You do not understand

When the Duan family arrived at the hospital, Jiang Xun had already entered the operating room. Duan Yanzhe was sitting on a row of seats by the door, with his arms propped on his knees and his eyes fixed on the floor.

Ye Tingyi took Duan Yue's arm and walked in front of Duan Yanzhe, she could only see the top of her son's head, and called out in panic, "Yanzhe, are you okay?"

Duan Yanzhe raised his head, glanced at her blankly, and said dryly, "I don't know."

Duan Xingyue was speechless after hearing this, and walked up to him in a few steps: "Are you hungry, go and have some food, I'll go to the department to ask about the situation."

Duan Yanzhe turned a deaf ear and remained motionless until Mu Tong came to pull him: "Let's go, Yanzhe, I brought you some food, let's go out to eat first."

Duan Yanzhe shook his head: "I won't go."

Duan Yue stared at him deeply, and sighed for a long time: "Go with your sister-in-law, we and your brother are still here, there is nothing to worry about."

What he said was beyond reproach, Duan Yanzhe had no choice but to stand up, Ye Tingyi saw that he was still clutching the ticket, and suddenly remembered: "The Singapore case..."

Duan Yue gave her an elbow secretly, and Ye Tingyi immediately shut up.

Duan Yanzhe gave a wry smile and said, "I forgot to cancel the flight, and I didn't call there."

Duan Yue said in a deep voice: "When your brother comes back later, I will let him do it. You go to eat first."

Duan Yanzhe followed Mu Tong to a bench in the atrium. Perhaps there was a cool breeze at night, which made him feel chilly. Mu Tong handed over the thermos cup: "Come, drink some hot soup first."

Duan Yanzhe stopped drinking after two sips, took out a cigarette, and stared in a daze.

Mu Tong looked at half of his face hidden in his hair. He couldn't see any expression. There was a little brown blood on the cuff. She didn't know what to say. As soon as she put the thermos on, Duan Xingyue called and said But the location of the knife wound is okay, and the amount of bleeding is not too large. Whether the internal organs are injured or not depends on the results of the surgical incision.

Mu Tong returned to his seat and passed the lunch box to Duan Yanzhe. He refused to eat anything. Mu Tong waited for him to smoke two cigarettes in succession before saying, "You and Xiao Jiang have a good relationship. He will be fine. You rest assured."

Duan Yanzhe turned his head to her, without saying a word.

Mu Tong tidied up the tableware slowly, and continued: "I have heard a little bit about you helping him. In fact, your brother had a premonition. When you brought him home for the first time, your brother told me. He also said that he played the piano randomly, but looking at your expression just now, it was really the same as your brother's reaction when I gave birth to Niuniu. After I gave birth, his face was pale, and he couldn't say a word while holding my hand. That's the way Ah, I can still remember..."

"..."

"It's still your brother who knows you well. He said that you don't always like to show your sincerity, and you just pass everything by, as if you don't care. But Xiao Jiang can walk into your heart, he should know what you think and what you want."

Duan Yanzhe listened to each other, but there was always a fragment in his mind. At noon that day, he justly told Duan Xingyue that he would not do anything to Jiang Xun. After returning home, Jiang Xun took it very naturally. The lunch box in his hand went to heat up the rice, and he tied an apron for Jiang Xun from behind. His waist was very narrow and thin.

I don't know if it was Duan Xingyue's suggestion, or his indistinct touch at that moment, but he suddenly realized Jiang Xun's weakness and thinness, and realized his emotion that crossed the border.

At the airport just now, when Jiang Xun leaned against him, Duan Yanzhe felt that his stature seemed to be the same as before. He subconsciously touched Jiang Xun's lower back, really afraid that the knife would pierce him through.

Duan Yanzhe stubbed out the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash can. Mu Tong stood up and patted him on the shoulder: "Go, it will be fine."

It wasn't until nearly ten o'clock that the operation was completed. The chief surgeon came out first and smiled at Duan Yanzhe: "Don't worry, no internal organs were injured. The operation was very successful. You should pay attention to observe him. If he feels uncomfortable, call us as soon as possible." Nurse."

