Keep Your Distance [Rebirth]

Yun Xingmian opened her lips slightly, and stared at him blankly, as if she had forgotten the skill of speaking.

Looking at his gradually pale lips, Li Hanjin couldn't help but put away the tentative teasing in his heart.

The corners of his curved lips also drooped, and his eyes became more and more serious.

Li Hanjin didn't ask any more questions, but his serious and serious expression was no different from asking a serious question again.

The air froze for a long time before Yun Xingmian finally recovered his voice: "You...what are you talking nonsense, how can a man give birth to a child? Do you have a fever?"

His tone was too hasty, and it sounded like he was trying to hide something.

Li Hanjin was a little clamoring from the bottom of his heart.

Yeah, how can a man have a baby?This answer is obviously the most normal, but looking at Yun Xingmian's dodging eyes, the balance in his heart could not help but tilt to the other side.

Li Hanjin got out of bed suddenly, took out a book from the bookshelf, took out a piece of paper sandwiched in it, and handed it to Yun Xingmian: "Then what does it mean?"

The piece of paper had been sandwiched by a heavy book for two days, and it had become a little flatter, but the creases that had been crumpled on it could still be seen.

Yun Xingmian stared blankly at the scribbled but clear three words in the middle of a pile of calculations, and felt that blood seemed to rush to the top of his head.

Why is this piece of paper in Li Hanjin's hands?Did he not throw it?Throw it away?

Yun Xingmian found that he had no memory of it.

"If Xiaoshu has nothing to do with me, why did you write my last name?" Li Hanjin squeezed the paper tightly.

Yun Xingmian snatched the paper hastily and got up from the bed: "I... I was just scribbling, and my mind was distracted at the time... I'm a little thirsty, go out and get some water to drink."

His mind was in a mess, and he didn't know what else to do except run away.

Li Han could see his intentions, when he passed by his side, he stretched out his hand and caught him back, pressed him firmly on the bed, stared at him with sharp eyes, didn't say a word, but looked like They put him in the most torturous prison for interrogation.

Yun Xingmian hadn't thought for a long time that one day he would discuss this issue with Li Hanjin.

He once thought about telling him about Xiaoshu, but after Xiaoshu was gone, he never thought about it again.

He thought he was going to keep the secret in his coffin.

Yun Xingmian struggled again in a panic, but her hands and feet were still firmly suppressed by Li Hanjin.

His reaction has actually provided a lot of evidence for Li Hanjin's guess, but such an incredible thing, Li Hanjin still wants to hear him say it himself.

"What's going on? Huh?" His tone was overbearing, but also kind.

It's just a few short words, but it seems to be telling Yun Xingmian, no matter how big things are, you can tell me, with me around, you don't have to be afraid of anything.

In that instant, Yun Xingmian's tears welled up in her eyes.

He could not move his limbs, but his neck was free.Yun Xingmian hastily turned her face away, but the tears welled up still flowed down the corners of her eyes and soaked into the sheets under her body.

The hot tears seemed to be dripping on Li Hanjin's chest.

Yun Xingmian's tears this time, it's not like in the past when he got angry with him, his eyes were so red that he couldn't help but drop a few drops of golden beans. This time, the powerlessness and despair in his eyes were far more embarrassing than tears. People are depressed.

"What's the point of asking these again? Xiaoshu is gone." Yun Xingmian's voice was so low that it seemed to melt into the air.

Li Hanjin held onto his shoulders tightly, and suddenly felt that he was trembling uncontrollably, and even his breathing was a little difficult.

In fact, before he asked this question, he still felt that his conjecture was too absurd. Even if he asked, he could only get a negative answer.

But now, this weird incident that still looks like a fantasy without any basis, just because of Yun Xingmian's few tears, he can no longer have the slightest doubt.

His mind was also a little dazed after experiencing the cold, which was extremely rare with him.

"Is it true?" He stared at Yun Xingmian stupidly and asked in a low voice.

