hypocritical

Liang Rongyi slammed the bedroom door, startled Liu Piaopiao, who was playing ball next to him, jumped up and hid in the half-open wardrobe.

The dark clouds outside the window covered half of the sky, and there was a tendency to continue to extend the coverage to the distance.Liang Rongyi stared closely at the cabinet where Liu Piaopiao hid in, parted his mouth and clicked his tongue softly.

The scene before the rain was the same as a certain day many years ago, with the storm approaching and the howling wind.At this moment, he had already calmed down, moved slightly towards the door, and then moved towards the window as if laughing at himself.

He just suddenly wondered whether Lie Yunke would be frightened, and then he thought it was no big deal.They don't matter, the relationship between the creditor and the worker is nothing.

Perhaps it was the darkening sky outside that caused the trouble, Liang Rongyi accidentally opened the window, the strong wind seemed to have finally found a vent to blow in violently, and the curtain leaning against the wall was wrapped around his head in an instant.The sudden feeling of suffocation was the same as back then, and even the touch was almost the same.

In such an instant, he finally believed that he was sick.

Liang Rongyi hated hospitals since she was a child. At first, she only thought the disinfectant water in hospitals smelled bad, and later she felt that hospitals are the places with the most negative energy in the world.When I entered the hospital, I came out crying a lot.No matter how glamorous, gentlemanly and elegant people walked in, they would line up sweating profusely, arguing with one or two people who crossed the line.

Everyone cherishes their lives, and he has already seen it.But sometimes it is unavoidable to think that human nature is the dirtiest in the face of life and death.

He was not immune to this, so when he received Fang Qin's text message in the middle of the night, he ran to the hospital, and even almost knocked down an old man with handicapped legs.He didn't apologize, he didn't have time to apologize.

"I can't do it anymore" These were the original words in Fang Qin's text message, and they were also the first words Liang Rongyi heard when he rushed to the door of the ward.

Liang Rongyi stood by the door a little helplessly, his hands and feet were shaking.I don't know if it was because of the quarrel with Fang Qin in the morning, or because of the rush to run just now.

"I'm in a bit of a hurry, so I sent you... a text message and a phone call, and it's okay... Cough cough cough... You are near here."

"I didn't wait until you were admitted to university and I didn't wait until you became a writer." Fang Qinqiang sat up with support, and her tone was a little ethereal. She said, "Liu Liu, I'm still not reconciled."

Liang Rongyi stayed at the door, repeatedly looking at the wrong text message, and suddenly felt that all the strength in his body was drained.He really ran too fast.

"I want to see him. It's been 15 years. I want to see him." Fang Qin seemed to have made a lot of determination when he said this, and the tone of the whole sentence was raised a lot.

Liu Liu answered and got up to make a phone call. Liang Rongyi stepped back a little, but she could still hear what she said clearly through the door with poor sound insulation and inspection windows.She respectfully called "Teacher Chen" to the phone and said "Please come here".

Liang Rongyi's mind suddenly flashed the name of Fangqin University's tutor, Chen Tang.

At that moment, he seemed to understand everything, but also seemed to understand nothing.Fang Qin's bookcase, which is always neatly placed on the third floor, lingers in his mind like a ghost. He was once scolded by Fang Qin for a long time because he accidentally knocked out a book.

Liang Rongyi was only in his teens at that time, he forcibly suppressed the urge to kick open the door to vent his anger, and prepared to leave quietly.But Fang Qin kept talking, and he heard her say: "He's in the rest room on the far left, help me watch. But it's okay, he doesn't care about me right now."

When she said this, she felt a sense of revenge, and she didn't know if it was revenge for herself or others.

Liang Rongyi knew at a guess that it was Liang Xin, the submissive man.

"I, Fang Qin, don't owe anyone in my life. Since I don't love him, let others love him. If it's like this tonight, I don't owe him any more."

Liang Rongyi had a bad premonition in his heart, and he moved quietly to the leftmost door almost by instinct.Unlike Fang Qin's ward, the door of this lounge was not even closed, and the sound was especially clear in this silent night.

"After tomorrow, you can pretend that you don't know me." It was a woman's voice, crying, but not low.

"What are you talking about...I..." This is Liang Xin's voice, knocking Panpan, just like any time Liang Rongyi impatiently listened to it in the past.

"It's okay, thank you." It was still the woman's voice, and then she said: "You hug me again.".

And then, those who don't know whether it's tears or saliva clicked his tongue, Liang Rongyi suddenly crouched uncontrollably at the door of the ward and vomited.In a trance, he saw Liu Liu seemed to come out of the fucking ward, and a man in a black coat walked in. The large briefcase was even stuck on the door, which was extremely eye-catching.

"Shall we sit together?" Liu Liu put away her phone, didn't explain or was surprised, she was calm like an ordinary person.

Liang Rongyi looked up at this female classmate who was still close to her in school, and couldn't help but vomited again. The spinach noodles she ate at night poured all over Liu Liu's skirt, but she didn't hide.Liang Rongyi seemed to have seen something filthy.Undisguisedly moved away a few steps.

"It's okay," Liu Liu wiped her skirt with a paper towel and said in a low voice, "Our hometown is full of mud, and it can't be wiped off when it touches the body."

Liang Rongyi didn't have the patience to listen to her gossips about the size of sesame seeds and mung beans. It was nothing more than a story about a poor family who became a black household in order to register for his younger brother, or was engaged to someone from the next village at the age of 13, and broke the law because of ignorance.

Liang Rongyi didn't even look at her, he was waiting for her to say what he wanted to know, and his uncontrollable nausea came over his face.