Duan Yanzhe's tense expression relaxed slightly, he nodded, and said excitedly: "Thank you, Dr. Xu!"

Several people followed the nurse to transfer Jiang Xun to the ward. Jiang Xun's anesthesia had not yet passed, and the whole person was in a drowsy sleep. Duan Xingyue suggested that it was too late and sent everyone home, only Duan Xun Sitting in the ward, Yanzhe held Jiang Xun's hand and slowly stroked his face.

He stroked Jiang Xun's brows, eyes, and nose bridge inch by inch, and couldn't help pursing his chapped lips. He leaned closer, but only placed a kiss on Jiang Xun's cheek.

Jiang Xun has been staying in the hospital for half a month. He was able to move normally when he was discharged. He still wanted to collect materials for his thesis and wanted to go back to school, but Duan Yanzhe firmly refused. He watched him at home every day and would not let him go anywhere.

Duan Yue and Ye Tingyi came over occasionally to bring him some food and care about his recovery. Jiang Xun was very polite to them.

I don't know what Duan Yanzhe told his class teacher and tutor. The news of his illness spread throughout the department. In the end, even Fang Ning knew about it. She followed Liu Kaiming and they all hung up on him.

Jiang Xun asked her if there was any news about Ding Nan. She said that Ding Nan hadn't called her for a long time. She seemed to know something and kept apologizing to Jiang Xun.

Jiang Xun smiled on the phone: "This has nothing to do with you."

Fang Ning looked like he was about to cry: "If it wasn't for me, he might not know your information."

"You think too much." Jiang Xun said, "If he wants to find me, there are too many ways."

"..."

"I know you are also in a very complicated mood now, stop thinking about messy things and go to class well."

Jiang Xun hung up the phone and came out of the house, just in time to bump into Duan Yanzhe standing in the corridor. Duan Yanzhe held two stacks of papers in his hand, smiled lightly at him, and passed him by.

Since Jiang Xun woke up, he felt that Duan Yanzhe's attitude towards him seemed to have changed, but he couldn't tell exactly where. He cared more about him than before, but he rarely talked to him.

"Duan Yanzhe—"

Standing at the stairs, Jiang Xun couldn't help calling out to the other party.

Duan Yanzhe has half-stepped into the bedroom, then backed out: "Huh?"

The sun was just right today, the room was bright and bright, Duan Yanzhe's face was clearly illuminated by the light, Jiang Xun looked at him, but felt that Duan Yanzhe who was holding him and weeping that day was his illusion.

Duan Yanzhe asked again with a blank face: "What's wrong?"

"..." Jiang Xun paused and said, "It's nothing."

In the past, Duan Yanzhe would definitely break the casserole and ask "what's the matter", but now Duan Yanzhe just looked at him deeply for a while, didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, and went back into the bedroom.

He was working at home, and Jiang Xun realized that he was so busy. He never left his computer, could answer a dozen calls a day, and even watching the game in front of the TV became a luxury. Then bother him.

After the dinner was ready, the hourly worker left. Jiang Xun went upstairs and asked Duan Yanzhe to come down for dinner. The door of the study room was open. Duan Yanzhe was on the phone. This should be a private call. Today is not what it used to be, your advertisements are displayed on the electronic screens of several department stores, and I am not blind..."

Jiang Xun didn't want to stand at the door and eavesdrop, so he opened the door to signal Duan Yanzhe to eat, Duan Yanzhe stood up after him, walked behind him, and continued to say enthusiastically as if he didn't mind being heard by him: "I don't have much time recently, wait for me Let's talk after we're done with this part...Of course it's mine, can I get the girl to pay for it?"

Jiang Xun didn't do it on purpose, but he still slowed down unconsciously. Duan Yanzhe's voice was on top of his head. He didn't know what the man asked. Isn't he in the limelight?... He? He's pretty good. How should I say it? You don't even know him."

Jiang Xun had already walked downstairs completely, walked to the dining table expressionlessly, and began to eat in silence.

After 2 minutes, Duan Yanzhe finally finished the phone call, he was still smiling, half a month in the hospital, half a month at home, nearly a month, he almost never laughed like this.