But in fact, it sounded like he was no longer waiting for an answer.

For the past two days, Xiaoshu has been a weakness that cannot be mentioned to Yun Xingmian. He stayed in the empty cemetery for a day, and he finally avenged the child who left this world at a young age. During the years when the child was alive, he , has always been the role of the elder brother. In the end, he failed to let Xiaoshu meet his other close relative...

These sentiments can be suppressed by one person, but once they are spread out in front of another person, all the hidden thorns and sharp blades will be exposed, making people breathless.

Yun Xingmian didn't want him to see her embarrassed appearance, so she finally took back her hand when he was in a daze, and pulled the quilt to cover her tear-wet face.

Li Hanjin felt as if his throat was pinched by a pair of invisible hands, and he couldn't utter half a syllable.

Yun Xingmian, however, seemed to have finally found an outlet to vent her anger. Covered by the quilt, she poured out in a muffled voice: "At that time... I thought I was terminally ill, and I thought, no matter what, I would see you before I died. On the one hand, but where can I find you? Nowhere."

His words were peaceful.When all the pain has become the past, it is difficult for people to repeat the past in an excited and violent tone, and when it is mentioned, they use plain words.

But this kind of blandness is like a blunt knife that tortures people. Every word and every word has to be scratched on people's heart, which makes people feel painful.

This is how it is now.

In the late night not long ago, he once said sorry to Yun Xingmian, because he left without saying goodbye, because he vented his anger, at that time he thought his guilt had been fully expressed, until now, watching Yun Xingmian dodge Only after seeing her fragile appearance, he realized, what is that bit of guilt?In fact, it can't keep up with one ten-thousandth of what he owes this person.

"It was only later that I found out that there was Xiaoshu... I was afraid, but at the same time I thought, when I find you, you might never want to leave again. After all, there is Xiaoshu, he is so good... so good."

It's been too long since anyone has been able to chat with Yun Xingmian about Xiaoshu.

Even though his parents have returned to him now, they don't know that there was such a lovely child in the family, and they don't know that the child was born by him after a lot of hardships. The memory was only left in Yun Xingmian's mind.

Speaking of it now, Yun Xingmian was a little incoherent, chatting here and there, picking up sentences here and there, scattered, but able to make Li Hanjin hear clearly. Leaving little ones.

Because she likes going through the cold, in fact, Yun Xingmian never thought that she would have a child, she never even fantasized about it.

So when the child came to him, he was so caught off guard.

He didn't even choose a serious name for him, he just thought that when they found his other father, they must look through the dictionary to find an imposing name.

But he didn't expect that Xiao Shu's other father didn't write his name in his later life plan at all.

On the day when we met again, everything actually looked normal, Yun Xingmian didn't even think that when he looked up at that moment, he would see Li Hanji's side face.

When we first met, Yun Xingmian was a rich young man who was fooling around, and Li Hanjin was a poor boy who could only wear a school uniform even during holidays, but when we met again, that poor boy no longer had the youthful appearance of wearing a school uniform.

At that time, Yun Xingmian was squeezed into the crowded evening rush hour bus. Through the open window, she saw the experience of looking down at the documents in the private car next to her which was also immobile in the traffic jam.

This suit, leather shoes, and hair style are very different from the hairy boy in Yun Xingmian's memory. At that moment, Yun Xingmian even felt that his face was strange that he had never expected.

But it was the reunion he had been looking forward to for five years.

Before the meeting, I didn't know how to explain Xiaoshu's timidity and the strangeness at the moment of meeting, it was nothing to him at that moment.

Yun Xingmian shouted his name in the crowded traffic, even if every car was so crowded that he could barely move, he was still afraid that the other party would disappear suddenly, and he couldn't wait for the bus to arrive slowly. At the next stop, he climbed out of the open window.

The bus was very high, and he remembered that when he jumped out, he had no movement cells and accidentally fell down. Coupled with the clothes that were wrinkled by the crowd, he looked very embarrassed.

