I'm just hungry for your knowledge

On the day of the meal, Han Shen went to find Chen Chen first, and then went to the reserved restaurant together.

No one else came early, and it was late after waiting for a while.Li Fei bundled the gift into tofu cubes in a red box, held it up and delivered it to his hand: "The courtesy is reciprocal, I bought everything, Brother Chen, you still take it."

Chen Chen took it, Han Shen put down his phone and got up, and waited for other people with good relationship one after another.

I don't know why I laughed in my ear.

Chen Chen asked: "Do you think we look like a newlyweds receiving gifts?"

Han Shen didn't take it seriously: "You are quite good at discovering the beauty of life."

"Praise me? Thank you."

"..."

On the occasion of the Children's Day festival, which coincides with Chen Chen's birthday, how can you not be happy?After spraying the fireworks and sprinkling gold powder, Li Fei happily picked up a case of beer after the quarrel, smashed it on the table with a "Kang Dang", and said one thing he must do every time he gathers: "Come, drink, you won't go home until you're drunk." !"

"Mr. Li, cool, how much can you drink?" Ye Fei also came this time, with a playful face on his face, he took the beer and put it to his mouth for a sip.

"Crackling", the bottle cap was bitten off.

This proficiency made Li Fei, who was completely talking on paper, say on the spot: "..."

Rubbing his hands together: "Hey, drink whatever you want, drink whatever you want—or I'll return half the box?"

"Can't I return it? I should be able to deal with half a box. If I can't finish it by then, can we share it?"

Li Fei looked at the 24-bottle wine case, and thought he couldn't do it.

But on the surface he is still very stable: "Ah, I don't care about it. But Brother Chen never drinks, so if it smokes him, isn't it a crime?"

Chen Chen took the glass and poured tea to moisten it first: "Why don't I drink it?"

"..."

Not only drinking, but the capacity for alcohol is also very good.Han Shen can testify to this point, the table was full of wine bottles at his house last time, no kidding.

Li Fei: "Are you still that icy-clean, white-clothed Brother Chen?!"

"........."

Han Shen changed his sitting position and looked sideways at Chen Chen.Just looking at his slow-moving, careless and calm demeanor, against the face of the nation's first love male god, and the spotless white school uniform he usually wears, it really has nothing to do with smoking or drinking.

But he did smoke, sometimes with a few in his mouth at a time, and drank, and had a hangover.

Strangely contradictory qualities can overlap.

When the wine bottle was poured in front of Gu Xin, she wanted to skip it, but she said, "Give me a glass, I feel like I need to learn how to drink."

With the departure of the graduating class of the third year of high school, it seems that some thoughts of growth burst out in everyone's hearts.

You can't always be like a young student.

The table was full of wine, but Chen Chen didn't stop him. When he raised his glass to give a speech, his phone rang. He looked down, his eyes suddenly became cold, and it was fleeting. He put down his glass.

"I'll take a call."

Han Shen thought it was an ordinary phone call to congratulate him on his birthday. When Chen Chen came back, his voice and breath were a little flustered: "You eat, I have something to do." After speaking, he turned and left.

The people in the private room looked at each other in blank dismay at the sudden accident, Han Shen wanted to follow, but there were no people in the long corridor.

I had to send a message on my phone.

-What happened?

No one came back.

Chen Chen ran wildly on the street, stopped a taxi, and his staccato voice almost came out of his throat: "Go to the hospital..."

There were many people standing at the door of the emergency room, except for Zhong Hai, most of them were strangers. They were surprised by the boy who broke in suddenly. Seeing him panting and sweating, someone recognized him: "This is Teacher Zhuang's son."

"Her son?" The answerer was ambiguous.

Zhong Hai walked out of the crowd with his thick eyebrows raised. If it wasn't for his embarrassment, he wouldn't bother to inform Chen Chen: "What are you doing? Why are you here?"

The sharp sound attracted the attention of others.Chen Chen stared at the red light board, his vision blurred by sweat.

