two-phase negative

"Whether it's my fault or not, none of my wishes will come true

Is the distance between heaven and earth really that far?

Everyone tells me you gotta be smart

Everyone else has reached the end, so who are you fighting for?

even if there is no result

Even if everyone laughs at me

Even if you fall bruised

I won't give up flying

This piece is my sky belongs to my sky

Even if not many people praise

one day you will see

i will fly to the sky

why do you feel pain

because i still feel

The dream in my heart is roaring

it never stops

even if there is no result

Even if everyone laughs at me

Even if you fall bruised

I won't give up flying

This piece is my sky belongs to my sky

Even if not many people praise

one day you will see

I will pass the test

Ah~ like a phoenix bathing in fire

fire from the ashes

back to heaven

……

is it my fault

wishes will not come true

distance between sky and earth

Is it really that far"

From the moment "My God" was sung by Zhou Yu, this year's Jiangdong Summer Festival began.Jiang Dong's elders were not surprised when they saw Zhou Yu, his eloquent team, and Cao Cao at the beginning. They all knew that at this moment, their Vice President Qiao was far away at Luoyang Qingjun's side.

When Zhou Yu's singing sounded, the three members of the strong debate group all concentrated their energy on playing, for fear of making a mistake if they were not careful.In fact, when they were told that this song was the opening song of the summer festival, the three of them were very surprised.Anyone who has witnessed the love between Zhou Yu and Xiao Qiao knows that if "Two Phases" is an opportunity for the two to get acquainted, then this song "My God" is no different from the song of love between the two.Once upon a time, in order for Xiao Qiao to take this song to participate in the dance competition, Zhou Yu stayed awake for 3 whole nights just to change this song into a dance song.It's just that he didn't go to the scene on the day of the game because he was involved in important matters, and Xiao Qiao made frequent mistakes because he didn't see Zhou Yu's figure.From that day on, the song "My God" has become something that cannot be mentioned between the two, and the game of that day and that summer have been sealed in the depths of everyone's mind in Jiangdong, and it is one of Jiangdong's taboos.However, at this moment, Zhou Yu chose this song to open the summer festival. Does it mean that the past is insignificant, or is he saying a final farewell to his love with Xiao Qiao?No one knows the answer, only Zhou Yu knows it, or even Zhou Yu himself doesn't know it.

And Cao Cao, who was also playing on the stage, knew that he was wrong when he heard the first song. Zhou Yu's love for Xiao Qiao was no less than his own. On the contrary, he could feel from his singing that Zhou Yu's love was beyond compare The bitterness, that is the same mood as Xiao Qiao.Ah Xiang told him what the song meant to Zhou Yu and Xiao Qiao, so at this moment he has no hatred for Zhou Yu, only pity.Between Xiao Qiao and Zhou Yu, as Zhou Xuan told him before, they like each other, they are the most suitable for each other, but they cannot be together.There are eight sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness and death, parting from love, resentment and hatred, not getting what you want, and the five skandhas are blazing.Xiao Qiao and Zhou Yu accounted for two of these eight hardships. They loved parting and couldn't get what they wanted.Now that I think about it, compared to Zhou Yu, maybe I don't love deeply enough, otherwise I wouldn't have done those irrational actions and said those irrational words.

And all the people in the audience were shocked when they saw the performance on the stage.Although I have heard of "The Song Is Wrong Zhou Lang Gu" and know that Zhou Yu's musical attainments are high, it is only when I really experience it today that I know what it means to be on the scene.When everyone was admiring the opening, Guan Yu's mind was not here.In the past few days, his heart has always been in pain for no reason, and he always feels flustered, and his intuition tells him that something is going to happen.

Three days later, Jiangdong Ferry.

Early this morning, Sun Quan was ordered to wait for Lu Su and Xiao Qiao here with the two brothers of the Zhou family. Now it was almost noon, and finally saw the military flag of Jiangdong on the unobstructed surface of the water.And when he saw the military flag, Zhou Xuan's mood became a little heavy. More precisely, this mood lasted for three days.

Three days ago, the Zhou family's shadow guard retrieved the big rooster jade seal from Luoyang and handed it to Sun Jian, and brought back some news.One is that Dong Zhuo had jumped off a cliff and died. Yuan Shao ordered people to find his body, and ordered that the body be whipped and fed to the dogs. In other words, Dong Zhuo would not die well after his death.The second is that the armies of various colleges and universities set off to return to their respective territories in a few days, and Yuan Shao proclaimed himself the prime minister and stayed in Luoyang to assist the leader of the alliance, Shao Di.This last piece of news is what makes Zhou Xuan feel heavy, that is, Diao Chan and Dong Zhuo fell off the cliff together and died, and the body will return to Jiangdong with the Jiangdong army.When he heard the third item, the first thing Zhou Xuan thought of was Guan Yu. The five tiger generals all value love and righteousness, especially Guan Yu. He wondered if Guan Yu would be the same when he heard the news. I am generally heartbroken, but it should be somewhat different.

