Keep Your Distance [Rebirth]

Shang Yinsu was staring at the paper, but now that he knelt down, he had to turn his gaze to him.

But it was clear that the expression on her face was one of panic.

Shang Yinsu tried her best to hide her panic, so she could only remain expressionless, but she didn't know that this made her look even more flustered.

"Get up, get up!" she whispered eagerly.

Li Hanjin knelt tenaciously, Shang Yinsu's stature couldn't pull him up at all.

Shang Yinsu's character is actually a bit similar to Yun Xingmian's. On the surface, Yun Shaohua dotes on his wife and is afraid of her, as if she has the final say on everything, but in fact, Yun Shaohua is the backbone of the family. Most of her ideas are innocuous and trivial matters. When it comes to big things, she is not an independent person at all.

She obviously saw the hug that Li Hanjin gave Yun Xingmian just now, but she has not found a suitable way to deal with it until now.

When encountering something that cannot be solved, hiding becomes the most important thing. Seeing that Shang Yinsu couldn't pull her back, she subconsciously wanted to turn around and leave. Seeing her reaction, Li Han had no choice but to stop her: " Aunt."

Shang Yinsu's footsteps suddenly stopped.

Avoiding is just a subconscious reaction, but in fact she also knows that avoiding can't solve any problems at all.

Shang Yinsu closed his eyes, finally turned around and sat down, and asked in a low voice, "When did it start?"

This question is really difficult to answer.

The entanglement between them has been more than ten years now, but this is obviously not something that Shang Yinsu can hear.

But if you only say that the short few months after Yun Xingmian transferred to another school, the relationship has been diluted a lot.

Li Hanjin lowered his eyes and replied vaguely: "It's been a long time."

"What do you mean for a long time? You two have only known each other for a few months? You children, you really don't know the heights of the sky and the earth—" They were in the study on the second floor, and the sound insulation effect was actually pretty good. It is impossible for people to hear, but Shang Yinsu still seemed afraid of being heard, and lowered his voice, "You are all boys!"

Li Hanji had already anticipated her reaction, and did not open his mouth to refute. He told her that boys can fall in love, homosexuality is normal, etc. He just lowered his face and whispered obediently: "I'm sorry."

Facing him who is so obedient, Shang Yinsu felt that all his temper was blocked in his chest, which made people uncomfortable, but he couldn't express it.

"What's the use of being sorry?" She took a deep breath, and then with a trembling voice, she asked with the last hope, "You...how far have you reached? You are still young, so you haven't done anything you shouldn't have done, have you?"

Because her voice was very low, her tone sounded a little calm, but the urgency in her eyes couldn't deceive anyone.

As a mother, that eagerness can even seem a little humbling.

She stared closely at Li Hanji's mouth, hoping to hear an answer she wanted from it.

Li Hanjin couldn't understand what she was worried about.

In Shang Yinsu's eyes, he was just a child of eighteen or nineteen years old, who didn't understand the priorities of the matter at all.

But Li Hanjin had already sneaked into the future and read the answers to the test paper once.

His lips parted, and after a long time, he struggled to highlight the three words again: "I'm sorry."

Shang Yinsu only felt his eyes go dark, and subconsciously slapped him high.

Li Han had prepared himself for the beating early on, and when he saw this, he didn't even hide, he just quietly closed his eyes.

But Shang Yinsu looked at him without any resistance, and the slap couldn't come down for a long time.

Her family is also a son, and it's not a little girl who was cheated by a bastard and lost her virginity. No matter how this kind of thing is counted, it cannot be regarded as the fault of one person.

If Li Hanjin was a spoiled child with both parents, she might be able to impulsively teach him a lesson or two, but now, it is her son who has both parents, and it doesn't matter who is more sensible between the two. explain.

With this slap, she really seemed to be bullying him without the protection of his parents.

Shang Yinsu raised his hand in the air for a long time, but finally withdrew it bitterly: "You——you really are! I shouldn't let you live together!"

