wait for you with flowers

Since my uncle left, I no longer have the habit of getting up at six or seven o'clock, let alone having breakfast. I still rent the house, and all the things in it are still there!

At the beginning, I got up every four or five o’clock, which was the uncle’s running time. Later, I woke up at about 06:30. At that time, the uncle had almost returned from exercising, took a shower and washed, and then woke up after seven o’clock. At this time, the uncle Time to wake me up for breakfast!

However, now my working hours are from [-]:[-] noon to [-]:[-] pm. I could have left work earlier, but I always work overtime until [-]:[-] or [-]:[-] pm. I don’t know why, maybe it’s just to pass the time!

At first, I always hoped that my uncle's car would be parked at the back door when I got off work. The uncle would stand in front of the car and watch me go downstairs, and he would wave his hands and call softly: Xiaoxi, here!

Now after get off work, I always look at the place where my uncle parked his car from time to time. Those scenes that I usually don’t think of are so beautiful now, but it’s a pity that I can’t go back!

I have become less talkative, and I can only talk more in front of friends I used to know, but the childishness of the past has long since disappeared in the words, or it will be much better when I go home and face my parents and sisters!

I sleep more and more and longer, it seems that life has gradually become a three-point line, get up, go to work, and sleep!

Sleep, I sleep all the time except for working hours, even if there is no him in my dream, I still just want to sleep!

Others said that I have changed, I asked me what changed and they said they couldn't tell, but it just felt like I had changed!

I smiled wryly, my heart ached so badly that I couldn't breathe!

When I can't fall asleep, I will read the books that my uncle has read. I used to read them with great interest whenever I saw him. At that time, I always had a headache when I read the books, but now I can understand a lot!

I used to say that I wanted to burn the books when I saw them, but now these books are my favorite. The uncle will sign his name on the books. I can feel the vigorous and unrestrained brushwork of the uncle when I touch the words lightly. !

Sometimes the uncle who gets up early will take me out for a run together, and the aunt who sells breakfast downstairs will always prepare two bowls of pot stickers for us!

"Oh, it's rare to see you come down. Your brother often comes out to run!"

"My brother, oh, he was a soldier, and he hasn't changed his habit yet!" I said!

The aunt said with a smile, "He's a good guy. I used to see him alone. I thought he was here alone. I didn't expect to have a brother, but why don't you look like him?"

"Oh, auntie, he is my cousin, my mother and his mother are sisters!"

"Oh, that's right, I'll just say it!"

I feel that my ability to fool people has improved a lot. The uncle not far away came to me sweating profusely. Before I opened my mouth, my aunt did!

"You, you need to take your cousin out to exercise more, you see his thin arms and legs will blow away when the typhoon comes!"

The uncle looked at me in a daze, then smiled and opened the mineral water, took a sip and said to the aunt, "Yes, it's time to take him to exercise!"

After I finished eating, I went upstairs with the uncle. As soon as the door opened, the uncle closed the door with his foot and pressed me against the door, whispering, "...cousin...brother..."

I turned my head and laughed, "Cousin...brother...!"

"Ok?"

The uncle leaned closer and closer to me with a dangerous face, his breath tickled my neck, "Isn't this a momentary rush!"

"So I upgraded to your cousin?"

"Oh, I was wrong, I was wrong!"

"I'll forgive you if I take the initiative to kiss you!"

"But the dried shrimp in the potsticker is still between my teeth!"

The uncle looked at me coldly, I had no choice but to step on my feet and kiss him on the cheek, and was about to run away. The uncle picked me up and threw me into the bathroom...

After taking a bath, I felt sleepy and fell asleep again. The uncle shook his head and decided to sleep with me for a while. I lay on my side, and the uncle also hugged me sideways!

The uncle is much taller than me, and this sleeping position makes me nestle in his arms, giving me a sense of security!

The uncle's chin rubbed against my neck, and a tingling feeling spread all over my body in an instant!

I deliberately rubbed it twice, and it was really comfortable. The uncle usually shaves his beard very diligently. Recently, he has forgotten a lot of things, and some small beard stubble came out, and it was very comfortable to rub against the spine by accident!

I became addicted to rubbing against me like this, so the uncle smashed my head and asked, "What are you doing? Are you moving around with lice?"

"I just found out something really interesting that you want to know?"

"What's the matter?" the uncle asked!

"I found out that your beard has an advantage!"

"Beard? What's wrong?"

"Your beard is very comfortable on my spine, especially on the neck!"

"so?"

"Ah... ummm... so comfortable, a little to the left, a little to the left... yes, yes, right, it's where it is... ah, it's so cool!"

"Are you treating my beard as a tickle?"

"No, no, your stubble is much more comfortable than tickling!"

"Really? How comfortable?"

"Extremely comfortable and comfortable!"

"Is it more comfortable than the one just now?"

As soon as I heard that, my face turned red, I turned my head and looked at the uncle displeased, and said, "You, you are too evil, go to sleep!"

The uncle held me in his arms and kissed my head. He gently scrubbed my back with his hands. Soon, I fell asleep!

After the uncle left, the aunts downstairs and the grandparents and uncles who were doing Tai Chi all came to ask my uncle why he didn't go!

I said he had gone home, but I didn't know if he would come back. Everyone sighed and said that they were reluctant to leave the uncle, and asked me why I didn't keep him!

I smiled wryly and swallowed tears in my heart. I wanted to keep him, but unfortunately he didn't even give me a chance to keep him!

No fuss, no fuss, just left without warning, leaving an empty house for me to guard. In the past, it was so hot that I couldn’t sleep without the air conditioner. Now I feel that the house is cold without the air conditioner. Can be frozen into a popsicle!

During the days when the uncle just left, I couldn't sleep all day and night. His phone was turned off from no one answering to empty number to the last WeChat button, and I couldn't see him anymore!

He just left like that, leaving me a pot of manjusawa just bought without saying anything!

At first I didn't understand what it meant and almost threw it away, but then I remembered that we talked about this flower before, what did he mean?

Does it mean that we are like Manzhushahua, with leaves but no flowers, and flowers without leaves, so that we can't meet and love each other for life after life?

But it was clearly agreed to face no matter what the problem is, he was the one who said this at the beginning, but he was the one who left without saying goodbye in the end!