Zhou Xuan, who was sad alone, didn't realize that Zhou Yu's fists standing beside him were so tightly clenched that his veins were bulging, and he was also very tired from enduring it.When he learned that Diao Chan had disappeared, he really wanted to fly to Xiao Qiao immediately, hold her in his arms and comfort her softly, but the reality told him that he couldn't, he had to hold back.For three days, for three full days, he found a lot of things to do for himself, because then he wouldn't think about it.But now, looking at the approaching boat, Zhou Yu could only clenched his fists, he was afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he would bully him to comfort the person he was thinking of.

Not long after the boat docked, Lu Su and Xiao Qiao disembarked first, followed by the coffin containing Diao Chan's body.Little Joe never took his eyes off the coffin, from the boat to the present.When the coffin passed by Zhou Yu's side, his eyes unconsciously looked at Zhou Yu.Maybe there really is a so-called spiritual connection, Zhou Yu is also looking at Xiao Qiao.When he saw Xiao Qiao's eyes full of sadness, apart from distress and helplessness, the only thing he could do was to restrain himself even more.But they used to be so in love that they could see each other's heart with just a look without any words or actions.So when Xiao Qiao met Zhou Yu's gaze, she saw the unspeakable comfort deep in Zhou Yu's heart.The tears could no longer be held back, but instead of throwing herself into Zhou Yu's arms as before, she looked at him silently.For them now, seeing each other and not hearing each other is the greatest torture.They are close at hand, but far apart.

"You guys must be tired just after you came back. Father can go tomorrow." Sun Quan broke the sadness and walked to Xiao Qiao's side, "The dead are gone, and all the living can do is to take the dead with them." Together, let’s live a good life. Let’s go, I’ll take you back first.”

Hearing what Sun Quan said, Xiao Qiao nodded imperceptibly and followed Sun Quan away. After all, Sun Quan is now her fiance in name.

"Zizhen, I will trouble you and Gongjin to take Diaochan's coffin to the Cao's small restaurant." When passing by the two brothers of the Zhou family, Sun Quan stopped and said, "Guan Yu, please give him condolences."

"Yes."

"Gong Jin, let's go." After Sun Quan left for a long time, Zhou Xuan calmed down and said to Zhou Yu.

"it is good."

When the two came to Cao's small restaurant, everyone in the Eastern Han Dynasty gathered in the living room to discuss Yuan Shao's self-proclaimed prime minister.

General Five Tigers and Cao Cao were puzzled when they saw the two brothers of the Zhou family. They had not been notified that the second round of testing had begun.And when they saw the coffin that was carried in later, the confusion on their faces was even worse.

"Not long ago, Jiangdong's army returned to Jiangdong. This is Diaochan's coffin." Zhou Yu said incredulously.

After speaking, I saw Guan Yu retreating frequently and sitting on the ground, "Vice President Zhou, this joke is not funny at all."

"Brother Guan, my younger brother hopes that this is just a joke more than you do." Zhou Xuan, who was silent all the way, said, feeling a little painful, and sooner or later he has to face it, and maybe it would be better for everyone sooner.

After hearing Zhou Xuan's words, Guan Yu walked towards the coffin silently.But everyone could clearly see that that handsome face was covered with tears.It is said that men do not flick their tears lightly, but they have not yet reached the point of deep love.

"Guan Yu, please mourn. I feel your pain. But the dead are gone, and the living can only rest in peace when they lived better." Looking at Guan Yu who is no different from the original self in front of him at this moment, Zhou Xuan stepped forward and spoke comfortingly.

"There is no empathy at all. If the knife is not stabbed in your body, why would you feel pain?" Guan Yu turned to look at Zhou Xuan and said.

"Because I have experienced it before, so I feel the same." After a pause, Zhou Xuan continued to say, "My current wife was pointed out to me by my father. The person I love the most was forced to death by me. So, I feel your pain."

Hearing his brother reveal the pain in his heart to outsiders, Zhou Yu felt a little heartbroken. He knew Zhou Xuan's past, and he knew what that woman meant to Zhou Xuan, so he looked at the moment Zhou Xuan, who talked about his scars calmly in front of everyone, made Zhou Yu feel more comforted besides a little heartache.If a person can tell others about his pain in a calm manner, it means that he has let go and looked down upon it.

Except for Liu Bei, everyone in the Eastern Han Dynasty felt sorry for this.It turned out that Zhou Yu's betrayal of Xiao Qiao was also influenced by his brother. No matter how you look at it, Zhou Yu's betrayal seems to be hereditary, and of course it is more shocking.How ruthless a person must be before he can have the courage to kill his beloved with his own hands.Only when a person has multiple affections can he keep a person on the tip of his heart for so long.Whether it is passionate or ruthless, the real world in his heart is unfathomable, and all the sons of the Zhou family seem to be passionate but ruthless.

