hypocritical

After Liang Rongyi returned home, the first thing he did was to find the agent he introduced earlier to buy the house.

He was fast enough, and he completed all the procedures in less than half a month, and even picked up Liu Piaopiao when his grandparents were not at home. Everything went so smoothly that he couldn't believe it.

During this period, he has not contacted Que Yunke.One is because I am too busy. Every night when I want to contact, I only have text messages and phone calls to choose from. In the end, I fall asleep without finishing typing text messages.The second is that he didn't really think about what to say in his heart. The future is so long, and he doesn't have the courage to promise his life.He knew what Que Yunke wanted, but he didn't know how to give it.

It wasn't until he finished running the house and transferred part of his property that he felt a sense of security.

He has never been short of money since he was a child, but he has a deep obsession with money.In those years, the good people and good deeds he did were not really careless.He has seen people who have no money and nowhere to go to find someone else to be their parents, and he has also seen people who line up to sell blood for thousands of dollars.Therefore, he has been coldly dealing with his grandma and his relationship with Que Yunke during this time.After his grandparents gradually relaxed their control over him, and he got the house and money, he suddenly wanted to see Que Yunke.

Sent a text message and it still shows as unread.

Liang Rongyi stared closely at the two words "Xiaoque" on the screen of the mobile phone, and slowly typed the next sentence "Go abroad together?".

He still wants to go abroad, and going abroad can get too much freedom.

This time, the message showed as read, but there was no response.

Liang Rongyi waited anxiously, and when he was about to call, Que Yunke replied, "Is this what you've been thinking about for half a month?".

Liang Rongyi held the phone in a daze, wondering if it would be good to go abroad?

"I'm afraid it won't work." Que Yunke ignored him and said, "Grandma is not in good health. She is planning to retire in China when she returns to China."

Liang Rongyi stared at Que Yunke's message for a long time, curled his lips, it was an expected reply, but he suddenly felt aggrieved.

It sounds too hypocritical, but when emotions come, he can't control himself.

On the other side, Que Yunke pressed the phone under the pillow, turned around and made himself a glass of water.He first removed the skin from the edge of the lemon and cut it into thin slices, removed the seeds and put it in the cup, then cut a passion fruit and poured it in.

He moved very slowly, and he didn't seem to be in a hurry to drink. He opened the refrigerator and took out the ice cubes to fill up the cup before going to the front of the water filter to pick up hot water and pour it directly.

When the hot water met the ice, the hot air rushed straight into his eyes. In the hazy mist, even the expression was foggy and unreal.

After a few minutes, most of the ice cubes in the cup melted, and the ice seemed to have overcome the heat.Que Yunke picked up the cup and took a casual sip. The lemonade mixed with passion fruit was not sour without honey and sugar, but it was slightly astringent.He thought for a while, then raised his hand, the water from the bottom of the cup surged up and poured into his mouth first, the hot water mixed with ice cubes half entered his mouth and half wet his collar.

Finally, there were only lemon slices, passion fruit pulp and scattered ice cubes left in the glass.He tore off the towel next to the cup holder, wiped his fingers carefully, and replied word by word: "What are you afraid of?".

As expected, Liang Rongyi didn't reply to him.

Que Yunke was not in a hurry, and went to pour another cup of hot water, then filled it with ice cubes, and poured it into the glass with only the pulp left after the water cooled down.This time, he took a sip slowly, and the taste and temperature were just right.

At the same time, the phone next to him lit up.

"You do not understand"

In just three words, Que Yunke almost laughed angrily, and he had already thought of the answer for him.

"Afraid that I don't have money or that you don't have money?" Que Yunke pressed the send button, but he didn't agree with it in his heart.They were at their prime age, and he didn't think there would be survival problems.But, he also knew what Liang Rongyi was thinking.

They answered each other's questions, but harmoniously gathered the additional questions together.But in the end, what he wants most is that Liang Rongyi can admit his heart, and can sincerely say that he likes it.He can give him everything else.Even if he is impoverished, he will certainly not let his quality of life be reduced by an iota.But Liang Rongyi obviously didn't believe him, maybe he had been pretending to be poor for a long time, and Liang Rongyi even denied his ability.

"You still have money?" Liang Rongyi sent it without thinking too much, and then remembered the attitude of Que Yunke's family. The family must be unreliable.He is a student, so it's no wonder he has money.But after thinking about it, he quickly remedied, "The main reason is that I am afraid that I don't have money. It doesn't matter if you have money or not..." No wonder!

"I'm still young, even if you lose the ability to take care of yourself, why can't I make money by myself?"

Even though he was fully prepared psychologically, Que Yunke was still shaking with anger.

"I don't want to suffer," Liang Rongyi replied, "Don't suffer if you don't need it."

"Okay, I know." Que Yunke finally replied to him, "I know your answer."

Putting down their cell phones in mutual understanding, Que Yunke turned around, changed clothes and went out.

In the yard, Grandma and Aunt Xue are flying kites with their friends' children.Seeing Que Yunke coming downstairs, grandma beckoned.

"Have you been in contact with Yi Yi recently?" Grandma would ask her almost every day, but Que Yunke kept ambiguous and concealed his answer every time.This time, he shook his head decisively.

"why?"

"How much money did you and grandpa have when you first graduated?" Que Yunke sat on the grass with curled legs, and naturally looked away.

