Pure White Core

I didn't cry or make a fuss, I ate the vegetables in the jar with big mouthfuls, and the chopsticks in my hands were squeezed so tightly that they were almost bent in half.

She said that she would stay in her room obediently for the night, and she also said that she would watch the lamb when I brought it back, but Sister Peiyuan lied to me after all.

The last hope of surviving disappeared like this, and it made no difference whether the lamb was wanted or not.In fact, I didn't really think that 12-year-old sister Peiyuan could save me after wearing the ring. I just thought that if I was going to die, I would not be so afraid if someone was with me. At least if there is a road leading to the underworld. Don't go alone.

"Yu Shaorong, what's the matter with you?" The red scarf stretched out his hand and wanted to shake the arm in my face: "Are you crying?" His voice was full of worry, and he sat on the edge of the bed and took me into his arms with his arms.

"Fuck off!" I roughly poked him in the chest with my elbow and pushed him aside with a grim expression on my face: "Climb to the side, you pervert, you fucking pedophile! Fuck your mother!" Who the hell Want you to be pitiful?Who do you think you are!

Pushed out of bed by me, the red scarf staggered and stood still, his face was as white as frost, his eyes were wide open in disbelief: "I..." He opened his mouth but couldn't speak.He probably didn't understand the meaning of pervert and pedophile, but he understood the three-character scriptures with his mother. After being surprised, he was unconcealably angry, and the blood quickly rushed to his face, making him blush like a pig's liver : "You!" He clenched his fists tightly.

"What are you doing?" Huihui arched her body and squeezed her arms between the red scarf and me: "You kicked him last time, what do you want to do?" I couldn't see Huihui's expression , but her voice is very sharp, full of fierceness and no hesitation in her loud voice.

The red scarf was panting badly. He gritted his teeth and gave me a deadly stare. He turned around and slammed the door open, stepped out and slammed it hard again. There was the sound of running in the corridor.

"Did you eat shit?" Huihui didn't understand why I suddenly went mad and cursed, gritted her teeth and slapped my arm with the palm: "I'll go out!" Then she trotted out of the ward.

I was lying on the hospital bed and bared my teeth. When I put on the red scarf, I stretched my legs. I didn’t feel the pain when I was angry, but now it hurts badly.

The squad leader in the next bed was lying on his side and looking at him from the beginning to the end. He didn't shy away from it at all. I saw the curious expression on his face and was even more annoyed: "What the hell are you looking at!"

"How old are you, your words are so dirty, and your thoughts are so dirty." He shaved his face with his hands as he spoke, making 'shameless' movements.On the surface, it seems to be teasing children, but anyone with a discerning eye can see that there is a kind of superior ridicule inside.

His eyebrows and eyes are pretty, but this expression makes me think he looks hideous.

"Hehe." I smiled disdainfully, you brat who hasn't grown his hair yet, you know how dirty it is.

"Hey, what kind of eyes do you have?" The bed next door seemed to feel that I was looking down on him, and said with his head raised, "I know what you mean by those words, you said he...that child." The disgusted expression seemed to dirty his mouth when he said it.

"You know?...then you're dirty too." None of the good words I said were well-educated, and children from good families couldn't touch them, let alone know what they meant.

"Your name is Yu Shaorong? What Shao, what Rong?" The squad leader didn't care what I said, smiled and looked into it, and didn't hide the faint disdain. He probably thought my name was vulgar and disgusting just like me.

I just vented my anger on the red scarf for no reason, and I was also panicking in my heart. I didn't want to talk, so I continued to pull up the strange-smelling quilt to cover my face and pretended to be asleep.I don't think I should be so startled. I'm an adult, but I can't tell whether I'm scared or desperate. In short, my heart is very empty, and I feel like a ball of wool lying on the ground. An unknown force dragged the thread away from me, and I was spinning in circles, becoming smaller and smaller... Weaker, and finally nothing.

I squinted a little, and when I woke up again, Huihui’s grandfather was sitting beside my bed and chatting softly with the class monitor. Finished bananas.

"...Actually, she is a good baby, but her life is too hard... Sigh!" Grandpa Huihui's voice mixed with dialect was very low, full of gossip from the three aunts and six wives, the short-term performance and show off of other parents.

From the squad leader's eyes full of "sympathy" and even "pity" from time to time, I knew that Grandpa Huihui was "selling misery" to others again, and this time it was probably my misery.

"This old man!" I squinted my eyes and cursed silently.

"It's not easy for anyone these days!" Grandpa Huihui sighed and shook his head.