Wiping away the tears on his face, Guan Yu looked at Zhou Xuan, "I'm sorry, Mr. Zhou, I didn't know you had such a past. It's just..."

"It's all over." Zhou Xuan replied lightly, but Zhou Yu who was beside him saw the sadness in his eyes. "I think Diao Chan definitely doesn't want you to be heartbroken because of her disappearance. The dead are important, but the living is more important. Not only Diao Chan, I believe President Cao and the others also hope that you can live well , without your true love, but you still have a group of good brothers around you. Don’t let the living people around you worry about yourself because of the dead. If Brother Guan can’t restrain his longing for Diao Chan, Zizhen welcomes Brother Guan to come to my second brother at any time People have a few drinks."

"The only way to relieve worries is Du Kang." Zhou Yu who had been standing aside said coldly, "Zhou Zizhen, if you want to drink to relieve your worries, go for it. Don't drag me and Guan Yu."

"You are my younger brother, why can't I pull you in?"

"It's a mistake to drink and hurt your body."

"It's okay to have a few drinks now and then."

"Then drink it yourself, don't look for me anyway."

"Zhou Gongjin, are you my brother?"

...The voices of the two gradually faded away. Everyone in the Eastern Han Dynasty looked at the brothers speechlessly. It would be too rude for them to leave like this.

"Second brother, don't be too sad." Liu Bei stepped forward and patted Guan Yu's shoulder, "It's a good saying, if you don't go to the old, don't you don't come to the new, believe me, after this, there will be a lot of people. Girls are lining up for you to pick."

"Brother, I'm sorry." After clearing up my mood, I looked around at the brothers, "Everyone, I'm sorry. I want to leave for a while. I once promised Diao Chan that I would accompany her to travel all over the world. I didn't do it when she was here. Now I want to get it done."

"Yu, do you want to cremate Diao Chan?" Hearing what Guan Yu said, Zhao Yun asked what was on his mind.

"Well, I just don't know, Xiao Qiao..."

"I believe Xiao Qiao will understand." Cao Cao explained aloud, "After all, she and Diao Chan are such good sisters."

The sun shines on the earth through the clouds, and the lake light reflects the sky, witnessing gatherings and separations one after another.

"Everyone, just send it here."

"Guan Yu, you must do what you promised me."

"I will, Xiao Qiao." Guan Yu smiled for the first time in the past few days, "I think Diao Chan must also hope that we can live well. This time, it is thanks to you."

Hearing what Guan Yu said, everyone in the Eastern Han Dynasty also cupped their fists to thank Sun Quan and Xiao Qiao. When Guan Yu proposed to travel far 7 days ago, Liu Bei obstructed in every possible way and even said that the agreement itself was used to break, not to mention that Diao Chan was dead. There is no need to abide by the agreement of the dead.Later, Zhou Xuan may have told Xiao Qiao that Guan Yu planned to cremate Diao Chan and go on a long journey. Not long after, Sun Quan and Zhou Yu visited Cao's small restaurant together.And the reason used is also very reasonable. Since Liu Bei is with Sun Shangxiang, according to Jiangdong customs, Liu Bei needs to win the archery competition to be eligible to be engaged to Axiang.Of course, besides Liu Bei, there were also Sun Quan and Zhou Yu in this match. Unfortunately, Liu Bei's archery skills were the worst, so he has been practicing archery there under the supervision of Sun Shangxiang for the past few days.Because of this, Guan Yu had the opportunity to leave.

"Okay, I don't need to say anything extra, you should go, I'll wait for you." Sun Quan said.

"Then, farewell. We will meet later." After speaking, he turned and boarded the boat.

"Between Diao Chan and Liu Bei, Guan Yu chose Diao Chan. So, what about you?" Looking at the boats gradually going away, Xiao Qiao said lightly, "I heard from Brother Zizhen about the summer festival. Liu Bei and the Liu Bei we know are completely two people. Guan Yu has already made a choice, so what is your choice?"

"We don't know." Qiqi's four voices of "don't know" exhausted the disbelief in their hearts.

"One day you will have to make a choice, maybe it's just that you haven't found your heart's sustenance." Turning your back to the ferry, "Maybe when you know what you really want, you will know what to do." How did you do it?"

"Then what do you really want, little Qiao?" Cao Cao took advantage of the situation and asked the question that everyone wanted to know.

"Me?" In an instant, what flashed in my mind was the phrase 'I wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head will never be separated. 'It's just that, now it seems that it's an extravagant wish. "No desire, no desire, I just hope that Jiangdong can enjoy peace in this troubled world. Okay, let's go back." Yu Bi took the lead, and Sun Quan, who had been silent at the side, followed suit.Looking at the figure in front of him, Sun Quan couldn't help but smile, how would she react if she knew that someone was leaving her today.After standing at the ferry for a while, the people of the Eastern Han Dynasty also left.

When everyone left, a figure slowly walked out from behind a big tree not far away, looked at the direction in which everyone left, and boarded the boat without looking back.