Shang Yinsu really regretted it in her heart. There had been many times when she had faintly felt the unusual aura between the two children, but every time she just regarded it as her own carelessness and forced the That doubt subsided.

If she had worried more, thought about the details of the interactions between them, and taken more precautions, things would not have evolved to this point.

She couldn't help but think of her son retching while holding his nose to the bowl of hot pot noodles.

What Shang Yinsu thought at the time, if he simply ate his stomach badly, after a whole night, at most he would spit out the contents of his stomach, how could he be afraid of smelling the smell of rice.

This kind of reaction is clearly what she had when she was pregnant with Mian Mian.

Shang Yinsu closed his eyes weakly: "Do you know how much trouble this caused!"

Li Hanjin closed his eyes and waited for a long time, but he didn't wait for a slap, but only waited for this depressing question.

He opened his eyes and looked at Shang Yinsu seriously: "It's just that I will be responsible for any disaster. I will always be with Mianmian, auntie..."

"Shut up!" Shang Yinsu sternly stopped, "Responsible? What are you responsible for? Do you know that Mianmian—"

The words came to an abrupt end here, Shang Yinsu took a deep breath, only feeling a severe pain in his heart.

In fact, on the night of their marriage, Yun Shaohua told Shang Yinsu all the secrets of their family.

Since we are going to be together, we must have no reservations.That's what Yun Shaohua said at the time.

As for what he said, Shang Yinsu has never been able to find a sense of reality.

When the two were together, Yun Shaohua's two fathers had already passed away, and she had never met one of them, so Yun Shaohua's narration was completely listened to by her as a story. Before today, she had never even heard of it. Without serious consideration, Yun Xingmian is also a member of the Zang family with this kind of physique.

Who would have thought that the one his son liked was actually a man?

And once this incident broke out, the biggest problem is not that they are all boys, but that they may have caused more serious consequences.

But she didn't even dare to tell Li Han about the consequences.

The son has such a peculiar physique, in the eyes of ordinary people, he may be no different from a monster.

Even if Li Han kept saying that she would be responsible, how dare she risk telling him about her son's weaknesses?

If he knew that what he had caused was such a disaster, could he really take responsibility as frankly as he is now?

Will he be afraid, or will he despise?But no matter what kind of attitude it is, it will definitely hurt Mianmian's heart.

If Mianmian knew that she might be pregnant now, how scared would she be?

Thinking of these, Shang Yinsu felt distressed beyond control.

Her eye sockets were hot and humid, and tears welled up unconsciously.

Shang Yinsu wiped away his tears, and glanced to the side: "You move out of the sleeping room first, and don't tell anyone about it."

Only now did Shang Yinsu realize how reckless the decision to let the two of them move in was made.

When she persuaded her husband to bid at the beginning, she also said that Mr. Li was kind to her, even if it was for his old man to go bankrupt, she would not be afraid to do it all over again, but now, this matter is far more serious than losing money.

Do you want her to ask the old man to take his grandson away with her own words?She knew Teacher Li's character well. If he said such outrageous words, he, who loves face very much, would probably be ashamed to death.

She's really confused right now, and doesn't know what to do.

But who would have thought that upon hearing her words, Li Hanjin, who had always been obedient and obedient just now, raised his head and retorted tactfully: "Auntie, Mianmian...has actually been feeling unwell recently, like The vomiting like this is getting worse and worse, I want to take care of him nearby, I promise, just take care of him."

Of course he lied a little bit, but his original intention was true.

Now let him move away from Yun Xingmian's side, how can he rest assured.

"I will take care of it myself!" Shang Yinsu interrupted him severely.

But Li Hanjin still insisted: "Auntie, you saw just now that Mianmian is actually very scared, afraid that you will feel sad because of my relationship with him, so I chose to come here without telling him. Mianmian's recent health The situation... seems to be very wrong, I really don't want to worry him anymore. If I move out suddenly, he will definitely think wildly, and I'm afraid his current body will not be able to bear it."

