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Grandma and Aunt Xue came and went quickly, saying that they were going to boil rock sugar pears for Liang Rongyi again.

Que Yunke sent them out and told them to be safe several times before returning to the ward.

Before grandma and Aunt Xue were there, he bit his lip so as not to lose his composure.Now there are only him and Liang Rongyi in the ward, and the latter is rubbing his Adam's apple, wondering what he is thinking.

"You..." Que Yunke didn't know how to say the words, sighed and sat by the bed and continued to cook the bowl of sweet soup.

The warm soup entered his mouth and then slid down his stomach. Liang Rongyi even stuck out his tongue and licked the corner of his mouth. His heart itched unbearably. This soup could not quench his thirst.

Que Yunke didn't speak any more, got up and took a tissue to wipe the corners of his mouth, unexpectedly his fingers were caught, and his soft tongue drew a circle on his fingertips, and then bit him twice moderately.

Que Yunke shook his hand, and the sweet soup in the other hand shook, almost spilling on the bed quilt.He wanted to say something, wanted to ask clearly, but no matter how much he opened his mouth, he just couldn't make a sound.For a moment, he almost doubted whether it was himself or Liang Rongyi who could not speak.In the next second, there was an answer.

"I want to drink water. Fill a glass full of ice cubes with water. I want to drink like that." Liang Rongyi pushed Que Yunke's finger out with his tongue and said, "I want to drink a big glass in one gulp, and drink it all. With those ice cubes."

"But..." Que Yunke was interrupted before he finished speaking, and the sentence "but you can't drink ice water" was swallowed again.

"I want to drink." Liang Rongyi stared blankly at Que Yunke, his eyes were filled with the words I want it.

He hadn't had water for a long time, and when he woke up, he felt only this strong thought besides the pain.He could only be relieved by pouring a large glass of ice water down his throat.

Que Yunke moved his lips, and finally turned around and went out without saying anything.

A few minutes later, he came in with a jar.

Liang Rongyi watched helplessly as he took out the glass from the cabinet and washed it back and forth several times before using the tongs to put the ice cubes in one by one. Soon the glass was full of ice cubes.Que Yunke met Liang Rongyi's wolf-like eyes and poured hot water into it, and then took the water after seeing the heat evaporate completely.

Seeing him walking step by step, Liang Rongyi suddenly smiled.

He knew that he would be used to him, and always be used to him.

"Is that so?" Que Yunke sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Liang Rongyi, before he could answer, he threw the whole glass into the trash can beside the bed.

"..."

Facing Liang Rongyi's bewildered gaze, he said quietly: "You are like this glass of ice water to me. When I was sick and had a high fever, I was so hungry and thirsty that I couldn't help but want to swallow it all. I knew that I had to wait. It will be better if you drink it at the most suitable temperature, but if you can't control it, you can drink it all at once, and then your condition will worsen, and the disease will be fatal, and there is no cure."

Liang Rongyi's eyes were still fixed on the trash can, and there were still a few ice cubes that hadn't fully melted and went into the trash can. Right now, he was leaning on the plastic paper that was thrown away at some time, and the melted water droplets were particularly attractive.

Que Yunke looked into his eyes for a while, and then said: "So, you won."

Liang Rongyi's thoughts had just moved away from the shining ice cube and gathered on the incurable, it took a long time to catch up with Que Yunke's thoughts, and asked him in a hoarse voice: "What did you win?".

"All" Que Yunke went to pour another cup of hot water into a jar filled with ice cubes and repeated in a low voice "I won all".

He could happily pour out the glass of ice water that he desperately needed to drink in front of Liang Rongyi, but he couldn't uproot Liang Rongyi against his will.

Que Yunke took out the glass from the jar and stopped hanging Liang Rongyi.The temperature of the hot water in the cup dropped. He tried it, and it happened to be the temperature that could quench his thirst without hurting anyone.

The same desire, the glass of ice water can quench Liang Rongyi’s thirst but can also be replaced, the effect is the same, but Liang Rongyi is different, every desire of Que Yunke is linked to him, all desires are clamoring for thoughts Own, own all of him.

He doesn't need Liang Rongyi to be far-fetched, he obeys his most primitive desire, and he compromises with him forever.

After drinking a glass of warm water, Liang Rongyi tried to clear his throat when he saw the crushed ice in the trash bin melted into drops of water and disappeared.

Without the stimulation of the underwater throat, he didn't want to be stimulated anymore, he just felt empty, as if everything was missing and nothing at once.

Que Yunke poured him another glass of water, and neither of them mentioned what happened just now.One was lying on the bed and dozed off, the other was sitting by the bed and continued to read the nursing book, and no one spoke anymore.

After an unknown amount of time, Que Yunke's cell phone rang.

Liang Rongyi glanced at him upon hearing the sound, and then realized that her mobile phone was broken and she needed to buy a new one.

Que Yunke went out for a few minutes, and when he came back, he was carrying a new mobile phone, which was exactly the same as Liang Rongyi's original model.

Liang Rongyi moved his lips, and finally broke the inexplicable deadlock with a joke: "Are you trying to keep me?".

