scorching cold

These words were sincere, and Tao Zhuo was really curious about Li Suihan's reaction when he heard these words.

Li Suihan didn't say much, looked at Tao Zhuo for a while, smiled, and only said: "Go home for dinner, contact me anytime." He drove away.

Tao Zhuo stood there for a few seconds, there was a small stone at his feet, he kicked it lightly twice, and walked towards the community with his face buried in his pocket.

Qi Ya was smoking on the edge of the flower bed in front of his house, looking at his mobile phone, stepping on the edge of the altar, leaning forward and backward, just playing around.

Tao Zhuo walked behind him, and kicked his calf.

"What are you doing?" Qi Ya shook his head, turned his head and saw Tao Zhuo muttering, and said with a smile: "The chat is over?"

"Did you do it on purpose just now?" Tao Zhuo asked him a little depressed.

"How about it, are you jealous?" Qi Ya raised his eyebrows with a smug expression on his face.

Tao Zhuo didn't know what to say, he just poked at Qi Ya, like a bitter melon with delicate features.

Qi Ya stared at him for a while, but asked again: "Are you unhappy?"

"No, it's not for you, it's for myself." Tao Zhuo sighed and reached out to Qi Ya, "My mind is messed up. Give me a cigarette."

Qi Ya handed over the half of the cigarette he was holding in his hand, Tao Zhuo raised his hand to block it, squatted down on the edge of the flower bed and rubbed his face fiercely: "Go to the other side, who will eat your cigarette butt."

"Smell is exquisite." Qi Ya chuckled, and took out the cigarette case to him, "Don't waste it, it's expensive."

Tao Zhuo wasn't in the mood to tease him, he smoked less, and he usually didn't bring a fire when he went out, so Qi Ya leaned over to light it up for him with his own cigarette butt, the two of them were like crazy, they were together by the flower bed on a winter night squatting.

Qi Ya asked Tao Zhuo what was going on with Li Suihan now, and Tao Zhuo briefly explained to Qi Ya that Li Suihan had turned to him.

After hearing the general idea, Qi Ya let out an "ah" and stretched out one arm on his knees, looking at Tao Zhuo: "Isn't that good? Let him be jealous. How can you still fall in love like this? Talking about death, I don’t understand farts.”

"No, I'm a little bit happy when he's jealous, but I couldn't help thinking just now, if I were him, I would go back and forth like a driver to help him pick up friends, and I would have to watch him slap other people's butts." Crooked," Tao Zhuo said, feeling annoyed again, "Hey, it's a bit unpleasant anyway, thinking about him running back and forth for two hours for nothing, and returning home with nothing to do, that feeling...annoying."

Qi Ya opened his mouth, and just about to speak, Tao Zhen came from the side of the road carrying a large bag of drinks and snacks, and called him suspiciously: "Tao Zhuo?"

Tao Zhuo responded, and Qi Ya stood up with him and called his brother.Tao Zhen gave them the bag, and patted Qi Ya on the head: "I've become an adult, I dare not admit it. Why are you two pretending to be immortals here?"

The two had no choice but to suspend their conversation and follow Tao Zhen upstairs to go home.

Qi Ya is a fine person, the older he gets, the better he can talk, no matter his parents or Tao Zhen, he can catch up on anyone's topic.

From the time before the meal to the end of the meal, when he had a happy chat, he rolled up his sleeves and offered to wash the dishes, but Tao Zhen put his finger on his shoulder and pushed him away: "Stop acting, Tao Zhuo has never been so conscious, you two go back to the house Let's talk about ourselves."

"That's right, what are you packing? At home, if the oil bottle is poured, you can't tell whether it's oil or vinegar." Tao Zhuo didn't eat well, so he unpacked a bag of potato chips and leaned beside him, don't sneer, "Stop showing off."

"People are sensible just to show off, you think everyone is the same as you." My mother reached out and slapped Tao Zhuo's arm, Qi Ya laughed, and Tao Zhuo pushed and shoved him to the room.

Qi Ya's jet lag became more and more energized, and Tao Zhuo couldn't fall asleep. After the two of them washed up, they turned on the computer and played a movie, playing games and talking on each other.

Tao Zhuo found that although friends are all good friends, they are indeed different in terms of "functionality", or the depth of communication on certain topics.

Just like Qi Ya was the first person he thought of when he came out of the closet. After Li Suihan turned around to look for him this time, he was full of desire to confide in Qi Ya when he had many things that were difficult to say to Tao Zhen and An Yi. , and then continued the node that was interrupted by Tao Zhen downstairs just now.

He leaned on the head of the bed and watched a movie with his arm on his head, pouring out all his emotions with one sentence or another.

Qi Ya was lying next to him playing games, watching his fingers flicking fast without stopping, but asking a few key points from time to time, Tao Zhuo continued to follow his words.

"So you still like him, but you just don't feel good about it," Qi Ya stared at the villain who zoomed in on the screen and asked without raising his eyes, "Grievance?"

"Aggrieved can't really be said, I just feel..." Tao Zhuo thought for a while, "I just feel that there is something wrong, I really don't know how to describe it, anyway, I feel empty."