Every word he said came from his worry about Yun Xingmian, how could Shang Yinsu not hear it.

But could she still be moved to tears after hearing these words?

"Do you think I will agree with you to continue being together?" She said bitterly.

In fact, Li Hanjin can understand Shang Yinsu's mood very well. If possible, in order to make up for her sadness, he also wants to agree to it no matter what the conditions are.

But only this one will not work.

It is impossible for him and Yun Xingmian to separate again no matter what.

"Auntie, I know that my promise may seem naive and absurd to you, but my relationship with Mian Mian is really deeper than you think. It is impossible for me to separate from him in this life. I will try my best to get you and uncle Forgiveness...and grandpa. But now, I really don't want to worry Mianmian. I know you love him too, just for the sake of his health. Before we discuss this matter properly, you just pretend you don't know Love, okay?"

In Shang Yinsu's eyes, Li Hanjin has always been mature enough for his age, no matter what, as long as he does it, people can't help but be convinced.

Even now, listening to these words in his mouth, Shang Yinsu also feebly realized that he was really inclined to be persuaded by him.

She hurriedly interrupted that absurd thought, and said eagerly: "Forever? You can talk to me forever when you are only young! Mian Mian has just turned eighteen!"

Li Hanjin pursed his lower lip, and reminded in a low voice: "Aren't uncle and aunt together at the age of seventeen or eighteen? We are also your age now."

Shang Yinsu was dumbfounded for a moment.

She actually forgot that the most difficult time for herself was at their age, and she and Yun Shaohua supported each other, and she actually went through this short half of her life.

Having suffered all these hardships, she didn't feel how young she was at the time, but in her eyes, her son would always be a child who needed to be taken care of.

"He also told you about us." Shang Yinsu murmured softly.

Eyelids drooped through the cold.

The matter between Yun Shaohua and Shang Yinsu was learned during his investigation in his last life, but of course he couldn't tell Shang Yinsu about this matter.

"I will also go to my uncle's place to apologize, but my grandfather is getting old, and I am afraid that he will have health problems, so I want to communicate with him slowly. Auntie, please give me a little more time, and I will definitely tell him clearly. " Li Hanjin hesitated for a moment, then looked up at her again, "I won't waste too much time."

Judging by the seriousness of his speech, it seems that he has already planned his future life.

Shang Yinsu frowned worriedly: "Han Jin, Auntie knows that you are not a bad boy, but the relationship between teenagers is really uncertain. Your uncle and I are in a special situation. In that situation, we depend on each other for life. I don't have the heart to think about anything else, but you still have a long way to go? Who can guarantee that your thoughts will not be shaken at all? We are kissing like a family now. If there is any problem between the two of you, have you thought about it? Teacher's feelings? Have you ever thought about our feelings? You... can you change this problem..."

"It's not a problem." This was the first time that Li Hanjin dared to interrupt her.

Shang Yinsu also knew that he had made a slip of the tongue.

She turned her face away in panic: "Auntie is not the kind of uncivilized person, nor does she discriminate against your sexual orientation, but..."

There was a bit of crying in her words: "You don't understand how difficult this road is, especially Mianmian, Mianmian..."

She still couldn't bring that fact out.

"Auntie, you also understand that Mianmian and I are not ignorant children. If we really planned to separate, I would not choose to say it and make you worry and sad." Li Hanjin gritted his teeth. Hui chose to ask directly, "So what Auntie has been worrying about, you can tell me directly, no matter what it is, we can solve it together."

Shang Yinsu looked at him with a complicated expression, but the initial anger on his expression had dissipated a lot, leaving more worry.

Li Hanjin looked at her like this, and tentatively said: "To be honest, if Mianmian is a girl, I would think he is..."

"No!" After Shang Yinsu yelled, he realized how outrageous his reaction was.