Que Yunke pouted, and handed the card that grandma gave him to Liang Rongyi. His voice couldn't be softer: "I didn't want to make you suffer. If I want to prove it like this, I will give it to you. I will work hard to make money and pay grandma back.".

Liang Rongyi froze in place, thousands of words gathered in his slightly itchy throat, unable to say anything.

Without waiting for him to speak, Que Yunke stuffed the card into the pocket above his chest, and then said casually, "Have you decided which school to go to? I'm going to start applying now."

After he finished talking about tinkering with the new mobile phone he had just asked the runner to buy, he couldn't resist looking at Liang Rongyi.Even if he lost, it was because of love, and he didn't want to see his stunned or other victorious expressions.

It's nothing to lose to feelings.

He waited for a long time, but the thousands of possibilities in his imagination did not appear, but Liang Rongyi moved slightly to the side.

His head was lowered, and Liang Rongyi's face moved to face him.

"Didn't you hear what I said just now?" Liang Rongyi was a little anxious, "In your heart, what kind of person am I?"

Que Yunke didn't speak, nor did he look at him.

"Selfish? Greed for money and sex?"

These words came out of his mouth, with a bit of grievance that he himself felt should not be there.

Que Yunke shook his head, trying to say something but unable to speak.

"I said I'm not going, you didn't lose." Liang Rongyi pulled the quilt over his head to cover it with his only moving hand, and murmured under the quilt, "It's my fault, you don't have to do this."

In fact, when Que Yunke said that sentence when he went abroad with him, he regretted it.They obviously have so many paths, no matter which one is better than being ashamed of Que Yunke and missing this relationship.Those intentional or unintentional temptations and persecutions ended up hurting others and himself, and suddenly he had a choice, choosing to reconcile with himself who had been restless for many years.

Que Yunke stayed where he was, a little at a loss.In his lifetime, he suddenly heard Liang Rongyi apologize and compromise, but he just wanted to cry.

All his stubbornness and awkwardness come from waiting, waiting in the muddy swamp, waiting for someone to rescue him, picking and picking passers-by in a hurry is nothing but his own cocoon.Feelings have always been like this, he clearly knew that the results would be mixed, but he still chose to jump into the flames. He just wanted to shorten the distance a little at the beginning, but in the end what he wanted was everything Liang Rongyi never thought of. , body and soul are indispensable.

How lucky he was to be extravagant and benefit a lot.

"Cough, cough..." Liang Rongyi, who was stuffy under the quilt, suddenly coughed, wondering if it was because of the blocking of the air.

Que Yunke hurriedly pulled back the quilt to let him go, then turned to pour water.Boiled hot water was poured into the glass, and the temperature radiating along the wall of the glass still seemed a little hot. Que Yunke took the ice jar and blew it while cooling it, trying to physically cool it down.

He was busy in the room for fear that Liang Rongyi would catch a cold, but he did not know the sound of footsteps coming from outside the ward.

It was different from the nurse's light hands and feet, and also different from the concern and anxiety of grandma and Aunt Xue, who rushed into the ward with anger accompanied by the sound of "dong dong dong" knocking on the door.

Liang Rongyi and Que Yunke looked up at the same time, and grandpa and grandma rushed over in anger.

"What's the matter? Why didn't you tell us when you got hurt like this?" Grandma's questioning voice caught her ears, covering up her worries and adding cold blame.

"..."

Liang Rongyi's throat hurts badly, talking to Que Yunke before was already the limit, but now he doesn't want to say a word.

Que Yunke thought about it, but before he could speak, Liang Rongyi gave him a stare, his eyes told him to leave quickly.

Que Yunke shook his head, and responded to his grandmother neither humble nor overbearing: "He hurt his throat, and the doctor said that he can't speak for the time being.".

"Then I can tell you, right?" Grandma didn't want to be outdone. She seemed to hear some voices at the door of the ward.Although I'm not sure who said it, but there is no wind without waves, and a slap can't make a sound, right?

Que Yunke moved his lips, not knowing how to respond.

"What are you doing so fiercely? I didn't tell you that you were going to die. What are you doing to him?" Liang Rongyi pressed his throat and began to cough violently after speaking.

Que Yunke quickly fed him water with just the right temperature, a little annoyed that he would always talk about death.

"What did you say?" Grandma almost lost her voice, shed her no longer aggressive attitude, and cried.

Liang Rongyi raised his head and rubbed against the quilt, and said cruelly: "I don't want anything, I will die or live for you, anyway, there is nothing to commemorate for me, please give me a good time, let me die.".

Que Yunke raised his hand to cover his mouth, but he struggled away, and the white gauze immediately began to soak with blood, which was dazzling red in grandma's eyes.

Finally, she slammed the silver-gray snake-print sheepskin bag in his hand to the ground, and then the door that was violently opened was violently closed.

Just as Que Yunke wanted to go out and asked the nurse to bandage her again, the nurse opened the door first and came in.

"Talk to the elders more carefully, look at your injury when you are crying..." The nurse is an older lady, and she speaks in the same tone as the elders at home.

Liang Rongyi suppressed the pain and closed his eyes, thinking that he was finally relieved.

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