Pure White Core

I walked out the dilapidated and rusty iron gate against the bustling flow of people, and my eyes were full of people belonging to the "past". Dull, monotonous and boring.

I slowly searched for the alley where Sister Peiyuan lived in my memory, and found the relatively spacious small courtyard without much thought.Three or four families lived in the dusty and low red brick courtyard. The dead grass on the broken tiles was still swaying with the northwest wind. There were small holes under the tiles. When I was young, I looked forward to Miss Peiyuan the most. Holding the ladder, I climbed up and reached out and took out the sparrow for me to play with.Sister Peiyuan's family lived in the innermost part of the courtyard. The lights were on, and the courtyard was very cold. There were several thick ice sheets formed by the dumped sewage.

"Sister Peiyuan!" I shouted at the top of my voice, "Sister Peiyuan! Are you there?"

"Who is it!" A voice came from inside the room, the door opened quickly, and sister Pei Yuan, who was wearing an old sweater and her hair was tied up casually, came out. "Huh? Why are you here?" Sister Peiyuan still had the foundation on her face and the lipstick on her mouth, her body was very thin.

"Sister Peiyuan, I have something to whisper to you!" I reached out and tugged on her sleeve.She scratched her head: "Does your mother know that you are coming?" In my memory, sister Peiyuan is tall and mature, she has always been like an adult, and she is not at all similar to the yellow-haired girl in front of me now.

"Pei girl! Who is outside?" Aunt Wenrui's sharp voice.

"Yeah!" Sister Peiyuan touched my head and grinned, "Why did you come here so early in the morning? Do you know the way? What day is it today? Don't you go to school?"

I crossed my arms and frowned at her: "I have something to tell you!"

She couldn't laugh or cry: "Okay, you come in first."

Sister Peiyuan's house was bigger than mine, with a brick floor, and a big-bellied stove in the middle was burning vigorously, with a pot of porridge still bubbling on top of the stove.

"Baaah, I haven't seen you for a long time." Aunt Wenrui, who was sitting at the table serving porridge and eating, said with a smile, "Come on, sit down and eat!" The chubby Auntie Wenrui is older than my mother She was much bigger, chubby, wrapped in a gaudy pink coat, wearing an exaggeratedly large red plastic hairpin on her head, her small eyes were narrowed into lines, and she bared her mottled yellow teeth and stretched out her fat hand to greet me.

"Yeah." I didn't refuse, and simply went over to sit down, and Sister Peiyuan brought me a bowl of porridge.

"Whose doll is this?" A middle-aged man with an unshaven beard opened the thick gray cloth curtain and came out from the room on the left, with disheveled hair and sleepy eyes.

Aunt Wenrui told her husband: "This is Fenghua's boy."

"Ang, Yu Fenghua's son?" The unshaven man sat on the table and looked me up and down: "It's grown so big."

He was looking at me, and I was also looking at him. It can be seen that he is living a good life and is in good spirits.A man who doesn't even work and idles around all day can eat fat for nothing, he should be very "happy".

"Suigui (little ghost), what are you doing here?" Aunt Wenrui's husband said kindly.

"I'm here to find sister Peiyuan, to play with her." I answered him inarticulately while eating steamed buns with leek flowers.

"Sister Peiyuan is an adult, but I don't have time to play with you little doll!" Aunt Wenrui was amused by me, like an old crow.

Sister Peiyuan is twelve years old, and she has been fighting with her in the workplace for several months. She is indeed an adult.

"I miss Sister Peiyuan, so I'll just play for a while and don't disturb Sister Peiyuan's sleep." Sister Peiyuan is the same job as my mother. She works night shifts, and rest during the day is very important.

"Ang, you have to go back early so your mother won't worry." Aunt Wenrui patted my head.

"Yeah." I drank the hot porridge, nodded and smiled sweetly.

I'm here to do business with Ms. Peiyuan. I don't know if Ms. Peiyuan is interested in the 'commodities' I offer.

After dinner, Aunt Wenrui cleaned up the dishes, and I sat on the bed in her small room with Ms. Peiyuan. Ms. Peiyuan was very puzzled and didn't know why I came to play with her.

I completely understand Miss Peiyuan's stunned hearing me say "I'll help you cure your dad, you give me the money", and I also accept her listening to me take out a small piece of paper to explain the charges for the package specially 'developed' for her He had a ghostly expression on his face.

To be honest, I don't have much confidence in doing 'business' for the first time, if I really need the milk powder money, I wouldn't take her as the first customer.

"It costs 200 yuan to make him deaf, 200 yuan to make him dumb, and 200 yuan to make him blind. If you buy the three together, you can get a discount of 150 yuan, and you only need to pay [-] yuan." I introduced the "business content" to her with a piece of paper. : "It's okay to limp, but it takes more time. One leg costs [-] yuan, and two [-] yuan is not a bargain."

"..." Miss Peiyuan stood there dumbfounded like a stone man.

"Sister Peiyuan?" I waved my hand in front of her: "Sister Peiyuan, are you okay?"

"Ah? What are you talking about! What nonsense are you talking about, doll!" She was startled, but her voice was very low.

"I'm not talking nonsense. I'm selling you business! I told you it's all s***, and you won't pay me until you see the effect."

"You..." Sister Peiyuan swallowed her saliva, frowned and struggled for a while before carefully looking out, leaning over and whispering: "You... really can?"

"I'm not kidding you, I mean I can." I think she suspects me because I'm not wearing a suit and tie, and I have to convince her that I have my "professionalism" even if I don't have it yet. Think about what kind of career you are, and what kind of qualities you should have.

"..." She fell silent and started to be dazed again.