She stood up in a panic, not daring to continue chatting with him.

It was only now that she realized that Li Hanjin's words were really powerful, and seemed to be setting her up a little bit. If the conversation continued, she was really afraid that she would have agreed to the matter between him and Mianmian without knowing it.

"Let's talk about this first, but it doesn't mean I agree with you guys being together!" Shang Yinsu emphasized sternly, "I just...need time to think about it. You are right, I knew it beforehand Don't tell Mianmian. As for your uncle, I will tell him in person after I think about it. You should move out. You should clean up the house during the Chinese New Year. Mianmian will not doubt it. His body I will take care of it, you should be more busy with work recently and stay away from him."

Li Han knew that this was the biggest concession he could make as a mother, even though he was still worried about Yun Xingmian's body, he still chose to shut up now.

Seeing his silence, Shang Yinsu felt a little soft-hearted for a moment: "I know that emotional matters cannot be slapped with a single slap, but feelings belong to feelings. You are still in school now, how can you just do it, do it—"

Shang Yinsu couldn't continue, she sniffed: "No matter what the outcome of this incident is, I can't blame you alone. I told you the day you moved here with Teacher Li that I would treat you as my son too. It hurts, both sons made mistakes, there is no reason to keep one and drive the other away. Even if you want to separate in the future, Auntie is not driving you away, as long as you understand."

Sending Yun Xingmian to "hospital" for abortion, and then sending Li Hanjin to study abroad, this is the only solution that Shang Yinsu can think of to minimize the damage, but she still doesn't want to say this idea.

She knew Li Hanjin's character to some extent, if she really told him the matter, I'm afraid he would not agree at all.

What she didn't expect was that Li Han had already thought of her way out before coming to confess.

"I won't go abroad, even if it's not for Mianmian... Uncle has already attracted Ying Wanhai's attention to help me. If I leave, Uncle's company will be in danger." Li Hanjin's tone was pleading , "And, I really can't be separated from Mianmian."

Shang Yinsu still wanted to speak, but suddenly there was a sound of footsteps outside the door.

Listening to the regular and slow pace, it should be grandpa.

Li Han hurriedly stood up from the ground, and Shang Yinsu quickly raised his hand to wipe the tears from his eyes.

As expected, Li Jingzhou pushed the door open and entered in the next moment. Seeing the wet tears on Shang Yinsu's face, he was obviously a little shocked: "What's wrong? Han Jin..."

Shang Yinsu rushed to answer: "It's nothing, Teacher Li, isn't this... Looking at the snow outside, I remembered the thing you named me back then, and I shed two tears while talking to Han Jin. "

It has to be said that Shang Yinsu's reaction in a hurry was really quick, and he actually found a completely reasonable reason.

Li Jingzhou glanced at his grandson.Then he smiled at Shang Yinsu: "Why do you still think about the past? Life is so much easier now, don't think about it, never think about it again."

"Yes, I don't want to." Shang Yinsu reluctantly smiled, but that smile was uglier than crying.

This conversation was interrupted because of Li Jingzhou's sudden arrival, but Li Hanjin had already understood Shang Yinsu's thoughts.

What she is most worried about now is of course the negative impact of pregnancy on Yun Xingmian, but due to realistic considerations, Li Hanjin can't even say that she will be responsible for the child.

It is impossible for him and Yun Xingmian to know about the pregnancy, and he can only wait for Shang Yinsu to confess on his own initiative.

But judging by the current situation, she might have to struggle seriously for two days.

But for such a big matter, she must have told Yun Shaohua, after all, they finally asked the Zang family for help.

Li Han tried his best to resolve the matter quickly, but now he can only hold back for the time being to give her enough time to react.

For the sake of the child, Shang Yinsu was really able to bear it. After crying briefly, she quickly returned to normal. Taking advantage of the new year's cleaning, she cleaned up a room upstairs for Li Hanjin , right next door to Li Jingzhou's bedroom and opposite to the study, so Yun Xingmian was the only one left to live on the entire first floor at night.

