Doomsday Survival Notes

"Qiao Bai, Qiao Bai, wake up..."

"Brother Joe..."

"Stop calling..."

"Xiaobai, Xiaobai, Xiaobai..."

"..."

Qiao Bai was woken up by the calls one after another.

After the vision changed from blurred to clear, the first thing I saw was You Sen who was hugging him with a worried and anxious face. His beautiful brows and eyes were wrinkled, and people couldn't help but want to reach out to smooth him out.

Qiao Bai wanted to reach out, but moved

Um?Is there something pressing on my hand?

Looking sideways, brother and sister Zhou Zimu and Zhou Zixian were holding one of their own arms, pitifully, still muttering

Zhou Zixian: "Hey, it's all because we didn't help Xiaobai fainted QAQ"

Zhou Zimu: "Hey~ my good brother, it's all because Lao You didn't protect you well, he should be punished to go out and eat ten zombies QAQ"

Yousen: "..."

Do I have a fake teammate?

Lin Yu next to him looked helpless, while pulling Zhou Zimu, trying to tear him away from Qiao Bai's arm, while trying to persuade Zhou Zixian.

Can the off-line brother and sister not feel Yousen's eyes on the opposite side?Lin Yu roared inwardly!

"I'm fine." Qiao Bai smiled.

Such a harmonious atmosphere made him feel at ease.

Standing up with the support of several people, Qiao Bai looked around and found that they were still in the orphanage. He couldn't help asking in doubt: "Hasn't Shengchang been sucked into the crack in space? Why haven't we come out yet?"

Zhou Zimu looked at him helplessly and said, "You have been in a coma for two days."

"?" Qiao Bai looked at him in surprise, then turned his head to look at You Sen, and seeing You Sen nodded in confirmation, he said in embarrassment, "I thought I just fell asleep."

Zhou Zixian: "Xiaobai, you are awake, we have to call your name for a long time every day while shaking."

Qiao Bai: "..."

No wonder it feels so noisy!

Noticing that You Sen's eyes never left him, he turned his head and saw that he was facing him, Qiao Bai suddenly looked back a little uncomfortably.

"After Shengchang was sent to the space crack, the zombies outside were out of control and quickly dispersed. We went out to clean up the remaining zombies, only to find that the car was destroyed by the zombies and could no longer be used. You happened to be unconscious again. Because it was inconvenient to move around, we put away the leftover food and decided to stay in this yard temporarily, waiting for you to wake up," Yousen said.

Qiao Bai nodded, stretched out his hands and scratched his cheeks, thought for a while and said to everyone: "Now I'm awake, we have to leave here as soon as possible, without Shengchang's suppression, there are so many zombies here, maybe we will encounter a group of them at some time, when we arrive It's time to get in trouble..."

"No, you just woke up!" Before he finished speaking, You Sen flatly refused.

The other three also agreed.

Lin Yu: "Brother Qiao, you should rest for a few more days. We don't have any cars now. It will take ten days and a half months to walk from here to the next city. I don't know what we will encounter on the way."

Zhou Zixian: "That's right, Xiaobai, we'll be fine if we're careful"

"No need...I..." You Sen swallowed the rest of the words with dissatisfaction in his eyes.

He opened his mouth, and under Yousen's "fiery" gaze, Qiao Bai decided to continue reasoning.

What happened to Shengchang made him still afraid. Who knows if there will be a second Shengchang popping up nearby. If he meets such a weird mutant again, he can't guarantee that he can use the space rift again.

And the four people and one cat in this team are the last thing he cherishes in this world that has been called the end of the world. He doesn't want them to be in unknown danger because of him. Besides, staying in this place, he will not be affected. Controlled memories of the past...

In the end, the two parties took a step back and agreed to stay for another day. One day was not too long, and the self-healing ability of the supernatural being strengthened by supernatural powers was enough for Qiao Bai to fully recover.

In the middle of the night, Qiao Bai, who had been lying down for two days, really couldn't fall asleep, so he crawled out of his sleeping bag lightly, and walked under the tree planted in the corner of the yard by the moonlight.

Raising his hand to gently caress the trunk of the big tree, many fragments of his life here could not help appearing in his mind.

He grew up without father and mother, thanks to the love and care of the dean and the elders in the courtyard, and the company of friends who are also orphans around him. Although he was not happy in those years of growing up, he was definitely surrounded by love when he grew up. Yes, even though he left the orphanage and went out alone to work hard and suffered all kinds of human feelings, but as long as he thought of this not-so-luxury but warm courtyard, he would get a moment of peace in his heart. He regarded it as his own home, but in the last days, he turned this place into a gathering place for zombies.