This sentence is his classic catchphrase, and the subtext derived from it is: "It is even more difficult for a one-legged old man who is single!" The one-legged old man's greatest hobby in his life is to tell others about the difficulties and hardships of his life, and then enjoy others' sympathy and confrontation Praise for the hard work and noble sentiments of the old man with legs.The biggest difference from Mrs. Xianglin is that every time the one-legged old man sells misfortunes, he can pack them extremely beautifully. After "artistic treatment", there are almost no duplicates. There are many people who like to listen to his "Romous Years", and that one is empty. In his eyes, his leg is not a defect, but a symbol of glory, just as I can guess that he must have "accidentally" revealed that the squad leader lost his leg while defending his home and country on the battlefield, or In order to rescue the young girl from under the dangerous wall in distress, anyway, it has nothing to do with the beam collapse accident of a small or small beam in a rural house built 30 or [-] years ago.

Today the old man failed to sell his own misery, and the boy next door was not interested in listening to it, so the old man sold mine instead. He added oil and vinegar to the stuff he knew and stewed it into a big pot of "chicken soup" and poured it into the monitor, which not only put me in the service industry My mother artistically handled it as a "laid-off actor" in a theater troupe, and even made up for me a heartless father who had never started in chaos and ended up abandoning him.After pouring this pot of chicken soup, the squad leader's eyes completely changed, as if I was reborn as Xiaobaicai, Xi'er was reborn, and the whole world owed me 100 yuan.

"Why don't you leave so late? Huihui is sleepy." I heard the one-legged old man clear his throat and wanted to make up another paragraph, so I quickly reached out and poked him on the back with so much force that the old man groaned and almost died. Jump up on one leg.

"I'm not sleepy! Yu Shaorong, are you asleep?" Huihui raised her head, "Do you want to eat bananas?" She handed me the banana in her hand.

"There's more!" The squad leader in the next bed hurriedly reached out and broke a big banana and handed it over.He probably thought that Huihui and I were too poor to eat bananas, so Huihui ate bananas slowly, leaving half of them for me when I woke up.

Well, he didn’t think it was wrong. Huihui hasn’t eaten bananas a few times since she was so old. I don't know how many bad ones there are, would you be rare for this rotten banana?While peeling the banana skin, I ate it in big mouthfuls, and the taste was just average, quite sweet, soft and glutinous, fragrant and slippery... Unfortunately, it was too little, and I finished it in a few bites.

"Eat slowly, there's more." The squad leader watched me gobble it up and handed it back. That expression... I guess it was the same expression when the volunteers went to the refugee camp to distribute bread.

"Don't eat!" I yelled at him with a mouth full of bananas, frowning vaguely, blushing up to the ears.

What a shame!Am I the kind of coward who has never seen a banana?As long as I'm still angry, I can throw bananas in his face, I hate people's sympathetic eyes.

"Hey hey..." The squad leader smiled happily after seeing something interesting.

Huihui leaned next to me and asked me in a low voice: "Yu Shaorong, we're leaving later, are you afraid of being alone?"

"Scared." I squinted my eyes and nodded with the corners of my mouth bent. I reached out to touch Huihui's hairy head. Her braids are still loose and curled up today. She is too sloppy and doesn't look like a girl.

"Then how about I stay here with Yu Shaorong?" Huihui tilted her head and said to her grandfather, "I don't have class tomorrow."

"Ah?" Grandpa Huihui looked embarrassed: "Nonsense! He can't sleep well when you are here, you wait until tomorrow morning and I will send you over." Weekends are the best time for his small stall business, so he needs to rest well just work.

Huihui patted my hospital bed: "I want to stay, so I'll sleep next to it. It's a big place."

Why did I answer "scared"?Probably because I felt that my time was approaching, and I was really afraid. The fear went to the bone, and it hurt like a needle piercing the bone marrow.

It would be great if Huihui didn't have to leave.

"Little girl is good, go home, there is a big brother with Yu Shaorong." The class monitor next to him comforted Huihui, his voice was very gentle.

Grandpa Huihui persuaded me a few more words before Huihui gave up the idea of ​​staying here. He didn't persuade me, probably because he couldn't think of anything to comfort me.

"Yu Shaorong, I have to go. I'll come to see you early tomorrow morning, okay?" Huihui patted me on the head as if comforting a child: "I'll come when you wake up from sleep." She is a month younger than me, but She always secretly felt that she was her sister.

I always feel that words like "gentle" seem weird to describe the carefree Huihui, but I can't find any other appropriate words to describe the feeling Huihui gives me. She is much more open-minded than I like to care about everything. So with me, she always suffers big and small losses.

Only Huihui can tolerate my selfishness without hesitation.

"Hmm..." I raised my head suddenly: "Huihui is here and I'll whisper to you."

"Okay," Huihui climbed onto the hospital bed and leaned over, "Is it a secret?"

"Well, it's a secret," I gritted my teeth and swallowed, "a real secret."

Huihui listened carefully to what I said, and then whispered in my ear again after listening: "between the second and third coal sacks from the left?"

"Yes." I nodded.

"Okay..." Huihui put her yellow hair behind her ears with her hands and pursed her lips with a smile: "I'll wear it to find you."

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