prison love

After separating from Lu Mian, Lin Lin bought a lot of things. He bought all the things he thought Zhuo Xingyuan might like, and then asked someone to send them home. He went to the company to find Zhuo Xingyuan.

Sure enough, Zhuo Xingyuan was in a meeting again, and Lin Lin was thinking about how to be tactful when he confessed to Zhuo Xingyuan, but he also felt that his affairs could not be tactful.

Thinking about it, Lin Lin felt a little wronged.

There are too many force majeure factors in this world, such as falling in love with Zhuo Xingyuan.

Before being with him, Lin Lin felt that he could live a lifetime no matter how poor or rich or good or dependent. After returning to the Lin family, he only felt that the Lin family did not dislike his dark history, which was very good.After being with Zhuo Xingyuan, he really felt that those things were his shame. He didn't want to care, but he cared about Zhuo Xingyuan, so he couldn't care less about the past.

Zhuo Xingyuan came back, kissed Lin Lin and continued to work. Lin Lin lay on the sofa, hesitating for a long time, seeing Zhuo Xingyuan many times, he hesitated to speak, Zhuo Xingyuan couldn't stand being watched by him, so he stopped typing on the keyboard .

"Baby, if you have something to say, just say it."

Lin Lin swallowed his saliva and asked, "Are you particularly busy now?" After finishing speaking, he regretted that Zhuo Xingyuan would not be busy any day!

"Not busy, let's talk." Zhuo Xingyuan stood up and moved his body, then let Lin Lin lie down, sat next to him, and patted his back with his hands, "What's the matter? Someone bullied you?"

Lin Lin felt as if he was electrocuted by his domineering CEO's tone. He turned over and wanted to sit up, but because the space between the two of them was too small, he had to give up.

"It's nothing, let's talk about it when we get home. You go to work first."

Lin Lin finally gave up, always thinking that if he could hide it for a while, he would be able to feel Zhuo Xingyuan's kindness to him for a while.

"Is it really okay?" Zhuo Xingyuan leaned down and propped his hands on both sides of the sofa, bowed his head and kissed Lin Lin, "I'm not busy, you can speak slowly."

Lin Lin closed his eyes to enjoy Zhuo Xingyuan's soft kiss, and unconsciously wrapped his arms around his neck, feeling lingering.

After kissing for a while, Lin Lin couldn't breathe, Zhuo Xingyuan let him go, wiped the saliva from Lin Lin's lips, and kissed him again.

"I have a lot of time." Zhuo Xingyuan said, "I can do something else."

Seeing Lin Lin pretending to be stupid, Zhuo Xingyuan stretched out his tongue and licked his upper lip, inducing Lin Lin: "Actually, I've been looking forward to it for a long time, do you want to try?" Give him an electric shock.

Lin Lin panted heavily, her face was flushed, and her ears were burning like a fever. She faltered and said, "I don't look forward to it, not at all! You go to work!"

"Okay, then go to the lounge and sleep." Zhuo Xingyuan pulled Lin Lin into his arms, licked his collarbone for a while, and then let him go.

When Lin Lin entered, Zhuo Xingyuan's face became serious, and a dark light flashed in his eyes. He probably guessed what was going on, and he just waited to go home at night to verify it.

Lin Lin had a dream of being a bystander.

A pair of parents led two boys. The age of the couple did not look very old, they were about the same age as Lin Lin's now, and the two children were about two or three years old. The parents took the children out for shopping, looking very happy .

Although he couldn't see their faces clearly, Lin Lin could empathize with them.

Later, one of the little boys was taken away. He didn't seem to be particularly willing, but he couldn't get away. There was no one around who could help. It was a wilderness, and no one would probably find out if he died here.

The boy struggled endlessly, punched and kicked the man who was holding him, and even bit his shoulder. In the end, he cried very hard, his eyes were swollen badly. One of the men seemed to be unable to take it anymore, and took out a bag from his backpack. Take the medicine and inject it into the child's body.

The boy fainted immediately.

At this moment, Lin Lin suddenly realized clearly that this was his own memory. Due to the long-forgotten memory, he also saw clearly the face of the man who injected him with the medicine, and the face of the man he met in the mall today. Slowly overlap.

The man suddenly turned his head and smiled wretchedly at Lin Lin who was watching. Lin Lin was so frightened that he yelled, and then woke up.

Lying on the bed and panting heavily, Zhuo Xingyuan heard his call and opened the door to come in, and went to see him nervously: "What's wrong with my baby? Why are you crying again? What did you dream about?"

Lin Lin sat up, reached out and touched his face, and it was really full of tears. He wiped himself casually with his sleeve, hugged Zhuo Xingyuan and refused to look up, and said in a muffled voice: "It's okay, I made a special Terrible nightmare, I will tell you when I go home."

Lin Lin's heart at this moment is really indescribable. He actually recalled the past so many years. When he was so young, Lin Lin was wondering whether to tell Lin Yue or Zhuo Xingyuan.

Zhuo Xingyuan saw that he buried his head and didn't speak or force him. He put his hand on his back and gently rubbed it to comfort him. Feeling that the clothes on his chest were wet, Zhuo Xingyuan sighed inwardly.

Lin Lin didn't want to cry either, but at this moment the emotions came out of nowhere, he really wanted to vent, and the tears were completely uncontrollable, just now when he wiped away his tears and hugged Zhuo Xingyuan, the tears flowed down involuntarily.

Lin Lin was actually very wronged.

If he hadn't been taken away when he was young, would he have grown up well, would he have been like a childhood sweetheart with Zhuo Xingyuan, and experienced every important moment with him instead of meeting him after going through many hardships , let him see himself who is already very unbearable.