There were ribbons on his shoulders, and his hair was shining golden, as if he had just had a carnival, which made Zhong Hai even more angry: "Your mother is lying in the hospital, her life and death are unknown, and you still have the mind to eat, drink and have fun! I think you might as well not come, anyway you Mom is not happy to see you!"

There was a slight commotion in the crowd, as if they had heard something unintentionally, their gazes on Chen Chen began to change.

The mother is sick, and the son should not be too happy because of emotion and reason.

Chen Chen seemed to have been thrown cold water on his head. Everything that made him happy just now was suddenly so evil, and it became evidence of his ruthlessness.

In front of them, I don't deserve to be happy.

"Go back and keep playing! Keep fooling around with that kind of male classmate!" Zhong Hai looked at him like he said, you have learned to be bad.

Chen Chen raised his gaze: "What kind of male classmate?"

"Shouting outside the ward, scolding your mother, disrespecting her, that kind of male classmate! You still hang out with him! Chen Chen, you are so cruel. If you really hate her, why don't you go Looking for your father, why did you stay and torture her?"

Chen Chen repeated: "I tortured her..."

I torment her?

"Your mother couldn't be rescued, she was tortured to death by your father and son!"

Chen Chen felt that there was a big misunderstanding, probably caused by Zhuang Nianying's attitude, but he was powerless to explain it.Perhaps there was prejudice from the very beginning, and prejudice made him more and more hideous and ugly in his eyes, almost like a comeback, upgraded version of Chen Shuxi.

If the upper beam is not straight, the lower beam will of course be crooked.

Zhong Hai shed tears for his poor wife: "She is so smart, beautiful and gentle, her whole life will be ruined by your hands."

To Zhuang Nianying in his eyes, Chen Chen was almost an ugly scar on her long face, which would fester and inflame, and would bring her life-threatening.

He couldn't help but hate Chen Chen.

After all, people live their lives for themselves, especially marriage, especially children, which is an excuse to suck blood and squeeze blood under the skin of emotions. This is the concept mentioned by Zhuang Nianying in her works.

Very rational, very selfish, very real.

Chen Chen didn't ask why you gave birth to me in the first place, because I regret giving birth to you. The answer hurts even more, and he had to accept the reality.

Is she sick for me?

Yes, I fell out of her stomach.

Should she hate me?

It should be, I snatched the prosperity of her life.

Why don't I admit my mistake?

Chen Chen thought of the most essential question: I should be for the loss of her life——

Atonement.

***

The dining table waited until Chen Chen came back, and the meal was not very happy.After eating, I went to KTV to play all afternoon. Simply, Zhang Ming was able to liven up the atmosphere so as not to collapse.

Everyone was still waiting for Chen Chen to come back, and they didn't go back to their homes.

After receiving the call, Han Shen just quit Doudizhu.

What Chen Chen said on the opposite side, he didn't hear clearly. When he walked outside the box, the fresh air permeated his dull chest, and he could distinguish those faint words: "Come to the hospital to pick me up, okay?"

Han Shen was taken aback, and while running to the street to take a taxi, he asked, "Why did you go to the hospital?"

Chen Chen just smiled: "Come on, you'll know when you come."

Get out of the car and look around in the hospital square.

Just about to call and ask, I stopped.

The sun was scorching in June, Chen Chen was sitting on the bench in the open air, he should have seen it since he got off the car, but he didn't shout, just watched quietly.His skin was inexplicably dyed pale by the light, and his clothes seemed to flow, like foam that would evaporate under high temperature.

Han Shen strode over: "What happened?"

Chen Chen's lips were also very white in front of him, and he bent his arm and put it in front of his eyes, his light blue blood vessels protruding: "It's okay, I donated blood. I'm a little dizzy."

"Donate blood?!" Han Shen asked repeatedly, clenching his teeth.

Chen Chen's voice was flat: "Well, I took 200CC first, and the doctor said I was in good health, so I asked him to take another 200CC."

"Fuck!" Han Shen raised his hand to pull Chen Chen, but finally put it back, "Are you crazy?"

