scorching cold

For several days in a row, Tao Zhuo couldn't control himself and kept thinking about the phrase "brother is 1 baa".

The amazing thing is that this sentence actually has a sound in his mind, especially the last "baa", as if a man is forcing his tone up, playful and contrived.

What's even more amazing is that the voice spontaneously formed a pattern, and when his mother saw that he was about to go out happily after packing up a pair of underwear, Tao Zhuo almost blurted out, "Go and play with Qi Ya. "

He said he came to play with Qi Ya, but in fact he just nested in another place.

Qi Ya wanted to take Tao Zhuo for a walk around, but Tao Zhuo didn't want to move because he felt that there were people everywhere on National Day, and he was tanned like a ghost, and he didn't make up for the energy lost during the military training, so he was lazy. I just want to lie comfortably in Qi Ya's bedroom and blow on the air conditioner.

Qi Ya's school is a new campus, and the dormitory is specially built. You can choose between [-], [-], and [-] people at a cost. The fewer the people, the better the sleeping configuration. Before Qi Ya entered the school, he directly applied for a double dormitory. Independent bathroom, everything is available.

"You live here very well," Tao Zhuo had watched Qi Ya's dormitory all over the video, and he was still very angry when he really came here, "We have to squeeze into the big bathroom when we take a shower in school. Or fetch water by yourself to go to the public toilet to take a shower.”

"Let's drop out of school, I'll drive my roommate away, and you move in with me." Qi Ya's roommate went home for a long vacation, and Qi Ya is putting their beds together to form a big bed.

"I'll sleep on your bed." Tao Zhuo said.

"Nonsense." Qi Ya pointed to his own bed, and Tao Zhuo threw himself face down, moaning, "I'm exhausted."

After Lai babbled, he remembered the phrase "brother is baa" that popped up on An Yi's phone, and shared the gossip with Qi Ya vividly.

"It's really too brainwashed!" Tao Zhuo imitated his brain-buying tone, hugging his head on the bed, laughing and collapsing.

Qi Ya laughed so hard that half of his body slid down, and with a "fuck", he sat up and tugged at the big pants that had slid onto his hip bones, "The pants are fucking off."

"Then do you think he is 1?" He slapped Tao Zhuo's ass.

"It doesn't look like it." Tao Zhuo was amused for a long time after hearing Qi Ya's study, he opened Qi Ya's hand, he turned over and lay down, his ankle rested on his bent knee and dangled, "It doesn't look like that body , so thin, and looks refined."

"A person is not judged by his appearance." Qi Ya smiled meaningfully, propped up the pillow, and leaned against the head of the bed with Tao Zhuo again, gesticulating the shape with his hands, "Or it is said that horses are thin and have long hair, but people are thin and long. "

"You..." Tao Zhuo tilted his head and glanced at him, smacking his lips, "Have you been studying all this for a day, and you have completely let yourself go when you go to university?"

"Let me show you?" Qi Ya gestured to open his trouser waist.

"Military training will suffocate you!" Tao Zhuo kicked his hips, "I have mine myself, so I don't need to admire you."

The two of them took a stretched afternoon nap together, Tao Zhuo went to take a shower, saw that the outside had cooled down, and then went out with Qi Ya for a stroll around the school.

There are quite a few students who didn't go home for the holidays, and the university town was already lively, but at this time, it was full of students, in pairs and in small groups.

Tao Zhuo wanted to eat crayfish, but he didn't want to sit on the stall and sweat, so Qi Ya packed it up and took it home, and ate it in the dormitory with him.

Like when they were still at home, the two of them put their legs together on the table, looking for a movie or game commentary, eating shrimp and chatting.

In the middle of eating, Qi Ya suddenly elbowed Tao Zhuo with the pestle, and asked him, "Then you don't feel uncomfortable?"

"No," Tao Zhuo looked at him strangely, not knowing why the topic suddenly turned around, "Why is it uncomfortable?"

"What about your upper bunk." Qi Ya said.

Tao Zhuo couldn't hear the word "baa" at all right now, he laughed so hard that the shrimp shells almost fell on his crotch, he hurriedly stood up and trembled: "The man's name is An Yi, what is 'baa'...why does he feel bad for me?"

Qi Ya smiled, peeled another shrimp and ate it before saying, "He's gay."

Tao Zhuo sat down again, thought for a while, and said, "It's okay, you don't love me either."

"Oh, it's okay if you don't fall in love with you, but it's bad if you fall in love with you?" Qi Ya raised his eyebrows and looked over from the corner of his eyes.

"Hey, that's not the case." Tao Zhuo didn't know what to say, he wanted to scratch his head, but with oil in his hand, he stretched out his head, and Qi Ya bumped him with his elbow.

Tao Zhuo didn't want to tell Qi Ya that he had come into contact with homosexuality as early as junior high school, and he was no different from anyone else, it was just his own choice, and he had no influence on anyone else.

Besides, he was actually curious about this group.