Jiang Xun silently raised his eyelids to look at him, he couldn't tell what it was like, after two mouthfuls of food, he finally couldn't help but said, "I've already asked for leave, I'm not going anywhere, so you don't have to accompany me, if there is any event, You should go to participate, at least change your mood."

Duan Yanzhe was holding up his chopsticks at first, when he heard what he said, he looked over and hid his smile: "Did I influence you at home?"

Before Jiang Xun said anything, he said again: "Understood, I won't make loud calls at home from now on."

"Duan Yanzhe." Jiang Xun couldn't take it anymore, "I didn't mean that at all, can you not talk to yourself?"

"..."

After a brief silence, Duan Yanzhe said bluntly, "I'm talking to myself? Yes, I'm tired too."

"..."

He put down his chopsticks again, clasped his hands together, and said casually, "Jiang Xun, let's get a divorce."

"..." Jiang Xun's head buzzed, he felt extremely uncomfortable, but he also clenched the chopsticks in his hand, pretending to eat as if nothing had happened, "Why? You and Li Tiantian got back together again? You have always liked her? "

A trace of astonishment flashed in Duan Yanzhe's eyes: "I didn't have a good time with her, it was edited in an old newspaper."

Jiang Xun nodded and stated flatly: "Then why don't you want to spend time with me? I don't care what you do outside, as long as you want, you can go out to play anytime."

"..." Duan Yanzhe didn't expect him to say that, so he looked at him carefully.

Jiang Xun wiped his mouth carefully with a tissue, and then said: "Now my family accepts me. If you say you leave suddenly, they will definitely be angry with you. Give yourself some time, and... give me some time." .”

Duan Yanzhe's face slowly collapsed, he wanted to laugh but couldn't: "Okay, wait a few more months, when you go back to school, we will do it."

"..." Jiang Xun pursed his lips and squeezed out two words, "Yes."

"..." Duan Yanzhe didn't know where his eyes were looking, and one side was blurred out of focus. He said dryly, "Don't worry, even if we get divorced, I will still care about you until you graduate from graduate school. You can still come back." Live, if you want."

Unexpectedly, Jiang Xun said quickly: "No need, I can be independent a long time ago, you can keep the rent, I don't have anything else for you."

Duan Yanzhe lowered his head and waited quietly for two seconds. He suddenly stood up and went upstairs. Jiang Xun sat on his seat and waited quietly for a while. Then he came down and threw a card on the dining table in front of him.

"You take it, I don't want it, you take all your things, don't keep a single thing, lest I get upset when I see it."

"..." Jiang Xun was stunned for a moment, then stood up, and slightly raised his head to look at Duan Yanzhe, "You bother me so much, why didn't you say so earlier?"

"..."

Duan Yanzhe was rarely silent, turned his face away, and seemed to be stingy with his eyes.

Jiang Xun felt a dull pain in his abdomen. He tried his best to control it, but his lips still trembled: "I thought you would need me, so I tried my best to cooperate with you. You can tell me earlier, and I won't be angry with you."

"..."

Jiang Xun grabbed the card on the table and put it in his pocket: "Okay, you can eat, I'm leaving now, don't worry, I won't come back in the future."

As he said, he stepped over Duan Yanzhe's side in two steps, but Duan Yanzhe grabbed his arm again at that moment.

Jiang Xun curled his lips helplessly, and said with difficulty: "I don't blame you, I will never forget your kindness to me. I said you would be disappointed, but you didn't listen to me when I said you didn't need me. But We are still friends, if you need me for anything, you can still tell me, I will not refuse you."

He felt something stuck in his throat. Fortunately, he had finished speaking. He struggled twice, trying to break free from Duan Yanzhe's hand, but Duan Yanzhe held on tighter. A muffled voice came from behind him——

"Jiang Xun, there is something I must tell you clearly. Now that we are going to separate, it is the best time."

"……what?"

"I'm not bothering you, I never bother you, but I'm actually afraid that you'll bother me." Duan Yanzhe's voice was half hoarse, "I know that there is no room for taking back what I said, and I know how you think of me, but I still want to say..."

He stuck it over and attached it to Jiang Xun's ear, light and helpless: "Jiang Xun, I like you."