[Lan Xichen bg] The sound of the dongxiao is far

Qingheng-jun's retreat place is very remote, facing Longdan Xiaozhu far away, separated by the whole Lan's house.If Dragon Dan Xiaozhu still has some flowers and plants alive, then Qingheng-jun's retreat is full of dead silence.

When Lan Xichen uttered those two words "meet my father", he felt unfamiliar yet familiar. He hadn't been here for a long time, and now the silence is even worse than before.

"Xichen, you're here, come closer, let me see you." Zeng Qingyue's voice was already full of old age, but he heard a kindness that he couldn't hear before.Hearing this, Lan Xichen slowly stepped forward and knelt down in front of Qingheng-jun's bed.

"Xichen, when you grow up, you really, really look like her." Qingheng Jun gently stroked Lan Xichen's cheek, his eyes full of memories.

"Father."

"Good boy, let father take a good look at you again. I know, you must blame me for ignoring you, but it's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't. Every time I see you and Wangji, I will think of your mother , Thinking of her being imprisoned by me in this cloudless world, she died depressed, obviously she should be free to soar in the sky, but I just can't let her go." His love eventually destroyed her.

"Father, do you regret it?"

"Regret, regret what? Regret meeting her? She is the best encounter in my life. At that time, I was almost your age, young and famous, high-spirited, your mother is free and easy, beautiful, young Muai, We fell in love at first sight, I thought we were a match made in heaven, and we could grow old together. But God’s will tricks people, your mother killed my mentor by mistake, even if she didn’t do it intentionally, but the life of my mentor was separated between us, how can I be with her again We are together. According to common sense, we are already enemies. I should kill her to avenge Master, or be strangers since then. But I couldn’t let her go, so I was willful once. I married her and gave myself a consummation, but I also want to give my family an explanation to my benefactor. I built a gentian building for her to put her under house arrest, and built this place as a retreat. Except for the night of the wedding, we see each other once a year, and I punish myself with bone-destroying thoughts Punish her. Later, the heavens have mercy, with you and Wangji, every New Year's Eve, watching the year with your mother and son is the reason for me to persist. In this unknown place, your mother and I are sinners, and I am the suzerain You act recklessly and get entangled with the person who killed the teacher. Although your mother made an unintentional mistake, the bitter fruit has already been brewed. To others, she is a sinner. In order to prevent you from being implicated, I sent you to Qiren's side, He has a good temperament, and he will definitely teach you well so that you can grow up safely. And your mother was willing to be imprisoned in Longdan Xiaozhu for you, waiting to meet once a month. I often think, if I was not self-willed at the time, Is it still cruising freely in the world like that, is it not that she will not die in depression. I dare not approach you, I am afraid that you will ask me why I can’t see your mother again, and I am afraid that I can’t control myself and want to keep you in me By my side, I'm afraid that if I get close to you, I can't restrain my thoughts about her. I can't let go of my children's love, and I can't let go of the family's righteousness. I don't want to betray either party, but in the end, I betrayed the family and you." To Mr. Qingheng He said that he had been atoning for his willfulness all his life, but falling in love with her was the thing he had no regrets about. However, if she could live well, he was willing to let her go.

This is the first time he understands the ins and outs, why his mother and them can only see each other once a month, and why his father's concern is always so alienated: "She never blamed you, I remember when I was a child, I forgot to cry and tell you that you didn't love him and refused To get close to him, my mother said, liking is presumptuousness, but love is restraint. I didn't understand it at the time, but now I understand it. She often said, you are the most affectionate person in the world, the best man in the world, and the most loving man. Father, don't just look at everything with your eyes, but feel it with your heart. I think she should have no regrets."

"She doesn't regret it, she doesn't regret it, that's great." Qingheng Jun smiled, so heartily, but when he smiled, another line of tears fell down.

"Xichen, do you have a girl you like?"

"Have."

"Which fairy is it?"

"It's the second young lady of the Jiang family. She is lively, kind, and resolute. We love each other. If it wasn't for her, I'm afraid I'd have come back with my life."

"Girls from the Jiang family are of noble character and belong to the right family. They are really wonderful. I really want to see you and Wangji get married and have children, but I'm afraid I won't have this chance."

"Father, take good care of your health. It will definitely be fine. We will get married after this matter is over. You will be the officiant, okay?"

"Xichen, I bless you all. But you have to remember that it's not easy for two people to be happy, and you can do it and cherish it, but you can't force it, otherwise you will only harm others and yourself. Also, if there is a choice, don't hesitate, ask Your heart, what is very important, don't make the same mistake as me." Qingheng Jun looked at the gentle son in front of him, as if he was the old self, I hope his love will be smooth, don't be fooled by this Eros torture.

"Kid, remember."

"There is one more thing, Xichen, now that you are the suzerain, you have to shoulder the responsibilities you have to deal with. If you want to wear the crown, you must bear its weight. As the Lan family, as the suzerain, you have received the family's blessing and reputation, and what you say You have to be worthy of the family and this smear. I abandoned the family back then, and your uncle supported the Lan family and protected you from growing up. But now, Qiren is old, Wangji is cold-tempered, and unconventional. Your future is entrusted to you." Before, he reminded him as his father, but now he wants to entrust him as the former suzerain.He is already a sinner, Xichen must never go on his old path again.

"Yes" Lan Xichen bowed solemnly as a response.His father had failed the family, and in his life, he was determined to give everything to the Lan family to make up for his father's sins.

"Xichen, go back, there is no need to come again." Qingheng Jun saw his son who had returned safely, and his wish was fulfilled, the rest of the time belonged only to her and him.With those memories, he should be satisfied in this life.

"Let's leave, baby." Lan Xichen bowed solemnly, turned and left.

"Xichen. After taking me for a hundred years, bury me with your mother. You don't have to enter the Lan's family tomb. I imprisoned her for a lifetime, so I should set her free."

Lan Xichen paused, and then walked out of Qingheng-jun's retreat.

The word love is very misleading.