And at his most embarrassing moment, Li Hanjin was finally disturbed by this movement, and turned his gaze around.

For a long time afterwards, Yun Xingmian would dream of his indifferent eyes.

That kind of indifference is completely different from the bright and somewhat ambiguous dislike when facing Yun Xingmian at school, like looking at an insignificant ant.

A moment later, Li Hanji's lips moved in the car window, and the dark glass window slowly rose in front of Yun Xingmian's eyes, covering even those indifferent eyes.

why?Yun Xingmian thought.

Li Hanjin disappeared without a word for five years. He was not so much looking for him all the time, but rather waiting for him who disappeared into the vast crowd to contact him.

But Li Hanjin seemed to have forgotten his existence and the lingering relationship they had. It took five full years before he came to him again with a condescending attitude of a stranger.

Yun Xingmian couldn't figure out why, so he could only catch up with his hurting legs, and slapped his car window one after another.

But the window that had been through the cold was not opened for him.

It only took more than ten minutes for the traffic to go from congested to unblocked, and Yun Xingmian's mood went from surprise to confusion, but it seemed to have gone through thousands of twists and turns.

Yun Xingmian didn't understand why he treated him like this, but he could only take a taxi mechanically to catch up.

If he misses again this time, he wonders if Li Hanjin will disappear for several years again.

In such an urgent moment, people don't care about their dignity.

So it wasn't until the front desk of the hotel where Li Hanjin was staying stopped him that he realized that along the way, Li Hanjin really knew that he was chasing after him, and he never looked back.

"Sir, don't be like this. We really can't let you go up without anyone coming to pick you up, not to mention that you just chased after the son of our big boss." Holding him at the front desk was also a look of embarrassment.

Yun Xingmian was stunned: "You said... who is he?"

"The son of our big boss, he said he just came back from studying abroad... If you really know him, you should find another way to contact him." The receptionist looked at him rather apologetically.

Yun Xingmian had no time to care about her attitude towards him. He looked at the four characters "Hai Chuan Hotel" on the display board behind the front desk, and the confusion in his heart almost swallowed him up.

Haichuan Hotel is also under the Haichuan Group.

The Haichuan Group that caused his father to turn gray all night... was actually run by Li Hanjue's family.

No wonder he couldn't find him all the time.

Study abroad?He never thought of this possibility.

Before grandpa had an accident, Yun Xingmian had been haunting each other all the time. He never had the chance to truly understand his family background. He only thought that Li Hanjin was an orphan raised by his grandpa. How could he think of him There is actually a father with a strong background.

In the past five years when he disappeared in the cold weather, he even feared that guy countless times because he could not bear the blow of his grandfather's death and passed away, but he never thought that he was just sent to study abroad by his rich father.

However, even if Li Hanjin's biological father is the boss of the Haichuan Group... that doesn't mean that the accident at home is related to him, right?It was just a wrestling between businessmen, what did it have to do with the two young men?Maybe Li Hanjin doesn't know about it at all, as long as they meet each other and talk more, they can be merciful...

He hasn't seen Xiaoshu yet?If I saw him, I would definitely like him too.

Xiao Shu is just as virtuous as him, he is obviously a boy, but he doesn't blush at all when he acts coquettishly.

It's their way of eating through the cold weather.

Yun Xingmian remembered that his mind seemed to be full of this idea at that time, after all, only when he thought this way could he allow himself to be cheeky and wait downstairs in the hotel again and again.

And he finally waited for the figure who had been through the cold again—the person who couldn't escape after all, but just stared into his eyes like when they met again, and asked indifferently: "Can you make grandpa come back to life? If you can, I'll help you."

"If you hadn't provoked me back then, nothing would have happened to grandpa."

"Do you know what it's like to lose a family member in one day?"

"I don't want to see you again for a second."

