroking his soft hair gently, "I will take good care of you and love you more than your father."

Xia Songyue's head was buried in his arms, and after a while, Ji Shixuan felt a lot of wet clothes on his chest.

Although Aunt Liu is a part-time worker hired by the Xia family, she has regarded Xia Yuanqing as a family for so many years. Now that she knows that something happened to Xia Yuanqing, she comes to take care of the two children's three meals a day. When running around with funeral affairs, Xia Songyue was with her.

Xia Songyue's spirit is still not very good, but this child does not cry or make noise, sometimes just sits on the sofa in a daze, and eats when asked to eat, but stops eating after a few mouthfuls, there will be problems in the heart when emotions are squeezed Aunt Liu saw it in her eyes and was anxious in her heart, but there was nothing she could do.

That day Aunt Liu was cleaning up the kitchen, and Xia Songyue was sitting on the sofa in the living room hugging taro, but when she finished packing and walked out, there was no one on the sofa, only the little fat gray cat was lying there. She thought that Xia Songyue had gone back to the bedroom, but when she went up to see that there was no one there, she searched the house all over, and when she found that Xia Songyue had really disappeared, she hurriedly called Ji Shixuan.