"My brother thinks I can't swallow being rejected, and An Yi thinks I'm trying to disrespect Li Yang," Tao Zhuo slammed a hand on Qi Ya's back, "It's definitely a little bit to say no, but I feel that right now. , In fact, I am more entangled in the issues between me, him, and ourselves."

"Have you ever seen the kind of person who is not willing to tell others?" Tao Zhuo said a lot, then asked Qi Ya in turn, and tapped his shoulder blades with his fingers.

"It's definitely up to you," Qi Ya said, "Some things you can talk about, and some things you really don't want to open your mouth to. If he talks like a bad-mouthed woman all day long, you can still fall in love with him." ?”

"I understand what you mean. If you want to talk about friendship, then I definitely don't ask too much and don't get entangled, but I don't want to be friends with him." Tao Zhuo was very annoyed, "I feel more and more that our way of thinking It’s not the same way as customary concepts.”

"How should I say it?" Qi Ya continued.

"You told me last time that he rejected me because he didn't know what I was thinking. He was also messed up, had concerns, and didn't know what he thought... Then what's the mess? I won't talk about it again." Tao Zhuo felt depressed when he mentioned it, "It's very tiring."

"So it makes me feel that I am really inappropriate with him? He still doesn't want to tell me what happened to his family at that time, why he was in a bad mood, and if his family is in the future, will he still Will it be like this?" Tao Zhuo said a lot in one breath, and rubbed Qi Ya's back like venting his anger, "Ah, every time I think about these things, I feel irritable!"

Qi Ya was still listening carefully, but at the end, he suddenly laughed, looked at Tao Zhuo, and said, "So, the you you are now is actually him at that time."

"What?" Tao Zhuo was stunned.

The character on the screen was hacked to death, Qi Ya threw away his phone and sat up cross-legged, with his elbows resting on his knees and pouted his face, looked at Tao Zhuo seriously, and asked him, "Isn't it?"

Tao Zhuo looked straight at Qi Ya as if he had been knocked awake with a stick, he opened his mouth and couldn't speak.

"You are worried, you are wondering if you two are together, you are afraid that it would be inappropriate for you to be together, but you can't help ignoring him, and you can't help approaching him." Qi Ya said unhurriedly, he Tilting his head, looking into Tao Zhuo's eyes with a slight smile.

"But I..." Tao Zhuo thought for a long time before retorting, "But I will ask him, I will tell him what I think anyway, he..."

"Actually, I have always had an idea. I was afraid of piercing your heart and piercing you, so I didn't want to bring it up." Qi Ya interrupted him, "Tao Zhuo, what you called 'chasing' and 'like' at that time, I was so cold and cold. Maybe you didn’t feel it at all.”

"It's Li Suihan." Tao Zhuo corrected him.

"Oh, Han, Sui Han, after Sui Han knows the pines and cypresses wither..." Qi Ya grunted out and patted his thigh, "So that's what his name means."

"Yeah." Tao Zhuo nodded, "It's a well-known but useless common sense."

Qi Ya instantly laughed and fell on the bed.

After laughing, he sighed, sat up with his elbows propped back on his upper body, and continued to say to Tao Zhuo: "In the end, you two are fans of the authorities, and you really understand it when you come out and take a look."

"Can you really not feel it?" Tao Zhuo couldn't convince himself no matter how he thought about it, "He's still a gay guy, I made it so obvious... I moved over there with the cheek! Eat together and eat together Sleeping, how can the two men get tired of it?"

Qi Ya grinned with a half-smile, but his eyes were very serious, "You are secretly hot, planning this plan, thinking that you are calm and obvious enough, thinking that the other party will be able to understand your thoughts as long as they turn around someday... In fact, it’s exactly what you think it is.”

"Gou Zhuozi, you don't call it chasing, it's called 'self-moving secret love'." Qi Ya raised his hand and flicked Tao Zhuo's nose, "After you jump out and look back, you will find that you two are pure love. Two two hundred and five, don't blame anyone who can't speak - you meet so many people in your life, it's fine if you miss it, it's not easy for two people to see each other, and in the end, one wasted six years, and the other was still alive. Trying to run all the way to the next six years."

He flicked it so hard that Tao Zhuo felt sore from the nose tube to the throat, almost sore to the heart, "Ah!" He covered his nose and raised his foot before kicking, cursing angrily with tears in his eyes Qi Ya: "You can speak! You can! It's as good as you know!"

"Damn it! Why don't you let people talk about it!" Qi Ya was so angry that he wanted to laugh because of the numbness in his hip, and he also grinned and cursed.

After being sour and numb with each other for a while, Tao Zhuo winked at him expressionlessly, and both of them could only smile again.

Tao Zhuo probed his head and stretched his eyes between his legs: "Did you kick the chicken?"

Qi Ya pushed him away: "Go away, go to the side, you idiot."

Tao Zhuo obediently stepped aside, rubbed his nose for a while, and then he touched Qi Ya again, and asked in a daze, "You really think so?"

"Listen to me, you can't be wrong." Qi Ya hummed an unknown tune, pulled the waistband of his trousers to rub himself, raised his eyes and gave Tao Zhuo a naughty smile, "No one understands better than me. "