"Actually, I'm three years older than you. I only entered the first grade when I was nine years old. If I didn't repeat a grade, I would already be in the third year of high school." Liu Liu found a suitable reason for her behavior, but Liang Rongyi didn't really want to hear it.

"Tell me, how much money did my mother give you?" Liang Rongyi finally said impatiently: "You take my mother's love and call me brother and brother, don't you feel disgusted?"

Liu Liu was taken aback for a moment, and then forced a smile after a long while.She repeatedly said that was not the case.

Fang Qin was her second benefactor, she couldn't explain anything, what she knew was limited, but it was enough to make Liang Rongyi collapse.

That was many years ago, Fang Qin was selected as the ace major of Y University, civil engineering, with a score of [-] points higher than that of Y University.In order to give an explanation to her parents, she listed dozens of advantages of this major in Y University, and finally got her wish and entered Y University.But when she entered the school, she often skipped the professional courses of her major and went to the Chinese Department to listen to Professor Chen's literature class.

Everyone thought that she loved literature to death, but no one knew that what she loved was only the professor who stood in the middle of the podium and said "being a human being is the most difficult" in the first class.

There is ambiguity, after all, a young face and an interesting soul are the best match.But there is no Yueju, everyone is a face-to-face person, and they can't do anything more excessive.But Fang Qin couldn't extricate herself from those smiles and occasional touches in those four years. Her final solution was to be quick and ruthless, find someone to marry quickly, and indulge in work every day.

"You're clean." Liang Rongyi clicked his tongue, and what he said was full of sarcasm.

Liu Liu was stunned for a moment, and then said that he was a student that Mr. Chen helped in the west.As for later, it was Fang Qin who found her first.

Fang Qin has always been proud, but she couldn't bear the torture of having no relationship at all. When she met Liu Liu at an event, she recognized her as her goddaughter.

"Auntie said that she owed nothing to anyone in her life, and she did things with a clear conscience. This is her last wish." Liu Liu said her eyes were already wet. After being taken care of by Fang Qin for so many years, she undoubtedly crawled out of the muddy abyss. In the sun, she had to do something for her.

"Really?" Liang Rongyi stood up suddenly as if he had heard something funny, looked at Liu Liu with mocking eyes, his body was shaking violently, but his tone was calm and calm: "What about me? You Team up with her to lie to me, to lie to you in school... ".

Liu Liu moved her lips and did not speak. Three years older also has the advantage of being three years older. At least she is still calm, really calm.She wanted to persuade Liang Rongyi to buy some time for Fang Qin, but she didn't expect Liang Rongyi to be even more stimulated.Before she could react, Liang Rongyi rushed over and kicked Fang Qin's door open.

"The next door is a good time to be lively and lively. Did I come here early or late?" Liang Rongyi pretended to sit on the accompanying bed beside the bed, watching Chen Tang let go of Fang Qin's hand.

"You...?" Fang Qin pointed at Liang Rongyi and was speechless for a long time. Only then did she realize so clearly that she had a son.

"You deliberately found a woman for my dad just because of him?" Liang Rongyi glanced at Chen Tang contemptuously. It was probably the first time Chen Tang had seen such eyes in his life.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Fang Qin struggled to smash the pillow beside him, Liang Rongyi didn't hide, but wanted to smoke a little.

In fact, he has never smoked, but he always thinks it would be good to smoke at this time.

"I know it all." Liang Rongyi looked at Fang Qin and said word by word: "Tomorrow, grandpa and grandma will know, and all relatives and friends will also know, and Y University, I checked the route, and it's only about ten kilometers away. will know..."

He was so angry, the feeling of being underappreciated and cheated and betrayed was eating away at his sanity.At that moment, he just wanted to quarrel with everyone, and the pleasure of unknown revenge fascinated him.

"Why, don't you like to owe others?" Liang Rongyi glanced sideways at Fang Qin. After all, this sentence is the truth. The love he never got since childhood and the incomprehensible paranoia are all hidden in this sentence inside.But obviously Fang Qin didn't pay attention, she just explained that it had nothing to do with Teacher Chen.

Liang Rongyi waited for a long time, but felt powerless. The mother and child had a relationship, and it ended like this in the end.He originally thought that Fang Qin just loved to work, at least he had his son in his heart.Who knows that Fang Qin doesn't like to work, and he doesn't have him in his heart.He couldn't find the reason for his existence, and the disgust he had felt since he was a child came back to him.He almost forcefully stood up and shouted at the other party: "Then why did you give birth to me?"

"Your grandpa and grandma..." Fang Qin blurted out half a sentence before he had time to think, but Liang Rongyi understood everything.

His grandparents liked children, and Fang Qin gave birth to him because he didn't want to owe his parents too many regrets.What about him?Who owes him nothing?Why should he suffer such a crime?

He didn't explain when he was complained when he was a child that he had no parents but only grandparents, and he didn't explain when he was asked overtly or secretly by friends of the same age when he was older.Now at this time, he clearly wanted an explanation, and wanted to ask why?Why?

Liang Rongyi stood trembling in front of Fang Qin, covered her head for a long time and shouted: "I hate you, I won't make it easier for you.".

He couldn't remember what happened afterwards, he only knew that he woke up in the famous No. [-] Hospital in this city, and he didn't quite hear what the doctor next to him said. He only heard the person next to him explain It's a type of mental illness.

"Hey, hey, hey!" Liang Rongyi woke up suddenly, and moved his hands forward instinctively. The person in front of him obviously didn't expect this result, and rolled down the ladder in an instant.

Liang Rongyi stepped on the ladder and jumped down, several layers of quilts were spread under her body.The people around him yelled feebly that they broke their legs, and the fried prawns couldn't be cured.