Although the thought of An Yi makes him want to laugh, but the jokes are all about "baa", and it has nothing to do with An Yi himself.

"I thought you were still the same as you were two years ago, hearing homosexuality was like seeing a ghost." Qi Ya said.

Tao Zhuo recalled it for a while, and immediately said nonsense: "Is that because you heard about homosexuality? Isn't it because you are flirting?"

Qi Ya just laughed, peeled the crayfish and pretended to give it to Tao Zhuo to eat, then stuffed the shrimp claws into his mouth, Tao Zhuo also pulled out a shrimp claw, and the two of them poked each other boringly.

Tao Zhuo stayed at Qi Ya's place for a few days, and when Qi Ya's roommate was coming back, he bought a ticket to go home.

After Tao Zhen graduated and started an internship, he was so busy that he finally took a vacation and didn't have time to play with him, but to accompany his girlfriend.

Tao Zhuo was bored at home, seeing someone in the dormitory group came back, he decided to go back to school early.

Seeing An Yi again in the dormitory, the two of them smiled at each other, they were on vacation after picking up their phones last time, and when they meet again now, there is a hint of embarrassment in their eyes, Tao Zhuo still wants to "baa".

But when we meet again after a short holiday, the relationship in the dormitory is actually more familiar and close. After everyone is here, it will be very lively, and this bit of embarrassment is nothing.

There were six people in a room, except for Tao Zhuo and An Yi, the other four were from different provinces and cities, and they all brought food from home, put it on the table generously, and directly asked whoever wanted to eat to take it.

The two of them were locals who had no concept or awareness at all. When it was almost dinner time, Tao Zhuo said, "Go out to eat? I invite you to eat only what you brought, and I have to let you eat." Experience the hospitality of the hosts.”

An Yi immediately stretched out his hand from the upper bunk and signaled: "That's just right, it's the two of us."

Others said that AA is fine, don't be so particular about it, they will live together for four years in the future, and there will be plenty of opportunities to treat guests.

When people get along with each other, they can't get rid of "eat".

Indeed, in such an atmosphere where you eat one bite today and he eats the next, and three meals a day have to be counted together, especially the boys are more open-minded. It didn't take long for the initial stiffness and unfamiliarity to gradually fade away.

However, it also exposed various problems of multi-person cohabitation.

For example, the buttocks that snore intermittently.

The head of the dormitory who likes to smack his mouth when eating.

Brother Li doesn't like to wash socks, but can wear them until he stands up.

And brother Zhigao who wakes up on time at 07:30 every morning, goes in and out, washes, eats and draws, no matter whether there is class or not.

These are still typical characteristics. As for hiccups, farting, and teeth grinding...it's not a big problem, but compared to these trivial things, what really makes Tao Zhuo feel emotional is the people he knows in college, who are really different from high school and junior high school.

All relationships are bound to go through the most difficult stage of running-in, which is one of the reasons; at the same time, it is also because the heart-to-heart relationship that everyone in junior high and high school, when you buy a bottle of soda, you can hug your shoulders and call you brothers and sisters has already been delivered. , everyone already has their own best friends, and the friendship in college seems to need external force to maintain.

It's like before he was thoroughly familiar with it, he was too embarrassed to remind the head of the dormitory not to slap his lips, it was not good to hear.

And when he was with Qi Ya and the people in the studio, everyone could say anything directly, and a group of people would use chopsticks to pinch his mouth if they had something to say, and they wouldn't care about what was there or not.

Sometimes when there are too many negative emotions, and I am too embarrassed to complain about these small things to Qi Ya and Tao Zhen, Tao Zhuo can only divert his attention and play with An Yi, who is the quietest and has the fewest things in comparison. .

At first, because of the phrase "brother is 1 baa", Tao Zhuo preconceived that he should be a "player" who should not be seen.

After getting acquainted, I found that it was not. An Yi's personality and living habits are quite good. He talks and laughs every day, and he is very mean. Except for classes and club activities, he basically doesn't go out. His biggest hobby is making phone calls.

It was really just phone calls. In the first few months, An Yi made long phone calls almost every day, not in the dormitory, but in corridors, corridors, smoking areas... all kinds of places behind people's backs. After the lights were turned off, I hurried back to wash up with "dingling dingling".

Ginger and Brother Li even made trouble with him with a smile, didn't they say no?The only person in our dormitory who has a date is actually An Yi, and our department is still a girl from high school, please tell me!

An Yi just laughed hahaha, a little embarrassed, neither confessed nor denied, she protected her phone from looking at it, and asked Tao Zhuo for help.

Tao Zhuo was lying on the bedside watching the show with great interest, wondering where the girl could be, the man on the other end of the phone was most likely bleating.

As a result, An Yi's phone calls suddenly stopped after winter.

That week, Tao Zhuo always felt that something was missing, and when he got into bed at night, he had a flash of inspiration, thinking why An Yi's phone was gone?An Yi lowered his head from the upper bunk almost at the same time, and called him in a low voice: "Zhao'er."