The more Lin Lin wanted to stop his tears, the more he couldn't stop, he was crying like he didn't want money, Zhuo Xingyuan was also very helpless, Lin Lin put his legs around his waist and put his arms around his neck, crying like this in his arms , people who don't know thought he did something.

"Don't cry, Lin Lin, your eyes are crying out." Zhuo Xingyuan took him out of his chest and wiped his tears with a piece of paper. Lin Lin hiccupped while crying and said, "I don't want to cry either. , but, but can't control..."

Talking intermittently, Lin Lin felt that he would quarrel with Zhuo Xingyuan and cry a few times when he was drunk, and he could control it normally, but he didn't know what happened today.

Maybe it was because of the things he was holding back in his heart. When he finally wanted to tell the truth, he couldn't help but burst out. Lin Lin didn't know what he was crying for, whether he was crying about his past experience or after Zhuo Xingyuan knew the truth. Maybe he doesn't want to panic, he can't figure it out, and now his mind is too messed up and he doesn't want to figure it out.

"Baby, don't cry, tell me what's the matter, do you not believe me or are you afraid of something?" Zhuo Xingyuan's tone was a little disappointed, and he couldn't hide his distress.

No matter when, Lin Lin's tears could make his heart twitch, as if he was being executed, the torment was too much for him to bear.

"Good boy." Zhuo Xingyuan hugged Lin Lin, kissed the corners of his eyes, and gently wiped away tears for him, "Don't think about the sadness beforehand, okay, let's talk about it when we get home, and be obedient, okay?"

Lin Lin nodded obediently, but the tears were not obedient, and continued to flow down endlessly. Lin Lin wiped more and more, and finally couldn't help but sit in Zhuo Xingyuan's arms, not wanting Zhuo Xingyuan to see his increasingly embarrassed face .

Zhuo Xingyuan kissed the top of his hair, and said with a sigh in his voice: "Baby, do you know that your tears are sharper than a knife?"

Lin Lin's arms around him became tighter, and Zhuo Xingyuan also used some strength to hold his hands, "My heart is as painful as Ling Chi's."

After hearing this, Lin Lin's tears really subsided. Zhuo Xingyuan felt that the tears he shed today were more than the sum of the previous few times, and he said like coaxing a child: "Hey, I will make some delicious food for you when I get home later." Yes, but stop crying, okay?"

Lin Lin nodded, took a few deep breaths, still hiccupped, but it was much better, probably because the emotions had been vented, so the tears could stop, Lin Lin's face was wrinkled from crying, Zhuo Xingyuan rubbed him, and said : "I'll have someone bring some ice, put some on my eyes and we'll go home, okay?"

"En." Lin Lin also felt that this was too embarrassing, and he couldn't go out for a while, so he couldn't let Zhuo Xingyuan hug him.

Zhuo Xingyuan went to the closet to get a shirt and put it on. Lin Lin looked even more embarrassed, crying so hard that his shirt was wringing out. He was promising, girls might not cry without him.

The ice was delivered, Zhuo Xingyuan asked Lin Lin to lie down, and put it on his eyes. Lin Lin closed his eyes and waited for the swelling to subside. The time seemed to pass for a long time, and Lin Lin suddenly wanted to say something.

So, he opened his mouth to say what he wanted to say but didn't say.Anyway, this is Zhuo Xingyuan's place, anyway, there are only the two of them here, anyway, it's safe enough.

Even if it's not safe, he doesn't care anymore, it doesn't matter, it's all his own doing, and he can't be afraid of being exposed by others.

He said, "Zhuo Xingyuan, I have killed people before."

"I smoked. over. drugs."

"I spent 12 years in prison, from the age of 14 to 26."

"I was also gang-raped in prison."

He said these words without waiting for Zhuo Xingyuan to speak, suddenly rejoicing that now that he closed his eyes, he couldn't see Zhuo Xingyuan's expression, so he couldn't see Zhuo Xingyuan's extremely disappointed and disgusted eyes, very good.

Zhuo Xingyuan was really unprepared for Lin Lin's showdown against him in this situation, he didn't even know what tone to say.

Wanting to comfort him, he felt it was too late and too fake. He thought a lot of words in his heart, and finally came to his lips, and there was only one sentence: "Well, I got it."

It sounded the same as usual, Zhuo Xingyuan didn't expect that he could be so calm, he wished to kill the person who hurt Lin Lin a hundred times, but he was so calm on his lips, or it was right to say that he was indifferent.

After hearing what he said, Lin Lin was silent for a long time, took off the ice pack, looked at Zhuo Xingyuan and said, "Then do you still want me? Zhuo Xingyuan, I'm so disgusting, do you still want me?"

At this moment, Lin Lin was surprisingly calm. He had imagined countless possibilities in his heart. Maybe he would feel uneasy, ashamed and inferior when he said it.

He used the word weird because he felt that his state was weird, and it was weird that Zhuo Xingyuan was so calm when he heard his words.

Hearing his words, Zhuo Xingyuan's eyes turned red instantly, he hugged Lin Lin fiercely into his arms, wrapped his hands tightly around his waist, and said fiercely in Lin Lin's ear: "I want, of course I want you If you are with me, then you will not only be my person in life, but also my ghost in death. I don't care what happened to you in the past, but you are not allowed to have the idea of ​​divorce, otherwise, I will lock you up, except for me. Can't see anyone!"

Lin Lin actually felt that Zhuo Xingyuan was a little fragile at this moment, hugging him as if he would disappear, he said to Zhuo Xingyuan: "Go and investigate my information, I don't want to think about those, and, I It seems that I saw the person who took me away back then."

The author has something to say:

Lin Lin: Don't want me anymore, my waist can't take it anymore.

Zhuo Xingyuan: No, the protest is invalid.