It was only then that Yun Xingmian knew that during the five years when he had been thinking about Li Hanjin all the time, Li Hanjin actually harbored such a raging hatred for him.

He had given him countless reasons why he couldn't contact him, but he didn't expect that the other party just simply hated him.

For the first time in five years, he knew that in his eyes, he was only the chief culprit of his grandfather's death.

But thinking about it carefully, it seems that this is the only explanation that can explain everything. Li Jingzhou passed away suddenly, and Li Hanjin, who was dependent on him, disappeared overnight without even guarding his spirit. A few unfamiliar faces held a hasty and simple funeral for grandpa. Yun Xingmian once asked them where they went after the cold weather, but no one answered him.

Thinking about it now, Li Hanjin at that time probably felt ashamed to face his grandfather's body because of guilt, and because of hatred, he didn't even want to see him for the last time, so he just left the city where he grew up.

It's ridiculous that he still foolishly finds various impossible reasons for his disappearance.

Parents just found out about his condition and told him that it was not a terminal illness but that they were pregnant, and they forcibly wanted to abort his child.

In fact, he did not hesitate.

But when he thought that it was his and Li Hanjin's blood and blood, he felt that he couldn't do anything no matter what.

He vulgarly thought it was the crystallization of their so-called love.

But it turned out that Li Han had never been in love with him.However, it was the young man who was full of vigor who couldn't bear the temptation, so he couldn't help messing with him a few times.

It was himself who mistakenly thought that it was a mutual love.

Looking into it, he and Li Hanjin only spent a few short months together, far from being separated for much longer.

How could he be so naive to think that a person who has refused to contact him for a long time also has the same thoughts as him?

There may be no doubts about Xiaoshu Yu Lihanjin, or maybe after knowing the truth, he will only be regarded as a monster, and even Xiaoshu will hate him.

Even Yun Xingmian couldn't imagine that it would only take such an instant to let go of the person he had been looking for for five years.

Those shameless entanglements and cheating on him back then are still firmly engraved in my memory.

But he could even feel that Li Hanjin, who was indifferent to him now, was fundamentally different from the boy who refused and couldn't help but hold him in his arms back then.

Five years is too long, and the death of grandpa is a gap that they will never be able to cross.

That day, Yun Xingmian went home and hugged the sleeping Xiaoshu for a long time, until Xiaoshu woke up rubbing his eyes, and then said to him in a low voice: "I'm sorry, baby."

"Brother, it's okay. But why did you tell me you're sorry?" Xiaoshu's milky voice was still full of sleepiness.

Yun Xingmian couldn't answer.

Is he going to say that I can no longer bring that person to you?

In Xiaoshu's life, that person never existed at all.All along, it was just wishful thinking on his part.

"Brother, don't cry." Seeing that his eye sockets were red, Xiao Shu's eyes became wet all of a sudden.

He stretched out his fleshy little hand, and wiped Yun Xingmian's eyes: "You cry too, daddy cries too, mommy cries too, why are you all crying? Didn't Xiao Shu cry before?"

Xiaoshu said, trying to hold back the tears, and asked in a crying voice: "Xiaoshu will never cry again, brother and parents don't cry, okay?"

Yun Xingmian's heart trembled: "What did you say? Parents are crying too?"

Xiaoshu flattened his mouth: "They cried secretly, and didn't let Xiaoshu see it, but I still found out."

These days, Dad has been running around for the family's business, but even Yun Xingmian, who has not had time to touch the business, knows that their bankruptcy is a foregone conclusion.

In the past, they only thought that the reason why Hai Chuan was eyeing them was vicious competition, but now, Yun Xingmian suddenly realized that after five years of disappearance, Li Hanjin suddenly came back here, could it be to seek revenge for him?

In his heart, he really didn't want to believe that Li Hanjin didn't even talk about this kind of affection, but when he thought about the hatred hidden in his eyes that day, he felt that it was not enough for him to do anything if he hated him like that. Surprised.

