My crush is a hero of the world

Gu Pan thought to himself, but he dare not provoke your seriousness.But he didn't express this directly, instead he changed the angle and said: "You are still young, in the next few decades of your life, many things will happen, you will meet many people, if you like me today, you may like me tomorrow Others. Besides, if you fall in love with someone of the same sex, you may not have thought about how much social pressure and family pressure you have to face. The trivialities of life will slowly wear away the relationship, and then you may not remember liking me so seriously today I fell into a state of complaining and disliking each other. This is worldly love. The romance at the beginning may be in various forms, but the ending is always the same. Do you understand?"

Xue Mo has never been in a relationship, but he can understand what Gu Pan said. He doesn't think what Gu Pan said is completely correct, but he is a bit stupid, and he can't think of how to refute Gu Pan's words.

"But I still want to have another possibility with you." Gu Pan reached out and touched Xue Mo's flushed face, smiled frivolously, and said, "We can have fun, don't have burdens, don't have expectations of each other, just fight Day and night, I don't want to last forever, when it's time to separate, we will leave separately, what do you think?"

Xue Mo couldn't believe what he heard, he didn't understand why Gu Pan said such words, it was so heartless, he was a little sad, he staggered back two steps, and looked at Gu Pan with surprised and inexplicable eyes.

Gu Pan knew that what he said would make Xue Mo sad, but he just couldn't control his mouth.He didn't know why he suddenly remembered the youth idol drama Han Xiaorui liked to watch, and sometimes he would take a few glances at it.In the plot, the hero and the heroine quarreled inexplicably and unreasonably. They refused to make it clear when there was a misunderstanding, and they insisted on misunderstanding and hurting each other.

Every time I watched it, Gu Pan would complain fiercely, thinking that those people had something wrong, but now it was my turn, and Gu Pan found that he had the same problem - he obviously didn't want to hurt Xue Mo, but what he said was always is hurting him.

But... Gu Pan was helpless, he couldn't explain everything to Xue Mo clearly, let alone give him a perfect ending.

Gu Pan looked at Xue Mo's eyes that were gradually dimming, and felt pain in his heart. He wanted to say something sweet to comfort Xue Mo, but his mouth was still so cold and hurtful: "It's fine if you don't want to. I ...I'm going back, thank you for your breakfast, in the future...don't send it away."

After saying this, Gu Pan turned around and went back to the house, closing the door without even looking at Xue Mo again.

Xue Mo was dumbfounded, staring stiffly at the door that rejected him.

He didn't stand for a long time, because looking at the closed door, he felt really uncomfortable. After a while, he couldn't stand it anymore, turned around and walked back silently.

Liu Siyuan has been standing not far away looking at them. Although he doesn't know what they said, but seeing the change of Xue Mo's expression, Liu Siyuan can guess one or two.

"Hey, old Xue, what did you say?" Liu Siyuan asked worriedly after following Xue Mo.

Xue Mo shook his head without saying a word, and kicked his hands in his coat pockets, looking sad.

Liu Siyuan thought in his heart that he might be broken in love, so he didn't say any more, and quietly followed Xue Mo into the car. After Xue Mo sat in the co-pilot, he looked out the window with a frozen expression as if he had been frozen by the cold winter.

Liu Siyuan couldn't bear it a little bit, and said, "Dude, remember to fasten your seat belt."

Xue Mo fastened his seat belt stiffly, and after being quiet for a while, he decided to speak. He tried his best to say calmly: "He knew I liked him, and then he said... we can't take it too seriously."

Liu Siyuan touched his chin without any surprise and said, "I think he is also that kind of person."

He wasn't surprised, but Xue Mo was. He turned his head and looked at Liu Siyuan with wide eyes and said, "Siyuan, you... aren't you surprised? I...I like Gu Pan."

Liu Siyuan wanted to shake Xue Mo's head to see how much water was inside. He spread his hands and said helplessly: "Dude, isn't your IQ quite high? How can you be so stupid about emotional matters? You It's not obvious, it's like it's written on your forehead that you like Gu Pan, except you can't see it, people all over the world have seen it!"

Xue Mo couldn't close his mouth, and looked at Liu Siyuan speechlessly.

Liu Siyuan felt that God was really unkind to Xue Mo. How could such a handsome and kind-hearted guy have such a bad relationship?After thinking about it, Liu Siyuan began to persuade him, saying: "Seriously, Lao Xue, it must be a great thing for you to get rid of this matter as soon as possible. Think about it, how could you spend your whole life with a man?" ?You are the only one in your family, your parents are gone, you have to have a child, right? Otherwise, the line of your old Xue family will be broken. Also, you know, homosexuality is in our country... but It’s politically incorrect. If you don’t get married or have children in the future, what will your neighbors and leaders think of you? You have a bright future, so you can’t ruin your bright future because of this. Besides, that little kid doesn’t look like a bad boy at first glance. Fuel-efficient lamp, you, how can you beat him."