"You're not interested?" I scratched my head in embarrassment. I thought that sister Peiyuan would be very happy to see the business I specially designed for her. My intelligence of 0.93 is not as good as normal people, but it is better than a stupid woman like her who has no brains at all. too much.If she can't even give up the money to hire a professional, and insists on doing it herself in the future and apologizing with death, then I have nothing to say, she deserves it.

"Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat who, you are not joking with me, can you really...can kill a person?" She made it clear that she didn't believe me, and I hated this kind of look.

"Don't worry! If you're really in a hurry, you can get it done today," I folded the piece of paper and put it back in my pocket: "But rushing is expensive, and you won't regret it."

"You...can you give them both?" She looked out cautiously again, her voice was as low as a mosquito.

"Two... It's 50 yuan for you, but you have to pay a deposit of [-] yuan... I will come to you tomorrow at noon or evening, and you can give me the rest after it is finished." I was overjoyed. Thinking that Sister Peiyuan just wanted revenge on her stepfather, I planned to put the ring I hung around his neck on him, so that I could take care of him with an iron sword after entering the pure white node on Sunday night.Now sister Peiyuan and Aunt Wenrui want to clean up together, so my ring will be saved.

"I don't have 50 yuan for the time being." Sister Peiyuan lowered her head and put her hair hanging from her temples behind her ears: "They have it. I'll find one for you, but you have to really... kill them." The girl even wants to deny the deposit.

"Then give me ten yuan, and I'll be useful." I was so annoyed that I didn't even give the deposit, so let me go to Aunt Le Wenrui and her man's neck empty-handed?

"...You didn't lie to me, did you?" Sister Peiyuan looked at me suspiciously, holding ten yuan in her hand, but she still seemed uneasy, and hesitated whether to give it to me.

"Bring it!" I grabbed the money in my hand: "I'll come to you tomorrow, just do as I tell you."

She nodded sullenly.

I put the money in my pocket and walked out. Aunt Wenrui was packing up the dishes: "Ah, you left so soon?"

"Well, Sister Peiyuan said she was sleepy and wanted to sleep, I'd better come and play with her tomorrow." I opened the curtain perfunctorily and walked into the cold yard.

When I went back to school, half of the second class was over, so I naturally sat in my seat and wandered away as usual.

I don't know if everyone who has a big secret in their hearts feels like I'm on pins and needles, and can't wait to share this secret with others.But it's very strange, I have a vague feeling in my heart, that is, I'd better not tell other people about the pure white core, otherwise very bad things will happen.This completely unreasonable feeling lurks deep in my heart. Only when I move to tell my mother what happened to me will I suddenly wake up and give a sharp warning. It is like a vicious dog guarding a hell cage. , I am not allowed to reveal even the slightest bit of secret inside the door, otherwise it will devour me mercilessly.

This is a very uncomfortable feeling. You are so anxious to urinate in class that you are about to collapse, but the teacher refuses to let you go to the toilet. Do you choose to suffocate yourself, or let yourself go freely?

I didn't let go of my courage, so I could only lie on the table in a daze.I've called in sick this morning, and I have every reason to be here half dead, it's my prerogative.Huihui secretly turned her head to look at me a hundred times in this class, with unconcealable worry on her face.She probably didn't understand why I was running around on the way to school in the morning, why it became such a virtue just to go out.

"呲铃铃铃~~" The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and before the teacher left the classroom, Huihui stretched out her head impatiently: "Yu Shaorong, what's wrong with you?"

"I'm uncomfortable." I'm a little sluggish, I have something on my mind but I can't tell anyone, I'm really uncomfortable.

"Oh..." Huihui sat back sullenly.

To be honest, I have already regretted it now, maybe I should not kill people for money, I am an adult with a sense of right and wrong, no one has the right to deprive others of the right to live, and I should not have a higher education...

I suddenly felt that I was ridiculous. I had dreamed countless times of saving Sister Peiyuan. I dreamed that I bravely killed Sister Peiyuan’s father and took Sister Peiyuan away like a hero. No one could catch her. Our place, even married her...

But my mother is so useless, so when sister Peiyuan stabbed into her father's waist with a screwdriver crazily, I could only squat under the table and tremble like a useless person, biting my arm tightly until the blood flowed down the arm His elbows were dripping down but he didn't even have the courage to cry out.Sister Peiyuan's face was ferocious, but her mouth was laughing maniacally. The awl pierced the dead man's neck and pierced the throat and made a dull sound like leather. She didn't care at all. Her face was stained red by the splattered blood...

I squatted under the table like a waste in the set, not daring to make a sound. Miss Peiyuan didn't even look at me from the beginning to the end, she completely ignored me.Her world has crumbled, she's done it in a self-destructive way, what can I do?I will only try my best to back away, try to shrink myself into a small ball in the corner, so that she does not notice me...

Sister Peiyuan calmed down a lot when she calmly picked up the knife and picked up her clothes, but she still didn’t look at me. In the movie, the funny action of Little Japan yelling lines and stabbing the knife in his stomach was not at all relaxed in the dark small house. And humor, I closed my eyes nervously, hoping that this was a nightmare, if it was a dream, I would wake up immediately, and after waking up, I would go to Sister Peiyuan and ask her to go to the Culture and Sports Center behind my back. The fountain, and the fish in the pool...

fun, right?I puffed up my chest and told Sister Peiyuan that I would take care of them for you, but in the end I regretted it and flinched again.I even vaguely felt that perhaps it would be better for them to settle the accounts between Sister Peiyuan and her father, and it would be inappropriate for me, an "outsider", to intervene. After all, everyone has their own destiny, right?

Ha ha.

I always thought I was just a wimp, but now I have a more intuitive feeling that I'm not actually a wimp, I'm just a selfish scum.