The people at KTV were still waiting for news from Han Shen. He took his mobile phone and replied, "I'll be right back." Just as he was about to go to the side of the road to take a taxi, a gentle voice came from behind.

After passing through the sun, Han Shen felt a burning pain from being scorched hot.

"I like the feeling of the blood being drawn out of the body."

Chen Chen's legs shook a little when he got up, and he lowered his head to examine the wound on his arm where he had been pricked by a needle. The line from the bridge of his nose to his chin was white, and there seemed to be mountains of clouds in his eyes.His expression was as if nothing had happened, but it made people feel extremely cold.

Han Shen asked again: "What's the matter, today?"

Chen Chen turned a deaf ear and talked about other things: "Go home, I'm a little sleepy."

"My mother, Chen Chen." Han Shen kicked towards the edge of the flower bed, and his voice rose suddenly, "I ask you, what happened today? Is it so difficult to tell the reason?!"

Compared to his irascibility, Chen Chen was not only calm, but even a little distracted: "Say it, it won't change anything."

Han Shen blindly guessed that the problem was his mother.

This matter won't end until she dies. Chen Chen goes to the hospital once a week. Although he can't see what happened, he is obviously depressed for a while.

Han Shen endured the yelling and took a taxi back with Chen Chen.

Han Shen didn't speak all the way, pushed open the door, Han Shen turned and went downstairs: "You rest, I'm leaving."

Chen Chen stood at the door, put his head on the door frame, saw his back disappear, and closed his eyes.

The suffocating feeling of suffocation spread over him. This home, every piece of furniture, every inch of air made him breathless, as if he was going to die immediately.

The sequelae of blood donation caused Chen Chen to be in a bad state when he went to school the next day.

Han Shen entered the classroom and saw him sleeping on his stomach with his eyes closed, and Chu Yang cast a shadow between his brows.

Early self-study Lao Qin came in and saw him sleeping, his brows were frowned and loosened. Chen Chen fell asleep more and more frequently in class recently, and she could no longer pretend to turn a blind eye.

"What's the matter with him?" Lao Qin felt that something was wrong with Chen Chen, but he was not sure yet.

Han Shen took a look. Chen Chen was sleeping soundly and steadily, and there seemed to be no sign of waking up.After a while of silence: "It should be a problem at home."

Lao Qin beckoned him to the office.

"I don't know much about Chen Chen's family. His mother is usually very busy doing research. Tell me, what's going on."

Han Shen understood that he could not help Chen Chen by himself, so he told him what he knew.

After hearing this, Lao Qin found it very troublesome: "These high-level intellectuals always have some eccentricities, and they engage in some fake emptiness that preserves the laws of nature and destroys human desires. Chen Chen can't be blamed for this matter, right?" Lao Qin is not good at commenting on the scriptures, so he can only say, "Try to see if you can enlighten him as much as possible. The college entrance examination will be in a few days. Although it is just an attempt, I hope that his thinking will not slip and he will take the exam well."

After letting Han Shen go out, old Qin thought about it and called Zhuang Nianying.

Han Shen went back to the classroom and bought a bottle of milk for Chen Chen.

There was no message to each other yesterday, and there was an element of anger. This bottle of milk is a sign of reconciliation, Han Shen thought so.

Chen Chen didn't wake up until the end of the second period. The teacher should have heard what Lao Qin said, and didn't wake him up halfway.He glanced away, the cloud and mist gradually cleared, and he saw the milk, and then he unscrewed it and drank it one mouthful at a time.

Looking at Han Shen, his eyes seemed to be pointing, he smiled and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

A long silence followed.

Chen Chen didn't know what to say. He looked sideways at the green trees and thick shade outside the window. After drinking the bottom of the bottle, he lay down and fell asleep again.

The author has something to say: In order to ensure the smooth reading, I will not write this chapter after this chapter. I have something to say and thank the readers. Thank you in advance.Get a vaccination, Chen Chen will start to change later, there may be abuse, everyone can gather a part and watch it together.

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