"Ah." Tao Zhuo was startled by him, hugged the quilt and sat up, watching An Yi's expression.

in argument?

"Are you free? Accompany me to the small supermarket to buy something to eat." An Yi said, "I'm hungry."

Tao Zhuo understood that he was out of breath, and when he talked about shopping, he probably wanted to confide in him, so he got out of bed without saying a word, wrapped up his coat, and he and An Yi walked out the door trembling.

Sure enough, An Yi didn't even go to the small supermarket, and took Tao Zhuoguai directly to the entrance of the corridor where he usually made phone calls.

There was wind leaking from all sides at the entrance of the corridor. Tao Zhuo sat on the steps so cold that he almost shrank up. An Yi was shaking like him, but with a sad face, Tao Zhuo could only pat him silently, knowing that An Yi might want to say something. order something.

After being photographed by him, An Yi sniffed and opened his mouth: "Thank you for the military training. I know you saw it. I was afraid that you would say it, but I was embarrassed to tell you not to say it."

Tao Zhuo thought to himself, oh my god, you finally took the initiative to admit it, you suffocated to death in half a year, right?He immediately said that for small things, everyone has secrets, and respect and confidentiality should be respected.

Follow him and try to gossip: "So the person who calls you every night is...?"

As soon as this was mentioned, An Yi's expression became heavy again. He nodded and said sadly, "We have already broken up."

Then he rustled out a pack of cigarettes in his coat pocket, bit one himself, and handed it to Tao Zhuo.

"I don't know." Tao Zhuo waved his hand, wondering when did you learn to smoke?Sure enough, cigarettes are a man's lovelorn partner.

"Then he's from another school?" Tao Zhuo didn't know how to comfort An Yi. In the past, Qi Ya's breakup was like New Year's Eve. This was the first time for him to have a heart-to-heart talk with a girl like a girl, so he had to follow his heart and continue. gossip.

It shouldn't be in the school, otherwise An Yi wouldn't have to call every day, it would be more convenient to meet directly.

In the end, An Yi shook his head, glanced at Tao Zhuo, suddenly felt a little embarrassment in his sadness, cleared his throat, and said, "We met in Tieba, but we don't know where he is from, we.....online dating."

Tao Zhuo: "..."

An Yi saw Tao Zhuo's embarrassment that he couldn't hide, and immediately curled up his toes, blushing and growling in a low voice: "What kind of face are you! You take it for granted! You're still out of school! It's so easy for gays to meet reality , out of ten gays, nine online dating! It's hard, okay!"

How did you meet that guy?

"No, no, no." Tao Zhuo shook his head violently, he was too deeply influenced by Qi Ya, since elementary school he had watched Qi Ya hold house wines and fall in love, it would be easy to get bored face to face, he had no way of imagining what he would like to fall in love with online dating.

"It's not about online dating, it's about me." Tao Zhuo rubbed his face, trying to make himself look gentle and tolerant.

Just after working hard, he still couldn't help questioning An Yi: "No, even if you're dating online, you can still find someone in the local area where you can meet, right? After calling for two months, you don't know where the person is. What are you in love with?" ?”

Tao Zhuo was prepared to snuff out An Yi's cigarette if he dared to say "lonely", but An Yi showed a wry smile, thought about it seriously, and whispered, "Maybe... psychological comfort?"

"I can also read the local ones. Our school has a lot of them, but I don't dare to meet them. I don't even dare to use my whole face in the photos." An Yi sighed, and stomped out the cigarette butts at his feet. .

"Actually, it's not how uncomfortable this online relationship is broken. I just feel empty. I feel like I'm always alone. When I want to be hypocritical, I don't even have anyone to talk to." An Yi looked at Tao Zhuo, "You can understand Is it?"

Tao Zhuo didn't quite understand that he was quarreled to death by those psychopaths in the dormitory every day, and he could send some unnutritious bullshit to Qi Ya anytime he wanted to vent.

But he thought of those posts he had seen, how those people vented on the Internet, it seemed that they were cautious and lonely in their bones.

Indeed, it is not easy to think about it.

Tao Zhuo nodded slowly, just trying to build up his emotions and say something, An Yi sighed again, flicked the cigarette butt and clapped his hands: "Forget it, forget it."

"Forget it" finished, he mysteriously took out his phone to unlock it, clicked on a software, and glared at Tao Zhuo: "Come on, let me show you the ones in our school. Damn, there is a man especially me." I have to see if he posts any news every day."

Tao Zhuo: "..."

What kind of love has this person lost?

Tao Zhuo leaned his head to look helplessly and curiously. It was an obvious snapshot. The background was the stadium downstairs of their north building. The boy in the photo was holding a basketball dripping with sweat. He probably just finished playing. He was about to walk back with a few people when he was called out, turned his head to look at the camera, and smiled generously.

That's right, Tao Zhuo nodded, even if he was a straight man, he thought this man was quite handsome, and there was sunshine and wildness in his smile.

"His name is Wen Ye." An Yi said, "He's from Yan Er."