"83 yuan!" Grandma's voice dragged on, as if she was recalling, "Both of our parents disagree, one province A and one province C, and we study together in province Z. Both parents are unwilling to compromise for us. After graduating from university , stayed together in province Z. It was really poor at that time, two people squeezed into a small 30-square-meter house in the teacher’s apartment, and cooked noodles every day in the small pot of the dormitory...Why did you suddenly ask This?" Grandma responded quickly, and then asked, "Did I not give you money?"

"No, no, I don't need it." Que Yunke sighed, and said in a low voice, "I have hands and feet and am young, why am I so old..."

"If you have hands and feet and are young, you should do something more meaningful, instead of wasting most of your time on unnecessary livelihood issues." Grandma touched his head and said, "Don't suffer unnecessarily. "

Que Yunke looked up at grandma, his eyes were a little sour.When Liang Rongyi said that there was no need to suffer, he could still disdain him, but when the nanny said this again, he couldn't help doubting himself.

"What is meaningful?" Que Yunke blinked his eyes. "Is it meaningless to create with your own hands?"

"That's not what it means. Let me tell you this. Although your grandfather and I have survived, we have paid a very high price. For three years, we have not rested for more than six hours a day. Commemorate Riya just set a price in my heart and bought one or two desirable gifts for each other. But do you know what we need most? We were only in our 20s at the time, and we couldn’t afford to have some free time for each other. Most wanted There is a kitchen to cook together, and read books together on holidays. Later, when the conditions are good, your father will be there. I am afraid that he will fall behind and suffer, and he has not really been leisurely in these years..."

Grandma thought of grandpa, and her expression was a little gloomy: "But maybe, your dad may have been spoiled like this. But Ke, you are a good boy, you are different from him, you don't need to suffer that kind of hardship. And... ....." Grandma changed the subject, and said, "Now that undergraduate knowledge is too poor, don't you consider going to graduate school?".

Que Yunke didn't speak, just a few words, and grandma guessed what he was thinking.

"I'm not the kind of parent who forces their children to study. Some people choose to continue studying partly because they avoid work, but some people just lack this knowledge. It's always good to read more. Speaking of this, I think Yi Yi should study more, why don't you persuade him to take the postgraduate entrance examination with you?"

Que Yunke was even more speechless, he didn't even dare to think about it.Liang Rongyi didn't even want to suffer with him, so why would he study for him?

After Liang Rongyi dropped the phone, he buried himself in the sofa.In fact, it is not necessary for him to go abroad, but it is more troublesome to stay in the country.Not having money is one of them, but not the main one.What he is most afraid of is that one day Que Yunke finds out that he is not good and then abandons him. He has always been very self-aware, knowing that he has a bad temper and is lazy.It's a little funny to say, he was already a mistake abandoned by his parents without doing anything, but now there is such a good person who wants to be with him.He wasn't sure he'd be able to stick with him after he had nothing and all his flaws exposed, and to be honest, he couldn't even do it himself.

It was because he knew how important grandma was to Que Yunke that he integrated his feelings that he had never admitted into the ambiguous word "going abroad".In fact, he can't pass it, but it's his own.

He thought that his life was at least free, and living in his own way was something many people could only dream of.There are so many people in this world who suffer so much, as long as he doesn't do anything too outrageous, it's fine for him to live his life in peace and health.

But he never expected that this only one would be stuck in his chest, forcing him to choose.

Many people may think that he is selfish and cowardly, but so what?How many people dream of being able to live in this indifferent world with ease and without lack of money?

Some people like to lie to others, and some people are used to lying to themselves.

Liang Rongyi has not contacted Que Yunke since then, and did not attend the scheduled IELTS class.I sleep at home every day, and when I wake up, I go to the bank to withdraw money. Each time I withdraw more than one catty, I put it in a black plastic bag and put it in the cat's litter.Anyway, Liu Piaopiao didn't sleep in the cat's nest, even though it was already a golden nest.

It was an ordinary night, with a sudden gust of wind outside the window, Liang Rongyi's phone that had dropped on the carpet flickered impatiently.Dozens of missed calls and 99+ SMS messages.

He glanced at the missed call, then clicked on the message, mostly saying that the typhoon will arrive in the early hours of this night, asking if he is safe where he is.

Liang Rongyi got angry and sent a message back to her grandmother, saying that she wanted to die and had no chance, and then ignored other messages.

Throwing down the phone, he felt that he was a little too much.But thinking about it carefully, they were the ones who didn't let him go first, and he just used this method of hurting others and himself to fight back without pain or itching.

Whether the typhoon comes or not doesn't matter to him, he doesn't live in a dangerous building and doesn't go out.

Liang Rongyi knelt on the carpet and flipped through his phone for a while, and finally went to count the money idly. The cat litter more than one meter wide was full of RMB.

As always, take a shower after counting the money, and sleep after the shower.It was already three o'clock in the morning when Liang Rongyi woke up again. He was sleepy, so he had no choice but to turn on his mobile phone and unconsciously open the circle of friends. Jiang Yaochuan forwarded a link to recruit volunteers to rescue the ancient town.

The author has something to say: Who would have thought that I haven't updated for so long!

I've been really busy during this time, I don't know what to say, it's quite sad.

But it still needs to be updated, it's almost over!

Then, this chapter will send out 100 Jinjiang coins in small red envelopes!

I hope everyone is safe and happy and everything is going well

晚安安，虽然会迟到（迟到挺久），但心一直在的晚。感谢在2020-01-1520:29:56~2020-02-0301:34:47期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 meow;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: walk around and look around;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Brother Cheng is everywhere, LIARS1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!