Xue Mo didn't listen to the last few sentences, he only heard Liu Siyuan's long speech earlier, he understood what Liu Siyuan was talking about, it meant the same thing as what Gu Pan said - family pressure, social pressure.

In fact, it's not that Xue Mo hasn't thought about these problems, it's just that Gu Pan and him haven't talked about each other before, it's useless for him to think so much about being sentimental, but now he has to face up to these problems.

"Are you dumb? Say something to you." Liu Siyuan saw that Xue Mo kept silent, and was afraid that he still had all kinds of fantasies in his heart, so he didn't drive, and poked Xue Mo's arm many times.

Xue Mo turned his head wearily, and said to Liu Siyuan: "Thank you, Siyuan, I know you care about me very much, now I want to be quiet, I know what I should do, thank you."

Liu Siyuan didn't want to touch Xue Mo's sad things any more, and hoped that he could figure it out by himself, so he closed his mouth considerately, and sent Xue Mo back home who was full of energy.

At this time, Tao Xingjian just got up and went out to buy steamed buns, and when he went downstairs, he met these two people.Tao Xingjian hadn't seen Xue Mo since he ran into Xue Mo and the long-haired boy downstairs at KFC the day before yesterday. He was about to talk to Xue Mo about his life, but when he saw Xue Mo's gloomy face, he was frightened.

Liu Siyuan gave Tao Xingjian a wink to tell him not to talk too much, but Xue Mo didn't pay attention, so he greeted Tao Xingjian and went upstairs dejectedly to go home.

Liu Siyuan pulled Tao Xingjian to the corner and whispered, "Don't shout, Xue Mo is broken in love."

Tao Xingjian was shocked and said: "Ah, broken in love? I saw him flirting with a long-haired man the day before yesterday, and it was not serious. He fell in love so quickly."

Liu Siyuan slapped his forehead and said, "Oh, you saw Gu Pan too?"

"My mother and I saw it together, and even my mother could tell that something was wrong with Lao Xue!"

"I said that Lao Xue is really... a virgin who has never been in love. It's really worrying." Liu Siyuan shook his head and said, "Tell your mother not to provoke Lao Xue these two days. I think Lao Xue is one of the best in life." A major blow. But it is also a good thing, and it will be over after a while."

Tao Xingjian said: "Oh, a man with such a name... Gu Pan, what do you mean? Is it Panpan French bread?"

Liu Siyuan thought about it carefully, and said, "I guess it's the Panpan security door. When we were young, wasn't that panda holding a torch very popular?"

"Why did that panda hurt our old Xue's heart, what a wonderful old Xue!"

"That panda is not a fuel-efficient lamp at first glance. Old Xue can't play with him. It would be better to stop early. Alas, I don't know what happened to Lao Xue. He has always been pure-hearted and ascetic. This time it is good. , Suddenly Sichun's partner is actually a man, you said how scary he is."

"Yeah, my mother and I were shocked." Tao Xingjian said, and when he found that Liu Siyuan was still holding his arm, his face was filled with displeasure, and he pushed Liu Siyuan away, angrily said: "I warn you, Stay away from me, because of Lao Xue's matter, my mother has been in a state of turmoil these two days, and she is extremely suspicious of the impure relationship between the three of us. Don't flirt with me. If gay is gay, my mother will misunderstand .”

The corner of Liu Siyuan's mouth twitched, and he said, "Master, I'm straight, so you're gay."

"Bah, I'm only the Eiffel Tower, young master. Seeing you makes my eyes hot. Goodbye."

The two straight boys taunted each other for a long time, but neither of them got what they said, they rolled their eyes at each other angrily, and then went back to their respective houses.

-

Xue Mo went home and took a shower first, then fell asleep without thinking about anything.

He hadn't closed his eyes for almost two days, and he was afraid of sudden death if he didn't sleep any more.This time he slept until the sky was dark, Grandpa Xue probably knew that he was tired, so he didn't bother him, and thoughtfully let him sleep until four o'clock in the afternoon.

Xue Mo had a very sweet dream, in which he spent a long and happy life with Gu Pan, but when he woke up, he was faced with the cold reality, a little confused.

After sitting on the bed for a long time, Xue Mo didn't move. Grandpa Xue saw the time to tell him to eat, so he went to his room, and Xue Mo sat there stupidly, staring at the white wall in a daze.

Xue Chuan was surprised by Xue Mo's reaction, walked up to him and tapped him on the head a few times, his eyes were full of concerned inquiries.

Xue Mo suddenly felt a little wronged, and said in a hoarse voice: "Grandpa, I'm a little...unhappy."

Xue Chuan patted his head and motioned for him to continue.

Xue Mo lowered his head and said in a lower voice, "I seem to be... broken in love."