Even if she behaved as usual, Yun Xingmian still showed a little anxiety about this abnormality.

"Why did you move out suddenly... Didn't my mother really discover something?" Yun Xingmian asked eagerly, taking the opportunity of being alone with Li Hanjin.

Li Han carefully considered his words: "It's me who wants to move upstairs and find a way to communicate with grandpa more. But you, anyway, have a mobile phone, so whenever you feel uncomfortable, you can secretly call me, and I will sneak down immediately Looking for you, you know?"

The two of them can communicate in time, which is why Li Hanjin agreed to temporarily move out of Yun Xingmian's room.

Yun Xingmian was really panicked, and at the moment she completely forgot about the cold war with Li Han, and only worriedly said: "I'm fine, but you, don't say anything before you think about it, we Let's discuss it slowly, huh?"

What Li Hanjin can't stand now is his worried and sensible appearance, but he really said the phrase "Leave everything to me" too many times, to the point where he is already a little pale.

He seems to be ineligible to repeat it until the matter is really resolved.

"Okay, I know." The most important thing now is to make Yun Xingmian feel at ease, "Back then you could ask your uncles and aunts to forgive you and give birth to Xiaoshu, let alone now there are both of us, so you can rest assured Well, you know?"

Hearing what he said, Yun Xingmian's anxiety finally eased a little.

It was night, lying alone in the bedroom, Yun Xingmian felt that Li Hanji had such a great sense of presence even if he was lying on the ground beside him, but now he was the only one left in the room, and it was so empty that it was scary.

The phone buzzed suddenly, Yun Xingmian was startled, and hurriedly connected the phone.

Li Han's hoarse voice came from the phone: "Go to sleep, I will accompany you."

Yun Xingmian felt as if someone could see through his mind through a phone call, and suddenly felt awkward: "Who needs you to accompany me?"

"Then you stay with me." Li Hanjin paused before saying the next sentence, "I can't sleep because I can't hear your breathing."

Yun Xingmian suddenly felt a little sour in his nose.

Even now, hearing Li Hanjin's words, he still feels like he is in a dream.

"The end of the cold." He said slowly, "I forgive you."

It's not that he doesn't remember the pain and intolerance he once had, but it is precisely because he remembers that he suddenly feels that these calculations are actually meaningless.

What makes him happy is being secure with this person, not being constantly angry.

Or maybe he no longer had the initial anger, but felt that if he forgave such an important matter so easily, he would lose face.

However, at this moment, listening to Li Hanji's frank love words, he suddenly realized that compared with his future happiness, that little bit of face seemed nothing.

After saying this sentence there, there was suddenly no movement on the other end of the phone.

Could it be that he was too proactive?Yun Xingmian gripped the phone nervously, but the other end of the phone still couldn't hear Li Han's breath.

click -

Not long after, there was a soft knock on his door, and a figure flashed through the door from the darkness.

Yun Xingmian sat up from the bed in shock, and turned on the desk lamp.

Li Hanjin had already run down from the upstairs, holding the phone tightly in his hand.

"You...how did you come down?" Yun Xingmian was a little nervous.

Li Han walked to the bed as quickly as possible, and hugged him tightly when he was sitting up. After a long time, he said in a low voice: "It's okay, I just want to come down and say thank you, thank you for forgiving me."

In order not to be heard by Shang Yinsu, he walked lightly along the way, spending a lot of time.

But he was so nervous that he even forgot to tell Yun Xingmian on the phone.

He lowered his head and kissed Yun Xingmian's forehead: "Wait for me for a few more days, after the Chinese New Year, I will definitely settle this matter and stay with you well."

Accompany you openly in front of your family.

The author has something to say: Thank you Jiang Jiangyi, Li Guoguo, Bu Er in the wind, and Dong Ding Ding for the many mines!