Yun Xingmian started to wait for him again, but this time, it was not to be with him.

He even asked Aqin, who was by his side at the time, to tell him that if he wanted to take revenge, everything should be directed at him, and his family should not be involved.

But Lihan has always avoided seeing it.

That time, he stubbornly waited in the lobby of the hotel all night, but all he waited for was a call from the police...

Yun Xingmian didn't know how he rushed home, but the moment he saw the bloody scene in the living room, his mind buzzed and he lost all consciousness.

"Do you know what it's like to lose a family member in one day?"

Before he fainted, he suddenly remembered what Li Hanjin had said to him.

Did he mean that?It turned out that he hated him so much that he insisted on letting him taste this kind of feeling.

Now he knows.

That kind of hatred is indeed so violent that it almost swallows people.

He even hated the self who fell in love with Li Han at first sight so much.

If he hadn't selfishly followed his own whim, if he had obediently cut off contact with Li Hanji when his parents objected for the first time——

Then none of this will happen.

Parents would not die at such a young age, and Xiao Shu would not come to this world for only a few years and go through such a horrible moment before leaving.

He is a sinner, unforgivable.

These experiences, Yun Xingmian spoke intermittently, almost thinking of what to say, but Li Hanjin, as one of the people who experienced it, almost automatically completed everything he said.

At the end of Yun Xingmian's speech, her breath was a little uncomfortable.

Li Han knew that his face hidden under the quilt must have been stained with tears, but at this moment, he didn't have the courage to lift the barrier between them.

He didn't even know how to say consolation.

What can he say?

Said that the cold face refused to meet him at that time because he was afraid that he would soften his heart when he saw him?Said that he was tossing and turning in the room that night when he was waiting in the hall?

When mistakes are made, all valid reasons become trivial.

In his memory, Xiao Shu is just a two-inch photo that has become blurred in his memory, cold and strange, he never knew that he had a child who came and went in this world.

All this seemed to be revenge for his cowardice.

He can be calm and decisive in the face of all the people he hates, without leaving any room, but only when facing Yun Xingmian, he becomes so cowardly and evasive.

Li Hanjin finally understood how weak and vulnerable the apology he had said was.

But besides "I'm sorry", what words can express his regret now?

Li Hanjin hugged Yun Xingmian tightly, repeating those three words in his ear.

Yun Xingmian thought that he had digested the grievances at the beginning, but now listening to his whispers, it seemed that he had returned to the lobby of the hotel in an instant, back to the moment when his heart was ashamed, and the strong grievances continued to flow The ground gushed out from his chest, making him tremble a little.

But after all, he was still much more sensible than before, and he was able to comfort him: "Actually, what's wrong with you? It's impossible for you to know that I can give birth to your child, let alone that my family will be killed that night. It was a coincidence of fate."

And they are all poor people who have been teased by fate.

It's just that now, they all have a chance to reshuffle the cards. At this time, he doesn't know whether he should curse the evil nature of fate.

Li Han hugged him tightly: "I was wrong, I was wrong..."

He shouldn't blame his grandfather's death on this young man who only wanted to be with him, and he shouldn't have disappeared for five years when he needed him most, and continued to treat him so coldly and selfishly after he came back...

He has made too many mistakes, and there is no need to count them again.

No wonder Yun Xingmian kept saying that Xiao Shu would never come back, even if his parents gave him a younger brother, it would not be their Xiao Shu.

Thinking of this, Li Hanjin suddenly felt a shock, and blurted out: "That's why you are so concerned about whether I wear a condom, then... is it possible that I am pregnant now?"

The author has something to say: Xiaoshu: This washboard was specially chosen by Xiaoshu, with deep lines, it must be very painful to kneel on.

The end of the cold: ...

Xiaoshu: If you think it’s not enough, there’s this whole set of mallets, which can kill people directly by hitting the back of the head——

Yun Xingmian: ...Son, yes, but it's really unnecessary.