Among the zombies torn apart by his own hands, there are his childhood companions, the aunt in the cafeteria who took good care of him, the new girl in the courtyard, and the dean who has always loved all the orphans...

"I'm sorry..." Qiao Bai's right hand pressed against the tree trunk was raised and lowered fiercely, slapped on the rough bark surface as if venting anger, and then clenched into a fist, the knuckles turned white

"I'm sorry..." The tip of his left finger covering his face was soaked in moisture, Qiao Bai's whole body was trembling slightly, and he kept replaying the scenes of tearing their bodies apart in his mind, thinking about how these old people and children would be when the virus broke out What kind of despair, the growing guilt almost drowned his whole body.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Qiao Bai covered his face and whispered over and over again.

"It's not your fault"

The clenched right hand was wrapped into another warm hand, and Yousen's voice came from above his head.

Qiao Bai was stunned for a moment, surprised that he didn't notice that someone was coming, and also embarrassed by his behavior of hiding and crying secretly in the middle of the night and being bumped into.

"That's not something you can change. All you can do is to live well in the future." You Sen raised his right hand, caressing the area where the rough tree bark had worn away, and said in a warm voice.

By the moonlight, Qiao Bai stared blankly at his movements. There were still wet tears in the corners of his eyes, and there were bursts of numbness rising from the place touched by that person, so that he could only stand there in a daze. In a daze, he let the man clean up the broken bark stuck in his hand as if he was holding a treasure that was carefully cared for, and even forgot to explain.

After reacting, he immediately turned red from the neck all the way to the top of the forehead, and quickly withdrew his right hand.

Yousen was taken aback for a moment, thinking that he was angry, he was very nervous, and the atmosphere was momentarily awkward.

The hard-pressed little comrade Qiao Bai blushed and held back for a long time, but he couldn't hold back a word. In the silent atmosphere, he had the urge to dig a hole and bury his head in it.

You Sen stared at the man opposite him for a while in the dim moonlight before he was sure whether the expression on his face was shyness or anger. He felt relieved and secretly thought that it was alright, that just now was completely a subconscious reaction, and he knew it too. Qiao Bai probably sensed his somewhat obvious intentions, but whether he would understand is still open to question, after all, the gender of the two... If Qiao Bai was disgusted by his touch, he might really go crazy, maybe He will run out and eat ten zombies as Zhou Zimu said.

Seeing that he looked like he wanted to burn himself to death right away, Yousen laughed out loud, and couldn't bear to embarrass him any longer, so he continued the previous words and said: "If they are conscious, I don't think they will be willing to become You don’t have to blame yourself too much for such a creature like a walking dead.”

"Ah?" Qiao Bai was still immersed in his own world, he was tangled and embarrassed, he didn't react for a while, he paused for a few seconds before replying: "Mmm..."

You Sen looked at him, and suddenly stepped forward and approached him, and didn't stop until he squeezed Qiao Bai's back against the tree trunk.

His right hand went over Qiao Bai's ear and rested on the tree trunk behind him.

Qiao Bai felt that the fine wind brought by that hand seemed to have brought his heart along, and it started beating uncontrollably faster.

"Why, what's the matter?" Qiao Bai stared at him, and Yousen, who was a little taller than him, brought him a sense of oppression when he was so close.

You Sen didn't speak, but moved closer to his face.

Qiao Bai roared inwardly: Damn it!Is he interested in me too?Ahhhhh, isn't this development too fast?How did it change from a sad atmosphere to such a basic scene so quickly?I'm still sad!Fuck, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

Qiao Bai's heart moved, he gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and raised his chin slightly, but the soft touch he imagined did not come, and the other hand reached out from the left to the top of his head

Yousen: "Hey, why are you so sloppy, you didn't feel the leaves fall on your head? Could it be that the forehead is too big and the force-bearing area is too wide, distracting your senses? ability?"

"Ah?" Qiao Bai opened his eyes abruptly, looking at the few leaves he was holding in his hand, wanting to cry without tears

There's no face to live... so dark, he shouldn't have seen the face, right?Can't see the expression even if you see the face?I can't live anymore ah ah ah ah! ! !

Qiao Bai tried his best to maintain a calm expression on his face and said, "It's time to sleep."

As soon as the words fell, the whole person left Yousen like a gust of wind and ran back to the sleeping bag, closed his eyes, pretended to be dead, and muttered silently that he couldn't see me, couldn't see me, couldn't see me, couldn't see me...

What a shame! ! !

Behind you, Yousen covered his mouth and endured the hard work with a smile, that face was facing the moonlight, can you see clearly?

Seeing that he had already run far away, he put down his hand covering his mouth, and smiled softly for a long time, feeling warm in his heart.

That reaction means, are you interested in me too?

Qiao Bai.